"Laine!" We stopped Lalaine's walk and turned around. We saw Eljay, her latest boyfriend. Well, not to mention, Lalaine has this kind of attitude of being a playgirl. Actually, we really have a lot of differences. I really don't know why we became best friends. Maybe it's true that 'Opposite attracts'
"Oh, Eljay?" Lalaine's cool question to the breathless man. I kept staring at them, with no intention of diving in."Why don't you answer my calls? Even in my texts you don't reply! What's wrong with you ?! I'm your boyfriend Lalaine!"Laine crossed her arms. "Let's just say, I'm bored. We'll also be on for three weeks but I didn't see anything special on you. Let's break up." Lalaine's casual promise dropped by Eljay's jaw. I was just shaken. What else can I do? That's Lalaine Rihanna Codilla, and that's how she treats her boys."Your so harsh Laine." I promise we will enter the classroom. It was a little early so we didn't have that many classmates.He slumped in the chair next to me. "It's like you're not used to me sissy. Also, don't feel sorry for me. He's a two timer jerk. He deserved that."I sighed. "I wonder if there is another man who can make you right. Someone who can control that attitude of yours."He went home. "That will never happen. I will never control a man. I admit that I like handsome boys and the chase, but of the many who have become boyfriends or have been my crush, no one has lasted me a month. "My attractions easily fades, Amara.""Yeah, yeah. Have fun. But still, you should know your limitations. When boyfriend, just boyfriend. Do you understand?"She nodded three times consecutively. "By the way, how are you and your Raxon babes?" he asked weakly. My cheeks grew hot when I heard the man's name."W-What are you talking about?"He blinked. "Tss. Dumedeny pa. What I'm asking is, did your meeting at Aling Maria's house follow?"I shook and played with my fingers. It's been two months since that day. And for two months I did not see even a shadow of him. I don't know where the god put him and it's like he's in another part of the world. Maybe he's so busy with his college life that even in the canteen or in the library I don't see him."It's a pity. Do you want a baby boy to find you? You know, for--""I'm not interested." frankly I promise. "We're bestfriends Laine but I have no plans to do what you're doing.""You're not the Good Girl anymore!"Hours passed quickly and dismissal was over. When we left the school, Laine and I went straight to the fishball vendor near the gate. We are used to it when there is too much to do at school. We consider eating as stress reliever."Buy older." and Laine. "Ten for me and ten for my beautiful friend. Bali, twenty all."I handed the money to the salesman, as did Lalaine. Moments later he handed us the fishballs in two plastic cups. We put the sauce ourselves to our liking. I took a stick and fired a fishball. But when I looked up at the students just coming out of the gate I almost choked because of my sudden swallowing. It was really good and Laine immediately reached for the water so I recovered quickly.Who is the person I saw? Well, it's just that man named Raxon Bermudez. He was standing outside the gate obviously talking to a woman. It is tall, smooth -skinned, somewhat curly hair and obviously rich. It is also in the uniform of a medical student. A classmate, I guess?"He already has a girlfriend, and that's nice." Lalaine suddenly spoke next to me. "G-Girlfriend? That's his girlfriend?""Maybe. I'm not sure. But isn't it, many say, that women are unfamiliar so it's a miracle to see him with a woman. Alas. Looks like you're hopeless sissy!""And who told you that I was hoping? I didn't know that person and even more I didn't know if he was with women!"He grinned. "So? E, why do you look so angry?""I'm not!"He just laughed. I looked in Raxon's direction again and saw they were still talking to this day. The woman was still laughing while Rax was just playing poker face. Seriously? What are they talking about?What do I know? I should not be thinking about those things. I don't have to know what's going on in that man's life."Amara!" I looked at Mike who had just come out. The other students looked at me because of the strength of his shouting. When I looked at Raxon again I almost let go of the cup I was holding when I found him.of deep eyes staring at me.I swallowed and immediately averted my gaze."M-Mike." he smiled. Because of that, his dimples appeared on both cheeks."Oh, sissy, why are you stuttering?" Lalaine asked sarcastically."Don't you say you like Mike here?" even when his mouth really had no brakes. Mike was so scratchy on the back that he was obviously confused."Shut up Lalaine! We're just friends!" the witch just shrugged. I turned to Mike. "Oh, what do you need from me?" I casually asked then glanced at Raxon's behavior. He was still there and still looking