Hello everyone, I’m thrilled to finally return to this story after my extended hiatus for final exams—thank you for your patience! First and foremost, I owe you all a sincere apology for the long wait between updates. Life, as it often does, demanded my full attention elsewhere. Secondly, I want to express my deepest gratitude to those of you who’ve added this book to your libraries. Knowing you’ve chosen to keep these words close means the world to me. Truly, your support has been a quiet light during chaotic days. Whatever path brought you here, thank you. From the bottom of my heart, I hope wherever you are, life treats you kindly, and that you carry a little warmth with you always. XOXO, Lynn Balzano
“Of course, Mum. What is it you’d like to discuss?” I replied, absently loosening the trainers I’d yet to take off.“Your… situation with Tyler Watson, love.” Her voice dropped to a whisper, then faltered, whether from discomfort or hesitation. She seemed to regret broaching the subject altogether. “Do you truly feel for him, the way you did with Jeremy?”I drew a slow breath before answering. “I’m sure Nick’s already told you things. It’s just… this is all rather sudden. I’m not sure I’m ready.”“What’s troubling you, Lilith?” Her tone softened, threaded with urgency. “The Moon Goddess granted you a second chance. Don’t squander it. Tyler is meant to be your Alpha—I’m certain of it.”“I know, Mum,” I murmured, “but this all feels… rushed. What if Tyler and I do mate someday, and he regrets it? Regrets me? I can’t give him children. And he’s a Lycan—he’ll need an heir.” The words spilled out in a brittle whisper, sharp with the fear I’d buried for months.“Sweetheart, you can’t keep b
I drove my elbow hard into his chest, forcing a pained grunt from him. “What sort of lunatic screeches like a goat?”“Darling, no need to be so vicious,” Tyler said, pursing his lips with mock innocence. “I’m sure you’re all sweetness and light for Jeremy.”“This isn’t a joke, Tyler.” My voice hardened. “Kiara Logan saved my life, and I’ve heard nothing about her since. What if Jeremy’s made her suffer for it?”Tyler reached for my hand, his touch deliberate as he lifted it to his lips. The gesture felt like a rebuke, and I shifted uncomfortably, my earlier mockery now hanging heavy between us. His gaze held mine, steady and unreadable. Guilt prickled under my skin.“I am trying to find a way to help her,” he said quietly. “But these things… they take time. There are no easy answers.”“You’d do that for me?” I asked, the words brittle with hope.“I’d pluck the moon from the seventh sky itself if you asked,” Tyler said, his grin sharp and unrepentant. “Promise me you’ll save Kiara Log
The following morning, under a cloudless sky that felt almost mocking after the previous day’s ordeal, Tyler ambushed me with a question. “Fancy a trip to the amusement park?”I arched a brow. “Why an amusement park?”“Thought we could use a bit of fun, my dear.” His grin was all mischief, sunlight catching the playful glint in his eyes.“There are better ways to entertain ourselves than queuing for rollercoasters,” I said, stifling a laugh.He bit his lower lip, leaning closer. “Oh? Do enlighten me.”“Don’t.” I rolled my eyes and turned away, though my cheeks betrayed a flicker of warmth.“Come off it—I know what you’re plotting,” he teased, clapping his hands theatrically and waggling his brows.“Psychic now, are we? Could’ve sworn you couldn’t read a room, let alone my mind,” I muttered.“I know what makes you blush.” Tyler grinned, slinging an arm around my shoulders. “If you’re not keen on the amusement park, where do you want to go? We’re not spending this holiday aslee
