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94: Slowly Healing
I sighed and remained staring at the ceiling. No matter what I do, I can't sleep. If I only knew this was going to happen I would have been able to bring sleeping pills. I am alone in this huge, unfamiliar room and it's uncomfortable.
The room is not scary at all. In fact, the interiors look medieval and it's actually nice. But when I innovate it's really like this. According to the Doctor, it's just like that when you experience trauma. She said it will change eventually, when I'm already fully recovered. But I no longer have hallucinations so why is it still here?
I sighed and rose up. Maybe it's also a result of my sleep this afternoon so I'm not sleepy now. A glass of milk will help, perhaps? Right. I will drink milk to sleep. Maybe Sage is asleep now? Or maybe not. Maybe he's entertaining some calls ...
I slowly opened the door and looked down the hallway. There was no sign of anyone there. I briefly looked at the other room, where Sage was. My lips protrud
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