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Chapter thirteen - Broken Promises
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2020-07-24 02:13:57Life is playing its dirty game with me.
It is fucking me up.
Again.
The thing is, i really was happy for a while, the past year was perfect in its own way.
I finally felt okay.
But why did I believe that it would last forever. Why did I believe i was getting better.
Why it didn't cross my mind that in a span of seconds, i can lose it all.
Lose everything.
But - Why ?
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Before you start i just want to make sure everyone understands that I definitely disagree with what Alex did in the last chapter or what he'll do in this one. I surely don't encourage self-harm in any way, and i am 100% sure it is never the way to overcome anything, there is always a better way to move on from any problem you may face in life. Just put in mind, the character's choice is their own and not mine. Oh and btw, it's not edited XDHappy reading ! *****
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