As I look into my father's coffin, tears poured down from my eyes. My heart is bleeding but nothing can stop the pain I'm feeling. Losing a loved one in death can be devastating, especially when you have lost a parent.
"Condolences, hija." I looked up with tears in my eyes. It was Tito Ric, one of papa's friends at the law firm he worked for.I was speechless and had no intention of speaking. I'm emotionally tired and I don't have enough strength to talk. I tightened my grip on papa's picture frame even more as he continued to cry. It's just, I can't stop my tears from falling.I was 12 years old when my father died because of a car accident. Mama was forced to work for the two of us. She strived hard to provide my needs. As I worked hard to study as dad wanted. He wants the best for me that's why I strived to be the best in my field."With highest honor from the grade nine level, Amara Francesca Acosta!"I heard the loud applause from the crowd as I went up to the stage with my mother. Mama looked at me with a smile of success as if to say that she was very proud of me. And that was already enough for me to feel happiness in my heart."This Amara is really smart!" commented Aling Flora, a neighbor of ours who shared a small banquet at our house."Oh, he inherited that from his father!" mama while putting food on my plate. I just smiled sparingly and didn't even join their conversation. I'm thinking about papa again. I wish he's here to congratulate me. That would make me happier, though I'm contented of what I have now."Smart and a nice kid! Oh, it sure has a lot of lovers!" happy words of Aunt Rina, mama's younger sister.I smiled sparingly. "I have no plans to entertain male aunts yet. I don't have such things in mind yet." Well, he's right that I already have lovers but I immediately bastardized it. I don't want anything that can distract my studies because it's my top priority."It's good then. Hey, you're really young. Your mother's luck is with you."When I entered I had no other plan but to focus on being a good student. I am in my fourth year here at the only university in our province, the Alfresco de Unibersidad. I was a consistent honor student in my previous years that's why I belong to the pilot section when I reached my tenth grade."Yey! We're classmates again sissy!" Lalaine, my best friend. It looks like a lot of fun because we're going to be in class again. After all, he almost didn't pass Mathematics last year."Is that how you really want to be with me?" we sat in the front because that's what I wanted. I don't want to be in the back because I can't focus."Of course noh! Sissy is like us!"I smiled. She's really one of those few people who can make me smile.My first day went smoothly. Nothing special happened. Right after dismissal, I packed my things and went out from the university. Lalaine and I went in different directions, so I walked down the road alone. In fact, I can ride a tricycle but I prefer to walk because I am more comfortable there. Also, our house is not that far from here. Based on my estimation, I think I just need to walk for two kilometers.While walking quietly I spotted a pregnant woman slowly walking in front of me with a boy who I think was five years old. The boy's gaze was fixed on his mother as if worried. The woman looked around as if looking for a ride but unfortunately no tricycle was passing by.I guess, she's in pain. She has a big belly which gave me the idea that she may be menstruating now. I couldn't help but sigh with worry.My eyes were still locked at them when the pregnant woman suddenly collapsed. I stopped walking and my eyes widened in shock.The child was obviously surprised as well. He looked around as if looking for someone to turn to. His eyes stopped on me, and when I saw his pleading eyes, I didn't hesitate to run towards them."Oh God ..." I exclaimed and immediately attended to them. I looked at the woman and saw that she was very pale. Damn. What will I do?I turned to the child who was now crying. "M-Rent a tricycle. Your mom needs to be taken to the hospital."I looked around, the few people passing by seemed indifferent. My hands get cold with every passing second that I don’t see a tricycle. I don't know these people and I don't have anything to do with