KATE PovI wake up in my bed. I am chained so that I can barely move. The chains are heavy and cold, just like Erick's betrayal. All I can think about is Erick being with Cassie. They are laughing and playing with my baby. My child is in the arms of the man I love and my best friend. I hate them.That is my baby. I carried her. I gave birth to her. And now that whore has my child and my husband. I should have killed her myself.I look around to see nothing. I am alone. My daughter's crib is empty. I close my eyes and try to imagine her in my arms. I need her. Why is this happening to me? Why is Erick treating me this way? Why did he choose Cassie over me?I hear a low growl beside me. I try to touch the white wolf, but I cannot move to touch the wolf."Help me," I whisper to the wolf. The white wolf is the only one who cares about me. The white wolf will save me. The white wolf will give me my child back and help me kill all those who have taken from me.I hear a noise, a creaking sou
Erick POVKate collapses onto the ground. I return to my human form so I can carry her back to the house. I gently pick her up and carry her. I kiss her as I carry her. " Everything will be okay, my love," I say to her.I know she wants help, but I cannot be stupid. I cannot let her hurt me or anyone else. I have to keep her away from everyone until the white wolf is dead. With Isabella's help, maybe we can bring her out of this darkness.I want to know where it was leading her and what its plans are for her. Does it realize it is killing her? Does the white wolf care what it is doing to her? It seems I am still going in circles about the white wolf. The only thing I know for sure is I have to kill that wolf before it destroys Kate and possibly baby Belle.Desire and Isabella follow me into the house. I cannot take Kate upstairs. We have to get rid of Alexander first. I take her into Cassie's old room and lay her on the bed. Isabell rushes to her side to be with her. Desire is still c
Kate POVDesire is dead. Alexander is dead. Vampires seem to be dropping like flies around here. Isabella is still standing. Thank goodness. I need her here with me to help me sort this out.Before the fight, Isabella sat with me, she held my hand and talked to me. Her words seemed to soothe my soul. I want her help and Erick's. I think I do, anyway. I think Isabella can help me sort all of this out.When I saw myself in the mirror earlier, I noticed how different I looked. I realized something is wrong with me and I have to stop it. My mind is going a thousand places and I have no idea how to fix any of this. My focus needs to be on my baby and not on revenge.Isabella seems to know what is happening. She never wanted to hurt me or my child. Something inside wants revenge, but there is something else that wants to end all of this and return to normal. Alexander manipulated me. I think every single person in my life is manipulating me. They all want something from me and my baby. I ne
Cassie POVThe love of my life is dead. Oh Desire, I cannot believe I will have to live without you because of that damn white wolf and Kate. How could Erick do this to me? He knew you were upset about Kate and what happened. What did he think would happen?Erick should not have killed you. He should have just let us leave and move on with our lives. Why does everything have to be about her and her life? Am I not important? Is Austin not important? I have to get away from here and take Austin. We need to get as far away from here as possible.If I try to leave, will he kill me too? I do not feel safe here anymore, not with her here and her white wolf. I know Austin is not secure. I cannot concern myself with Kate or Belle. Austin needs someone to care for him and his safety. If Kate decides he is a threat, she will kill him.I get out of the bed and try to dress myself. I am still in so much pain. I should have taken the vampire blood from Desire, but I do not want to heal that way. I
The Omega "Erick's Mother" POVI look out my window and watch as Cassie, Austin, and the nanny drive by my house. I might could score a few points with my son if I told him what is going on with his brother. I guess that is really none of my business, is it?I walk through my house. This solitude is not so bad, but I would like to see my son. All I wanted was for him to be happy. Now, look at him. He should have listened to his mother. He should have stayed away from that damn girl and all of her problems.How I would love to see my granddaughter and look into her eyes, kiss her. It will never happen. The Alpha all but forgets me. At least he let me live here and did not kill me. I am his mother. I should not be living like this: a cast out, an omega, the forgotten of the pack.Maybe if I go to see Alpha Erick and confess my sins, he will forgive me for all my wrongs and let me back into his home. I would have to be honest with him, at least somewhat. I go into the kitchen and make my
Kate's POVI leave Erick to take care of his mother. I am appreciative of the information she gave me, but at the same time, she deserved everything she got. She summoned the white wolf to harm me. I could not let her live. Did she really think she would walk in here tonight, spill her confession, and then walk out of here alive? She must be crazy.Baby Belle is fussing as I enter our bedroom. I pick her up from her crib. She has shifted into her wolf. I pick her up and soothe her. She wants to nurse, but I need her to shift back first. I hold her tightly and gently rock her until she finally shifts back into her human form.I hope the shifting is not painful for her. I know how hard it is for some wolves when they first start taking their wolf form. I wonder what she thinks is happening to her. The shifting cannot be easy for her. At least, she has Erick and me here to help her. I had no one to explain what a wolf is to me or how to shift.I lay down in the bed with her and let her n