in my direction. The woman continued to speak as she could hardly hear what it was saying."I-I would have invited you to our house tomorrow. It's my birthday so I want you there. I mean, you.""Sure!" Lalaine immediately complied. "Don't worry we're going! What time is it?""Seven pm the party will start."My forehead furrowed. "Wait, I need more--""Expect us to get Mike!" I glared at Lalaine but she just grinned. Mike said goodbye immediately so I didn't say that I wasn't sure if I could go there. That's a good invitation. But I also knew that it was a big celebration and that many people would attend. Maybe Raxon's family even went there. And I also think that a simple girl like me doesn't fit in celebrations like that. Mike's family is well known in San Alfresco and many wealthy families are sure to attend. So I think a poor person like me has no place in such celebrations.Well, good for Lalaine. We do not have the same status in life. He is the son of well -known attorneys here and also owns lands. So, basically, she can blend to their world, unlike me."You just go Laine." he frowned like a child. "I'll only go there with you. Don't even think about your clothes, I'll just lend you!" I sigh. He was really very insistent.I glanced again at Raxon's stand but was very disappointed to see that he was no longer there. Maybe, he already delivered the woman? I sighed. Maybe, she's really his girlfriend."Amara!" I heard mama shout from below. I immediately went there and found Lalaine leaning against the closed door."Your morning ah? It's only four o'clock, Laine." today is Mike's birthday and we agreed that we will dress at their house so I can choose what to wear."Don't complain! I'll take care of you!" he said once dragging me out. I said goodbye to mama before we left and rode the tricycle.When we arrived at Laine's house we went straight to her room. They don't have an aunt and uncle because a case is being handled in Manila so only maids are with him in their mansion."Choose." he then laid on the bed many dresses with different designs that I knew would be expensive. I was very scratchy on my neck. After all, no matter where I look at the clothes, there is no simple and plain design."You are beautiful, white and have a beautiful body curve so wherever you choose it will definitely suit you." he grinned as I was hesitant about what to choose. "But I think so," she picked up a sleeveless royal blue dress that was knee -length. "This is your thing."I glanced at the dress and saw in all her dresses it was not very revealing, so I just nodded. She put some light make up in my face. He also fixed my hair. And just after two and a half hour, we are both ready and settled."You look fabulous Amara! I'm sure, boys will drool over you!" she exlaimed. "You too, you're beautiful. The case is sexy what you're wearing." She wore a black off shoulder dress that fit her body and had a slit in her right thigh. Anyway, nothing new there. She always prefers to look sexy than being plain and simple. With his height and the curve of his body, he can be mistaken for eighteen or nineteen years old.Lalaine's family driver took us to Mike's Mansion where the celebration would be held. An assistant guided us to the vast garden area where the crowd was. Many people greeted our sight. Laine greeted some of our classmates and schoolmates, while the others talked about things."Amara!" Mike in his black tuxedo walked towards us. It looks so cute. "Good and you arrived.""Okay, if I only knew, you really only want to invite Amara in case Amara won't let me go without me so you've already included me." Laine groaned. Mike could not speak."Oh, don't understand what this talkative friend of mine is saying. By the way, happy birthday Mike." I smiled promise tobay reaching for a box with only cake that I myself made."That's the cake I baked myself. I'm sorry if my gift isn't as good as the ones you received. That's all I could handle. Sor--""What are you? Don't be sorry! You worked so hard for it so it's definitely tastier than the cake we ordered. Don't worry, I'll finish it. Thank you Amara. I really appreciate your gift.""Oh my gosh, you're too sweet there. I'm sorry Mike, I don't have a gift. Dad is mad at me so that's why, I wasn't given an allowance." and Laine."Oh, that's okay!"After that brief conversation Mike left us to entertain the other guests. Even the mayor himself was there. Laine and I just went to the table where our acquaintances were so it wouldn't be too boring."Oh, Laine, do you think you've been around for a while?" I asked noticing that he was looking around."I'm looking for a handsome sissy!""Ha? You just broke up with your ex ah?" he struggled. "That's why I have to look for a new one!""I don't know about you Laine." I just shook and sipped orange juice. A dedication speech given by Mike's mother started the celebration. Mike also