them but my conscience can't leave them like that.that situation.I was almost trembling in nervousness when an unfamiliar black car stopped in front of us. Its door opened and a familiar man came out from inside. His dark eyes looked directly at me that made me gulped. He's tall and has tanned skin. There is nothing in his appearance that shows tenderness. His eyes and everything in his physical appearance shows no mercy at all.He's no other than the famous Raxon Diego Bermudez.He turned his gaze to the unconscious woman. He stepped closer and immediately attended to the pregnant woman and examined her with his gaze. Maybe he knows a lot about it. Based on what I've heard, he's a third year medical student and their family owns chains of hospitals all over the country."What happened?" he fired a question to me. I seem to be confused for reasons I can't determine."B-He just n-fainted."He touched the woman's wrist. I heard her faint murmur as if something was wrong with what was happening."What is your connection to them?" I asked when he suddenly lifted the woman into the car."I don't know them." he replied coldly. "She needs to be taken to the hospital as soon as possible because her pulse rate is very low and she is gradually having difficulty breathing. Get in the backseat, we need to hurry or else she'll die."At what he said I took the child's hand and without hesitation got into the car. After all, I can't leave the child alone. He's crying and looks so worried. I know he needs someone to comfort him right now."Stop crying baby boy. Your mom will be fine too." I assured him.When we arrived at San Alfresco Public Hospital the medical staffs immediately approached us when they saw Raxon. I took a deep breath as I hugged the boy. Damn. I was really nervous about what happened.I bent down to level the child's vision. "Where's your dad?"He shook his head. "W-I don't have a dad." I felt his pain as he hardly say those words."Are you somewhat connected to them?" I looked up at the man who spoke. His cold eyes focused his attention on me. That made my heart pound faster."No." my casual answer. "I was going home with us when I saw them. I saw what happened so I tried to help."He nodded. I stand up and saw his eyes traveled down to my uniform. "You're a junior high in Alfresco de Unibersidad?""Y-Yes.""Nikolai!" we both turned to the woman who suddenly appeared. I think, she's in her late 20's. He immediately approached the boy and hugged him."Where's your mom? What happened? I heard what happened so I immediately rushed here. I'm sorry Niko if Tita got caught.""Are you related to the patient?" Raxon asked the woman. The woman's mouth dropped open the moment she looked at it."Y-Yeah." I could feel the nervousness in her voice. I looked at Raxon. He didn't even show any emotion. He remained cold and serious as hell."Okay, then. We brought him here. And since you're already here, we need to go now.""Thank you so much! Thank you so much indeed!" the sincerity in her voice is evident. I just smiled politely."Let's go." Raxon turned to me before starting to walk. I said goodbye to them for a while and then followed Rax.I sighed. I thought this day is just a normal day for me but I guess, I was wrong. I helped someone. Call me weird or something, but what happened is somewhat memorable for me.When we got out of the hospital I spoke. "Ah okay, I'll go first. Thank you--""Where are you from?" he cut me off. I swallowed as I looked up at his face. Not to mention, he's really tall and muscular. I think, he's height is between 6'2 and 6'3."Just in front of Hacienda Hermosa ..." I tightened my grip on the strap of my bag. "Maybe I'll just ride a tricycle.""I'll deliver you." he said with finality in his voice. For a moment my mouth fell open. Is he serious?"A-Ah, don't. I'll just ride the tricycle. I don't want to be bothered.""I can just pass your place. So why not ride with me?"I sighed and finally agreed. It's embarrassing to refuse, especially since the person is just being nice."Your name?" he asked in the middle of the trip. I looked at him for a moment before answering."A-Amara." I feel so uneasy. Maybe because I was too intimidated by the presence of the male companion."I'm Raxon.""I know." this time he looked at me