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The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) My power
"When Alex lost connection with you last time he still had his powers." Zavier said in a more Stern voice. He must think I'm lying. "We never lost connection. I blocked off access to my main source of power after his soul married and cheated on me. Our bond is forever. Well it's suppose to be." I bite out. I wasn't lying. "So you did that?" Alex asked in disbelief. He thought I was lying. I looked at Angel and than down at my hands. He was suppose to be mine. "You never gave me any attention. It was like it was all about my outer half. Even your soul ignored me. So when your soul entangled itself with Angels I broke. You didn't just get married. The bond connected both of you. Than you made love to her." I said robotically. I didn't want to think about that. "You said you blocked off access to your main source of power?" Zavier asked as he brought a chair up next to me. It seemed like Alex didn't want to talk to me. All they cared about was their power and not
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Self defense realm
Right as I went to touch the portal my arm was grabbed. I looked over to Alex eyeing me. "You can go to our room. I'll send a few Gods with you so you won't be alone." He ordered in a stern voice. He was really doing this. I looked over at Angel who was talking to her dad. He was allowing her to go when I was the one to open up the portal. "Let's go. If you are worried about having to protect her I'll do it." Zavier said as he grabbed my arm. I couldn't help looking at him with wide eyes before smiling. This was a pleasant surprise. "Thank you." I whispered. I didn't care that he most likely seen a vision. As long as I could go I was happy. Zavier gave me a soft smile before he was looking at Alex. I followed suit but it seemed like Alex was paying attention to something else. "Angel you can stay back. Also Chasity you can to." Alex ordered before he was turning to face the glowing portal with a sense of wonder. He had every right to feel wonder. Th
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) City of water.
I looked forward and sighed as I looked at the never ending emptiness. Miles of open field and The only reason I wasn't completely deterred was because atleast there wasn't mud. "I guess it's now or never." I whispered to myself as I slowly made my way forward. I had lost my shoes and now the hot sand was heating up the bottom of my feet. I could feel sand being collected by the mud that was doing nothing to help cool of my feet. It didn't take long for the scorching Sand to have an effect on me. Within minutes of walking I was hopping from foot to foot because the heat was becoming to much. Mortals had to deal with stuff like this. This was definitely not for me. The hot sand seemed never ending. The one thing I had to be greatful for was that I couldn't die from the weather. The heat may burn but that's about it. If this was weather that froze that would be another story. Time would reset and all would be lost. As I was lost in my thought I hopped on my oth
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Water
(Zavier The God of the futures pov) "You said to leave her behind." Alex yelled at me as he grabbed my shirt and forced me forward. I could only sigh because we've been looking for her for hours but we still couldn't find her. Her location was blocked and my vision was either wrong again or Alex was being too impatient. My annoyance was peaking the more we argued and the more Alex took out his anger on me. It seemed like him twisting my shirt and throwing me down to the ground was my last straw. I was the most levelheaded one here and it was always me being blamed for others not listening. I jumped up and lost it. "You guys were suppose to follow her." I snapped out this time at Angel and Chasity who didn't take my orders seriously. The both went wide eyed before Chasity seemed to gain an attitude. "Well everyone else teleported out and we were just following you guys." Chasity said like it was no big deal. She acted like everything was everyone else's
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Mortal forever
(Zavier The God of the futures pov) "Zavier wake up." Someone whispered. I felt like death and it was getting worse the more I sat in darkness. "Zavier wake the Fuck up now." Someone who sounded like Tod snapped before I felt pain. Was I dead and everyone was surrounding my body? "Did you seriously just hit him. You idiot." Someone that sounded like Chasity yelled. She sounded closed. "Well he won't wake up and it's been hours." Tod said also closer. Please don't let me be dead. They won't have the healer heal me forever. Eventually I'll be discarded. "Where's Alex at?" Someone else asked. "Trying to calm down Mazaya. She's freaking out." Chasity sounded stressed. Fuck. I had to wake up. I tried to figure out how to open my eyes but it felt like they were glued shut. "His eye lids are moving." Chasity said excitedly. I moved them. I tried again but still nothing. "Heal him more." She ordered out to a healer. "But." The other Goddes wh
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Underground
(Zavier The God if the futures pov) My heart beated fast and panic attacked my very been as I look around. It took a second for my eyes to adjust but when it did I broke down and cried. I had been crying like a punk to many times but this time everything was too much. I was consumed by everything and I knew I couldn't stay here crying when things weren't looking good for us. "Zavier. Zavier. Are you okay." Meridith ask me as she grabbed my face and looked me in my eyes. I knew I didn't have time but I couldn't help but hug her. "You are alive." I sobbed as I held her harder. She went stiff and I could do nothing but let my heart leak out because that was so real. "What did you see?" Alex asked a bite in his tone that reminded me we didn't have time. I rushed and wiped my eyes because I was standing back up. "We need to find Mazaya now before she destroys the realm on accident." I said as I looked towards the way that the water came from last time.
