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The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Tricked
This was all too much to take in. If what the Goddess of wisdom and creation was saying was true that meant that every dark gods memories were altered to prevent another takeover. Could she just be talking. She was the most powerful Goddess, Maybe Dark bane didn't have the same affects on her like everyone else. Did they really gain so much power and have everything they ever wanted just for it to be taken away? It seemed like Mazaya would've had to alter every memory they had if it was true And if so how could they get it back? They all were asking themselves this. So many questions. Since they could remember they never had access to any of their actual powers. There were wards up on all dark magic to prevent anyone from using magic against another god. Most of them couldn't even use their magic in their own dimensions. Was everything they knew a lie? And if so how long has this lie been told. When did the fake memories end and real ones began? So many questions and
Huling Na-update : 2021-09-07The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Truth
Mazaya gathered her thoughts the best she could. Even though they were jumbled up and she was in a dream like state because of the dark Bane. She still had her memories and they were clear as day. "I am the most powerful god well atleast I thought I was before luther. I can see the future and that helps me prevent any of you from taking over." "If you ever wonder why you never achieve anything it's because I'm always 100 steps ahead of you. I see everything. Well at least that's what I thought before everything started to change.." Noone said anything so Mazaya just kept going. It looked like this time noone was going to interrupt her. "I have every power that any god has and its more powerful than theirs. I'm here to keep order and make sure that all dimensions and universes stay in tact. Every time something drastic happens I go back in time to freshman year and we start over again. Nothing is ever the same though. I never understood how the time line could change so drastically
Huling Na-update : 2021-09-07The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Truth part 2
Luther was looking at Mazaya with fury in his eyes. He would make her pay that was a promise but for now he would listen. "So for a long time you ruled while you left me at home. You started killing off Gods with a weapon you asked me to create. Even though I shouldn't have created it, you had me drinking love potions daily to keep me under your spell so I created it with no fight." "When you tried to kill The God of light he came to me and showed me what was going on and I was beyond in love with you to the point that I ignored him. I just wanted your love I needed it. Craved it. After months of the worlds perishing, The god of light came back. This time he came back with something that would be the downfall of you." Before Mazaya could finish Luther Interrupted "What was it that caused my downfall my love?" He needed to find a way to get everything back even if it was all a lie. Now he wanted it and he would get it. Mazaya looked at him with sadness in her eyes and shook he
Huling Na-update : 2021-09-07The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) The real me
(Mazayas Pov) I feel it. All the love that's been gone for centuries. It's too much. I can't even think straight. I know I shouldn't but I need Luther. He's so beautiful and I miss him. I can tell he's angry. Whenever he gets angry his eyes turn a dark red. I hurt him but he hurt me too. "I miss you." I said. The only reaction I got was him gritting his teeth. He was trying so hard to keep his anger at bay. If he had his full powers he probably would've punished me. I'm stronger than him though. So I couldn't help it. I miss him and even if this is just in my head. I need this. I need him. He stayed quiet. He kept trying to get me to stop hugging him. Maybe he doesn't want me because I changed the way I look. It won't hurt to show my real face. I miss my curly red hair and dark green eyes anyways. It's time I stop living a lie atleast in my head. Making myself ugly was a power play and I just want his love right now. With just a flick of my finger I was finally back to nor
Huling Na-update : 2021-09-07The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Brother
I tipped my head back with my eyes closed. The pain just wouldn't go away. I tried to use magic but every time I did, the pain got more excruciating. My ears were ringing. Someone had to be using forbidden magic. I would get to the bottom of how I was stuck in this dream state as soon as I woke up.. First I had to get the pain to stop. I just stayed still and tried to relax. Finally after awhile the pain lessened. I came back to my senses, opening up my eyes to everyone in the room talking. Noone tried to comfort me or help even alittle. It was fine I didn't need anyone. I was fine. Lucas was finally sitting down. My head finally stopped hurting but I still couldn't really hear. So I waited a little, observing everyone to find the right time to leave. It shouldn't be hard. Noone was paying attention to me. As soon as I was sure that I was good. I discreetly started moving so I could leave. The goddess of sin was flirting and laughing with Bobby it looked like, while the Goddess o
Huling Na-update : 2021-09-07The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Memories
Lucas had a huge smile on his face. This was starting to become frustrating. "You want to know how to wake up?" It wasn't lucas or Luther that asked but bobby. I turned my head to look at him and he just had a weird smile on his face. Time was ticking. Dream time went faster than normal time. "Yes I want to know how To wake up and who put me like this. And don't lie to me. I know I'm sleep because I haven't had one vision and this would've never happened if I was awake. My powers protect me." I dryly stated. This whole week had turned out horrible and I was starting to wonder if I should just reset time. Noone would know if I did. "We want out powers back." The goddess of sin stated. She had lost her mind if she thought I would give any of them their powers back. Unfortunately Before I could reply my eyes got heavy out of nowhere and I couldn't sit up without feeling exhausted. I slowly laid my head on Luthers chest. Whatever spell was used it was powerful. "Give me my memories ba