with a smirk on his face. "You know me?""Everyone at university knows you, just incase you don't know."When I entered our karenderia, my mother immediately greeted me with a question. He saw me get out of an expensive car. So what I did is, I told her the whole story. She managed tosmile even though she looks so tired."You did a good job, son. Oh hey, go inside the house and get dressed. Eat well and then do your homework.""I don't have any homeworks right now. I'll just help you here at the karenderia. You look tired."She gave me a genuine smile. "Thank you, son."The next day I went to class early. I'm just interested in the first subject because I think our teacher is good at teaching. Her way of discussing the lesson is really effective. The second class was Social Science, and honestly, the boring of the teacher’s discussion."Oh, Jed lets you." Lalaine once reached for a box of chocolates while we were here inside the canteen. I winced. I don't like sweets, especially chocolotes."Who's Jed?" I asked frowning. Well, his name is quiet unfamiliar."A grade eleven cutie who crushed you. She passed me because she said she was shy." he grinned as if madly thrilled. I was just shaken."You eat that. You know I don't like too much sweets."He went home. "Eh don't! You're really crazy Amara! Don't you really have any plans to enjoy your teenage life? You're just too focused on your studies!"I was shaken. I know what he's up to. "I'm enjoying my life right now Laine.""Don't you really have any plans to try a relationship? You know, even if it's just a game. I think, that's what you're missing.""I don't need boys. And one more thing, I'm just sixteen years old. I'm too young to get into things like that."He was hysterically slapped on his forehead. "My goodness. You're already sixteen Amara! Even the thirteen -year -old has a boyfriend now! Stop being so conservative!""Don't pressure me. When I say I don't want to, I really don't want to." my final promise then no one said stand up."Oh, where are you going?" he asked in astonishment. "Just buy fries. It's gone.""Bring me some juice too." he promised and presented me with the money. I quickly get it and walk towards the counter. When the saleslady asked what was mine, I immediately spoke up. And just after a minute, she handed me my order.I turned around but my exact turn was when I bumped into a woman. Her eyes widened upon seeing her messed uniform. Juice spilled on her dress and the accusation was obvious in her eyes as she looked at me. But even though she's looking at me like that, I still managed to maintain my composure."What the heck did you do ?!" his voice echoed. People are looking in our direction."It's not my fault, but still I will say sorry. Sorry miss." I said with a calm tone."You bitch! It's your fault!" I raised an eyebrow at what he said. I looked at her uniform and concluded that she's also a junior high like me."My name is Amara, not bitch. Just incase you don't know." he's just going to hit it all of a sudden and then he's still angry?"Wow! You're overreacting ah!" she was about to slap me with her right hand when a cold baritone voice interrupted the commotion between us."Enough."I moved my head and looked at the man standing two meters away from us. His dark and serious eyes stared at me with pure coldness.It's him again. Raxon Bermudez.The noises faded. No one tried to speak as Raxon walked closer to us. The way he walks with confidence and authority made the students look up to him. I remained standing as if my feet were nailed to the floor. His eyes were blazing with darkness and power, showing no emotion at all. I was devastated when he stopped in front of us. His serious gaze darted on me first, then to that girl who's now almost trembling in fear. "What is happening here?" his baritone voice broke the silence. "S-She's the first Rax! Look at my uniform! I'm in mess because of her!" he looked at Rax as if begging. I can't help but smirk and eyed her dangerously. Rax looked at me as if waiting for what I would say. So I talked but I'm looking at her damn face. "It's not my fault, you know that miss. I've already apologized but you're making a scandal. I think you're a rich child, but why don't you know how to act like a prim and proper lady?"
