Aaro’s pov
I knew exactly what I was; I didn’t need some fucking test to tell me.
FLASHBACK
"Did you know I used to be human?" Grandpa Cy asked.
Elora was playing with Grandma April, while Grandpa Cy and I were walking near the horses.
"So you’re not human anymore?"
He laughed, "nope. Although I still look like a fucking human, I am a full werewolf thanks to some weird ass ceremony."
"What’s the ceremony?"
Grandpa Cy actually blushed, "it doesn’t fucking matter."
"So is mom human too?"
Grandpa nodded his head. "She was half werewolf; you were actually made before she was changed into an alpha female. So you’re part human too."
I didn’t know exactly what Grandpa meant, but I did know Mom was strong, even though she wasn’t very tall.
"Grandpa, how do you make a baby?"
Grandpa turned into the shade of a tomato. "Fuck, where is April. Shit, didn’t mom tell you about this? I don’t fucking know, Ryn. Daddies and mommies love each other and they cuddle and make a baby."
"How do Aunt Kat and Aunt Sie make a baby? They will have a baby soon too, right?"
"Uhm, sometimes when two mates love each other, they need some help, and someone helps them..... Fuck, Ryn. Please, ask your mom, okay?"
END OF FLASHBACK.
Grandpa Cy was always my favorite. And, of course, Aunt Kat. I loved all my family, but I had a special bond with them too. And with Riker, my uncle, who was more like a brother to me because of the age difference between him, aunt Kat, and dad.
"Your son is very lucky to have her." the doctor said.
Alpha Lex laughed, "thank the goddess. I really didn’t want to find another mate for my son."
You mean buy another mate, you dick. I thought to myself.
I looked at Storm, who was staring at me. Was he glad he was stuck with me or disappointed? He did want me; that much was fucking clear. But things were awkward. First he’s pissed, and then he drags me into his bed. I guess I should count myself lucky; as far as being dragged into someone’s bed, it could have been a lot worse. I actually slept really well. I wasn’t going to tell Storm that, though, because he would ask me to sleep in his bed again.
Being around him that close made me fucking nervous. I couldn’t lose my focus.
"So, we’re finished?" Storm asked.
Alpha Lex raised his eyebrows, "why are you in such a rush? Do you have anything planned with your new Luna?"
"No." Storm said. "I have some important work to do."
Storm’s dickhead father seemed to find that reason enough, so we went back to the packhouse.
When we entered the house, Eve was waiting for us. Alpha Lex went off to this office immediately, not even greeting Eve.
"En [so?]" Eve asked.
Storm looked at me briefly, "she mag blijven. [she can stay.]"
"En daar ben je blij om of….? Storm je hebt geen keuze, dus, - [and you’re happy about it or…? Storm you don’t have a choice, so –]"
"Ma, laat het oke? Wil je vandaag met haar iets doen? Ik moet werken. [Mom, just leave it. Do you want to do something with her today? I need to work.] Storm told him mom. He didn't seem like he was in the mood to talk to her.
"Natuurlijk [of course]. His mom replied and once again I didn’t have a clue what they were saying, although I suspected they were talking about me.
Eve smiled at me, "so, Aaro, let’s get some food into you."
She took me to the kitchen instead of the dining room, and I was happy that I didn’t have to change into another fucking dress.
"How was your first night?" Eve asked.
"Fine, thank you, Eve."
"And how was it really?" she said with a wink. "I heard you spent the night in Storm’s room."
Did everyone know?!
"I couldn’t sleep. We didn’t do anything." I quickly said.
"It’s hard being away from home. I remember when I was your age. When I moved here, I was around your age, I was pregnant, and I missed my country and my parents. The girls at that school must feel like family to you."
I nodded. Ero was literally my family, and I had left her behind.
"I hope I can be your family here," Eve said. "If you like."
I smiled at her. It was kind, but I had no fucking clue if I could trust her. Although, out of everyone I had met, I liked her the most.
"I don’t know if Storm told you, but I’m not allowed to leave the packhouse on my own, so we’re stuck inside today. But I can give you a tour of the house and garden if you like? It’s freezing, so we can even ice skate."
I had never skated before. I would probably suck at it, but it beat being stuck in my room. At least I would be able to look around, maybe see a way out of here.