Huling Na-update : 2021-09-08The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) FORGOTTEN
As soon as Mazaya fell asleep Luther looked down to make sure she wouldn't wake up and took her home. Since he had an alliance with her father it was pretty easy to drop her off unnoticed. He wasn't restricted in her house. So it was a fast and easy task. As soon as he got back to the vip lounge that's when business started. They had to create a well thought out plan. First they needed to discuss all of the new information they had. As all the forgotten memories came rushing back at them full force. Since Luther was the most power, He was able to handle it pretty well. The others not so much. Lucas sat with his hand on his head. Trying to get the head ache that had been brewing, calmed down. The Goddess of sin had a wash cloth over her eyes to try to help ease the pain and the goddess of destruction was mumbling incoherent words. Despite their obvious pain Luther still got right down to business. "Okay I gave you enough time to take care of your head aches. It's
Huling Na-update : 2021-09-08The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Past memories
(SOME TIME IN THE PAST$ Tears slide down my face as I paced the bedroom. How did I go from being the happiest Goddess in the universe to this. He used me. How could Luther do this to me. I trusted him and loved him with all my heart. How could he make me look like a fool. No I don't look like a fool, I am a fool. I fell in love with the most heartless god in existence and expected anything other than this. I thought my power would make him love me. I thought he would not want anyone but me. I thought while Swiping my eyes roughly as I slowly slide down the wall. The Goddess of wisdom and creation can't even handle a broken heart. I'm pathetic. The God of Light had to put all this information in my hands just to leave me a jumbled mess. "This is how I feel about your proof" I couldn't help screaming as I threw the box. The box of pictures hit the wall with a huge thump, not helping at all to ease my pain. Ugh how could He do this to me. I gave him everything and this is
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The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Change his memories
Somewhere hidden "Mazaya is dead." Christopher yelled at Klaus as soon as he teleported into their base. Klaus slowly looked up at him with anger. "I know." He spit out as he turned back to the God of broken realities and memories. "You have to do it now before his power is to much for even you." Klaus ordered the God. The God of broken realities and memories gave a slight nod of his head before he was pushing his power out with the help of Klaus. "What are you doing? I said Mazaya is dead and you are ignoring me." Christopher stated angrily. Nobody seemed to care that Mazaya was dead and it made no sense. "Relax, I am making sure Alexander's memories are distorted so that he wont realize what he's missing until it's too late." Klaus said to Christopher. "So you are erasing his memories?" Christopher asked slowly. "Clouding them, he's too powerful so we can only cloud and alter them. All he will know is that Mazayas soul is missing. Nothing will add up to what r
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Ruler of the universe
Alexander The God of absolute dark powers Pov (3 year later royal time. 2 day temple time) "I have summoned everyone here to announce the death of my beautiful wife Mazaya. The Goddess of wisdom and creation." I said as I looked over to Zavier who was now holding her lifeless body for all to see. Multiple murmurs and hushed whispers went around the hall as all the counsil members took her in. "This is a trick." Someone in the back yelled out causing a rippled effect. Within a instance I had them by the throat. "Alexan how nice of you to join us." I wryly chuckled as I slowly squeezed his neck until the air stopped flowing. His face went purple and the hands that were clawing at my hand was slowly losing its strength. Right as the life was close to leaving him a hand on my shoulder had me looking over and narrowing my eyes. "Let him go. You still can't kill him and now that Mazaya is dead he is irrelevant." His words had me gritting my teeth and pushing Alexan away. "Ge
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Not so powerful part 3
"There's nothing in here." Tod mumbled as everyone walked into the circle sized room. My chest tightened and my soul was now extremely active and desperately trying go get closer to Alexander. I tried to move away so it did not somehow make him aware but his hold was tight. I jumped a little from Alexander leaning into me and whispering. "What's wrong my love." "Nothing." I choked out not meaning too. "I was not talking to you but since you answered can you tell me what's wrong with your soul." He whispered softly. I stiffened a little and willed myself to be strong. The black dagger was right in front of me in its glass case. All I had to do was put my hand through the magical barrier and all would be back to normal. I slowly looked over into Alexander's eyes and all my fear dissipated. Not one ounce of love was in them. The gray was darker and it looked like he was daring me to betray him. Daring me to make him have to punish me and lock me away because his fathe
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Not so powerful Part 2