"Amara." Their jaw dropped for a second. Lalaine seemed to be statued in the seat while my heart was beating so fast. The silence made me hear the loud beating of my heart. I know that he knows my name, but the way he mentions my name seems like he wants to let everyone know that we will meet. His eyes are dark and mysterious, hiding the true colors of it. "You know her?" Anthony's eyes focused on him. I took the glass in front of me and gently gulped water from it. I just thought that doing that would make me calm somehow. "A-Ah Yes. We happened to meet yesterday because we helped a pregnant woman on the road." I answered. This time, I didn't bother to look at Raxon's eyes anymore. It was as if my personality was on fire every time our eyes met. And I don't like that feeling. "Why didn't you tell me that?" Lalaine whispered to me obviously very curious at what I said. I threw her my dagger-looks for her to stop. Everywhere really is h
I turned to my mother who had just given a customer's order. "What is it?" "Are you done eating lunch?" Traces of weariness was on his face. "Ah, Yes. Do you have anything to do?" "Can you take the vegetables I ordered from Aling Maria?" I didn't hesitate to nod. Aling Maria is our source of vegetable supply for those we cook here at the karenderia. Usually it's because Mom does it or Aunt. I only do it on weekends so that I can somehow help. I entered the house and briefly changed into a blue blouse. After just a few minutes I went out and said goodbye to mama. I immediately found a tricycle to ride. It's already two o'clock in the afternoon. As I stepped out from the motorcycle, the sun greeted me with its warm light and the cold breeze hugged my body. I looked at the wide plot in front of a large wooden house. A woman who was quite old came out of the door and when she looked at me, she immediately smiled. I smiled politely before walking towards h
"Laine!" We stopped Lalaine's walk and turned around. We saw Eljay, her latest boyfriend. Well, not to mention, Lalaine has this kind of attitude of being a playgirl. Actually, we really have a lot of differences. I really don't know why we became best friends. Maybe it's true that 'Opposite attracts' "Oh, Eljay?" Lalaine's cool question to the breathless man. I kept staring at them, with no intention of diving in. "Why don't you answer my calls? Even in my texts you don't reply! What's wrong with you ?! I'm your boyfriend Lalaine!" Laine crossed her arms. "Let's just say, I'm bored. We'll also be on for three weeks but I didn't see anything special on you. Let's break up." Lalaine's casual promise dropped by Eljay's jaw. I was just shaken. What else can I do? That's Lalaine Rihanna Codilla, and that's how she treats her boys. "Your so harsh Laine." I promise we will enter the classroom. It was a little early so we didn't
"At your house? W-Wait, why am I going there? I mean, I can't leave yet—" "And why not?" he asked irritably while staring at me intently. "Let's go. Just text your friend that you're with me. Or maybe someone else wants you to go back inside? Who, Mike?" "No, it's not that!" I refused. He opened the car door and let me in. I really don’t know what this man is up to, but there’s something in myself that is saying I should I go with him. "Come in," he commanded. I hesitated to look at him but eventually I decided to just get in the car. The way he looked at me seemed to say that I had no choice but to follow him. I just sighed as he started the engine. I picked up the cellphone that was inside my sling bag and saw five missed calls from Lalaine. There were also messages from him asking where I was. I immediately typed a reply. To: LaineDon't worry about me. I left. I'll explain everything to u tom. :-) "Who's that?" I looked
"Amara, are you okay?" Harrold's voice made me come back to my senses. "Uh, y-yes!" "Let's go?" I nodded and rode behind him. I placed both hands on both of his shoulders for support. I think it's too awkward to hold me by his waist. He started the engine and drove away. I didn't even bother to look at Raxon myself because I'm sure he'll just give me a cold look. "At the end of La Teresita is their house," I said to Harrold. Maybe he doesn't know where we're going. "Yes ma'am!" He made a strong promise and then laughed. I couldn't help but smile. But that smile also disappeared immediately when I remembered Raxon's expression earlier. It's like he's angry. The little guy will run out of patience. But the question is, why did he looked at me like I'm the one who's making him mad? I finally decided to put it out of my mind. I don't want my head to be filled of thoughts about him. Just ten minutes later we reached
