The heat was abounding in New York. It was a sunny enough morning to set up a pool right there.
It had been 19 and a half hours since James and Luna had left Seattle. It had been a drastic change for her to leave the way she had, but it had been her first reaction, and if everything went wrong, she could come back as promised.
She had no relatives besides her mother, or anything like that, so it just didn't matter much.
When they arrived, a black van was waiting for them outside the building they had gone to after the airport. Luna seemed a little surprised to see how he was being treated in New York, even though he himself had told her not to get carried away by it.
He came across as a serious, stubborn, complicated and rather annoying man at times. He was someone quite determined, and would not take "no" for an answer under any circumstances.
They expected to arrive before eleven o'clock in the morning, and of course, he would find himself with a little one trying to find out where he had got to and why he had not returned at such an hour, as he had promised.
He was ready to introduce Luna to her. She was a little girl that not everyone liked, she herself had asked to change kindergarten classrooms because, according to her, her teacher didn't "have a good vibe".
By 10:57AM they were arriving at James's house.
It was notoriously far away from everything. To get there, they had to go through a small road well decorated with trees and small gardens, it was quite colorful. Small houses were scattered around the remote grounds, and their rustic appearances were dreamy.
He was quite serious, as he felt quite nervous about it. He wanted Portia to get along with Luna.
The plan to get a new nanny for Portia had at first seemed a bit risky, but then, on second thought, there was nothing wrong with it. Although every time he closed his eyes, his nagging mother would suddenly appear.
"Tell me, Luna, what's it like working at Gold Nest?" he asked, looking out the window. Luna gasped.
"Well, some single parents almost always come to the agency asking for, um, something similar to a 'fake wife' just to give a good view of their family, or because they're fed up. Sometimes they do it just for appearances, others out of necessity." she said trying to be as brief as possible.
He nodded seriously and continued looking out the window. His house looked from his point of view, there was little left.
The house was too big. It had been bought a year ago, after, in his old house, they discover a fault. On top of that, though, he couldn't live in the same place he had lived with Sarah before everything happened. He wanted a fresh start, so he bought the safest house he could find in New York.
It was quite spacious. On the outside it was bathed in a light gray color, quite nice, there was ample room for shade, it had two wide floors, and its rustic appearance was quite nice. It looked like a castle.
He was intrigued by Portia's reaction, although he also cared quite a bit about Rose's reaction.
Rose. The nanny they'd had since James had moved out on his own. She knew him as if she were his own mother, and he trusted her completely. She had worked for his parents before they divorced, and so Rose had played a big role in his upbringing and was currently helping by taking care of Portia.
He feared that Rose would be angry, or that she would treat him as crazy for bringing someone else in to care for Portia. She refused help and repeated over and over that she could take over, but James knew Rose needed rest.
He had come all the way from Seattle with a wonderful idea that maybe he and Luna could keep secret.
Arriving at the house, Rose helped carry Luna's bags downstairs. She was a very nice woman. As soon as he saw her, he greeted her warmly and told her how well her room had been prepared. She warned her that Portia would be a bit intrusive and might sneak out in the mornings to ask for games. Luna laughed.
"Leave the bags here, I'll carry them. I don't want you to do too much force, go get Portia," James exclaimed quickly. Rose smiled and nodded, and instantly went into the house to look for the little girl.
"Luna, listen to me well," he began to speak seriously while trying to take off her tie, "no one in there knows about you, and I mean Portia and her grandmother. So, if my mother says anything or you feel uncomfortable, don't listen to her. I can't let them know about some Portia stuff, they might tell me it's not the right thing to do, okay?"
She nodded. James continued,
"And please, articulate a few words, I don't want them to think you're mute."
Ready to answer him, Luna preferred to keep quiet as she was already getting comfortable with James's personality. He was a bit bossy at times.
After entering the house, he set the suitcases by the door.
The ceiling was high and made of wood perfectly painted white. The floor shone and the gray stone walls contrasted with some black walls. Everything looked neat and rustic, quite charming.
She didn't know what to say. She was speechless and well, she had nothing in mind to say to Portia. Everything had happened so fast that she hadn't had time to think about her next move.
James had called Rose the day before and told her he would be away for the day, and would be back in the morning. As promised, he had returned before 11:00AM.
"Come with me." He asked.
Luna walked behind him, looking around cautiously. Every aspect of the house was neat and clean, even the smallest detail was in order.