gave his own speech but I could not follow what he was saying when my eyes suddenly caught sight of the two men who had just arrived at the venue. Most of the girls shifted their attention to them. I sighed. With their posture and good looks, who can't be fooled by the Bermudez brothers?Raxon looks so formal and serious in his gray tuxedo. Just one look at a man who looks like him and is as tall as I am sure he is the only brother I have heard of a year younger than him, Ravin Ephraim Bermudez. They both have this muscular body and dangerous aura that made me think that maybe, they share the same attitude.I saw how Raxon's eyes scanned the place. When I saw his eyes stop at me I swallowed and immediately averted my gaze. Damn. Am I really what he is looking at, or am I just delusional?"Are you okay, sissy?" Laine asked sharply as if I couldn't be bothered. I nodded but he was obviously not convinced. I just ignored him and just joined the conversation with my classmates to relieve the tension I was feeling."The rummy is really a hottie!" Bea smiled."You're right sis! Did you see the Bermudez brothers? They look so hot!" I was swallowed up by what they were saying. God. Can't I really avoid that man and even his name is the force of the effect on me?"Don't they have a girlfriend?" Mika asked. I just remained silent because the topic makes me feel uneasy."No! They're both single! Based on what I've heard, it's strange for women and they're the ones who are nambabasted! Also, they won't shoot us. I'm sure, they prefer a girl in their age with class and something to be proud of! ""Yeah right. They prefer matured girls." Laine agreed in a disappointed tone. I frowned and looked at where Lalaine was staring. There I saw Ravin Bermudez who's talking with an elegant woman. He was sitting at a table with other men and women who were probably his friends or classmates. Now I wonder why she is looking at him that way.Instead of thinking about things, I just ignored it. I know Lalaine. His speed can attract handsome men but you also quickly disappear. I let him know I was going to the comfort room before getting up and walking into the mansion. Maybe, I'll just ask one of the maids where the toilet is."Sister, where is C.R." I asked a maid. He pointed it out to me so I immediately went there. And just after a couple of minutes, I went out. But I almost jumped in panic to see who was leaning against the wall who was now looking at me seriously."R-Raxon .."His expression remained cold and mysterious. "Do I look like a monster to you?""N-No! It's not that! I was just surprised. I didn't expect you to be there .." Why the hell is he here? Did I think he was in the garden area? Maybe someone is waiting?"Are you waiting for something?" I couldn't stop myself from asking questions. I'm just a bit .. curious."I'm waiting for you.""H-ha?" My lips parted. But I stiffened even more when he glanced at me from head to toe.His jaw clenched and his eyes became darker. "Let's go somewhere else. Not here.""A-What do you mean?""You like it here? Didn't you see how the men inside stare at you? They're looking at you as if they want to strip all the clothes in your body!" he irritated promise. My cheeks grew hot at what he said. I can't even say a single word!"Don't go back there. I might just bump into someone.""But Laine--" I was suddenly taken aback by thatg grabbed my wrist and pulled me out of the mansion. Some of the maids looked at us. But because of Raxon's dangerous aura none of them planned to approach or ask questions."Rax!" I hoarsely shouted his name as he stopped in front of a black car I knew he was."Where are we going?"He answered, "At my place.""At your house? W-Wait, why am I going there? I mean, I can't leave yet—" "And why not?" he asked irritably while staring at me intently. "Let's go. Just text your friend that you're with me. Or maybe someone else wants you to go back inside? Who, Mike?" "No, it's not that!" I refused. He opened the car door and let me in. I really don’t know what this man is up to, but there’s something in myself that is saying I should I go with him. "Come in," he commanded. I hesitated to look at him but eventually I decided to just get in the car. The way he looked at me seemed to say that I had no choice but to follow him. I just sighed as he started the engine. I picked up the cellphone that was inside my sling bag and saw five missed calls from Lalaine. There were also messages from him asking where I was. I immediately typed a reply. To: LaineDon't worry about me. I left. I'll explain everything to u tom. :-) "Who's that?" I looked