Raxon Bermudez riding in a black stallion looks so devilishly handsome and mercilessly hot. His skin is shining in broad daylight as the rays of the sun kissed his perfect face. My crazy heart beat faster. I don't know why. I don’t know why every time his dangerous eyes look at me it seems like something in my system is going crazy. I can't control the erratic beating of my heart. I can't even control myself from looking at those dark cold eyes. His eyes are telling me that he's not the typical man that would love a woman darely. Those eyes tell me you don’t want to fight him in any aspect. Those eyes are shouting with authority, telling me that he is so untouchable and dangerous. "Sissy .." I came to my senses when I heard Lalaine standing next to me. "H-Ha? Are you saying something?" He blinked. "I said, let's go for a walk. In case you just saw Raxon, you're stunned there as if you didn't know." "
The rays of the rising sun hit my face as the wind danced my long hair. I straightened my hair before riding a tricycle to school. "Good morning Amara!" greetings to driver Mang Jose. He was one of the customers at our karenderia and a friend of papa then. "Good morning too." That scenario started my beautiful day. I don't know but I feel like I'm in a good mood right now. Maybe because it's Monday and my brain is still fresh. What happened on Saturday suddenly came to my mind. I’ll admit, I enjoyed being with Raxon up there on the hill. What things we talked about all day. And for the first time, I feel so happy just by being with someone I barely know. "Hi sissy!" Lalaine greeted me. As soon as he smiled, I knew he had a lot to ask. It's definitely about what happened on Saturday. "How are you? What happened?" he asked as I sat in my chair. He was really anxious to get information. I sighed a
Raxon's POVThe next day dad called an emergency meeting when a news broke. It was published in a news article that a ship we were going to the United States set sail even overloaded. That news made my head ache. But despite this I am thankful nothing bad happened in the middle of the voyage. Coincidentally we will lose a few millions. And our company's credibility would surely be questioned. It might even lead to bankruptcy. I sighed sensibly exiting the conference room. Dad was obviously in trouble. Even though there was nothing wrong with the voyage, it was still a big loss to us, especially since there were more than two thousand people on board the ship. We were the most trusted in this industry, and now ... I don't know. This problem really needs to be addressed. And I think a presscon can do something. We just need to deliver to people that it didn’t really happen on purpose. For the investors, they just need an explanation. Ma
I sighed. Manila's polluted air welcomed our arrival. I admit, I was a little sad on our way home. Those three days in that place made me feel so alive. I had time to think things through. Raxon and I also had more time to clarify everything. What happened in the past pained the both of us. He was hurt, I was also devastated. I was too young to engage in a serious relationship. Meanwhile, he was too powerless compared to his mother. And now, I learned to accept that it was the wrong time for our love. "I'll deliver you." I immediately shook my head, rejecting his offer. "I'll just take a taxi." "Amara ---" "Rax, please? They might be surprised mom. I don't want them to be surprised at first, especially since my departure was sudden. Let me handle this one." He sighed. "But I'll see you tomorrow." That was not a question. It's a statement. "Maybe you're busy ---" "I'll make time." "Alright." In hi
He looked up. I swallowed hard, can't take the intensity of his dark stare. But I just stayed where I was, openly staring at him as he slowly got out of the water. He took the white towel to the side, not cutting our gaze. He wiped the water in his face, down to his neck and bare chest. He immediately walked in afterwards. I stayed in my position, though. I'm not sleepy yet and the air here is relieved. I felt relieved on the stress and pressure I'm feeling these past days. I was a little stressed because of the company. As the Soldevilla heiress, it's already expected that I'm the one who's gonna take over the company. And with that, the pressure is killing me. I don't want to disappoint people who consider me family. A few moments later, the door opened. I didn't look at it because I knew it was Raxon who entered. "Not yet sleepy?" He stand beside me with his hand resting on the back of my waist. I glanced at him. He's now wearing a
I adjusted my posture before following Raxon to see who was knocking. I was somewhat uneasy because of what just happened."Hi Rax!" It was a beautiful woman, maybe on her mid-twenties. It had a big smile but when it came to me the look suddenly disappeared. Raxon's admirer, huh? Maybe, they are close. It just went in and went straight to the room. "Katrina." She looked at him again and smiled sexily. He openly glared at Raxon's body which I almost felt. The fool, on the other hand, doesn't seem to care if anyone sees him naked. "I heard you were coming, so I went right away." I couldn't escape the fact that her breasts were almost bulging because of the clothes she was wearing. I was overwhelmed with irritation. Just when I'm on the verge of leaving them, Raxon held my waist. I notice the sourness of the woman’s face because of that. "Yes. We want to take a vacation for a while. By the way, this is Amara. My fianceé." Katrina's mouth d
