"I expected that."
"Uh-huh," he drawled lazily like he found the topic very uninteresting.
"Won't you ask about me?"
It was as if my heart was pounding at his weak question. For a moment, even how my heart beats wildly, I felt the urge to face him and watch his expression. I want to caress her face and say how much I want to ask, how much I want to say.
But as always, I was driven by fear. Fear of making a mistake. Fear of being hurt again. Fear that the love I think is right will also lead to crying. The fear I don't know if I will ever overcome.
But then, like people say, love is a risk. If you want what you've never had, you have to do what you've never done.
Should I let the emotions rule me? Would it be worth risking for?
"Why didn't you try to talk to me before?" I asked, finally had enough courage.
He didn't mo
The plan was very clear. I will be giving the tape on the night of Sage’s birthday celebration. I didn't have the money to buy an expensive gift so when Rose gave me the idea I did. She helped me in it, and I paid for the burning of the tape. The idea of giving it to him was so fulfilling, I still worry.They say, a hard -earned gift is worth more. I held onto that belief, so I was complacent that Sage would like that. I was so ready that night. I rehearsed how I will greet him, how I will greet his family. The idea made me nervous, and at the same time, it felt surreal."How ... how did you get it?" my voice was so weak that I could hardly hear it.He licked his lower lip. Slowly, he closed the distance. He stood in front of me and took the tape. He stared at it and gently traced his fingers to the initials I had written. And the way he held it with so much care, the way he looked at it with those dark eyes, it
After dinner, Sage took me to the room. I slept late because I was preoccupied of the things that will happen. I am glad that Lyka and Antonio will finally get caught. That would mean, I'd be safe, and so as Luke. But that would also mean I have to go back to Manila.I don’t know why the cold spread to my stomach at the thought of me going back there. It wasn't a bad idea. In fact, that was the plan, right? I was so anxious to go home then, wasn't I? But thinking of it now ... there'd be no more place as peaceful as El Fuego. No more Sage cooking for me. No more Sage sleeping in the room next to mine. No more him.It didn't feel right.The next morning I realized why that was the last thing Sandro said. The news of Lyka and Antonio's connection to Zeus' death spread like a wildfire. They were also arrested in Cavite. I was shocked after watching the news. I don’t know how to react if only a
We used the chopper to return to Manila. At the helipad of the MG building the chopper landed, and I didn’t expect who were waiting for me there. Luke, Rita and Rose were there. As well as Georgia and Zoren. But what surprised me was to see who was on the side of the five of them."Livius ..." I whispered under my breath."Put this on," Sage said and handed me his black coat.I nodded and put it above my sleeveless dress. She helped me fix my wind-blown hair before we approached the waiters."Kaia!" Luke's voice can surely break walls. He couldn't wait any longer. He met me halfway and hugged me tightly."I'm glad we met again! It's finally all over! I missed you so much, K! You worried me so much too!""You made us all worry, Kaia. I just found out everything that happened yesterday. Why didn't you tell us? Mommy and I could have helped you," Georgia s
“He changed so much,” I said. "Who?" Sage asked. "Your cousin," once looked at him. "Power of a heartbreak." Heartbreak? Seriously? I doubt it there. I don't think someone like Markus will be like that just because of a heartbreak. He's a playboy. But then, maybe a lot has changed. After all, nothing is steady in this world. Maybe everything is changing. It just depends on what can change you. "We're leaving, Sage!" Jonas shouted from the living room. "Enjoy yourselves!" My cheeks warmed when I realized what they were thinking. I don't know what's better, for them to stay here even if it's awkward, or to be left alone with Sage. "Who's with you in the condo later?" he asked after a short silence. "It's just Luke." "Okay," he nodded and sipped on his coffee.
When we got out of the car I adjusted the bag on my shoulder before facing Sage. "Don't go up. I can go alone from here," I told him and pointed to the elevator.I noticed that the security of the whole building was tightened even more, and even here in the car park the guard increased."I'll walk you to your door," he insisted.I bit my lower lip subtly and just nodded to avoid an argument. If I contradict him, the conversation will be long. And I am still embarrassed of how I confessed earlier at his penthouse. I can't believe I had the guts to say that to him. And when I remember his reaction it was like someone was drumming in my chest. I've never seen him that suprised ... and genuinely happy."Is Luke already inside?" he asked as we confessed to my unit."Maybe I'm asleep ...""Okay. Get inside," he demanded softly.I nodded. "Are y
Flashes of cameras welcomed my arrival in the conference. The director of my record label was there, we talked for a while before Luke and I went to the front.Bodyguards surrounded the entire hall. Sage was standing behind the last reporters, looking straight at me. I was intimidated by that. He's just going to watch me at a press con. I don't know if he attended my concerts before, but if he did, at least I didn't know. But now, I knew very well he was watching me.When Luke motioned for me to speak I nodded. I looked at Sage before I finally spoke. A lot of cameras were focused on me but I wasn’t nervous because of that. It was those raven eyes at the back, watching me seriously like a hawk guarding it's prey."Good morning. First and foremost, I'm sorry if it took a while before I finally express my stand. Zeus Philips is a friendly person. I can't say that we're close enough to be called friends, but I he's a
I was busy for the next few weeks. Sage visits me at the condo regularly. We can't go out much because my schedule is hectic. On top of that, I also avoid the media so I can’t go to crowded places. I didn't hear any complaints from him, though. I also lost my fear of Lyka because they were already locked up and Sage made sure that they could not get out again.I was shocked when Lyka's mother asked for an appointment with me. He talked to Rita and since it seemed like he had no bad intentions, I agreed. It was true, she didn't mean any harm. In fact, he met with me to apologize for what Lyka had done. She said, it was her fault she didn't guide her enough to be a good person. I said it wasn't his fault. It was Lyka's choice to take the wrong path.We always have a choice to be good or bad. That is not the fault of the people around us. It is our own will to choose what we want. And sometimes, we tend to do things we know could hurt oth
We're accompanied by the bodyguards on our way out. Before they boarded Luke I told them to go first to their suites because we were going to have dinner at the hotel restaurant."A private room, please," Sage told the restaurant attendant. The woman there guided us into the room. Two waiters came with us eventually. I picked a not so heavy meal."Uh, I'm sorry if you still have to come here. You have work tomorrow, right? You're going home after dinner?" I will ask."I'll stay for the night," he said."But your work is still early tomorrow, isn't it? You might take a long time," I said firmly."I'll be late, then."We ate quietly. He was giving me cold glances. He didn't say anything but I had a different feeling. I asked him a few things about his work and he answered all of it seriously. He asked nothing. Or maybe he's just tired? Did he realized now that