“I Alpha Jeremy Brooks reject you Lilith Gutierrez as Luna. You couldn’t fulfil your duties as a Luna, and I reject you. From now on you won’t be the Luna of Alpha Jeremy Brooks, you won’t be the Luna of Shadowed Moon.”I’m silenced as soon as I heard a sentence come out of Jeremy’s mouth. I looked at Jeremy with an incredulous face. My face flushed. My body was boiling well.“Are you seriously going to reject me as Luna? But why?” “Why are you still asking my reasons for rejecting you? It’s obvious you’re incapable of fulfilling your duties as Luna. You’re barren!” Jeremy shouted at me. “Jeremy, the doctor said we could have a child if I could--“ “Enough, Lilith. I’ve waited so long to have a child. We’ve been married a year and you can’t give me a child,” Jeremy cut me off. My heart skipped a beat when Jeremy dismissed my efforts as meaningless. Jeremy looked at me as useless rubbish. The elders of Moonlight Sonata dumped me because I was the weakest wolf. Jeremy dumped me becaus
“LILITH!” I was startled when Jeremy came galloping towards us. Jeremy pushed me and took Eunice into his arms. Jeremy looked at me with hatred. I struggled to hold back my tears when a sharp branch hit my ankle. “How dare you hurt Eunice! She’s carrying my child! How dare you push her until she gets hurt! You have bad intentions towards her!” Jeremy snapped at me. “I didn’t push her on purpose. I didn’t mean to hurt her,” I retorted. Jeremy approached me in anger. He slapped me hard. I gasped after Jeremy slapped me. I winced. I couldn’t understand why he’d slap me for Eunice. My lip wounded and started bleeding, but Jeremy didn’t care about that. My ankle got a deep cut too. “You’re a werewolf with no feelings. You don’t deserve to be a Luna!” Jeremy shouted. “I didn’t push Eunice on purpose. I just couldn’t control my fluctuating emotions and I-” “Enough Lilith! I’ve had enough of your explanations. You’ve gone too far! You just endangered the future heir to the Shadowed Moon
“Why are you telling me that now, Lilith?” Nick’s face pressed into mine.I had told him about the mess I had made of my relationship with Jeremy over the past few months. Nick was angry when he heard my explanation. He was furious when he found out that Jeremy and Eunice were in a relationship.I gave Nick a wry smile as I followed him into the wooden house. Nick and some of his friends were staying at the log house to hunt small animals.I met Reino when I had just entered the Moonlight Sonata area and he told me that Nick was in the log house.“I can’t believe it,” Nick growled.I let out a small sigh without making a sound.“I have to teach Jeremy a valuable lesson--”“Don’t, Nick. You could hurt him,” I cut in.Nick looked at me strangely. “You’re still defending him after he slapped you? Look, Dad and I haven’t slapped you at all, Lilith. Jeremy who’s only been with you a year already slapped you because of Eunice?”“I-I can’t--”“Why? Why are you saying you can’t? Jeremy has al
Nights in the cold prison made me feel even more devastated. I try to imagine what my life will be like tomorrow. They tied Kiara and I up with silver scales with sharp spines. The weight hurts my legs.Kiara curled up across my cell in the prison where I was tied up. Looks like the guards beat Kiara to death.The guards are mean.They didn’t give me a decent dinner. The guards cursed at me. They treated me like animals and slaves. I didn’t do anything wrong to them. I treat them well, but they treat me like trash after making so much profit.I was their legal Luna.When I was depressed and needed support, they avoided me as if I were a villain. They didn’t want to help me at all. They cursed me for not giving them an heir.Now, they have a great hatred for me. Because they judged me to be a barren Luna and a naughty wolf. Meanwhile, Jeremy only cares about his future successor and Eunice.That really hurt me. I can’t tell you how many times I begged Jeremy to love me like I love him.