"Amara, are you okay?" Harrold's voice made me come back to my senses. "Uh, y-yes!" "Let's go?" I nodded and rode behind him. I placed both hands on both of his shoulders for support. I think it's too awkward to hold me by his waist. He started the engine and drove away. I didn't even bother to look at Raxon myself because I'm sure he'll just give me a cold look. "At the end of La Teresita is their house," I said to Harrold. Maybe he doesn't know where we're going. "Yes ma'am!" He made a strong promise and then laughed. I couldn't help but smile. But that smile also disappeared immediately when I remembered Raxon's expression earlier. It's like he's angry. The little guy will run out of patience. But the question is, why did he looked at me like I'm the one who's making him mad? I finally decided to put it out of my mind. I don't want my head to be filled of thoughts about him. Just ten minutes later we reached
Raxon Bermudez riding in a black stallion looks so devilishly handsome and mercilessly hot. His skin is shining in broad daylight as the rays of the sun kissed his perfect face. My crazy heart beat faster. I don't know why. I don’t know why every time his dangerous eyes look at me it seems like something in my system is going crazy. I can't control the erratic beating of my heart. I can't even control myself from looking at those dark cold eyes. His eyes are telling me that he's not the typical man that would love a woman darely. Those eyes tell me you don’t want to fight him in any aspect. Those eyes are shouting with authority, telling me that he is so untouchable and dangerous. "Sissy .." I came to my senses when I heard Lalaine standing next to me. "H-Ha? Are you saying something?" He blinked. "I said, let's go for a walk. In case you just saw Raxon, you're stunned there as if you didn't know." "
The rays of the rising sun hit my face as the wind danced my long hair. I straightened my hair before riding a tricycle to school. "Good morning Amara!" greetings to driver Mang Jose. He was one of the customers at our karenderia and a friend of papa then. "Good morning too." That scenario started my beautiful day. I don't know but I feel like I'm in a good mood right now. Maybe because it's Monday and my brain is still fresh. What happened on Saturday suddenly came to my mind. I’ll admit, I enjoyed being with Raxon up there on the hill. What things we talked about all day. And for the first time, I feel so happy just by being with someone I barely know. "Hi sissy!" Lalaine greeted me. As soon as he smiled, I knew he had a lot to ask. It's definitely about what happened on Saturday. "How are you? What happened?" he asked as I sat in my chair. He was really anxious to get information. I sighed a
After the second quarter examination, the number of school works increased even more. It's the third quarter so the teachers are starting to give a lot of outputs and projects. Add more research so I focus more on learning. Over the past few Saturdays that’s always been what Raxon and I have been doing. We go up the hill and he takes me on his horseback. Also over the next few weeks I got to know him even better. In fact, little by little, I became more and more comfortable with him and sometimes I was no longer nervous. That means, I'm getting comfortable with him. Often, he would take me home. But because of his busyness in college life, I sometimes go home alone. Mama also noticed that someone would often deliver me so I just said it was my friend. He asked if he was one of my lovers but I said no. Never in my wildest dreams I thought of Raxon courting me. A man like him will never like someone as low as me. I know he only considers me a friend and I
I walked quickly to the gate because it was starting to mist again. I don't know what's going on in the weather today and from yesterday until now it's raining. I don't have an umbrella yet. I almost ran when I felt the mist increase. I don't want my uniform to be wet before class starts. I'm sure I'll just look like a wet chick by chance. I was in the middle of running and walking when suddenly someone accompanied me. I looked at who it was and saw only Mike. I thought who that was. He's smiling widely while his hand is holding an umbrella. "Thank you Mike." "When the weather is like this, you should always carry an umbrella. You might even get sick." "I'm not sick so it's okay." Mike was kind. That's a fact. Also handsome and responsible. He has no flaws. But other than the fact that I don’t want to enter into a relationship yet I don’t really feel any different from him. I like him, alright. But I
I briskly walked into the classroom. It's Friday and the last day of January. I straightened my hair and suddenly stopped. I was even in the hallway of the building when the faces of senior women greeted me. I don't know them but based on their uniform it is obvious that they are seniors. What are its problems and does it seem angry to me? "Amara Francesca Acosta. Is that right?" promise the woman in the middle. She raised one eyebrow and her face was full of lipstick. "It's me. Is there a problem?" I asked calmly even though I felt that those in front of me were just basagulera. "Yes there is. You." "Huh?" I don't understand them. I don't even know them and then they say I'm their problem? Are they kidding me? "How are you and Raxon and he always delivers you? Are you his girlfriend or what?" I smirked. That's the only reason. Raxon. The narrowness of the brains of people to oh. You thought something would chan
