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103. A Wolf Who Cried (2)
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The Forsaken Luna's Burning Love 104. A Wolf Who Cried (3)
I tried to open my eyes slowly, then squinted in pain. When I opened my eyes, I caught sight of my room ceiling. The same view that I see every day. Sometimes I'm grateful, sometimes I'll curse.Today what came out of my mouth when I woke up was, “Darn it.”Why did I suddenly have a dream like that? No, it wasn't a dream, but a reminder. But I don't know why it came back when I always remember everything clearly like it was engraved in my head.‘Perhaps… does it come as a sign of bad news to come?’I looked at the wall clock. The short hour hand still points to nine. That meant I only slept for three hours, but I felt like I had slept for a long time. Even if I try to go back to sleep, I can't do it anymore because all my cells are awake and asking me to start doing activities."Hmm, how did my life end at that time, huh? It doesn't look like being beheaded on the guillotine..."I let out a lazy breath, then raised my body slowly. My body remembers that today I have a lot of schedules
Last Updated : 2023-10-31The Forsaken Luna's Burning Love 105. A Wolf Who Cried (4)
Indeed, the royal palace was well decorated, even though it was outdoors. Delicate fabrics and ribbons are decorated further to enhance the beauty of the flowers and garden. The colourful lights on the wall of a tall bush secretly surround the garden so that you can't peek inside.As many people had already arrived, the servants were wandering around tables prepared for each family.“His Majesty the Alpha King and Her Majesty the Wolf Queen are entering!”Upon my and Jermaine's arrival at the podium located in the middle of the vast garden, everyone rose from their seats and saluted. After announcing our presence, we separated because we had our own goals. At least Jermain went with some other gentlemen, forming a group.I could have gone to the group of women who had gathered in the main tent, but when I saw Luelle among them, I thought better of not going there. And among them appeared Lady Arra and Lady Mirra. Gosh, now I know why those memories come back in the form of dreams. Tha
Last Updated : 2023-10-31The Forsaken Luna's Burning Love 106. A Wolf Who Cried (5)
Leaves crunched beneath my feet after I decided to get off Jermaine's guardian wolf's back and walked two steps behind him. It was the right distance for me at the moment as I knew that Jermaine didn't mean to bring me into his hunt, in case Alpha Rohan didn't provoke him.“Do you have something you want to talk to me about?”Even though I don't like some of the ladies at the main table of the tea party held by Luelle, such as Lady Arra, Lady Mirra, and Lady Yoanc, it's still better than being here with Jermaine.It seems like the loss of our bonding mark is already showing its impact, as I don't want to be by his side anymore. During the trip here, I wondered whether my feelings for him resulted from a manipulation where we shared the same bonding mark I had with him, and not because I really loved him?If that's really the case ... that's a little sad. I've been loving him for all the lives I have lived. I assume this is my feeling, but also not at the same time. If the Moon Goddess
Last Updated : 2023-11-04The Forsaken Luna's Burning Love 107. A Wolf Who Cried (6)
“And also, wasn't our plan B our real plan from the start? You created that plan B, Queen. Don't go back on your word now when we are about to carry out the plan.”“That's…,” I trailed off my words.My conscience felt like it was being tugged at when I couldn't come up with a real rebuttal. I swallowed the bitter saliva in my throat. That was my idea from the start, but that's what came to my mind when I was desperate to win the hearts of many people, especially in parliament, and... that's happened before I knew Alpha Rohan.“I… apologize for suggesting such a bad idea. If allowed, I will come up with another idea, Your Majesty.”“Queen, you… would you really be like this? Don't even bother cheating your way out of this.” He reminded me sternly. "Are you planning to sell out your country after all."“Your Majesty, that is not what I—”“Then what is
Last Updated : 2023-11-06The Forsaken Luna's Burning Love 108. A Wolf Who Cried (7)
She had already anticipated this event as she got the opportunity to act as host at an official Royal Family event. Initially, she wanted to hold a tea banquet ceremony in the palace's grandest garden, where only selected people could enjoy its beauty. But when she heard the suggestion from her lady-in-waiting, Lady Yoanc, who revealed that holding a tea ceremony at the same time as the hunting festival would show her influence within the palace, she immediately agreed.She didn't expect to get permission from Sashal so quickly for this, considering that the leading authority was officially still in the hands of the queen. And yet, she could host an event involving almost all the noble ladies in the capital, regardless of their age group.Even though she believed Jermaine's influence and strength would protect her, she agreed with what Lady Yoanc told her. The more she socialised with the ladies and madams of High Society, the stronger her position at the royal court became.'Yeah, La
Last Updated : 2023-12-07The Forsaken Luna's Burning Love 109. Would It Matter?