An infectious chuckle was heard in the distance, and she saw James smile
"Portia, I've arrived, honey." he said in a tone she had not heard so far.
A small girl, with delicate features, appeared through the living room door. She was wearing a ballerina tutu and I could swear she was the cutest thing she'd seen in years.
James quickly dropped to his knees and the little girl came running into his arms.
"You broke your promise yesterday." she said, grimacing. He laughed.
"I know, honey. I just had a lot of things to do."
"And that's more important than me?" she expressed remorsefully. James snorted amusedly.
"Nothing and no one is more important than you, Portia." he quickly picked her up, "I want you to meet someone."
The little girl's gaze instantly fell on Luna.
"Who is she?," she asked innocently. James laughed nervously. "Is she a friend of Rose's?"
"No, she is, she's Luna and she's a friend of mine. She's come a long way to see you. I told her about you and she thought you were a very interesting little person." he explained, waiting for Portia's reaction.
The girl was silent as she looked at her with interest and a great shyness was reflected in her eyes and in the way she held her hand in front of her face.
"I'm Portia, but call me Titi, or honey. But better Portia." She spoke quickly as she smiled. James sighed.
"Nice to meet you, honey, I'm Luna" she held the little girl's hand.
"She'll stay for lunch today, okay?"
Portia grimaced.
"Yes." she looked intently at Luna. "But she has to play with me. Do you like to play?"
"I'll love to play."
"Well, Portia, go to your room for a while. We'll come with you in a moment." He ordered her sweetly.
The little girl ran off to her room and James sighed slowly. He frowned and then looked at Luna.
"She liked you, very much." she whispered, "That's good."
"She's a lovely girl."
"She is, isn't she?" He nodded, smiling. "Listen, if she asks you anything, tell her you're an old friend and don't say anything else. I'll talk to her later. "
Luna nodded.
"I'll go to her. Which room is her room?"
"The one with the pink door. You'll know which one."
She headed for the stairs, trying to get her bearings, keeping in mind the path she had taken with James to get to the living room.
When she saw the stairs, she began to climb them. On the sides there were several photographs. There were a few, which by resemblance, were of James's father. There were also several of Portia, then of a beautiful woman, holding a baby in her arms.
James struck her as a man who was too...kind, if a bit annoying. He had a straight face most of the day, except - she had just noticed - when he was with Portia.
As he entered the hallway, he managed to see several doors. He looked for the pink door. Passing three doors to the right, he could hear the girl's laughter, though not at a pink door.
She opened the door, and found Portia covered in a pile of feathers, as she fell into the large double bed.
Seeing Luna, she put on a panicked face in seconds, which gave too much tenderness.
"Don't tell daddy, please." She expressed pleadingly.
"Is this your dad's room?" She asked kindly.
"Yes, but please don't tell him anything."
"Okay, I promise. But there are a lot of feathers in here." She said tenderly. Portia looked around, and nodded slowly.
"He'll find me out and he'll be mad at me" She confessed sadly.
"He won't." The little girl looked at her, "Do you know why?
"Why?"
"I'll help you clean this up, and then we'll go play. Do you want to do that?"
"But you're not going to say anything to daddy, are you?" he asked intrigued.
"Of course not. Good, let's go" she said with a laugh.
Portia quickly got up from James's bed and began to pick up feathers. She grabbed the bag that was inside the trash can, it was empty and clean, so she could do it, and began to gather each feather next to Portia.
The girl had looked beautiful to her, and best of all, she had accepted her.
