Present Day

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  Waking up from another beating that I got from the alpha because I broke a bottle of champagne " that night I was supposed to get the meeting room prepared  for the Alpha with his special guest I cooked some smash potatos with a steak and veggies after settling the tables decorated the room and I had forgot to bring the champagne in the room so I ran to get it from the stellar asi was getting in the room the Delta open the door in I was  right behind the door in the bottle slip from my finger I felt my soul left my body unlucky for me the Alpha was behind me coming to check on the room he didn't wait before pulling my hair and dragging me on the floor my body hitting the stairs really I could hear my bones broken once we were outside the house he throw me in front of the door where all the pack members where watching I'm begging him" Alpha it was an accident please don't do this " he wasn't hearing any of it he proceeded to hit me with the silver whip screaming myself out " SOMEBODY HELP" like usual no one comes to help me they just stood there after how many whip he give me he said using his Alpha voice "YOU WILL SPEND THE NIGHT HERE, WHOEVER HELP HER WOULD BE PUNISHED do I make myself clear" ," yes ALPHA " with that he went back in the house and everyone returned to what they were doing and I was left in the cold" thing like that make me wish my mom was here I miss her so much after a couple hours one of the omega's came to get me with no help I drag myself into bed when my alarm woke me up this morning due to the beaten every breath I took hurt Not just from my ribs but everything hurts I don't know if I want to keep going cause these is not living even for someone I need to get up and go help prepare breakfast My body can't handle another beating I would get beat  if I'm lucky I'll get there are days that would not get beating and I would get some food  to eat after everyone finish eating and I get the leftovers and a bottle of water not more  the good thing  is  I do healed more quickly  than most wolf which is something I can say thanks to my father sense my mother told me she believes he is a vampire and she doesn't have any information about him  I know my father was because I have so tread of vampires I could spend days without eat and I'll be fine when the pack members are not paying attention to me I would go into the woods and hunt for some blood it's something my mother thought me to do once she finds out about me being part of vampire I wish I could've met him " some day you will now you need to focusing on finding our mate " my wolf Candice say ,see the thing is I'm not sure I want a mate I don't want to be mate to someone who might not understand me " our mate will love and understand us he would take away the pain you just have to give him a chance" see my wolf and I haven't agre on this mate thing we always fighting about it " if he hurt us and then what?" I asked her " then he wasn't for us" shouting down our connection for now I know she's mad but there's nothing I can do if our mate decided to reject us I have to get myself ready I hope she  could understands where I'm coming from.  Thinking about how things where when my mom was around Everything was great I had my mom we lived a simple life just the two of us  I had some friends most of them where omega's which I didn't any problem with because people always saw me as different  see  I have one blue eye and one gray eye my hair roots is brown while the end are dirty blonde most people believe that I'm a freak for being different but my mother she made embrace it no matter what the bullies didn't really start when I turned sixteen we had a big ceremony for every young shifter to shift its a normal thing for shifter to shift at years old so when the freak didn't shift  everyone started to act very different but what they didn't know was that I had already shift when I was six years old but my mother told me to not let anyone know about it which is very rare for any wolf so when I met my wolf Candice  at the age of ten she agrees with my mom to not let anyone finds out about us or how strong i'am stronger than most she-wolf or even some Alpha.The day that I found out my mother died from a rouge that broke into the hospital where she was work at the time my world falls apart she was my best friend and I didn't know how I would come up from that so when the alpha offer to  adopt me into there family when I was seventeen I jump to the offer I didn't want to be alone and was hurting , for a few months things were good we were like a family that's was a relieve to have people I could go to talk to  but one night everything change with the Alpha coming  into my room and started touching at the time I didn't know it was him that was doing those things or when he entered my room it wasn't until the Luna came rushing in my room because of my scream to find him in a compromise position with his pants down and me clutching my dress in my chest  she immediately  cane to her own conclusions sending me to the attic without giving me a chance to explain myself  later that day I find out the Alpha told the Luna that I seduce him into my room and I was screaming because he doesn't want to touch me  I end up getting a 100 whip and a couple punches from the delta that night I end up with a broken ribs, my arm was broken I had to put my nose back in place I couldn't go to the pack doctor because they all believe  that I deserve it so no one comes to my rescue  the only person that stay with me through all that is my good friend Whos an Omega name Love she's really a trooper we cover for each other and look out for one and another when she gets her occasional beating for the Beta I would help her get back in shape and when it's my turn she does the same without no one knows If the Alphafind out I know he could kill the both of us knowing that he don't want no one to help us when we get beating to the point where we can't even get our bed wherever my mate is he needs to hurry up and come get me for my wolf sake.