Erick POVI take baby Belle with me to my office. I lay here in a small playpen while I work. I let Kate sleep in this morning. I know she is exhausted. We stayed up most of the night, only taking breaks from one another when Belle cried for her.I am not tired at all; in fact, I feel rejuvenated and in love with my wife all over again. Belle does not fuss; she sleeps while I take care of business for the pack. I only have a few things to do, and then I can be with Kate all day.I do need to check on Cassie and Austin today. I also need to talk to Meaghan. I want her to help Kate. I know she is afraid of the white and Kate, but I think it would be good for both of them.Trip has said that Meaghan wants to get out of the house more, and she could help Kate and not have to be away from her son. It would help them financially too. I would pay her well to help Kate. I want Kate to have time for baby Belle and herself.This house is too big for Kate to tend to it alone. There is no way I w
Kate POVErick is distraught. It is breaking my heart to see him so upset. I feel like some of this is my fault. I started a chain of events that caused the pack to shift into a bunch of disrespectful assholes.I cannot let myself stress, not yet. I have to bring myself back in and center myself. I am not ready to fight the white wolf, and I do not want to fall into the darkness. I have my family back, and I want things to stay like this.Erick is in his office. It is almost Seven. He is on edge. If Trip and Meaghan do not come this morning, I fear it will push him into someone he is not. He has never dealt with the way the wolves are acting out toward him right now. I know he feels he has to get them under control, but I fear it will change him. I guess this is the same worry he has for me.Someone pulls into the driveway. I look out the window. It is John. He comes into the house and goes straight into Erick's office. They are talking loudly and growling. I wonder if this is about T
Kate POVI am laying in Erick's arms and watching as the white wolf moves closer to me. He is growling and drooling. He is not here to protect me or be on my side, he is here to kill me. He wants my life.I feel paralyzed with fear. Erick opens his eyes, feeling me shaking. "What is wrong, Kate?" Erick asks.Erick looks and sees the wolf coming toward us. I scream loudly. I am going to die. I am pregnant and I am going to die. Who will care for Belle and Chan when the wolf kills us both?Erick jumps from the bed, taking his wolf form. The wolf is ready for him. The two begin to fight. I have to move, I have to kill him. Isabella has said I am the only one that can send him back to hell, but I am so scared.I jump to my feet and take my wolf form. I begin to fight with Erick. "The baby, Kate, RUN!" Erick yells.I sprint down the stairs and into the front of the house. There has to be something here I can kill the white wolf with, the fireplace. I see the fire burning. I can push him in
Kate POVSix months after having Chan, Erick and I decide to renew our vows in front of the entire pack. It has been six months of peace and growth among the whole pack. There is no longer a threat from Macon or Alexander.I have taken my place helping Tibo as a midwife for the she-wolves. It gives me something to do and keeps my mind occupied. Between taking care of Chan and Belle, I needed an outlet. Something that was all mine and no one else. I try to stay as busy as possible, and it keeps the wolf away.Isabella is still with us, and I am so thankful. She works with Tibo when he does not have a nurse. The hardest thing for Isabella has been feeding. Tibo worked it out for her. He gives her blood bags. It is not as effective as getting fresh blood, but it keeps her going. I still need her. That is why when it gets really bad, Meaghan lets her feed from her.Meaghan has helped me plan my vow renewal to Erick, and I promised to help her plan her wedding. I knew she and Raven were ma
Erick POVI carry Kate up the stairs. Isabella takes baby Belle to Meaghan and then follows me up to the bedroom. I lay Kate on the bed. Isabella checks on her. Kate is screaming out. Every time she screams, I can hear baby Belle howl."He is here. He is here with me. He is talking to me," Kate is rambling on about the white wolf.I take her hand. Her eyes are turning black. "He wants me, he is trying to tell me... he is telling me.... he says you do not love me. He says it was your father that helped kill my mother," Kate rambles on.Isabella takes her hand. "Listen to me, Kate. The baby is coming fast. I need you here with us," Isabella says.Her eyes return to normal. "The baby, yes, the baby. Am I having the baby?" Kate asks.Kate is entirely in another place. She looks at me with love, then hate. Her emotions are all over the place. She labors. She screams with another pain, and then her eyes change back and forth from black to normal."They are all here," Kate says, fear vibrate
