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101. For The Love Of My Life (4)

Author: Isa Ann
last update Last Updated: 2023-10-30 17:15:57

I'm sure I didn't force myself to eat all the food that Bella served me. It's just... everything went down smoothly into my stomach, and I was still craving for more. Previously I had no appetite, so even eating one apple made me full like my chest was about to burst, but now...

It seems that appetite is also influenced by how an individual thinks and feels. I can eat everything just fine, even too fine for my size. It looks more like I was left starving for years.

“Your Majesty, are you sure you are not forcing yourself?” Bella asked with a worried face.

“No, I'm fine. It seems... I've made my baby struggle alone all this time." I stroked my belly.

I felt nothing yet, but Doctor Barra said that I would soon feel movement from within if my bonding with my baby improved. And as Doctor Barra said, it all starts with me. So I have to fix everything first, especially my mental condition.

Judging from now, it seems that the results of Doctor Barra's advice have taken action. The hungry one
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