Aaro’s pov
Motherfucker. Maybe I should thank Storm; I had the most fun I've had in years, and hearing him tell me he switched rooms without so much as asking me reminded me that I had merely traded one prison for another. I should have looked for exits when I was with Eve and found out information I could use to escape, but instead I ice skated like a damn fool, and now I was paying the price.
I kept reminding myself I could be off worse, but that didn’t really make any fucking difference. I was still bought; I was still forced to be marked and have sex with someone. They can call it "mating" all they fucking want, but I know what it really means. Maybe I should just get it over with and make sure at least the "mating" part is on my fucking timeline.
I got into the shower, trying to decide my next move. If I convinced Storm I was all in, maybe he’d trust me enough to let me wander around the compound on my own. Or maybe he'd let me go to the pack by myself in time. It would be easier to escape from there than from this fortress filled with technology I don’t fucking understand. If I couldn’t even work the shower, how the fuck was I going to escape?
Even if I didn't have my fucking room anymore, that meant I had to act the part all the fucking time. I couldn’t let my guard down like I did today. I had to play the part of the perfect future Luna, and I had to keep my eyes and ears open. One day I would get out of here, preferably before he marked me.
I got dressed in the sexiest dress I could find. Last time Storm tried to kiss me, I stopped because I felt guilty about Ero. But this time, if he tried, I would let him, because of Ero. If this was my way out of here, I would kiss Storm. I'd to whatever it fucking took.
The dress didn’t have the effect I wanted because, when I stepped out of the bathroom, Storm growled and told me to put on another dress. Fine, I’ll pick another dress.
Storm followed behind me and unzipped my dress. His hands were so warm, and his touch felt nice. I stayed in place, unsure of what to do. Maybe I made a mistake. What the fuck did I know about seducing someone?
"I’m sorry. I didn’t know the dress was so revealing." Storm said.
So he wasn't angry at me? He just didn't want people to see so much of my body?
Before I could say anything back, he kissed my back. His mouth felt warm, and the area where he kissed me tingled. "I wish I could see inside that pretty little head of yours."
"No, you don't," I said, shaking my head. He really fucking wouldn’t like what was inside my head. I was nothing like he thought I was.
He traced my spine with his fingers, and I had no fucking clue why that felt so damn good.
"One day I’ll get to know the real you."
"Be careful what you wish for," I whispered. If he ever knew the real me, I would probably have to kill him, or he would try to kill me. It would probably end in a bloody mess.
I turned around and looked up at him. I was always the tallest at school, but with Storm I had to look up. Not by much, but it was a weird fucking feeling to be shorter than someone.
My dress fell down my body, and I let it fall, knowing I wasn’t wearing a bra.
"Fuck." Storm said, looking down.
Okay, how do I play someone who wants to be with him but isn’t experienced at all? I can’t really seduce him, do I just wait for a moment like last time? What the fuck do I do?
Storm smiled and ran his finger across my face, "what are you thinking?"
"I don’t want my first time to be on my birthday. I don’t want to be forced to be marked and mated on the day I meet my wolf."
His smile changed into a frown. "You know it’s not my fucking choice either."
"I know, Storm. I’m saying, I’d rather uhm be with you before my birthday." I said awkwardly, hating myself for the way this came out.
Storm laughed and shook his head in disbelief, and I felt even more mortified. Was he making fun of me?
"First you don’t want to kiss me, and suddenly you're throwing yourself at me?"
That fucking dick. I pulled my dress up and put on my fake smile. "I was just trying to make things easier for us. Since we’re sharing a room now. But we can wait; it’s fine."
"Shit, Aaro. I didn’t mean it like that. This entire situation is messed up, and I guess I just find it hard to believe you could change your mind so fucking fast." Storm said.
I turned around, taking another dress from the closet. It was a lot simpler, as far as fancy dresses go, and my boobs didn’t fall out of that one.
"Don’t worry about it; I’m sure it will be very special for us. Especially knowing that the whole house is aware of what we’re going to do. Who wouldn’t want their first time to be public knowledge? Maybe they can all inspect me later to make sure you really took my virginity. I’m surprised your father didn’t check to make sure Myrtle didn't lie about that, like he did with my blood."