Kate POVIsabella takes off at vampire speed to see what is happening at my house. I am terrified as I sit with Meaghan and the babies. The white wolf is here. I can feel her, not him, but the female counterpart of the wolf. Is she circling the babies to protect them? Yet, the male white wolf is toying with me and putting images in my mind.Meaghan looks scared. She holds Levi close to her. "We will be okay, I promise," I say to her.I reach out and take her hand. For a moment, I believe my own words. Then another loud noise coming from the direction of my house. I cling to baby Belle. Meaghan and I hold each other and our children."Should we run?" Meaghan asks me."I think we are better off here, waiting. I am scared too," I say to her.Meaghan and I huddle together with our babies for hours until Raven comes for us. Raven comes into the house, and he looks defeated. His clothes are torn and he is dirty. He pulls himself together to help us."Raven, what is happening?" I ask him.Ra
Kate POVI awake in the arms of Erick. He is sleeping so soundly. I cannot remember the last time he was actually sleeping when I woke up. He must be at peace for the moment. Austin is home, Cassie is here not exactly willingly, but she is here. The house is complete and operating.The pack has been pretty quiet. Several of the she-wolves have been by the house with food for us and gifts for the upcoming baby. Things feel normal, and it is terrifying.I roll over to Erick. I kiss his lips softly and let my fingers run through the scruff of his bread. He smiles and opens his eyes."Goodmorning," I say to him. It takes him a moment to become completely awake."Goodmorning, Kate," Erick says.Erick moves closer to me, holding me tightly. His hand makes its way to my baby bump. He rubs my belly, and our baby begins to move about inside me."He is awake," Erick says."Or her," I say."Or her. I do not care as long as our baby is happy," Erick says."I cannot believe you slept so late," I s
Cassie POVI drive all night to take Austin to see Erick and Kate. I am not happy about this, but John made it clear if I want to keep Austin, I had better bring Austin to see Erick. He assured me that Kate is doing good and not a threat to Austin or myself. John also told me Erick would not give me any problems about leaving with Austin after the visit. I am not sure if I can trust him. I know I cannot trust Kate or her damn white wolf. I only want to do what is best for Austin. I know he misses Erick. Erick should see him. He needs to be a part of his life, but he has to keep Kate under control.I pull into the Alpha's house and wait a moment before I help Austin out of the truck. I left Liz with Archie. I did not want her to be in any kind of trouble, just in case, there is trouble. I have a feeling this is not going to go smoothly. Besides, Liz only did all of this to help Austin, and she did not want Austin to be harmed by the white wolf or Kate. I feel like only Liz and I are lo
Erick POVKate falls to the floor. I scream out to her. "Kate! Kate! Kate!"Isabella takes baby Belle from me and places her in the playpen. She touches Kate. "It is okay, and you are okay, Kate," Isabella says to her.Kate's eyes are fighting to open. She is struggling. "Kate!" I call out to her again.Meaghan rushes to the babies to make sure they are okay, then comes to help us with Kate. Meaghan goes to the floor with Kate."She is breathing," Meaghan says. Meaghan touches Kate's forehead."She is so hot! We need to move her, now," Meaghan says.I scoop Kate up from the floor and carry her upstairs. I lay her on the bed. She is so hot. "Call the pack doctor, Meaghan," I say to her as she comes into the bedroom."NO, that is not what she needs," Isabella says. She reaches out to stop Meaghan."She needs a doctor, Isabella," I say."No, she does not need a doctor; she needs to rest. She has seen the white wolf, and it is getting close for her to have the baby. There is nothing the d
Kate POVI am finally starting to feel like myself. I seem to be growing rapidly with this pregnancy. It is odd to think I carried baby Belle to full term, and now this baby will come so quickly. I am still tired, but not like I was last week.Isabella and Meaghan have been with me all week, caring for baby Belle and me. I do not know what I would do without their help. There is no way I could tend to a baby, this house, and be this exhausted.Erick is driving me insane. He watches my every move and makes sure I have everything I need every second of the day. I try not to lose my mind because he did not get the opportunity to baby me when I was pregnant with baby Belle. When this is over, the waiting on me stops."Breakfast, Luna?" Meaghan asks me."No, I am fine," I answer her. Erick rushes into the kitchen now that I am awake and moving around."Yes, she will have breakfast. Sit down, Kate, and eat," Erick says, pulling out a chair at the kitchen table."I am not hungry," I say to h
Erick POVIt has been almost a month since Kate and I have started to reconnect on every level. The past week has been frightening for all of us. She is tired and not getting out of bed. There is no sign of the wolf. I do not think that is what is wrong with her, and it has to be something else.Meaghan stayed overnight with us last night to help with baby Belle so I can tend to Kate. I have not slept much. I watch her sleep and worry for her. I have had enough today. I am taking her to see the pack doctor. I am afraid there is something wrong with her.I sit in my office with baby Belle while Meaghan cooks breakfast for us. Levi is playing in the playpen, and baby Belle is sleeping. Trip will be by later with John. I have a long list of business for the two of them to tend to for me today.I am trying to let up on Trip at Kate's request. She thinks he has learned his lesson. I am not so sure I can trust him again. I am not sure I want to trust him again. The thing with Cassie leaving