As I slumped in bed, I felt as if I were about to pass out. Mom and Dad helped me up and put me to bed. Dad covered me with a blanket while mom held my hand and told me to calm down. She whispered to me to rest and forget about Jeremy. Mom said something to me, but I couldn’t hear it clearly. My head is throbbing, and I can’t focus on anything. I was dying.“Get some rest, Pumpkin,” Dad said to me. “I-I can’t—” “Forget about Jeremy. You’re hurting yourself if you keep wanting Jeremy,” Mom said. I squeezed my bed sheets. I wrinkled my body to cover the pain that spread throughout my body. “Lilith, are you okay?” Dad came up to me. Dad checked my body temperature, which was suddenly elevated. “Do you have a fever?” “His body temperature raised. I’ll get the suppressant first.” Mom ran out to get her medicine. “Hold on, I’m going to call the doctor.” Dad walked to my nightstand. Dad called someone using the phone in my room. Meanwhile, I keep rolling around in this pain. Mom cam
The following morning, under a cloudless sky that felt almost mocking after the previous day’s ordeal, Tyler ambushed me with a question. “Fancy a trip to the amusement park?”I arched a brow. “Why an amusement park?”“Thought we could use a bit of fun, my dear.” His grin was all mischief, sunlight catching the playful glint in his eyes.“There are better ways to entertain ourselves than queuing for rollercoasters,” I said, stifling a laugh.He bit his lower lip, leaning closer. “Oh? Do enlighten me.”“Don’t.” I rolled my eyes and turned away, though my cheeks betrayed a flicker of warmth.“Come off it—I know what you’re plotting,” he teased, clapping his hands theatrically and waggling his brows.“Psychic now, are we? Could’ve sworn you couldn’t read a room, let alone my mind,” I muttered.“I know what makes you blush.” Tyler grinned, slinging an arm around my shoulders. “If you’re not keen on the amusement park, where do you want to go? We’re not spending this holiday aslee
I drove my elbow hard into his chest, forcing a pained grunt from him. “What sort of lunatic screeches like a goat?”“Darling, no need to be so vicious,” Tyler said, pursing his lips with mock innocence. “I’m sure you’re all sweetness and light for Jeremy.”“This isn’t a joke, Tyler.” My voice hardened. “Kiara Logan saved my life, and I’ve heard nothing about her since. What if Jeremy’s made her suffer for it?”Tyler reached for my hand, his touch deliberate as he lifted it to his lips. The gesture felt like a rebuke, and I shifted uncomfortably, my earlier mockery now hanging heavy between us. His gaze held mine, steady and unreadable. Guilt prickled under my skin.“I am trying to find a way to help her,” he said quietly. “But these things… they take time. There are no easy answers.”“You’d do that for me?” I asked, the words brittle with hope.“I’d pluck the moon from the seventh sky itself if you asked,” Tyler said, his grin sharp and unrepentant. “Promise me you’ll save Kiara Log
“Of course, Mum. What is it you’d like to discuss?” I replied, absently loosening the trainers I’d yet to take off.“Your… situation with Tyler Watson, love.” Her voice dropped to a whisper, then faltered, whether from discomfort or hesitation. She seemed to regret broaching the subject altogether. “Do you truly feel for him, the way you did with Jeremy?”I drew a slow breath before answering. “I’m sure Nick’s already told you things. It’s just… this is all rather sudden. I’m not sure I’m ready.”“What’s troubling you, Lilith?” Her tone softened, threaded with urgency. “The Moon Goddess granted you a second chance. Don’t squander it. Tyler is meant to be your Alpha—I’m certain of it.”“I know, Mum,” I murmured, “but this all feels… rushed. What if Tyler and I do mate someday, and he regrets it? Regrets me? I can’t give him children. And he’s a Lycan—he’ll need an heir.” The words spilled out in a brittle whisper, sharp with the fear I’d buried for months.“Sweetheart, you can’t keep b
“You’re the one acting like a depraved tosser!” Tyler snapped. “I’ll see you in court for harassment, I swear—”Heavy, deliberate footsteps cut through the chaos. Mr. Benedict emerged, his face flushed crimson, jaw clenched. For a heartbeat, I braced for an eruption—but instead, he strode straight to the man and landed a stinging slap across his cheek.“You vile bastard—get out of my shop!” Mr Benedict roared, his voice slicing through the tension. “I won’t tolerate filth like you harassing my staff. Try this again—with any girl here—and I’ll have the police chief himself on your doorstep. That’s no empty threat. My brother is the chief, and he’ll have you in cuffs before you can blink.” The man flinched, exchanged a panicked glance with his cronies, then scrambled out of the café without so much as a muttered apology. As silence settled, Mr Benedict turned to me, his stern expression softening briefly.“I’ll be hiring proper security tomorrow. This won’t happen again.” His gaze shif