"I’d like that," I replied.
"My parents have sent some ice skates over for me and Storm over the years. I may still have one in your size from when he was a boy. Storm’s feet grew like cabbage."
Grew like cabbage? What the fuck did that mean?
Eve saw the confusion on my face, "It means his feet grew fast."
When we finished eating something, she took me to her room. It took a long fucking time to reach her room, and we passed a library, a few offices, a game room, a bar, and a few more rooms that I had no idea what they were being used for but looked fancy as fuck.
"So this is the other side of the packhouse. The omegas that work here take up most of the rooms. The rooms are a bit smaller here, and we have our own kitchen and dining room. I am not allowed into the big dining room unless Luna Ruby is absent. Or any room for that matter."
So that’s why she walked away yesterday.
"I’m sorry, that must be hard."
She shook her head, "it’s fine, lieverd. [Sweetheart] I am used to it. I’ll grab those iceskates and maybe some gloves and an extra scarf."
She brought out a beautiful scarf and handed it to me.
"Thank you, Eve. It’s beautiful."
"I actually knit this myself. I have a lot of spare time." Eve said, looking a bit shy.
"It’s really warm too." I replied, putting the scarf around my neck.
"I have a lot more. Hats, scarfs, blankets, ponchos." She said, with a wink. "Storm refuses to wear them, and I can’t give them to his half brothers and sisters, for obvious reasons."
Life must be so fucking lonely for Eve. "I am not used to the cold, so I’ll happily take them off your hands."
She smiled at me, "thank you, schatje. You see, I knew I liked you for a reason."
"What does skatje mean?"
She giggled, "it’s schatje. It means little treasure. Or sweetie. Maybe I’ll teach you some Dutch too, just to mess with Lex."
I wouldn’t mind messing with that fuckhead.
"Okay, let’s go. I’ll put the ice skates on you when we’re near the frozen pond."
We walked back towards the large corridor until we reached the dining room meant for the omegas. She grabbed one of the chairs and walked towards the large double doors that lead outside. Why did she need a chair?
I soon found out after he put on the ice skates.
"The chair is for you, Aaro. So you won’t fall. Once you feel more comfortable, you can try without the chair."
I got on the ice and soon found out that ice skating is fucking hard. But after about twenty minutes, I wanted to try skating without the chair. I fell on my ass right away and couldn’t help but laugh at myself.
Meanwhile, Eve was ice skating like a fucking pro. The pond was actually the size of a lake, and she was skating in circles and gaining speed. I wouldn’t ever be as good as her, but I promised myself to at least skate one circle around the pond today.
I kept falling down, but I didn’t fucking care. The ice was hard, and I’d probably bruised my knees, but I was determined to get this done. No fucking clue why it mattered. I had fallen so often that my gloves were wet, and I took them off for a second. I was gaining speed, and my balance wasn’t as bad as it was when I started, but I went too close to the edge of the pond and felt myself lose balance. I tried to grab on to something and grab a plant that was sticking out of the ice; it cut into my hand.
Eve skated towards me, and out of habit, I started to apologize, "I am sorry for hurting myself."
Eve shook her hand and took my hand in hers. "Why would you apologize? You’re the one that’s hurting."
She held my hand as we skated to the bench where we had left our shoes. She took a bandage out of her bag and then grabbed a new pair of gloves.
"Those reeds can really be sharp. Are you okay? You want to go inside?"
I shook my head, "it’s fine. I really want to finish one circle around the pond if that’s okay?"
She smiled at me, "why don’t we do it together?"
She pulled me up from the bench and continued to hold my hand as we started ice skating. Every time my balance was off, Eve helped me stand up straight, and we both cheered and laughed when I finished.
"You did really well!" Eve said, clapping for me. "Goed gedaan! [Well done.]
Suddenly I heard a deep voice from behind me: "Yeah, well done, Aaro."
I turned around and stared right into the blue eyes of Storm. I was so surprised to see him that I lost my balance, but Storm caught me in his arms. "Be careful, krullebol."
What the fuck did he just call me?
He was standing on the ice with his shoes. That's fucking cheating, but I was grateful I didn't fall again.
Eve giggled when she saw my face, "it’s a nickname for someone who has a lot of curls."