Fuck. My big stupid mouth. I walked as fast to the bathroom as I could without running. Shit. shit. Why did I say that? Why couldn’t I just held my tongue like before?
Storm didn’t say a word. I got dressed and walked out of the room, and he was waiting for me at the door. He still didn’t say a word while we walked to the dining room, and I was scared shitless of what he would say when he did finally open his mouth.
He pulled out a chair for me, and we sat down.
"What did you do today, Aaro?" Luna Ruby asked me.
I smiled at her, "I went ice skating with, -"
Storm stopped me from saying Eve’s name by squeezing my leg and shaking his head.
Luna Ruby nodded her head, already knowing how I was going to finish my sentence. "Well, she might be able to show you how to skate. But I can show you some really useful skills, like how to be a Luna. Tomorrow you’ll shadow me for a day."
"Thank you for the opportunity to learn from you, Luna Ruby." Maybe I could get out of the house again and find a way out.
Storm put an obvious fake grin on his face, "yes, thank you Luna Ruby. Please don’t tire her out, because starting tomorrow we won’t be dining here anymore. I am planning to take my future mate out every night until her birthday. Get to know each other."
What?!
Storm’s hand was still on my thigh, but this time his finger kept making patterns on my skin, and it was giving me a strange feeling inside my stomach. For some reason, it was really hard to focus on the conversation at the table.
"Don’t forget to eat, Aaro." Storm said.
I nodded my head and started eating. Thankfully, Storm and his dad seemed to be mindlinking and Luna Ruby was busy talking to the beta's mate, so I wasn’t forced to engage in any small talk.
Suddenly, Storm's claws extended and dug into my skin, and I bit my lip to keep from screaming out. Storm let go of my leg, and I wondered if he realized what he just did. I quickly grabbed my napkin and placed it on my leg while pretending nothing had happened.
"Thanks for fucking dinner, but I’ve suddenly lost my appetite. Aaro, let’s go." Storm said, and he grabbed my hand and pulled me out of the dining room.
Once again, he was silent on the way back to "our" room. He started pacing the room and either mindlinking someone or talking to his wolf, and I had no clue what to do. Do I get changed? Do I go to bed? I pulled my dress up, feeling my leg getting wet.
He stopped pacing and looked at me. "Why the fuck are you bleeding? And don’t start apologizing again."
Okay, fuckhead, it’s you who needs to apologize anyway. I looked down and saw I had blood running down to my ankle. I had forgotten to apply pressure with the napkin when he pulled me away. I didn’t really hurt that badly anyway; those bruises from ice skating hurt a lot more.
"It’s fine. I’ll clean myself up."
"Take off your dress." Storm growled, and he started pacing towards me and pulled the dress up even more.
He took a step back when he saw the puncture marks his claws had left. "I did that, did I? Fuck, why didn’t you say anything?"
"It’s fine."
"It’s not fucking fine, Aaro. Stop saying that. I’m fucking everything up. I thought taking you out on dates would make you more comfortable around me, and maybe you wouldn’t feel so forced by this whole thing. Despite hurting you, I’m not a bad guy. I don’t want to force you to have sex with me. Don't get me wrong: I'd have sex with you in a heartbeat. But I want you to enjoy it and want it—to want me. I’m, -"
I walked toward Storm and kissed him. Anything to shut him up, anything to make him not feel like this. Yeah, he could be a bit of a dick, but he was trying, and he got me out of those awkward fucking dinners with my "future in-laws."
The kiss was nothing like I suspected. It was good, so fucking good, and once Storm got over the shock of me kissing him, he took control of the kiss. He fought for dominance, and I let him, knowing I had to play the submissive girl even now. He grabbed me by my ass and pulled me close, and I hissed, feeling him touch the bruise on my ass.
"I’m sorry." He said. He kissed me again, this time with one hand on my waist and the other on the back of my head. We stopped when we were both out of breath. This was so different from the time I kissed Birdy. This wasn’t soft and unsure. Birdy and I didn't know what we were doing. Storm kissed me with passion and determination, and he knew exactly what to do.