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Touched a building
I looked at Alex with anger. He just threw me on the ground after he left me. "What is your problem?" I snapped as I looked back at the building I was going to touch. "Don't you think about it." Alex gritt as he kneeled and forced my face back to look at him. He was angry. His grey eyes were glowing and the scowl he gave me had me scrunching up my face. His soul was in control. I wasn't the one who did anything wrong. How was he mad? "Alex she didn't know. Relax." Zavier said out of nowhere. He was standing next to me now. He was looking at everything in wonder. When he looked down at me his face went from excitement to seriousness. "Know what?" I asked as I eyed them suspicious. Alex went to speak but Zavier was clearing his throat before he kneeled down next to Alex and me. "I had a vision. You were going to touch that building. Am I right?" He asked. I stiffened before giving a small nod. I was going to. "Well in this vision you did and the water col
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Gel
"We need to leave now." The urgency had me wiggling out of Alex's arms. Alex had been so engrossed in the conversation that it was a piece of cake. The fall to the ground seemed to not be as gracefully as I had hoped. It got the attention of a few Gods around me. "What are you doing?" A clipped voice that wasn't Alex asked. I couldn't bother to be bothered with whoever noticed me because the gel like barrier now felt like slime. It was breaking. The dried up mud that was on my legs was breaking off because of it. The impact to the ground had gained the attention to some of the aquatic life below. A huge shark went to attack the barrier causing it to shake alittle. It was unstable. I jumped alittle as the shark went to attack again. Fear had me fisting my hands. I looked down and went Ridgid. I could hear ringing in my ears and my heart felt like it was going to explode. I had fisted handfuls of slime like gel. I lifted up my hands and let it fall back to the
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The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Change his memories
Somewhere hidden "Mazaya is dead." Christopher yelled at Klaus as soon as he teleported into their base. Klaus slowly looked up at him with anger. "I know." He spit out as he turned back to the God of broken realities and memories. "You have to do it now before his power is to much for even you." Klaus ordered the God. The God of broken realities and memories gave a slight nod of his head before he was pushing his power out with the help of Klaus. "What are you doing? I said Mazaya is dead and you are ignoring me." Christopher stated angrily. Nobody seemed to care that Mazaya was dead and it made no sense. "Relax, I am making sure Alexander's memories are distorted so that he wont realize what he's missing until it's too late." Klaus said to Christopher. "So you are erasing his memories?" Christopher asked slowly. "Clouding them, he's too powerful so we can only cloud and alter them. All he will know is that Mazayas soul is missing. Nothing will add up to what r
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Ruler of the universe
Alexander The God of absolute dark powers Pov (3 year later royal time. 2 day temple time) "I have summoned everyone here to announce the death of my beautiful wife Mazaya. The Goddess of wisdom and creation." I said as I looked over to Zavier who was now holding her lifeless body for all to see. Multiple murmurs and hushed whispers went around the hall as all the counsil members took her in. "This is a trick." Someone in the back yelled out causing a rippled effect. Within a instance I had them by the throat. "Alexan how nice of you to join us." I wryly chuckled as I slowly squeezed his neck until the air stopped flowing. His face went purple and the hands that were clawing at my hand was slowly losing its strength. Right as the life was close to leaving him a hand on my shoulder had me looking over and narrowing my eyes. "Let him go. You still can't kill him and now that Mazaya is dead he is irrelevant." His words had me gritting my teeth and pushing Alexan away. "Ge
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Not so powerful part 3
"There's nothing in here." Tod mumbled as everyone walked into the circle sized room. My chest tightened and my soul was now extremely active and desperately trying go get closer to Alexander. I tried to move away so it did not somehow make him aware but his hold was tight. I jumped a little from Alexander leaning into me and whispering. "What's wrong my love." "Nothing." I choked out not meaning too. "I was not talking to you but since you answered can you tell me what's wrong with your soul." He whispered softly. I stiffened a little and willed myself to be strong. The black dagger was right in front of me in its glass case. All I had to do was put my hand through the magical barrier and all would be back to normal. I slowly looked over into Alexander's eyes and all my fear dissipated. Not one ounce of love was in them. The gray was darker and it looked like he was daring me to betray him. Daring me to make him have to punish me and lock me away because his fathe
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Not so powerful Part 2
