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Painful pain

Author: Diva.D
last update Last Updated: 2023-04-16 16:39:03
My mind was a whirlwind of emotions as I lay there, replaying the events of the previous night over and over again in my head. I felt so ashamed and dirty, knowing that I had just given myself to the most powerful Lycan, the highest one in the packs. Ruthless as he has been seen by all.

And the pain of him not caring about my feelings after everything, baffled me.

What would the others think of me now? Would they see me as weak, or worse, as a traitor to our human side? And what about my health? I had heard stories of human women who had mated with Lycan werewolves and suffered irreversible damages to their bodies.

Tears streamed down my face as I lay there, feeling completely alone and helpless. I knew that I had to tell someone about what had happened, but the thought of admitting it to just anyone, even Annel, was too much for me to bear.

Suddenly, there was a knock on my door, and I jumped up in surprise. I quickly wiped away my tears and tried to compose myself as I got up to
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