Maybe it wouldn’t be so hard to pretend to want him. Maybe I could find a way to enjoy mating with him.
Storm kissed the top of my head and then walked into the closet to grab something.
"Here, put this on. I’ll grab some bandages for your cuts."
I took my dress off while he went into the bathroom and put on the t-shirt he had brought. Didn’t he mind me wearing his clothes? When I finished getting dressed, Storm came out of the bathroom holding a first aid kit.
"Sit down, please." He said and pointed to the bed.
I sat down, and he carefully placed a band-aid on each wound. They were already healing, but because I didn’t have my wolf and they were deep, they would leave a scar. When he was done, he still held on to my leg, and he gave me a kiss on top of each band-aid.
"That was a fucking good kiss, by the way."
I suddenly felt very shy, "Thank you, Storm."
"No, thank you. I’d like to do that again sometime. But first, let’s sleep. You must be fucking exhausted."
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my boys have no school this week, so the updates might be less often this week. We're not going away or anything. I'll try to do fun things with them closeby, because I don't have a drivers licence so I'll have to us my bike or public transport. My boyfriend does, but he has to work.
I was always scared to drive, but I have decided to try a trial lesson this month. I'm so scared haha, but we'll see how it goes.
Storm’s povHearing Aaro be honest about her feelings made me feel fucking awful. She was just trying to find a way to make her first time not horrible, and I made her feel bad because my ego was bruised. Goddess, I was acting like a fucking jerk.I decided to come up with an idea while Aaro was getting dressed. Brand helped, of course, since he was obsessed with Aaro."No more than you are," Brand joked.Seeing her naked in front of me did kind of fuck me up. Seeing her laugh, the way she felt, the way she smelt. She was on my mind every fucking minute since she arrived here, and yeah, maybe you could call me obsessed. What else could explain this connection?I squeezed Aaro’s leg to make sure she didn’t mention my mother’s name. Ruby hated my mom, and if she knew Aaro and Eve got along so well, it wouldn’t be good for Aaro. As a Luna, Ruby held a lot less power than my dad, but she still could make Aaro’s life a living hell if she wanted to.My hand stayed on her leg, and I started t
Aaro’s povStupid fucking nightmare. I used to have them when we were younger. I would dream about Marco taking us away. We were asleep when he took us, but we woke up before he brought us to the man who transported us to the school.Doctor Marco had always been so kind to us, but suddenly he was cold. He ignored our cries, he ignored me begging him to let my sister go. In the end, he threatened to hurt Elora if I didn’t help him calm her down.He showed me bones and said they belonged to a girl, and if I didn't help my sister out of her pajamas and make her shut the fuck up, he could turn my sister into a bag of bones too.For years, I wondered what he needed the bones and the pajamas for. I thought he might have pretended it was one of us who died, so my parents wouldn’t come looking for us. Or my parents were dead themselves; there must have been a reason why they didn't find us. Auntie Kat was too smart to not see through Marco’s plan, I was sure. She was the smartest person alive;
Storm’s povI tried to get some work done, but my mind kept wondering about tonight. What would be a good date idea?"Let me meet her," Brand said."And then what, have a picknick? It’s fucking freezing outside.""Please?" Brand asked and I think it was the first time he said please to me."I’ll see what I can do, okay, buddy?"Dad had given me her tracker information, and I felt like a fucking stalker, tracking Aaro’s moves. She went from the hospital to the orphanages, to lunch somewhere, and then to one of the elders' houses.When it was around four, I just gave up on working and decided to pick up Aaro early. I'm sure she'd appreciate it; I couldn't imagine spending the entire day with Ruby.I went to the O'Hares' home and watched as Aaro spoke to a young boy. He must be one of the grandkids or great-grandkids of the O'Hares. Mister O'Hare was 104 years old and looked no older than 70.When the boy saw me, he bowed his head and seemed scared. It was such an obvious contrast between