"What are we exactly looking for?" Alexander asked me as we walked down a set of stairs. "I don't know." I lied as I willed my chest to relax. My soul was quiet and it made me wonder did it know what was about to happen. "She's lying." Tod exclaimed loudly. I ignored him and the few mumbled from some of the other Gods following me. "I believe you." He lied. We both knew that he didn't. No matter what he said he would never trust me again and he had good reason. "This way." Zavier said once we descended the stairs completely. I went stiff causing Alexander to look at me. "Is everything okay?" He asked. I gave a small fake smile and shook my hand. He lifted my face up and leaned down and gave me a soft kiss. My lips moved on there own and before I knew it I was against a wall. Alarms were going off in my mind reminding me of my goal but I was helpless. Alexander pulled back and smirked as he licked his lips. I looked into his gray eyes that were smothering. "We
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Not so powerful
"Are you ready yet?" Zavier asked as he knocked on the door softly. I stayed silent as I looked at myself in the mirror. Slowly I wiped my face to rid myself of the tears that wouldn't stop. "We don't have much time before Alex comes looking." He continued when I said nothing. I sniffled alittle and took a deep breath. My eyes were a little red and my cheeks were a light pink. Anyone could tell that I was crying but it wouldn't matter because I could feel the hate coming from Alexander every time he looked at me. "Mazaya." Zavier snapped when I still said nothing. "I'm coming." I finally was able to say without my voice sounding scratchy. I blinked a few times as I readied myself. "I'm sorry for what I have to do." I whispered softly to my soul. I turned towards the door and took one more deep breath before I was opening it. Zavier was looking at me with narrowed eyes as he took in my appearance. "Sorry." I apologized as I walked forward and put my hand out. Zavier l
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Dead father
Alexander The God of absolute dark powers Pov "How is she?" Blake asked as soon as he walked into the room. I payed him no mind and instead slowly rubbed her hair in a comforting way. "I said how is she." He angrily yelled at me when I ignored him for to long. I slowly looked up at him with narrowed eyes that he ignored. Instead he walked forward and sat down in the bed neck to his mother. As I opened my mouth to blink she slowly moved a little bit. I looked down at bright green eyes staring at me. A small smile formed. "I thought I lost you." I whispered softly. She blinked a few times as her eyes zoned in on her surroundings. "You are alive." She whispered happily. The small smile I had dropped. Her words were a reminder that my father had died. Blake was quick to make himself noticed as he cleared his throat. Mazaya looked over at her smile grew wide. "Blake." She whispered softly. He was quick to grab her and bring her close to him. "Don't ever do that agai
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Give up on her
Alexander The God of absolute dark Powers Pov I stared at the tumbler as I slowly swirled the dark bane that I had become accustomed to. The pain I felt never truly went away but atleast the edge was gone. "Are you really going to drink your life away?" Angel asked softly. I slowly looked up at her with a scowl. "Didn't I divorce you?" I asked lowly. She rolled her eyes and reached for a glass. "I am here for your fathers ceremony. It's very mundane of you and honorable." She said with a chuckle. "You know It's not to late to add another Goddess to mourn." I dead panned. Her soft smile dropped and she was quick to look away. "I think maybe." I paused and looked at the Gods that had barged into my office. Anger filled me before I was stiffening. Zavier walked forward with Mazaya in his hands. I narrowed my eyes after I got over the initial shock. "Why is she here when I said I was done with her lies and betrayal?" I asked angrily. I was done fighting fate when it clea
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) All black
(Magical realm 5 years later. (5 days royal realm) Mazaya's Pov) "Eat your food." I softly said to Alax who was playing with his broccoli. He looked up at me with a frown that had my chest hurting. His eyes were greyer today only help to remind me of Alexander. "Not until my dad comes back?" He exclaimed as he pushed his plate away and banged his head on the table. I reached forward and grabbed his head and gently lifted it up. "You hurt yourself." I whispered as I looked at the small cut that was on his forhead. He pushed his hand away and ran his hand through his blond hair the same way his father did. "Let me see." Mia demanded in her soft and babyish voice. Alax looked at her angrily as he pushed his chair back. "I am not a baby." He snapped as he walked away. I closed my eyes and willed the tears to not come out. I had been so strong even though Alex had been gone for years. It was getting harder each day though. Every day that Alexander did not come ho
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Nothing without her
Alexander The God of absolute dark Powers Pov As soon as I stepped into the palace I was slammed into a wall. The impact had me wincing reminding me that I had never stopped myself from being able to bleed or feel pain. "It's nice of you to join us." Klaus wryly said in a menacing way. I slowly looked up at him with hooded eyes and a smirk that was anything but welcoming. As he opened his mouth to say something I raised my hand and conjured up a knife. He looked over and chuckled mockingly. "The pleasure is all mine." I said as I threw the knife at the Goddess of magical restrictions torso. A scream sounded which had everyone look over. Klaus seemed to pale instantly. His hold on me loosened as he stared at the mess I created. "Maybe you should have thought before you touched me." I whispered as I pushed him away from me. I knew I could do nothing to him but that didn't mean I couldn't kill every single one of his Allies. His eyes glowed as he teleported to her