That question made me numb. My throat ran dry and I can feel my weak knees, almost trembling because of mixed up emotions. I could not speak. After all those years of pain, he's now here beside me. So close, yet it feels like he remained unreachable. I kept my gaze on the blue sea, no intention of answering. Silence enveloped us. I don't want to lie. I don't want him to know my real feelings, either. So I chose to remain silent. Even in reality, I want to know a lot. I have a lot to ask him. I want to know what happened in his life after I left. Even if I can be hurt by whatever I discover, I still want to know it. Though we can't do anything about the past, I still want to know his side. He was not to blame for what happened, yet I blamed him. I was driven by anger at his mother and hatred of everything that happened. And also, I blamed him for not doing anything, for not fighting for me. But on the other hand, I thought maybe he didn
I didn't move. My throat was dry and I was wondering what to do. Should I just leave him? I looked at him again. His eyes were closed as one hand gripped the steering wheel tightly as if he wanted to destroy and crush it. "Why aren't you moving?" He asked while eyes were still closed. I blew air before speaking. "You, why aren't you driving yet?" He opened his eyes and looked at me intently. But I immediately shifted my gaze. At times like this I couldn't bear to look him in the eyes. It feels like the emotion in his eyes can burn me into ashes. "What do you mean? Are you coming?" He couldn't believe the question. "Why, don't you?" I noticed the lift of the corner of his lip. I averted my gaze. Am I doing it right? Did I make the right decision to go with him even though I did not know where he would take me? "Fasten your seatbelt." He commanded. Oh, right. I almost forgot about you. After I locked my seatbelt,
It's a Tuesday evening. When I came out of work, I first went to a café to buy drinks. Last night I had almost no sleep, and it's because of that stupid Arnaiz. Because of his condition, I did not send him home. I just let him stay on one of our guestrooms, took care of him and stayed by his side all night. He was burning with fever and I couldn’t leave him. So I told him today not to pick me up and just rest. It's good that he listened to me. In the midst of thinking, a familiar woman who just entered the café caught my attention. It's Doctor Vina. I sighed. What a coincidence. I don't know what relationship they have with Raxon, but I think they're closed with each other. They were batchmates then and still are together. They even pursued the same course. Same doctor. What a perfect match. I no longer looked at him and focused on something else while drinking coffee. But it was only a matter of time before someone stopped in
Before I could protest he pulled me away from there. I didn’t see Arci’s reaction but I’m sure he was wondering what Raxon did. She knows nothing about my past with him. In what happened was probably what else he could think. But... Why am I being pulled by this man? "Let me go, Doctor Bermudez." He didn't respond. I want to be calm. But how can I calm down in what he is doing? "Stop this bullshit." He didn't listen to me until I realized that we were going to the parking lot. "Let me go." I strongly promise. "What?!" I couldn't stop myself from raising my voice. This time, he stopped. We're now in the middle of the parking area, alone together. My heart pounded the moment he faced me. His eyes settled on me. That's serious. Deep, dark and caustic. "What do you need, Doctor? If you really want to talk to me, is it really necessary to go here? And one more thing, what is really the reason and you want me to talk privately?" "Is
"J-Just... Just stop these bullshits, Raxon. I don't have time for this." I promised hoarsely, confused by what he was saying. Do his words make sense? Did he really mean it? "What else do you want? Why are you still bothering me? I have nothing to do with you, so stay away from me..." I don't want to be hurt anymore.His jaw clenched and his eyes became darker. His mouth opened slightly but not a single word came out of it. It was like he stopped his self from speaking. The wind blew hard, a cloud covered the moon as he turned his back on me. "I will do what you want, Amara. I will leave you alone." His cold voice equaled the cold atmosphere. I swallowed, not knowing what to say. I don't want to see him anymore. I don't want to talk to him anymore. I want him away. But why now that he has turned his back and is ready to walk away from me is hurting me? "But only this time. This is the only time I'll give you what you want. Only now." Those are his las