"What are we exactly looking for?" Alexander asked me as we walked down a set of stairs. "I don't know." I lied as I willed my chest to relax. My soul was quiet and it made me wonder did it know what was about to happen. "She's lying." Tod exclaimed loudly. I ignored him and the few mumbled from some of the other Gods following me. "I believe you." He lied. We both knew that he didn't. No matter what he said he would never trust me again and he had good reason. "This way." Zavier said once we descended the stairs completely. I went stiff causing Alexander to look at me. "Is everything okay?" He asked. I gave a small fake smile and shook my hand. He lifted my face up and leaned down and gave me a soft kiss. My lips moved on there own and before I knew it I was against a wall. Alarms were going off in my mind reminding me of my goal but I was helpless. Alexander pulled back and smirked as he licked his lips. I looked into his gray eyes that were smothering. "We
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Not so powerful
"Are you ready yet?" Zavier asked as he knocked on the door softly. I stayed silent as I looked at myself in the mirror. Slowly I wiped my face to rid myself of the tears that wouldn't stop. "We don't have much time before Alex comes looking." He continued when I said nothing. I sniffled alittle and took a deep breath. My eyes were a little red and my cheeks were a light pink. Anyone could tell that I was crying but it wouldn't matter because I could feel the hate coming from Alexander every time he looked at me. "Mazaya." Zavier snapped when I still said nothing. "I'm coming." I finally was able to say without my voice sounding scratchy. I blinked a few times as I readied myself. "I'm sorry for what I have to do." I whispered softly to my soul. I turned towards the door and took one more deep breath before I was opening it. Zavier was looking at me with narrowed eyes as he took in my appearance. "Sorry." I apologized as I walked forward and put my hand out. Zavier l
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Dead father
Alexander The God of absolute dark powers Pov "How is she?" Blake asked as soon as he walked into the room. I payed him no mind and instead slowly rubbed her hair in a comforting way. "I said how is she." He angrily yelled at me when I ignored him for to long. I slowly looked up at him with narrowed eyes that he ignored. Instead he walked forward and sat down in the bed neck to his mother. As I opened my mouth to blink she slowly moved a little bit. I looked down at bright green eyes staring at me. A small smile formed. "I thought I lost you." I whispered softly. She blinked a few times as her eyes zoned in on her surroundings. "You are alive." She whispered happily. The small smile I had dropped. Her words were a reminder that my father had died. Blake was quick to make himself noticed as he cleared his throat. Mazaya looked over at her smile grew wide. "Blake." She whispered softly. He was quick to grab her and bring her close to him. "Don't ever do that agai
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Give up on her
Alexander The God of absolute dark Powers Pov I stared at the tumbler as I slowly swirled the dark bane that I had become accustomed to. The pain I felt never truly went away but atleast the edge was gone. "Are you really going to drink your life away?" Angel asked softly. I slowly looked up at her with a scowl. "Didn't I divorce you?" I asked lowly. She rolled her eyes and reached for a glass. "I am here for your fathers ceremony. It's very mundane of you and honorable." She said with a chuckle. "You know It's not to late to add another Goddess to mourn." I dead panned. Her soft smile dropped and she was quick to look away. "I think maybe." I paused and looked at the Gods that had barged into my office. Anger filled me before I was stiffening. Zavier walked forward with Mazaya in his hands. I narrowed my eyes after I got over the initial shock. "Why is she here when I said I was done with her lies and betrayal?" I asked angrily. I was done fighting fate when it clea
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) All black
(Magical realm 5 years later. (5 days royal realm) Mazaya's Pov) "Eat your food." I softly said to Alax who was playing with his broccoli. He looked up at me with a frown that had my chest hurting. His eyes were greyer today only help to remind me of Alexander. "Not until my dad comes back?" He exclaimed as he pushed his plate away and banged his head on the table. I reached forward and grabbed his head and gently lifted it up. "You hurt yourself." I whispered as I looked at the small cut that was on his forhead. He pushed his hand away and ran his hand through his blond hair the same way his father did. "Let me see." Mia demanded in her soft and babyish voice. Alax looked at her angrily as he pushed his chair back. "I am not a baby." He snapped as he walked away. I closed my eyes and willed the tears to not come out. I had been so strong even though Alex had been gone for years. It was getting harder each day though. Every day that Alexander did not come ho
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Nothing without her
Alexander The God of absolute dark Powers Pov As soon as I stepped into the palace I was slammed into a wall. The impact had me wincing reminding me that I had never stopped myself from being able to bleed or feel pain. "It's nice of you to join us." Klaus wryly said in a menacing way. I slowly looked up at him with hooded eyes and a smirk that was anything but welcoming. As he opened his mouth to say something I raised my hand and conjured up a knife. He looked over and chuckled mockingly. "The pleasure is all mine." I said as I threw the knife at the Goddess of magical restrictions torso. A scream sounded which had everyone look over. Klaus seemed to pale instantly. His hold on me loosened as he stared at the mess I created. "Maybe you should have thought before you touched me." I whispered as I pushed him away from me. I knew I could do nothing to him but that didn't mean I couldn't kill every single one of his Allies. His eyes glowed as he teleported to her