"I wish I could get back the thing I gave you as an apology." Rohan scoffed in between his baffling request, then continued in a murmur. “I must be crazy to have done such a useless thing.” For a few seconds, silence douses the atmosphere at the party. It was as if people were re-digesting Rohan's words just now. Considering whether they heard it correctly or whether there was an error in their hearing process. Rohan conveyed this request lightly and without shame, surprising the guests who heard it. Then as if answering their internal question, Rohan repeated his words. "I want you to return what my aide once gave you as an apology gift, or something like that." “…Yes?” Luelle could not hide her dumbfounded expression as her face reddened when someone gave Rohan a brief warning. “Your Excellency.” One of the madams at the same table as Luelle reprimanded him sternly. But Rohan didn't care one bit about the old woman's bluff and just looked at Luelle with cold eyes. He then smil
Last Updated : 2023-12-08The Forsaken Luna's Burning Love 110. Would It Matter? (2)
It looked like it would rain at any moment because of the suffocating wind and the sound of thunder grumbling in the distance. The cloudy sky was totally unsuitable for a hunt and uncalled for, especially when Sashal delivered a piece of her mind.Rohan swallowed bitter saliva as he sighed. “Not this talk again. Come on, let's take you back to the tent before it rains."He tried to reach Sashal's hand again, pretending not to care that Sashal had just rejected his hand. But of course, Sashal brought her hands to the back, leaving Rohan's outstretched hand hanging alone in the air. Rohan looked at his neglected hand, then looked at Sashal.Sashal parted her mouth slowly, then repeated her words. “I told you, I'm not your mate. I… don’t have the mark like what you have.”“Don't say it like that when you haven't even checked yours. Do you know how… my heart shrinks whenever you deny something you haven't yet found out the truth about?”Sashal frowned as she witnessed how Rohan's expressi
Last Updated : 2023-12-09The Forsaken Luna's Burning Love 111. Would It Matter? (3)
He kissed me! Damn it!As much as I tried to keep my mouth shut— as I didn't want to repeat the craziness before, Alpha Rohan kept pushing his tongue into my mouth. That velvety tongue managed to mess up the inside of my mouth again. He was determined to shut me in this way.His tongue clashed with mine, which was unable to withstand his attack, and then a groan escaped my hot breath. It happened without me being able to control it because my body didn't seem to be under my control every time Alpha Rohan approached me like this.I could feel his movements which were now rougher than the first kiss we had shared in the dark of the royal palace library garden. This time the kiss seemed rushed and… angry, while the previous one felt more greedy and passionate.Was what I said to him something that could made him so angry like this? If he knew that getting involved with me would only make his life difficult, maybe he would stop right now.“Mmmh… hup,”"Sashal... uhh," He had time to let g
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“I should have seen this coming and put another guard beside him on your side. But picturing two men following you around everywhere ticks me off so much.” A low growl sounded out under his rough breath.I could understand from his gaze why he felt upset at this situation. I would probably feel upset if I were in his position. He is accustomed to leading people who obey his orders and put aside their personal ideas for the community's welfare. But now he meets someone like me as his Luna.In this part, I admit my mistake towards Rohan. So I need to do that to appease his upset. I glanced at Alpha Deen and Sir Rojja, who were acting indifferent, although I'm not sure if they were really indifferent to our conversation. I still have to do it even though I have to bear the shame for the rest of my life.I took a breath from my mouth, then let out the spell. “I miss you soooo much that everything in front of me reminds me of you. When I eat, when I sleep, when I look at flowers, when I lo
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After receiving solace after a long time from the letter written by Ruri, a painful realization came to me instead. Because what I consider a brief entertainment is a misery for almost everyone in Southern Olf. They lost two important figures at the highest level of command, who were supposed to help them reorganize the state order.Well, I don't know how they look at Luelle, whether they feel they can lean on her or even think of her as nothing. But it's different with Jermaine, their Alpha King.They have relied on the authority of the Alpha King for many years, from generation to generation. And so far, their life in Southern Olf is not so bad because of the sense of security provided by Alpha King's predecessors, then now by Jermaine and... me, to be honest.Knowing it's frail, it must be devastating as they can't hang on to Jermaine's rope. They must be afraid that the more they cling to the rope, the more they fall. Their best shot right now is to depend on high-ranking wolves f