Storm pushed a lock of my hair behind my ear, "it’s almost time for dinner. Do you need my help getting of the ice, or can I let go of you?"
I swallowed; having him this close was fucking with my mind. "I can manage; thank you, Storm."
He let me go and I took my gloves off to make it easier for me to take the skates off. He grabbed my hand and looked at the bandage. "What happened?"
"I’m sorry."
Eve looked concerned, "you apologized to me too. Aaro, why do you keep saying sorry."
I faked a smile, "no reason."
"Aaro..." Storm said.
I shrugged my shoulders, "we were told we were worth less if our skin was tainted by a scar."
"At least that meant they didn’t hurt you there." Eve said, sounding relieved. Was she worried about me?
I couldn’t hide a laugh, which I quickly stopped. "There are many ways to hurt someone that don’t leave a scar." I said softly as I removed my other ice skate.
Storm growled. "Die klootzakken. [Those assholes]"
Klootzakken. It sounded like a curse word. Did he really care that they hurt me? Or was it that the school hurt girls in general?
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Today is the 17th anniversary of my dad's death. He had pneumonia, but that happened often because he had asthma. My sisters and I were all spending the night at friends' houses. I was just 19 at the time, still living at home. Anyway, my mom called us. Saying your father is dead, you need to come home now. We all raced home, and he was being treated by the paramedics. My mom said that whatever happened, the four of us would be fine. We went to the hospital, thinking it would be fine. telling each other we'd be so mad at him when he woke up for scaring us. But he died a few hours later.
They did an autopsy. He was 43 when he died, so there was no reason he should have died from pneumonia. It turned out he had end-stage non-Hodgkin's lymphoma, and if he had survived, he wouldn't have lasted more than three months. He never knew he was sick. He thought he was losing weight because he had lost his job a few months prior. My youngest sister was seventeen at the time. So she's known him for the same number of years that she's mourned for him.
Anyway, I just wanted to share. He was a great dad. He would cry at movies and be silly with us. But he also had his grumpy days. I'm a lot more like my dad than like my mom, and I don't miss him like I did before, but some days I can still cry thinking about what life would be like if he were still here. His name was Moos and he had a tattoo of a wolf on his arm. He probably would have loved the idea of me writing these stories.
Storm’s povI tried to get some work done. I was happy the test went well, considering the alternative would be that dad would sell Aaro to someone else or kill her. I had no fucking clue what he would do, but it wouldn’t be good, and I would never see her again.We rode back in silence, and I thought about this whole damn mess.She hadn’t chosen me. She had no choice. And although this hadn’t been my choice either, Aaro was the type of woman I could picture myself being with. She intrigued me, as not many women do.The geneticist said if she had been born a boy, she could have become an alpha, and if there was any woman I could see as an alpha, it was her. Although she kept her head down most of the time, I saw the defiance in her eyes. When she thought people weren’t looking, she stood up straight with authority, and when she spoke without thinking, she had strength in her voice.Too bad a female alpha could never exist. This world wasn’t ready for a female alpha, and I didn’t even k
Aaro’s povMotherfucker. Maybe I should thank Storm; I had the most fun I've had in years, and hearing him tell me he switched rooms without so much as asking me reminded me that I had merely traded one prison for another. I should have looked for exits when I was with Eve and found out information I could use to escape, but instead I ice skated like a damn fool, and now I was paying the price.I kept reminding myself I could be off worse, but that didn’t really make any fucking difference. I was still bought; I was still forced to be marked and have sex with someone. They can call it "mating" all they fucking want, but I know what it really means. Maybe I should just get it over with and make sure at least the "mating" part is on my fucking timeline.I got into the shower, trying to decide my next move. If I convinced Storm I was all in, maybe he’d trust me enough to let me wander around the compound on my own. Or maybe he'd let me go to the pack by myself in time. It would be easier