I stayed silent while he's caressing my hair. I don't know but the fear I felt subsided because of his hug. I feel safe and calm in his arms. I don't know how he knew where I am, but still, I am so thankful that he arrived. I'm thankful that someone else cares about me like this. He pulled away from me and looked at my face. He then wiped the trail of tears in my face. "Fuck." he crispy cheap. "I really hate looking at your tears." Even though what had happened recently was still fresh in my mind, I was still able to smile at him. "T-Thank you .. Rax." He didn't smile back nor say anything. He still looked dark and serious. My lips parted when in a flash he was able to carry me. His muscles flexed as he carried me in a bridal style. I want to contradict but I'm physically and emotionally tired to do so. I looked at him. Our gazes met that made my heart beats so fast. Too fast I can't seem to breathe. Our gaze was cut off as he looked ahead and
Raxon's POVThe next day dad called an emergency meeting when a news broke. It was published in a news article that a ship we were going to the United States set sail even overloaded. That news made my head ache. But despite this I am thankful nothing bad happened in the middle of the voyage. Coincidentally we will lose a few millions. And our company's credibility would surely be questioned. It might even lead to bankruptcy. I sighed sensibly exiting the conference room. Dad was obviously in trouble. Even though there was nothing wrong with the voyage, it was still a big loss to us, especially since there were more than two thousand people on board the ship. We were the most trusted in this industry, and now ... I don't know. This problem really needs to be addressed. And I think a presscon can do something. We just need to deliver to people that it didn’t really happen on purpose. For the investors, they just need an explanation. Ma
I sighed. Manila's polluted air welcomed our arrival. I admit, I was a little sad on our way home. Those three days in that place made me feel so alive. I had time to think things through. Raxon and I also had more time to clarify everything. What happened in the past pained the both of us. He was hurt, I was also devastated. I was too young to engage in a serious relationship. Meanwhile, he was too powerless compared to his mother. And now, I learned to accept that it was the wrong time for our love. "I'll deliver you." I immediately shook my head, rejecting his offer. "I'll just take a taxi." "Amara ---" "Rax, please? They might be surprised mom. I don't want them to be surprised at first, especially since my departure was sudden. Let me handle this one." He sighed. "But I'll see you tomorrow." That was not a question. It's a statement. "Maybe you're busy ---" "I'll make time." "Alright." In hi
He looked up. I swallowed hard, can't take the intensity of his dark stare. But I just stayed where I was, openly staring at him as he slowly got out of the water. He took the white towel to the side, not cutting our gaze. He wiped the water in his face, down to his neck and bare chest. He immediately walked in afterwards. I stayed in my position, though. I'm not sleepy yet and the air here is relieved. I felt relieved on the stress and pressure I'm feeling these past days. I was a little stressed because of the company. As the Soldevilla heiress, it's already expected that I'm the one who's gonna take over the company. And with that, the pressure is killing me. I don't want to disappoint people who consider me family. A few moments later, the door opened. I didn't look at it because I knew it was Raxon who entered. "Not yet sleepy?" He stand beside me with his hand resting on the back of my waist. I glanced at him. He's now wearing a
I adjusted my posture before following Raxon to see who was knocking. I was somewhat uneasy because of what just happened."Hi Rax!" It was a beautiful woman, maybe on her mid-twenties. It had a big smile but when it came to me the look suddenly disappeared. Raxon's admirer, huh? Maybe, they are close. It just went in and went straight to the room. "Katrina." She looked at him again and smiled sexily. He openly glared at Raxon's body which I almost felt. The fool, on the other hand, doesn't seem to care if anyone sees him naked. "I heard you were coming, so I went right away." I couldn't escape the fact that her breasts were almost bulging because of the clothes she was wearing. I was overwhelmed with irritation. Just when I'm on the verge of leaving them, Raxon held my waist. I notice the sourness of the woman’s face because of that. "Yes. We want to take a vacation for a while. By the way, this is Amara. My fianceé." Katrina's mouth d
