My mind was a whirlwind of emotions as I lay there, replaying the events of the previous night over and over again in my head. I felt so ashamed and dirty, knowing that I had just given myself to the most powerful Lycan, the highest one in the packs. Ruthless as he has been seen by all. And the pain of him not caring about my feelings after everything, baffled me. What would the others think of me now? Would they see me as weak, or worse, as a traitor to our human side? And what about my health? I had heard stories of human women who had mated with Lycan werewolves and suffered irreversible damages to their bodies. Tears streamed down my face as I lay there, feeling completely alone and helpless. I knew that I had to tell someone about what had happened, but the thought of admitting it to just anyone, even Annel, was too much for me to bear. Suddenly, there was a knock on my door, and I jumped up in surprise. I quickly wiped away my tears and tried to compose myself as I got up to
I was lost in thought, staring out the window into the vast expanse of the night sky when a loud howl erupted, jolting me out of my reverie. My heart leaped in my chest, and I couldn't help but shiver at the sound. I had heard many howls in my life, but this one was different. It was full of anger and bitterness, and it made me uneasy. Before I could react, Evans burst into the room, his face grim. "That's Alpha Liam's howl," he said, his voice low and urgent. "He's letting everyone know that his breeder is missing, and he's not happy about it." My stomach dropped at the mention of Alpha Liam's breeder. I knew that it was me he was referring to, and I couldn't help but feel a twinge of guilt. I had left the pack house without a word, without telling anyone where I was going. Maybe if I had been more responsible, Alpha Liam wouldn't be so bitter now. But would he have let me leave just like that? Evans must have sensed my unease because he came over to me and placed a comforting han
I woke up to the feeling of a warm hand gently tucking the blanket around me, and I opened my eyes to see Evans standing over me. He smiled when he saw that I was awake and sat down on the edge of the bed. "You were uncovered again," he said softly, his hand still lingering on my arm. "I just wanted to make sure you were warm, not knowing that you were up already." I nodded, feeling grateful for his thoughtfulness. "Thank you, Evans." He gave me a small smile and stood up, stretching his arms above his head. "How did you sleep?" I rubbed the sleep from my eyes and sat up, stretching my own arms. "I slept well, thank you." "Good," he said, walking over to the window and pulling open the curtains. "Looks like it's going to be a beautiful day." I followed his gaze out the window, and sure enough, the sun was just beginning to rise over the trees. The sky was painted with shades of pink and orange, and I couldn't help but smile at the beauty of it all. As we watched the sunrise toge
With groggy eyes, I woke up feeling nauseous and weak. It had been just two days since my return to this pack, and I had been feeling off ever since. I didn't want to think about what it could mean, but the thought nagged at the back of my mind. Alpha Liams had never been here for once to check up on me, and I know what his usual excuse would be. "I'm always a very busy man." That has always been his language. He just came in and left, not spending even up to five minutes with me. I know I had missed his touch, but certainly not in this manner. I decided to visit Annel, hoping that she could offer some comfort and advice since we hadn't seen each other since my return. As I made my way to her quarters, I tried to ignore the whispers and stares of the other pack members. They knew that something had happened between me and Alpha Liams, but they didn't know the full extent of it. When I finally arrived at Annel's door, I could tell that she was surprised to see me. "Dresh, what bring
I left Alpha Liams' room and headed straight to Annel's, feeling a mix of emotions swirling inside me. Confusion, fear, and a deep sense of sadness. How did Alpha Liams know about my pregnancy when I had been doing everything in my power to keep it a secret? As I knocked on Annel's door, I could feel the tears welling up in my eyes. She opened the door, her expression concerned as she ushered me inside. "Dresh, what's what's the matter? Are you okay?" Annel asked, placing a comforting hand on my shoulder. I shook my head, trying to keep my composure. "Alpha Liams… he knows," I whispered. Annel's eyes widened in surprise. "How could he know? Did you tell him?" I shook my head again. "No, I didn't tell him. That's what's so confusing right now. He just… knew." Annel frowned, deep in thought. " Oh, oh.. I see…" she drew closer to me. "He's an Alpha, and in the werewolf pack, they can sense and feel anything, not to talk of him being an Alpha, he's got super powers, Dresh! Think!
As days passed by, I could sense Harvey's eyes on me, scrutinizing my every move. At first, I tried to ignore it, thinking it was just his natural cautiousness as the beta of the pack. But then, I noticed he was becoming increasingly suspicious of me, asking me pointed questions about my past and my relationship with Alpha Liams. I tried to reassure him that everything was fine and that there was nothing to worry about, but his gaze remained fixed on me. It was as if he didn't trust me anymore. On that day, while Alpha Liams was out on pack business, Harvey cornered me in the kitchen. "I need to ask you something," he said, his voice low and serious. I tensed up, knowing this was it. He was going to confront me about his suspicions. "Are you hiding something from me?" he asked, his eyes boring into mine. I hesitated, not sure what to say. "What do you mean?" "I mean, are you really who you say you are? I've been doing some serious diggings, and there are some inconsistencies in y
As I laid in bed that night, my mind was consumed by the troubling thoughts that kept me from sleeping. I tossed and turned, unable to find a comfortable position as my mind raced with worries and concerns. My heart felt heavy as I replayed events from the past days, wondering if I made the right choice returning back here, or said the right things since I've been here. I felt a sense of unease as I dwell on things that I couldn't change or control, and my thoughts became a jumbled mess of anxiety and doubt. Despite my exhaustion, I couldn't erase off these thoughts, and they continued to linger until midnight, leaving me so tired and drained. All of a sudden, the sound of howls filled the air, sending chills down my spine. My heart raced as I peeked out the window, only to see a group of rogue werewolves charging towards the pack's territory. Panic filled me as I thought of the safety of my unborn child, and I immediately made my way to the pack's meeting hall, where Alpha Liams and
It was like nothing else mattered in that moment, only the overwhelming desire that consumed us both. I felt the urgency building inside of me, and I knew that I was on the brink of an explosion. And then, just as suddenly as it had started, Alpha Liams pulled away, his eyes dark with desire. "We can't do this," he whispered, his voice thick with emotion. I felt a wave of disappointment wash over me as I realized that he was right. We couldn't risk anything happening to the pup in my womb. But as he looked at me with a mix of desire and regret, I knew that our connection was more than just physical. It was deeper than that, something that went beyond the heat of the moment. Maybe I thought wrong though. "I understand," I said softly, even as I felt a twinge of longing deep inside me. "But Alpha Liams, if anything had happened to me out there, if I had died, would you have been able to live with the regret of not telling me how you truly feel about me earlier?" He looked at me for