Aaro’s povBrand was cool. He reminded me of my dad’s wolf, Logan. He was as fast as him, too. How would it feel to run as a wolf? Would I be that fast?It was easier around Brand because he didn’t talk to me and I didn’t have to pretend so hard.Even when I was myself, I still had to pretend. I couldn’t let anyone know my real name or identity. It wasn’t easy. I so badly wanted to tell Brand about Logan. I wanted to tell the girl in the orphanage more about Ero. And when we discussed our names, I really wanted to tell Peter what Aaro fucking stood for.It bothered me how scared everyone was. It was supposed to be like this. In my dad’s pack, people weren’t scared of us. And although my grandpa Os could be a bit scary, people respected him more than they feared him.Then he shifted back, and although Storm looked a lot better, like a whole fuckload better, I went back to pretending. Pretending that he didn’t look fucking good, and I wondered what it would feel like to touch him. Preten
Storm’s povI put Aaro on my lap and let her eat."So what’s her deal?" Cara asked, mind-linking me."What do you mean?""She seems nice, but is she like the rest? Does she want you because of your title?"I laughed, "no, she isn’t like the rest. Not at fucking all. I don’t think she cares about becoming Luna at all.""Did she have any say in coming here? Did her parents force her?"I sighed, "she’s an orphan. It’s fucking complicated Cara, but she doesn’t really have a choice. So I’m trying my fucking best to make everything not suck as fucking much."Cara smiled at me, "you want her to like you."Aaro started giving me bites to eat, and although it surprised me, I let her. It was fucking adorable that she cared enough to feed me."She likes you already. She was straddling you, and now she’s feeding you!" Cara shouted inside my head.That kiss was amazing. And when Aaro started moving her fucking hips, I went insane. If Cara hadn’t stopped us, I don’t know what would have happened. Wh
Aaro’s povFucking phone. That stupid fucking phone. Phones didn’t used to be like this, were they? I remember mom and dad having a phone, and I sometimes watched videos on it or played a game. But this thing was totally different.I felt so fucking out of place. I knew nothing about this world. I guess that the school does this on purpose. Make sure to isolate the girls once they’re out of the school. Make sure we don’t know how to use technology to ask for help.We’re not supposed to tell anyone about the school, but even if we only wanted to help ourselves once we were out, we wouldn’t be able to. We had no one to turn to and no way to set up any support system. Maybe I should talk to Eve. She had been isolated, stuck inside this packhouse. She knows how it feels, and maybe she knows how to get out of here.I opened the stupid phone again, cursing at it."You better not fuck this up again. Send text to Eve.""Send text to Eve," the phone said."Do you want to join me and Storm for l
Storm’s pov"Aaro is bijna klaar; douchen liep een beetje uit. [Aaro is almost done; the shower took a bit longer than expected.]Mam laughed, "Ik zie dat jij ook ging douchen? [I see you took a shower as well?] She ruffled my wet hair."Dus? [so?]""Niks. Ik ben blij voor je. Ze is speciaal vind je niet? Ik durf het bijna niet te zeggen, maar misschien is zij je, - [Nothing. I am happy for you. She’s special, isn’t she? I am almost too scared to say, but maybe she’s your, -] " I stopped my mom from finishing her sentence."Mam zeg het niet dan! Fuck, je weet zelf wat pap zou doen. [Then don’t say it! Fuck, you know what Dad would do.]"My mother knew better than anyone what my dad thought of true mates, considering she was his. Dad and mom fell in love when they were seventeen. Love at first sight, she called it, and then my grandfather got killed and my dad turned into a paranoid asshole. Too scared of what a true mate meant. He wasn't just scared of losing half his soul if his true
Aaro’s povEve explained the phone to me, but I still felt like a fucking idiot using it. She was so patient with me, but I knew if others saw me fumbling with the phone, they’d think I was raised under a damn rock. Everyone used technology for everything, and I felt like I didn’t belong in this world.To be honest, I don’t belong here. I belong with my sister; I belong back home.But a part of me wished I did belong here. That I could give Storm what he deserved. He wanted a real person who didn’t have that many secrets, someone who could be themselves around him, and I wasn’t that at fucking all. I had to think before I spoke, because otherwise I could reveal the truth."I really am sorry, Aaro." Eve said again.I shook my head, "don’t be. I’ll be fine."Eve sighed, "it can be really hard sometimes, Aaro. I try to put on a brave face for Storm. I don’t want him to feel bad for me, but it’s really lonely for me. I miss my family and just having a life. Don’t get me wrong; if I had to