That question made me numb. My throat ran dry and I can feel my weak knees, almost trembling because of mixed up emotions. I could not speak. After all those years of pain, he's now here beside me. So close, yet it feels like he remained unreachable. I kept my gaze on the blue sea, no intention of answering. Silence enveloped us. I don't want to lie. I don't want him to know my real feelings, either. So I chose to remain silent. Even in reality, I want to know a lot. I have a lot to ask him. I want to know what happened in his life after I left. Even if I can be hurt by whatever I discover, I still want to know it. Though we can't do anything about the past, I still want to know his side. He was not to blame for what happened, yet I blamed him. I was driven by anger at his mother and hatred of everything that happened. And also, I blamed him for not doing anything, for not fighting for me. But on the other hand, I thought maybe he didn
I didn't move. My throat was dry and I was wondering what to do. Should I just leave him? I looked at him again. His eyes were closed as one hand gripped the steering wheel tightly as if he wanted to destroy and crush it. "Why aren't you moving?" He asked while eyes were still closed. I blew air before speaking. "You, why aren't you driving yet?" He opened his eyes and looked at me intently. But I immediately shifted my gaze. At times like this I couldn't bear to look him in the eyes. It feels like the emotion in his eyes can burn me into ashes. "What do you mean? Are you coming?" He couldn't believe the question. "Why, don't you?" I noticed the lift of the corner of his lip. I averted my gaze. Am I doing it right? Did I make the right decision to go with him even though I did not know where he would take me? "Fasten your seatbelt." He commanded. Oh, right. I almost forgot about you. After I locked my seatbelt,
It's a Tuesday evening. When I came out of work, I first went to a café to buy drinks. Last night I had almost no sleep, and it's because of that stupid Arnaiz. Because of his condition, I did not send him home. I just let him stay on one of our guestrooms, took care of him and stayed by his side all night. He was burning with fever and I couldn’t leave him. So I told him today not to pick me up and just rest. It's good that he listened to me. In the midst of thinking, a familiar woman who just entered the café caught my attention. It's Doctor Vina. I sighed. What a coincidence. I don't know what relationship they have with Raxon, but I think they're closed with each other. They were batchmates then and still are together. They even pursued the same course. Same doctor. What a perfect match. I no longer looked at him and focused on something else while drinking coffee. But it was only a matter of time before someone stopped in
Before I could protest he pulled me away from there. I didn’t see Arci’s reaction but I’m sure he was wondering what Raxon did. She knows nothing about my past with him. In what happened was probably what else he could think. But... Why am I being pulled by this man? "Let me go, Doctor Bermudez." He didn't respond. I want to be calm. But how can I calm down in what he is doing? "Stop this bullshit." He didn't listen to me until I realized that we were going to the parking lot. "Let me go." I strongly promise. "What?!" I couldn't stop myself from raising my voice. This time, he stopped. We're now in the middle of the parking area, alone together. My heart pounded the moment he faced me. His eyes settled on me. That's serious. Deep, dark and caustic. "What do you need, Doctor? If you really want to talk to me, is it really necessary to go here? And one more thing, what is really the reason and you want me to talk privately?" "Is
"J-Just... Just stop these bullshits, Raxon. I don't have time for this." I promised hoarsely, confused by what he was saying. Do his words make sense? Did he really mean it? "What else do you want? Why are you still bothering me? I have nothing to do with you, so stay away from me..." I don't want to be hurt anymore.His jaw clenched and his eyes became darker. His mouth opened slightly but not a single word came out of it. It was like he stopped his self from speaking. The wind blew hard, a cloud covered the moon as he turned his back on me. "I will do what you want, Amara. I will leave you alone." His cold voice equaled the cold atmosphere. I swallowed, not knowing what to say. I don't want to see him anymore. I don't want to talk to him anymore. I want him away. But why now that he has turned his back and is ready to walk away from me is hurting me? "But only this time. This is the only time I'll give you what you want. Only now." Those are his las