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92. What's My Purpose

Author: Isa Ann
last update Last Updated: 2023-10-21 21:02:22

I couldn't convey to him that my pregnancy was a little different than those I had experienced before in my past lives. I don't know if this is related to the changes I made, but what is clear is that I feel uneasy about my current pregnancy condition.

My stomach wasn't as big as it had been in the past, and I couldn't ask the palace doctor about this condition.

Even when I pay attention, Luelle's stomach looks bigger than mine even though her gestational age is younger than mine.

"Lady Princess, I don't know what kind of environment you are living in right now, but as a doctor, I want to tell you to... don't let the child in your womb struggle too hard."

"… What does it mean?"

“What I mean is… please eat a lot, drink a lot, and most importantly, avoid stress.”

I swallowed my saliva hard. I could taste the bitterness in the back of my throat. The palace doctor also always conveyed that message to me, but why, this time it sounded… heartbreaking?

I stroked my stomach, then said softly.
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