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The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Past memories part 2
"You're done?" He smiled. Why would he smile at me being done? Did he think this was funny? "I'm not laughing I'm serious Luther." I gritted out. He did nothing but smile. He thought I was a joke. Maybe he didn't even want to be with me. Now he could finally be with one of his mistresses. That made me more angry. "You're cute when you're angry and possessive baby." He smiled while licking his lips. My eyes dropped down to his lips. Everything about him was drop dead sexy. He was irresistible. Trying to get my resolve back before it was gone for ever. I stepped out of his grip. He raised one of his eyebrows at me. "I'm serious Luther, we are over and I'm taking back control of the high table." This got his attention really fast. "You're angry right now baby. I'm not going to let you make decisions when you aren't thinking straight." He stated, taking a step towards me. I followed suit by taking a step back. "I am thinking straight. My heads the clearest it's b
Last Updated : 2021-09-08The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Past memories part 3
Luthers office was the definition of order. Everything was In place. This was probably the 5th time since we've been married that I've been in his office. It was usually off limits unless something important needed to be signed or discussed. Everything was modern and even though he frequently came in here it looked like he never did. I looked around as I walked to my seat. My father was the first to speak up. "So let's discuss this like adults. Explain to me what's going on. And explain to me why you thought it would be okay to destroy your room." I went stiff from his words. I was hurt. He didn't scold Luther. He was reprimanding me. I didn't do anything but React. Before I could reply though Luther spoke up. "Well I was out taking care of business when some of my powers stopped working. I could still teleport so I came home to a destroyed room and an emotionally unstable wife. Kye brought her pictures of me supposedly sleeping around. I've been trying to talk to her but s
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"What is this." I was more confused then a few seconds ago. "Why are you asking me to sign this?" I had to ask. Why would he make me give up my birth right? What if something happened, I wouldn't be able to take back control. What if we divorced. I refused to let him rule with someone else. If we separated he could easily get another Goddess. My dad gave me a look and started to explain. "It's for safety reasons baby. That way noone can try to manipulate you and take power. You know how easy it would be to manipulate you and trick you into loving them. I always tried to shelter you because I knew that love was your only weakness." I thought about it. Noone could get me to love them as long as I loved Luther right, so what was he so worried about? "Why do you think someone was going to trick me?" I looked to him and than to Luther. "I love Luther and He's the only God I will ever love. You know that. I'm cursed I can only ever Love one God so there's nothing to worry a
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THE PRESENT I woke up with a jolt. My heart was racing and for the first time since that horrible day I was sobbing. I felt all of the pain that I locked away. How was this even possible? I locked all these feelings away a long time ago. I stood up and walked to the window that was only a few feet from my bed. The reason I had put my bed against the wall was so I could look out the window. I needed a release. I needed to get my emotions in line. As soon as I teleported outside, some of the mixed emotions faded. I loved the outdoors. It was beautiful, It was where I went when I needed to feel one with myself and the world. I hadn't used my true power since that fateful day. Scared to show any power just in case it caught Luthers eyes. Just because I could block his memories, did not mean I could use my magic to make him not see me. He was just as powerful as me. If not more powerful because he wasnt emotionally unstable. There was a reason I never touched dark magic
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It took longer than I thought it would to get ready. I ended up settling with a cute white sundress. I wanted to look good. I don't know how I woke up with my true form but I would accept it for now. After taming my curly red hair, I was ready to go. I was naturally beautiful and I was excited. Today would be a good day, I thought before teleporting. Unfortunately As soon as I stepped foot into the board room all eyes were on me. I guess that would be a given since I was an hour late. Noone seemed happy that I was interrupting the meeting. I mean they met daily and The meeting was usually over 4 hours long. So I should be fine. "Hello everyone." I cheerfully said. I didn't get the response I was hoping for. Everyone was looking at me like I had 2 heads. I mean this was the first time I had come to a meeting, so it made sense. I decided to clear the air. "Hello everyone, as most of you know, I am Mazaya. I decided I would come to shadow my father for when I take ov
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I was officially losing my mind now. I remember the first time I saw him. I thought that noone that beautiful could be good and I was right. "Mazaya I'm going to need you to calm down" He calmly said to me. That was the first time since that day that he has actually talked to me. His voice is still thick and sexy. "Look at me now." His voice was demanding. I did what he said. He could always get me out of my head. But that was.... "Mazaya, I said look at me." I looked back up. I didn't even realize I looked away. He was closer than before. I could feel the body heat coming off of him. I didn't dare look away again. He had a serious look on his face. "Relax." He said as soft as his voice could allow. I was trying to. But there was just so much on my mind. I missed him and needed him. But he hurt me. Even if he doesn't remember. He was the same. "Mazaya, I need you to take a deep breath okay. just relax. Can you do that for me?" He asked. "I can't " I finally found my
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Millions of failed attempts of dark and light procreating together. I was the first and last success story. My father made sure of it. He had me use my magic to make sure no baby was able to be conceived through mixed gods. It was very rare anyways but my dad wanted to make sure. He had tricked my mom into believing he was light and by the time she found out I was already born. The God of fate gave my dad the path to take, to achieve greatness. He followed that path to a tee and Now he is the ruler of Gods but my mother is nowhere to be found. She's been missing for a long time and I can't locate her. My mother told me the story when I was little but my dad was there before she could finish. He explained to me that The God of Fate seen good things in the future for all of us. I was special. Even though I was an abomination. I was meant for great things. He kept me sheltered most of my childhood and didn't let me go to school until I was a teen. That's when I touched
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I had nothing to worry about. I was in control. I needed to remember that. I would rewind time Everytime something went wrong. Simple. After that thought, I pulled out some paper and drew . I may not have been paying attention to the meeting but atleast everything was under control. I was so lost in drawing that I almost didnt notice it was time to go. If it wasn't for the scrapping of the chairs ,I could've stayed seated for hours. That being said I hurried up and put my stuff away and called for Luther. "Hey wait up." Luther turned around to look at me. I was pretty disoriented but that wasn't a big deal. He always had a eyebrow raised. It was a habit that he probably would never grow out of. "Yes? Did you need something?" He asked. I ended up hitting my knee while trying to catch up with him so as I was rubbing it I replied. "Yes, Just one second please." "Ugh. Umm okay so I wanted to ask what you gave me so I can get some or could you make some more for me?" I lo
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