The imaginary water fell into the cup Portia had given Luna.They had finished gathering every feather in the room, and then Portia had found the perfect place to hide the bag; under her bed.James still hadn't shown up, Rose hadn't either, although sooner or later she would have to talk to her."Would you like something with your tea, Luna?" she said in some kind of British accent. Quite original."Sugar, please." she asked politely."Well, here you are." she said handing over a small white cup.Luna poured herself some sugar I would imagine and tasted her tea."It's delicious!" Lun exclaimed, smiling. Portia mimicked her."I made it myself." she confessed proudly."Well, you make wonderful tea.""Yes, thank you." she smiled. "Are you a friend of Dad's?""Yes, I am.""He doesn't usually have many people over, unless it's Uncle Peter. He doesn't usually spend much time with me.""Oh, doesn't he? Well, I'm sure he'll spend a little more time with you now.""Really?""Yes.""Do you want
James held Portia gently as they stood in line for tickets.The theater was too big and there were too many people waiting to get in.He was too anxious and desperate to get a ticket and get out to the theater, but there were still about 4 people ahead of him and there was nothing they could do to get ahead of him."Luke could be here waiting in line for us" He said gruffly."But Portia wanted to get in line" Luna said subtly. He looked at her threateningly."I just said we could have saved ourselves this annoying line. You could also buy tickets over the phone, or online, but no..."He said angrily. Luna laughed "Did I say something funny?""Nothing, James".The line was going too slow. Luna understood, they had been in line for 20 minutes and he just wanted to get out of the place. Although considering how little they did these activities together, what did it cost him?From James's reaction, it was understandable that he hadn't been with Portia too long and maybe this was something
- How was the movie, huh? -James asked, holding Portia.The little girl smiled as her father carried her. The movie was over and they left the theater along with Luke.- I liked it. It was good - she said in a relaxed manner. James smiled.-Just good?- Excellent! - she shouted.-And what did you think, Luna? -he asked with a smile. He looked different smiling.-It was...good. I've been waiting to see that movie. Very much - she said smiling. James looked at her for a few seconds.-Did something happen? I've noticed you looking a little strange. - He asked looking at her attentively. Luna blushed.-No, nothing, it's just that I need to get used to the situation. You know... changing cities very fast. -She said nervously and giggled.-Okay? -He said smiling- Come on, honey. -He said and took her hand.James motioned for Luna to get in the van, took the girl's hand and then climbed in.James talked to Luke for a few seconds and then climbed into the van.An awkward silence filled the ca
Luke put his jacket back on and got out of the van. The driver waited for James, Portia and Luna to get out so he could drive the van to the garage.James was carrying Portia, who was asleep, and Luna was carrying her coat. It wasn't very late, it was almost six o'clock and the little girl was taking a short nap.As they entered, James laid his daughter down on the large living room couch and took off his coat.Luna looked at him seriously.-Do you want me to take her to her room? -She asked, looking at him intently. James snorted.-It's pretty much the same thing, she'll be fine.-No. It's not. Upstairs she has a comfortable bed, here.... It's fine.-This couch is extremely comfortable.- And your bed? - she asked.-Of course it is. It's one of the best. Portia needs a place to sleep peacefully. Because of her health condition, she's had to rest and be comfortable on more than one occasion.-Then she won't want to go to her room? -Luna said.James slowly turned around.-I'm sensing a
Luna laughed with Portia as she just guffawed. She was a cute little girl.James wasn't out of work yet, even though it was twenty minutes away and the little girl wasn't ready yet.-Okay, princess, how about we go get you ready so when your daddy comes we can go to the doctor?Portia nodded.-Okay. - She said and stood up with a big smile on her face- But I don't want to go to the doctor.-Why not?-It's boring. I want to go to the circus. -she said smiling. Luna smiled. She remembered what James told her.-Baby, I can't tell you anything. When your father arrives, you'll ask him. Well?-Why?-Well, he's your dad and he wants to take care of you. We can't not listen to him. Besides, you'll get me in trouble. -she said and smiled.-Okay. I'll wait for Dad. - She ducked her head.Sometimes she thought about how much she'd like to start her own family, to have a nice house, not too big, not too small.Luna dressed Portia in a T-shirt of her favorite character, a black jogging suit, snea
Portia had been vomiting and bleeding from her nose all night. Her father had done nothing but worry, and that made her nerves more nervous, so she was more irritable.Rose had quickly gone with Luke to buy everything she needed for the girl, and Luke and Luna had been left in charge of her. The night seemed to go on forever.-Okay, stay here. It's okay. I'll go downstairs and come back, okay? -James asked. Portia nodded.He gave Luna a quick, serious look that showed he was overly concerned. He quickly left the room and Portia stared at the ceiling.- Will it be like last time? - she asked.- I don't know. What was it like last time? -She asked, looking at the clock. Five o'clock in the morning.-There were a lot of doctors, and my arm hurt. My body hurt too, and I couldn't walk. -she sighed. Luna felt sorry.-Really? Well, I don't think so this time. -She said trying to calm the little girl down. She smiled.-Will you stay with me?-Of course, I'll be here as long as you need.- I d
