Lily
I felt my eyelids flutter open and took a moment to allow my vision to clear. I was staring at a white ceiling above me. I allowed my eyes to wander the room. I was in a very large bed, tucked under a dark blue comforter. I lifted the blanket gently and saw with relief that I was still wearing the same clothes I had come here in. There was bright sunlight streaming in through a large window that was surrounded by floor length gray drapes and light gray walls. There were two small dressers, a door that looked like it opened into a bathroom and another door that was shut. I turned my head in the other direction and, sitting in a large chair typing away on a laptop, was my kidnapper. "Good morning, Lily." He says quietly. "Morning?" I ask. I can barely croak out the word through my dry mouth. "Yes, you've been asleep for about sixteen hours." I gawk at him as the events of yesterday come rushing back. "You bit me!" I scream at him. He sighs and pinches the bridge of his nose. "Yeah, that wasn't exactly a great moment for me. I didn't want it to happen that way." I narrow my eyes at him and fling the covers off of my legs. I get up and sway a little on my feet as he watches me with curiosity. I traipse into the bathroom and look at the wound on my neck. It is red and inflamed as well as hot to the touch. "It's infected you douche bag!" I scream at him. I go back into the room and he sighs again. "Probably because you haven't accepted it." I have no idea what he means. And I don't care. "I need you to get me some antibiotic ointment and a bandage to cover this up. Unless you want to let me go septic and kill me. That would save me the trouble of doing it myself." My threat has him on his feet, hands clenched at his side and anger all over his face as he closes in on me, forcing me against the wall. "Don't fucking joke like that." "Who says it's a joke, asswipe?" "Would you like to know my name so you can stop referring to me with all of these charming nicknames?" "Nah, I've been referring to you as 'that fucking asshole' in my head and I think it's rather fitting." I cross my arms and narrow my eyes at him. "I'll have someone bring you some ointment." He says as he backs away from me. "How about you go get it yourself? I could use some time away from you." I spit back. "Not yet you can't. Your mark is fresh. It will be physically painful to be away from me for another day or so." I scoff and roll my eyes. "You're crazy." I mutter to myself. He shrugs at me. "Fine." He says before he exits the room. I hear his footsteps getting further away down the hallway when the mark on my neck begins to burn. Another minute and it starts to spread through my neck, chest and arm. After five minutes my entire body is on fire and I'm on the floor sobbing. I hear the door open and shut. The burning begins to fade and I open my eyes to see 'that fucking asshole' leaning down next to me. He puts his hand on my shoulder and the pain is gone instantly. "Stilk think I'm crazy?" He asks and I don't bother to respond. "Here's the ointment and whatever we had for bandages. I also brought you some lunch." "I'm not hungry." I mumble as I grab the supplies and head to the bathroom. I hear him sigh again. He seems to do that a lot. "You need to eat or the mark won't heal." "Whatever." I say defeatedly. I spread the ointment along my wound and dress it with a bandage. "How do you know how to do this stuff?" Asshole asks. "I'm a nurse." I reply quietly. He nods his head and goes back to his chair. I finish in the bathroom and go back to lay in the bed. Even if I've been sleeping as long as he says I have, I'm still exhausted. "Eat." He says with an irritated glance. I roll over so my back is facing him and the plate of food he brought. "Please?" He says with a fake kindness. "Fuck you." I say with same tone back. He growls and my body tenses at the sound. I'm pretty sure he won't hurt me at this point, but who knows what he'll do if I keep pushing his buttons. "I'm tired. I'll eat when I wake up." I say quietly. He doesn't answer and the weight of my situation catches up to me. I know that these people are actually werewolves. I saw that guy turn into one and I saw Asshole's teeth come out before he bit me. I don't know what he wants with me or why I can't leave, but he's made it pretty obvious he has no intention of letting me go. I have to bide my time. There's no way I can leave while it hurts like a bitch to be away from him for more than a few minutes anyway. So I'll stay for a bit, and figure out how to escape. Back to my old life. Which reminds me... "How did you know my name?" I ask him. "I looked at your ID. Which is how I also know you're 23 and your address. So don't think of running back there again." This revelation causes my stomach to drop. I can never go home. I could never lead these monsters to Derek. Who knows what they would do to him. Thinking about him opens a wound in my heart and longing takes over. My body is wracked with sobs as I cry into my pillow. "Please stop crying. My wolf doesn't like it." "I don't give a