Storm’s povHearing Aaro be honest about her feelings made me feel fucking awful. She was just trying to find a way to make her first time not horrible, and I made her feel bad because my ego was bruised. Goddess, I was acting like a fucking jerk.I decided to come up with an idea while Aaro was getting dressed. Brand helped, of course, since he was obsessed with Aaro."No more than you are," Brand joked.Seeing her naked in front of me did kind of fuck me up. Seeing her laugh, the way she felt, the way she smelt. She was on my mind every fucking minute since she arrived here, and yeah, maybe you could call me obsessed. What else could explain this connection?I squeezed Aaro’s leg to make sure she didn’t mention my mother’s name. Ruby hated my mom, and if she knew Aaro and Eve got along so well, it wouldn’t be good for Aaro. As a Luna, Ruby held a lot less power than my dad, but she still could make Aaro’s life a living hell if she wanted to.My hand stayed on her leg, and I started t
Aaro’s povStupid fucking nightmare. I used to have them when we were younger. I would dream about Marco taking us away. We were asleep when he took us, but we woke up before he brought us to the man who transported us to the school.Doctor Marco had always been so kind to us, but suddenly he was cold. He ignored our cries, he ignored me begging him to let my sister go. In the end, he threatened to hurt Elora if I didn’t help him calm her down.He showed me bones and said they belonged to a girl, and if I didn't help my sister out of her pajamas and make her shut the fuck up, he could turn my sister into a bag of bones too.For years, I wondered what he needed the bones and the pajamas for. I thought he might have pretended it was one of us who died, so my parents wouldn’t come looking for us. Or my parents were dead themselves; there must have been a reason why they didn't find us. Auntie Kat was too smart to not see through Marco’s plan, I was sure. She was the smartest person alive;
Storm’s povI tried to get some work done, but my mind kept wondering about tonight. What would be a good date idea?"Let me meet her," Brand said."And then what, have a picknick? It’s fucking freezing outside.""Please?" Brand asked and I think it was the first time he said please to me."I’ll see what I can do, okay, buddy?"Dad had given me her tracker information, and I felt like a fucking stalker, tracking Aaro’s moves. She went from the hospital to the orphanages, to lunch somewhere, and then to one of the elders' houses.When it was around four, I just gave up on working and decided to pick up Aaro early. I'm sure she'd appreciate it; I couldn't imagine spending the entire day with Ruby.I went to the O'Hares' home and watched as Aaro spoke to a young boy. He must be one of the grandkids or great-grandkids of the O'Hares. Mister O'Hare was 104 years old and looked no older than 70.When the boy saw me, he bowed his head and seemed scared. It was such an obvious contrast between
Aaro’s povBrand was cool. He reminded me of my dad’s wolf, Logan. He was as fast as him, too. How would it feel to run as a wolf? Would I be that fast?It was easier around Brand because he didn’t talk to me and I didn’t have to pretend so hard.Even when I was myself, I still had to pretend. I couldn’t let anyone know my real name or identity. It wasn’t easy. I so badly wanted to tell Brand about Logan. I wanted to tell the girl in the orphanage more about Ero. And when we discussed our names, I really wanted to tell Peter what Aaro fucking stood for.It bothered me how scared everyone was. It was supposed to be like this. In my dad’s pack, people weren’t scared of us. And although my grandpa Os could be a bit scary, people respected him more than they feared him.Then he shifted back, and although Storm looked a lot better, like a whole fuckload better, I went back to pretending. Pretending that he didn’t look fucking good, and I wondered what it would feel like to touch him. Preten
Storm’s povI put Aaro on my lap and let her eat."So what’s her deal?" Cara asked, mind-linking me."What do you mean?""She seems nice, but is she like the rest? Does she want you because of your title?"I laughed, "no, she isn’t like the rest. Not at fucking all. I don’t think she cares about becoming Luna at all.""Did she have any say in coming here? Did her parents force her?"I sighed, "she’s an orphan. It’s fucking complicated Cara, but she doesn’t really have a choice. So I’m trying my fucking best to make everything not suck as fucking much."Cara smiled at me, "you want her to like you."Aaro started giving me bites to eat, and although it surprised me, I let her. It was fucking adorable that she cared enough to feed me."She likes you already. She was straddling you, and now she’s feeding you!" Cara shouted inside my head.That kiss was amazing. And when Aaro started moving her fucking hips, I went insane. If Cara hadn’t stopped us, I don’t know what would have happened. Wh