Aaro’s povI shouldn’t have said that, but it was the fucking truth. No matter how much this wasn’t Storm’s choice any more than it was mine, he was still going to mark me against my will. Maybe if things were different, then I would have chosen Storm as my mate.I always hoped I would find my true mate, but that ship had fucking sailed the moment I was bought. Maybe even before then—maybe the moment I was brought to the damn school. It didn’t fucking matter anyway.I saw how my remark hurt Storm, and all I could think of to make this better was to ask him to kiss me. I knew it fucking made me feel better. More than better. The orgasm he gave me was out of this fucking world, and I just wanted to make him feel good too.I didn’t know what the fuck I was doing, but he seemed to enjoy it, and to be honest, I was enjoying it too. I didn’t think having someone’s dick inside my mouth would be fun, but hearing Storm grunt and hold on to my hair and knowing I was the one doing it to him was a
Storm’s povI knew if I got pissed off, Aaro would stop telling me the truth, so I let her talk while inside of me a storm was raging. I wanted to go to the school and kill everyone who ever hurt Aaro. I wanted to destroy the entire school and get everyone out, but I knew I couldn’t. I was a fucking hypocrite. My father had bought Aaro for me and had funded the school for years. I didn’t realize where part of our money was going until I checked the books today. Our pack had been giving money to the Goldacres for decades. How could I say I would destroy the school if I still profited from it? If it wasn’t for the school, I wouldn’t have met Aaro.I wanted to be Aaro’s home, her safe place. She deserved that. Despite the fucked up situation she was thrown into, she was trying to do things her own way. She could have ignored my mother like the rest, but instead she decided to learn Dutch. The thing that bonded me and mam together. If Aaro was smart, she would have sucked up to Dad and R
Aaro’s povEve explained the phone to me, but I still felt like a fucking idiot using it. She was so patient with me, but I knew if others saw me fumbling with the phone, they’d think I was raised under a damn rock. Everyone used technology for everything, and I felt like I didn’t belong in this world.To be honest, I don’t belong here. I belong with my sister; I belong back home.But a part of me wished I did belong here. That I could give Storm what he deserved. He wanted a real person who didn’t have that many secrets, someone who could be themselves around him, and I wasn’t that at fucking all. I had to think before I spoke, because otherwise I could reveal the truth."I really am sorry, Aaro." Eve said again.I shook my head, "don’t be. I’ll be fine."Eve sighed, "it can be really hard sometimes, Aaro. I try to put on a brave face for Storm. I don’t want him to feel bad for me, but it’s really lonely for me. I miss my family and just having a life. Don’t get me wrong; if I had to
Storm’s pov"Aaro is bijna klaar; douchen liep een beetje uit. [Aaro is almost done; the shower took a bit longer than expected.]Mam laughed, "Ik zie dat jij ook ging douchen? [I see you took a shower as well?] She ruffled my wet hair."Dus? [so?]""Niks. Ik ben blij voor je. Ze is speciaal vind je niet? Ik durf het bijna niet te zeggen, maar misschien is zij je, - [Nothing. I am happy for you. She’s special, isn’t she? I am almost too scared to say, but maybe she’s your, -] " I stopped my mom from finishing her sentence."Mam zeg het niet dan! Fuck, je weet zelf wat pap zou doen. [Then don’t say it! Fuck, you know what Dad would do.]"My mother knew better than anyone what my dad thought of true mates, considering she was his. Dad and mom fell in love when they were seventeen. Love at first sight, she called it, and then my grandfather got killed and my dad turned into a paranoid asshole. Too scared of what a true mate meant. He wasn't just scared of losing half his soul if his true