James was walking quickly into the office. And that familiar woman was standing in front of the door.He turned around and a smile came across his face.-You're a little late. Did the babysitter make you late? -she said mockingly. James gave her a poison look.-I don't think it's in your best interest.-Come on, Drew, it's not. Do you really think you'll ever get over her?- I beg your pardon?-Well, let's stop talking about her. We need to talk and you know it.James walked into his office and made sure the door was locked. He couldn't handle the situation.-You're making my life miserable. You can't come near my house, don't send letters, don't come near me.- That's what happens when things get out of hand. It's a painful lesson.-I've been getting nervous all these days. What do you expect me to do? I can't hide this.She laughed,-But you don't have a choice. You know that.- It's in the past! - he shouted. The woman became elated. - What the fuck do I have to do to make you let
His hand moved rapidly as he tried to formulate as many words as possible.James listened without really hearing anything and watched his hands with scattered thoughts.-Well, fuck, won't you answer me a fucking question?-No - he answered.Peter snorted angrily. He grabbed his coat and started to put it on. He stopped short.- Sometimes you have to ask for help, James. You shouldn't hide everything.- Nothing's wrong, don't worry. Besides, do you think I'd be calm if my life or Portia's were in danger?- Of course you would, I know you. You can fool Rose, Luna, Portia, but not me. Besides, do you think I'm going to buy the story that that woman made peace again? I guess you don't remember that I was there during all that shit too.- Then you know I can take care of myself and I wouldn't let anything happen to Portia for the world. Don't be incredulous.James ducked his head, placed both hands on his face and for a moment as he closed his eyes, he felt tired. He ignored the feeling an
Luna was packing her bag as anguish gripped her body. She didn't want to leave, didn't want to, but she knew James wouldn't let her go with him.Portia was still sleeping and her heart shrank at the thought of not being able to say goodbye to her. According to James, he wouldn't have to be gone too long as he planned to end the whole situation in less than a day, if there was a chance.The house was going to be monitored and his phone was going to be tracked. It was not easy to get through to the owner of an unknown line, but he could not find any other option than that to reach Angelica. He hadn't heard from her since she had left her job at the office.*"I told you not to yell at me, you little bastard!" she yelled as she hit Michael. He sighed in pain."Please!" the young man begged."Where's my money? I don't see it anywhere. You have three seconds. Speak." commanded James."Please...My..."He fired.Angelica appeared and wearing latex gloves opened a dresser drawer. From it, she
James's house was no longer the mess it had been when he had left. Portia had been watching the window for several minutes as she couldn't wait for her father to arrive. She was a born party lover and wasted no opportunity to exploit the situation to the fullest.Luna, meanwhile, was distracted by her computer in the kitchen. Clare had been telling her a couple of anecdotes about Mitchell and he sounded like a completely unusual man. James had told her that in his teenage years he had become one of her main father figures. After all, his father had died and Mitchell was the only one who had been there for him without wanting to sabotage him.He was writing an email to his mother when his phone vibrated. He ignored it for a few seconds but then it did again. He looked at it quickly and the unusual message caught his attention.He picked up the phone and read. What?"See you soon, Luna. You can't keep me away if I don't go alone."He chose to ignore it and with a distorted mind, left it
- Come on, come on. Where's Portia? - James asked, looking at his mother. She looked at him wearily.- She's with Luna. Can't you hear me? - she answered and went into her son's house.-It's getting late, I have to pick up Iris and it's a long way to the castle. -He said as he followed his mother. When he entered, he sat down on the sofa.-Calm down a little, there is still a long way to go before the ceremony begins. - she answered, trying to calm her son down.He was hysterical. The house was in complete disarray. Rose was not there, her mother had woken up at some crazy time in the morning and then had spent an enormous amount of hours getting ready.-What's taking so long? -he asked wearily.His mother snorted.-Go get Iris and then come back for us.James looked at her for a few seconds.- Okay, but can you please be ready for me when I get there?Clare, his mother, watched him walk away as he left the house. Her son was more nervous than usual.He had recently confessed to her h