shit what your wolf likes. I don't like being trapped here with a bunch of freaks." I scream at him and continue to cry. "I know you're scared and upset. But you're going to need to come to terms with the situation. Sooner rather than later. You have a responsibility to this pack and they have been waiting for you." The longing in my heart is replaced by a raging, all consuming anger as I flip over on the bed and sit up so I can look at him properly. "I don't owe you or your fucking pack a God damn thing." I spit at him. "You stole me from my home, my job and my life and you think I'm just going to roll over and accept it? Then you're even more idiotic than you look. I will never be or do what you want me to so YOU need to ACCEPT that." He's much calmer after my outburst than I expected him to be, which almost concerns me more. "I hate to break it to you" he begins "but once you start spending time with the pack, your Luna instincts will kick in. You will love them, want to spend time with them and need them to be happy. You were chosen as my mate for a reason, you were made to take this role and there is nothing you can do to stop it. Also, you and I both know you don't think I look like an idiot. I was built for you, so you think I'm gorgeous. Just as I think you are incredibly beautiful." He smirks at me as if I care about how hot he is. "It doesn't matter what the package looks like if the meat inside is spoiled." I speak slowly so he can fully comprehend my words. He scowls and goes back to typing. "I'm not going to be some kind of mother hen for your pack. I don't care about them." "Right now I don't imagine you do." He says tiredly. "But you will soon. Now please, eat. My wolf is agitated that you haven't had anything to eat or drink since you've been here." I lift the sandwich off the plate and throw it across the room at him. A piece of tomato gets stuck to his face and I can't help but snort. He growls at me again and picks up the sandwich and plate and carries it out of the room. I feel the pain again and I'm pretty sure he only did that as a punishment for my poor behavior. He comes back after a few minutes and settles back into his chair with his computer as I roll over in the bed and cry myself to sleep.LilyAfter a restless sleep I woke up a few hours later, still feeling exhausted. I looked around the room. The sun was now setting and the Asshole was asleep in his chair. I pushed the covers off of me and stood up slowly, trying not to wake him. I opened the door quietly and took a few tentative steps down the hall. There was no burning in my neck so I walked a little further. I found a staircase and traveled down to what looked like the main level. The staircase was large and winding and I ended up in a foyer of some kind with black and white tiles and a large crystal chandelier hanging from the ceiling. I wandered through a dining room and living room until I found a kitchen. My stomach was howling at me now and I could not deny my hunger any longer."Hey Luna!" A voice called from behind me. I jumped and spun around nearly falling over until I saw Sam walking from the other side of where I came in from."So, you can handle being away from alpha now, huh?" He asked, walking closer
LilyIt's been five days since I have been trapped in this house. The only reason I know that is because every day Liam leaves the house in the evening and shortly after the flames lick my body. After the second night, Sam and I developed a routine. As soon as Liam would leave, Sam would fill my bathtub with cold water and as much ice as he could and when the pain started, I would sink in to the freezing cold water, fully clothed and ride it out. It didn't take the pain away, but it did take the edge off enough that I didn't pass out anymore. After Liam was done, I would start to shake so Sam would turn on the shower to a warm setting and sit in there with me. He didn't seem to mind getting soaking wet, and since dealing with the pain took up so much of my energy I could barely stand upright. I don't think I could survive this new pathetic existence if it weren't for Sam.As much as the physical pain was taking a toll on me, the emotional pain was just as bad. Every time Liam left the
Lily As soon as the door closed behind me, Derek's head snapped in my direction and he launched himself towards me. It took him no time to close the distance between us and he wrapped his arms around my waist as I flung mine around his neck. "Oh my God Lily where have you been?!" Tears begin to cloud my eyesight and I take a deep breath to compose myself. "I'm so sorry Derek. I'll explain everything I promise. Just hold me for a minute." "I've been so worried, baby. The last I heard from you was a text that you had to go out of town unexpectedly to take care of a sick cousin. I didn't even know you had a cousin." This was news to me, someone must have gone through my phone and didn't want him to be suspicious. "I'm sorry, my phone broke shortly after so I couldn't get ahold of you. But I'm here now." An idea forms and I decide to act on it. This may be the last time a man makes love to me and I want to take advantage of it, as well as letting Liam see what he's been putting me th