Two days had passed since Mum’s cryptic warning about the “unique ability” I was supposedly born with. Yet here I stood, clueless. Shouldn’t I feel it, if such a power thrummed in my veins? For forty-eight hours, I’d scrutinised every stranger, braced for some looming menace—or a revelation. Neither came.Our new home, nestled in an affluent estate, should have been a sanctuary. Tyler had invited me to live there, discreetly covering the cost himself. “You’ll be protected here,” he’d insisted, though he’d offered no explanation for that ominous word. Protection from what? The house, with its vaulted ceilings and sunlit parlours, felt less like a haven and more like a gilded cage.That morning, Tyler and I arrived at work early, pausing first at a bustling local café. He’d splurged on crispy bacon rolls despite his meagre salary—a reckless generosity that nagged at me. Tyler’s finances were a riddle, he burned through cash like a man with a trust fund, yet his job at the coffee shop ba
Tyler sighed, lifting one leg to rest casually as his eyes roamed the room. His gaze drifted upward, lingering on the wall clock’s ornate face, its spindly hands slicing through the silence with mechanical precision. For a heartbeat, he cradled his knee, then froze—a statue offering no reply to the conversation we’d left dangling. Without warning, he swerved, wrenching the night’s dialogue into unfamiliar territory.“Can you even imagine the favours you’d earn,” he began, voice low, “if you begged the Moon Goddess’s mercy?”I cocked a brow. “You’re harping on about this again? I’m the one asking questions. What’s so bloody remarkable about suffering? Can I even… dim its grip, or is it just endless?”Tyler spluttered, gaping at me like I’d lost the plot. I ordered him off the bed; he retreated to the sofa without protest, all theatrical sighs and raised brows.Dusk had settled properly now. The night chorus—crickets, rustling creatures—swelled louder, yet the growl of some distant engin
The fact that Tyler was clearly insane for claiming to be Mate didn’t throw me off right away. As an Alpha, Tyler has the courage to say exactly how he feels. Nick came to see me a couple of days later and brought a bunch of food with him. When I boiled him some tea, he left to go out with Valentin. The last time I checked, they were simply chit-chatting about trivial matters, so I have no idea what they’ll be talking about today. When the tea is ready, the teapot will make a hissing sound. When I took a couple porcelain cups down from the shelf, there was a rattling sound that could be heard. My nostrils flared as I took in the intoxicating scent of the tea, and I couldn’t help but smile. I couldn’t help but give a small smile of satisfaction at my successful concentration. I lifted the tray onto the table along with the porcelain teapot and placed them both there. When I finished arranging the food on the table, I proceeded to call them. As I neared the entrance, I caught a glimps
“I’m all right. Just a cramp.”“Really?” Tyler helped me up, he handed me a glass of water.“I’m sorry, did I misunderstand you?”I was silent as I listened to his statement. With his attention elsewhere, Tyler looked at me with an inexplicable look. Tyler was suppressing his own anger. When the wind blows hard, it makes me cringe. The lightning started to sound, it was very scary.It’s about to rain.“Go take a warm bath. The weather’s not so good.” Tyler told me. The window at the end of the room moved because of the strong wind. Tyler jumped to nail that window with a spatula.“Looks like it’s going to rain all night. Take a shower, Lilith.”I’m still in the dark because there’s something weird inside me right now. An unusual intensity in my body. A burning pain in the liver spreads throughout the body.&
“What’s wrong? Is there something on my face?” Tyler rubbed his face roughly.I shook my head for a moment, then took a sip of my coffee which started to get cold.You’ve been looking glum ever since I asked you what you meant earlier.”“I don’t feel that way.”I became more awkward than before. The conversation between us formed into a stiff and awkward one. I worried if Tyler knew the worst secret that I wanted to hide deeply. Tyler looked at me in a suspicious glances, I couldn’t hold it. I stretched my legs and stood up.“The park is getting crowded, are you going to sit here until the sun goes up?” I asked.Tyler cringed. “I have no problem doing it with you, Lilith.”“I’m afraid I’m won’t to do that with you.” I tried so hard not to let my heartbeat ruin the atmosphere when I said that.