James watched as his daughter was covered by a large white cloth."Portia, please, no.....""Sir, you must step away." requested the man covered in that white smock he hated so much. James began to gasp."You can't take me away from her." he shouted and ran to the girl's body. He slowly uncovered Portia.Her face was white and cold. Hair fell delicately down the sides of the girl's face that had once been full of life. He looked at her with despair."Portia, please..."She sobbed uncontrollably as a giant pain shattered her heart.She was dead.-James stood up with his breath hitching. His chest was rising and falling rapidly, as tears streamed from his eyes like waterfalls.He looked around carefully, he began to calm down. She was in her room, it had all been a dream.-James? -asked a voice behind him. He jumped. It was Luna.He remembered everything that had happened the night before in a second.He looked at her carefully, she was only covered by the thin blue sheet fabric, her h
James looked at Collin with boredom. The guy kept talking about his stupid engagement, about how much money he'd spent on his car, about everything he did. He was a total idiot. He just wanted to go home. To be honest, he never liked those kinds of events. He only attended because Edward had invited him, the others, he hardly ever went to.The dinner went on like that: Collin, Collin, questions about his father, questions about his work, Collin, awkward questions about Sarah, and finally, Edward's extensive stories.After an hour, it was finally time to go home. What could I do?Portia was gone, Rose was gone, and Luna was mad at him. What would he do? Surely he would have to go in quietly, and go to sleep. And he didn't want to sleep. Shit, he didn't want to.Edward was at the door dismissing each of his guests.James walked toward her.-Hey, James! Thanks for coming, really. - smiled Edward.-No need, it's been my pleasure.-How is Portia?-She's perfect, her health has been impecca
James looked at Collin as he continued to talk about his engagement and how happy he was about it. He was looking at him with tremendous seriousness, while Collin was looking at him menacingly and rubbing his nose in every one of his personal victories.-And I mean, I plan on getting married later this year, don't I Jessica? -he asked the young woman sitting next to him. She looked at him with a smile.-Of course, love.James made a disgusted face, unconsciously.-Is something wrong, Yorke? -asked Edward, another partner, amused. Everyone at the table turned to look at him.James laughed.-Nothing, I'm sorry. I mean, engagement is usually a great thing, isn't it? You know, that whole stage is usually filled with revelations about our lovers.- I agree. - Edward replied. - My mother always told me that if you get through the wedding process, you can get through anything.- Sure, I'm sure Collin can handle it, can't he? - he asked. Collin looked at him with fury in his eyes as he laughe
An incoming call from Peter startled James. He was falling asleep.-Hello," he answered curtly.-Hey, how are you feeling?-Fine. - he replied dryly. Peter laughed.- Good, take care of yourself, huh. Listen, I wanted to ask you if I could call Luna.- What? Why?- Well, if you don't have a problem I'd like to ask her if she'd like to come with me to Andrews' party.James looked at the floor in confusion. What?- No.-Why?-He's going with me.-Why is that?- Well, I asked him.- Well, so you like him after all. I knew it.-No, don't be absurd. I can't go alone, and I wouldn't put up with another smug date. Besides, I know Luna, it'll be interesting.- You don't think she might misinterpret the invitation?-How?- Well, you know...it could happen.- No, Luna wouldn't believe that. Besides...no.It felt absurd to say that. Of course, she might misinterpret the invitation after the scene they'd made in her room. She preferred to avoid that part of the story.-What about you?- I'm not i
James was in the front.-I could drive - he exclaimed angrily.-No, you can't. I think the doctor clearly explained that you couldn't overexert yourself.-What does that matter?-No, you won't.-Yes, I will. - he answered looking at her even more angry.-Would you rather do what you want and be physically unhealthy or take care of yourself for a while and be fine? - she scolded him.- Don't put me in a bad mood. - he said in a whisper.-Now, shut your mouth! - he exclaimed.-I don't know why I let you talk to me like that. - he complained.-I don't either, honestly. I don't dislike it, though.-Ah, well, do you like it? For what reason, may I ask? - he asked looking at her intently. She took a breath.-Because it helps you realize that you're not the boss of everyone.-I don't think I'm the boss of everyone, it's something totally different. - he defended himself.-You give orders and expect everyone to obey you," he growled.-And what do you want? I was raised this way, I can't chang
Sarah looked at James neutrally. He just kept smiling."Why is it that every time I'm with you, you smile?" she asked."Because I'm happy when I see you back."Sarah laughed."I'm afraid you won't see me anymore." she expressed kindly. James snorted."You're leaving again?""I never came back," she confessed as he stroked her cheek."And what is this really?"Sarah sighed."Let your soul be at ease. Please.""What do you mean?""It's time to move on. I'm with you and Portia. I'll always be there.""I...Sarah...""Do what you have to do." she smiled. Instantly, she started to walk away.No. No. He had to get her back. He tried to hold her but it was useless, her figure disappeared.And it was all over. James opened his eyes. Sweat was pouring down his forehead rapidly. His labored breathing made his chest ache and the tachycardia made his heart feel like a rock. He was hyperventilating. He tried to calm herself, though his fluttering heart prevented him from doing so.- Luna - he utter