Aaro’s povFucking phone. That stupid fucking phone. Phones didn’t used to be like this, were they? I remember mom and dad having a phone, and I sometimes watched videos on it or played a game. But this thing was totally different.I felt so fucking out of place. I knew nothing about this world. I guess that the school does this on purpose. Make sure to isolate the girls once they’re out of the school. Make sure we don’t know how to use technology to ask for help.We’re not supposed to tell anyone about the school, but even if we only wanted to help ourselves once we were out, we wouldn’t be able to. We had no one to turn to and no way to set up any support system. Maybe I should talk to Eve. She had been isolated, stuck inside this packhouse. She knows how it feels, and maybe she knows how to get out of here.I opened the stupid phone again, cursing at it."You better not fuck this up again. Send text to Eve.""Send text to Eve," the phone said."Do you want to join me and Storm for l
Aaro’s povI shouldn’t have said that, but it was the fucking truth. No matter how much this wasn’t Storm’s choice any more than it was mine, he was still going to mark me against my will. Maybe if things were different, then I would have chosen Storm as my mate.I always hoped I would find my true mate, but that ship had fucking sailed the moment I was bought. Maybe even before then—maybe the moment I was brought to the damn school. It didn’t fucking matter anyway.I saw how my remark hurt Storm, and all I could think of to make this better was to ask him to kiss me. I knew it fucking made me feel better. More than better. The orgasm he gave me was out of this fucking world, and I just wanted to make him feel good too.I didn’t know what the fuck I was doing, but he seemed to enjoy it, and to be honest, I was enjoying it too. I didn’t think having someone’s dick inside my mouth would be fun, but hearing Storm grunt and hold on to my hair and knowing I was the one doing it to him was a
Storm’s povI knew if I got pissed off, Aaro would stop telling me the truth, so I let her talk while inside of me a storm was raging. I wanted to go to the school and kill everyone who ever hurt Aaro. I wanted to destroy the entire school and get everyone out, but I knew I couldn’t. I was a fucking hypocrite. My father had bought Aaro for me and had funded the school for years. I didn’t realize where part of our money was going until I checked the books today. Our pack had been giving money to the Goldacres for decades. How could I say I would destroy the school if I still profited from it? If it wasn’t for the school, I wouldn’t have met Aaro.I wanted to be Aaro’s home, her safe place. She deserved that. Despite the fucked up situation she was thrown into, she was trying to do things her own way. She could have ignored my mother like the rest, but instead she decided to learn Dutch. The thing that bonded me and mam together. If Aaro was smart, she would have sucked up to Dad and R
Aaro’s povEve explained the phone to me, but I still felt like a fucking idiot using it. She was so patient with me, but I knew if others saw me fumbling with the phone, they’d think I was raised under a damn rock. Everyone used technology for everything, and I felt like I didn’t belong in this world.To be honest, I don’t belong here. I belong with my sister; I belong back home.But a part of me wished I did belong here. That I could give Storm what he deserved. He wanted a real person who didn’t have that many secrets, someone who could be themselves around him, and I wasn’t that at fucking all. I had to think before I spoke, because otherwise I could reveal the truth."I really am sorry, Aaro." Eve said again.I shook my head, "don’t be. I’ll be fine."Eve sighed, "it can be really hard sometimes, Aaro. I try to put on a brave face for Storm. I don’t want him to feel bad for me, but it’s really lonely for me. I miss my family and just having a life. Don’t get me wrong; if I had to
Storm’s pov"Aaro is bijna klaar; douchen liep een beetje uit. [Aaro is almost done; the shower took a bit longer than expected.]Mam laughed, "Ik zie dat jij ook ging douchen? [I see you took a shower as well?] She ruffled my wet hair."Dus? [so?]""Niks. Ik ben blij voor je. Ze is speciaal vind je niet? Ik durf het bijna niet te zeggen, maar misschien is zij je, - [Nothing. I am happy for you. She’s special, isn’t she? I am almost too scared to say, but maybe she’s your, -] " I stopped my mom from finishing her sentence."Mam zeg het niet dan! Fuck, je weet zelf wat pap zou doen. [Then don’t say it! Fuck, you know what Dad would do.]"My mother knew better than anyone what my dad thought of true mates, considering she was his. Dad and mom fell in love when they were seventeen. Love at first sight, she called it, and then my grandfather got killed and my dad turned into a paranoid asshole. Too scared of what a true mate meant. He wasn't just scared of losing half his soul if his true
