20Years Ago: A week later

     Karen 

I've been swamp with work it's always something if it's not the warriors that are coming in for a broken ribs or legs from training it's an Omega who's be beating so bad that they lost consciousness when they do gain conscious they refused to say how they got hurt seeing it so many times now we understand that it's someone from high ranks that puts the Fear in them sometimes I wonder if there's away I could reported to council Omega's a side lately I've been very tired one morning I could barely get out of bed and when I did it was a struggle for me to get anything done or even keeping anything down being pregnant with a pup is not something I put much thought into it with the way I was feeling I decided to ask the doctor to check for me " doctor could you check and see if I'm with child?" I could see the shock on her face since I'm a very private person " uhmmm yes dear, do you want to do it now ?" Nodding my head yes she took me to one of the exams room got me ready putting some cold gel on my belly when she started looking "oh wow I didn't know you find your mate that's wonderful " my eyes were still on the screen while she going on and on about mate " what I'm with child how ?" Giving me a weird look like I ask her to tell me to explain it in detail " Dear you should know by now how this happened or " weaving her away I got of the table rushing in the bathroom to throw up " skylar tell me did we meet our mate ?" I ask my wolf " it's possible we did" that's news to me I'm shock " how come we didn't regonize him or sense him?" I haven't met anyone new or go out with anyone since that night with that guy could it be no can't be " it's possible if is human or is something else completely the pull that we usually feel was not as strong as would be" shaking my hand because I can't understand what she saying" wait wait a damn a minute you saying that the reason I may have been so attracted to the guy was because he was my mate even without feeling the pull I still felt something for him" Candice say" uhm pretty much yeah there was a pull but not in the way that we all assumed it would be" this is too much I don't even know the first thing about him how i'am going to tell him or find him" we could always go back to that bar" my wolf say yeah it's not a bad idea I need a minute before I could say anything I heard a knock on the door " Dear are you okay in there do you need me to get a nurse for you" this woman is getting on my nerves with this Dear " yes I'm fine I'll be out in a minute " putting my hear to the door I heard her walking away putting some water on my face I got out put my clothes back on and goes back to work the doctor saw me she pull me aside " Dear are you okay when can we meet your mate?" I've been working here long enough she knows I can my personal life private regardless of me being part of the pack " I don't know him so I can't introduce him to the Alpha" give me a dirty look the old b*** say" oh dear that's not good your mate is human you know how Alpha feels about them,I suggest you get rid off that " pointing her finger on my belly Candice took over" how speak about my unborn child or my mate that way I don't care what the Alpha or not if I have to leave here to raise my pup that's exactly what I'm going to do" squeezing her neck for good measure I let her go gasping for air she rush out of the room "Candice you didn't have to squeeze her neck like" rolling her eyes at me " I had to let the old gag knows not to mess with me Dear." I laugh she is the only one that could make me laugh Trough this moment I got to drag my girl Betanie to the bar with me see if I could find that man again maybe we could get a repeat of that night Nop taking this though out of my head I finished the rest of my shift we no problem from the doctor.Once in my save place that I call home I mind l**k Betanie " where you at girl?" Grabbing myself a bottle of water " I'm just getting home from the pack house girl these people are going to kill me someday " that's my girl always dramatic " oh please can you come over I need to talk to you "," sound important I'll be there in a minute " she say I close the connection and to microwave some Mac and cheese I'm in no mood to cook half way through my food she showed up with a bottle of wine this girl know me but it's wraith sadness in my heart that I'll be telling her I can't get drunk with her tonight letting her in I say" do you need a glass" before I took a sit on the couch" no b**** since when do we need glass for wine " well she got me there we could share a bottle of wine with no glass under 10 mins " I'm sorry to admit that I won't be drinking with you tonight or at least for awhile" giving me a weird look " why what happens spill it out" taking a deep breath I say" I'm pregant" she started laughing and couldn't stop I let get it it all out "oh s*** you serious " nodding my head yes she took a big shot of wine "Nop how how?" Raising an eyebrow at her " girl you know what I mean did you find your mate or something " this is the hard I'll let it out " I apparently I did and I didn't feel the mate bond because he could be a human or anything for all I know" I think I send my friend into a coma because she just staring at me like I grow two heads moving closer to me she say " girl you know the Alpha will make you reject him if he is human right " dropping my shoulder I say " I know I know , I thought I could go find him but now that I have time to think about it I don't even want to bring him into this mess" hugging me from behind Betanie goes" no matter you choose to do I'll be here for you but we need to tell the Alpha something you know we don't want the kid to shift into a tiger now " only her could say something like she does has a point I'll think of something but tonight Is not the night.