Aaro’s povFucking phone. That stupid fucking phone. Phones didn’t used to be like this, were they? I remember mom and dad having a phone, and I sometimes watched videos on it or played a game. But this thing was totally different.I felt so fucking out of place. I knew nothing about this world. I guess that the school does this on purpose. Make sure to isolate the girls once they’re out of the school. Make sure we don’t know how to use technology to ask for help.We’re not supposed to tell anyone about the school, but even if we only wanted to help ourselves once we were out, we wouldn’t be able to. We had no one to turn to and no way to set up any support system. Maybe I should talk to Eve. She had been isolated, stuck inside this packhouse. She knows how it feels, and maybe she knows how to get out of here.I opened the stupid phone again, cursing at it."You better not fuck this up again. Send text to Eve.""Send text to Eve," the phone said."Do you want to join me and Storm for l
Storm’s povI put Aaro on my lap and let her eat."So what’s her deal?" Cara asked, mind-linking me."What do you mean?""She seems nice, but is she like the rest? Does she want you because of your title?"I laughed, "no, she isn’t like the rest. Not at fucking all. I don’t think she cares about becoming Luna at all.""Did she have any say in coming here? Did her parents force her?"I sighed, "she’s an orphan. It’s fucking complicated Cara, but she doesn’t really have a choice. So I’m trying my fucking best to make everything not suck as fucking much."Cara smiled at me, "you want her to like you."Aaro started giving me bites to eat, and although it surprised me, I let her. It was fucking adorable that she cared enough to feed me."She likes you already. She was straddling you, and now she’s feeding you!" Cara shouted inside my head.That kiss was amazing. And when Aaro started moving her fucking hips, I went insane. If Cara hadn’t stopped us, I don’t know what would have happened. Wh
Aaro’s povBrand was cool. He reminded me of my dad’s wolf, Logan. He was as fast as him, too. How would it feel to run as a wolf? Would I be that fast?It was easier around Brand because he didn’t talk to me and I didn’t have to pretend so hard.Even when I was myself, I still had to pretend. I couldn’t let anyone know my real name or identity. It wasn’t easy. I so badly wanted to tell Brand about Logan. I wanted to tell the girl in the orphanage more about Ero. And when we discussed our names, I really wanted to tell Peter what Aaro fucking stood for.It bothered me how scared everyone was. It was supposed to be like this. In my dad’s pack, people weren’t scared of us. And although my grandpa Os could be a bit scary, people respected him more than they feared him.Then he shifted back, and although Storm looked a lot better, like a whole fuckload better, I went back to pretending. Pretending that he didn’t look fucking good, and I wondered what it would feel like to touch him. Preten
Storm’s povI tried to get some work done, but my mind kept wondering about tonight. What would be a good date idea?"Let me meet her," Brand said."And then what, have a picknick? It’s fucking freezing outside.""Please?" Brand asked and I think it was the first time he said please to me."I’ll see what I can do, okay, buddy?"Dad had given me her tracker information, and I felt like a fucking stalker, tracking Aaro’s moves. She went from the hospital to the orphanages, to lunch somewhere, and then to one of the elders' houses.When it was around four, I just gave up on working and decided to pick up Aaro early. I'm sure she'd appreciate it; I couldn't imagine spending the entire day with Ruby.I went to the O'Hares' home and watched as Aaro spoke to a young boy. He must be one of the grandkids or great-grandkids of the O'Hares. Mister O'Hare was 104 years old and looked no older than 70.When the boy saw me, he bowed his head and seemed scared. It was such an obvious contrast between
Aaro’s povStupid fucking nightmare. I used to have them when we were younger. I would dream about Marco taking us away. We were asleep when he took us, but we woke up before he brought us to the man who transported us to the school.Doctor Marco had always been so kind to us, but suddenly he was cold. He ignored our cries, he ignored me begging him to let my sister go. In the end, he threatened to hurt Elora if I didn’t help him calm her down.He showed me bones and said they belonged to a girl, and if I didn't help my sister out of her pajamas and make her shut the fuck up, he could turn my sister into a bag of bones too.For years, I wondered what he needed the bones and the pajamas for. I thought he might have pretended it was one of us who died, so my parents wouldn’t come looking for us. Or my parents were dead themselves; there must have been a reason why they didn't find us. Auntie Kat was too smart to not see through Marco’s plan, I was sure. She was the smartest person alive;