Liam I hear Sam's heavy, tired footsteps making his way to my home office. He opens the door and shuts it quietly behind him before collapsing into the chair across from my desk. He runs both hands down his face and sighs heavily. "She's finally asleep." He says tiredly. "I figured." I respond. "The stabbing pain in my chest has lulled to a dull ache." "Yeah I felt it too." "You did?" I ask. "Yeah. I think the whole pack did to a certain extent. She doesn't know she can broadcast her emotions to us, let alone how to control it." He answers. I sigh myself and look over at my exhausted beta. "Thank you for all you're doing for her. I know it's not in your job description. Any idea when Callum will be back?" He shakes his head. "He and Kara are having a hard time with the baby. I guess she doesn't sleep well. I told him to take his time though. I don't mind spending time with Luna." I nod. "She'll be alright. She just needs to get closer to the pack." "Liam. I think she's depre
Lily I got what I wanted. No more pain, no more heartache. At least not from him sleeping with other women. I almost couldn't believe how quickly he caved. He must have felt more pain than he let on. Or maybe he wasn't willing to risk me sleeping with his packmates. I giggle a little thinking that he actually believed I would force any of them to have sex with me. That's rape and I would never commit such an atrocity. But he believed my bluff hook, line and sinker. "I need a favor." Sam says from behind me. "Well more like our Gamma does." "Ok...." I urge him to continue. "He and his mate Kara just had a pup, a little girl named Grace, and she's really fussy. They've hardly been getting any sleep and they're desperate. As Luna, you have a calming effect on the pack. They were hoping you would come visit them and maybe help settle the little firecracker down for a bit so they can get some rest." I smile at the thought and nod yes. "Wait! Let me grab something." I head up to my clo
Lily We arrive back at Liam's house and I head up to my room to start on another baby blanket and Sam agrees to make us some lunch. I hear him start up the stairs, only to be stopped by a voice. "Hey Sam. How was Callum's?" Liam asks. "Great! Luna had both the baby and Kara tucked into bed before we left." "Really?" Liam says a bit disbelieving. Sam only chuckles in response. "Yeah she even figured out the cheek rubbing thing." "All on her own?" Liam asks, stunned again. "Yep." Sam responds popping the 'p' on the end "Oh good, so that explains why you smell like her and I won't need to kick your ass for touching my mate." Sam chuckles again and I hear him start walking towards my room. "Nope, Alpha no need." "Well, it sounds like she is coming to terms with things, settling in well and taking to her responsibilities." "It was only one visit, Alpha. She still needs time." "I know, but it sounds like it went well. I'm pleased with the progress. Thank you for doing as I asked
LilyFinally! Home sweet home after that sucky shift. Being a nurse just gets harder and harder I swear. I pull up to our little bungalow in my black Ford Focus and thank God that day is over. It's already dark, but Derek left the porch light on for me. The faint glow makes our white house with red shutters even more welcoming than the daylight.I kick off my shoes as soon as I walk in and head straight for the little laundry room to throw my scrubs in the washer. Before I touch anything else I walk straight to the bathroom and turn the water in the shower on to the hottest setting my body can stand."Rough day?" Derek asks from the doorway.I give him a weak smile as my eyes peruse his familiar body. Blonde curly hair, bright blue eyes, sweet smile. He's always been lean, not particularly muscular but that never bothered me. At just over six foot he's much taller than me. At first it was intimidating but after being together for two years I find it more comfortable at this point. He
LilyI woke up the next morning to an empty bed. Which made me frown. Until I smelled the bacon. That smell always perks me right up. I hopped out of bed and put on one of Derek's old t shirts before scampering out to the kitchen. I found him shirtless in our small kitchen with white cabinets, grey countertops and an island big enough to seat three. I sat down in one of our stools to watch him work."Good morning, sweet girl." He says as he hands me a cup of coffee."You spoil me so." I say wistfully as he loads bacon, eggs and hashbrowns on a plate for me."I know how hard you can take days like yesterday. I don't want you falling into a low point. Do you need me to stay home today?"When I was in college I was diagnosed with depression after my parents were killed in a car accident. I kept thinking my melancholy state was due to the accident, but my therapist said I probably always had depressive tendencies and the accident just exacerbated my condition. Luckily, I found the right c