Aaro’s povFucking phone. That stupid fucking phone. Phones didn’t used to be like this, were they? I remember mom and dad having a phone, and I sometimes watched videos on it or played a game. But this thing was totally different.I felt so fucking out of place. I knew nothing about this world. I guess that the school does this on purpose. Make sure to isolate the girls once they’re out of the school. Make sure we don’t know how to use technology to ask for help.We’re not supposed to tell anyone about the school, but even if we only wanted to help ourselves once we were out, we wouldn’t be able to. We had no one to turn to and no way to set up any support system. Maybe I should talk to Eve. She had been isolated, stuck inside this packhouse. She knows how it feels, and maybe she knows how to get out of here.I opened the stupid phone again, cursing at it."You better not fuck this up again. Send text to Eve.""Send text to Eve," the phone said."Do you want to join me and Storm for l
Storm’s povI put Aaro on my lap and let her eat."So what’s her deal?" Cara asked, mind-linking me."What do you mean?""She seems nice, but is she like the rest? Does she want you because of your title?"I laughed, "no, she isn’t like the rest. Not at fucking all. I don’t think she cares about becoming Luna at all.""Did she have any say in coming here? Did her parents force her?"I sighed, "she’s an orphan. It’s fucking complicated Cara, but she doesn’t really have a choice. So I’m trying my fucking best to make everything not suck as fucking much."Cara smiled at me, "you want her to like you."Aaro started giving me bites to eat, and although it surprised me, I let her. It was fucking adorable that she cared enough to feed me."She likes you already. She was straddling you, and now she’s feeding you!" Cara shouted inside my head.That kiss was amazing. And when Aaro started moving her fucking hips, I went insane. If Cara hadn’t stopped us, I don’t know what would have happened. Wh
Aaro’s povBrand was cool. He reminded me of my dad’s wolf, Logan. He was as fast as him, too. How would it feel to run as a wolf? Would I be that fast?It was easier around Brand because he didn’t talk to me and I didn’t have to pretend so hard.Even when I was myself, I still had to pretend. I couldn’t let anyone know my real name or identity. It wasn’t easy. I so badly wanted to tell Brand about Logan. I wanted to tell the girl in the orphanage more about Ero. And when we discussed our names, I really wanted to tell Peter what Aaro fucking stood for.It bothered me how scared everyone was. It was supposed to be like this. In my dad’s pack, people weren’t scared of us. And although my grandpa Os could be a bit scary, people respected him more than they feared him.Then he shifted back, and although Storm looked a lot better, like a whole fuckload better, I went back to pretending. Pretending that he didn’t look fucking good, and I wondered what it would feel like to touch him. Preten
Storm’s povI tried to get some work done, but my mind kept wondering about tonight. What would be a good date idea?"Let me meet her," Brand said."And then what, have a picknick? It’s fucking freezing outside.""Please?" Brand asked and I think it was the first time he said please to me."I’ll see what I can do, okay, buddy?"Dad had given me her tracker information, and I felt like a fucking stalker, tracking Aaro’s moves. She went from the hospital to the orphanages, to lunch somewhere, and then to one of the elders' houses.When it was around four, I just gave up on working and decided to pick up Aaro early. I'm sure she'd appreciate it; I couldn't imagine spending the entire day with Ruby.I went to the O'Hares' home and watched as Aaro spoke to a young boy. He must be one of the grandkids or great-grandkids of the O'Hares. Mister O'Hare was 104 years old and looked no older than 70.When the boy saw me, he bowed his head and seemed scared. It was such an obvious contrast between
Aaro’s povStupid fucking nightmare. I used to have them when we were younger. I would dream about Marco taking us away. We were asleep when he took us, but we woke up before he brought us to the man who transported us to the school.Doctor Marco had always been so kind to us, but suddenly he was cold. He ignored our cries, he ignored me begging him to let my sister go. In the end, he threatened to hurt Elora if I didn’t help him calm her down.He showed me bones and said they belonged to a girl, and if I didn't help my sister out of her pajamas and make her shut the fuck up, he could turn my sister into a bag of bones too.For years, I wondered what he needed the bones and the pajamas for. I thought he might have pretended it was one of us who died, so my parents wouldn’t come looking for us. Or my parents were dead themselves; there must have been a reason why they didn't find us. Auntie Kat was too smart to not see through Marco’s plan, I was sure. She was the smartest person alive;