{~~Logan Grey~~}She was out of it. Something about it worried me. The way Avery struggled to stay awake. She didn’t have a basic flu. Her test results came in. She had toxins in her stomach. Toxins that can induce an allergic reaction. She must have been careless, or she hadn’t checked what she was eating.I had Doctor Shawn Cassidy run the test because lab work is his forte. My mistake, he used that opportunity to talk my ear off.“The toxin comes from a specific type of coffee bean. The enzymes in the bean can be found in some flowers.” he frowned as he relayed to me everything I just read. “You know, Avery is allergic to the Blue Lotus. But it’s commonly used in the preparation of a diet coffee-flavored granola bar. I hope she’s not the one this test is for.”“What are the side effects?” I said, glossing over his words like I didn’t care. I don’t but I can see the challenge in his eyes. They have some sort of history, I just know it.“It’s slow working for those who are allergic t
{~~Avery Sterling~~}I woke up in a hospital bed, it wasn’t where I thought I would be after waking up so I was definitely shocked. Even more shocked to see my parents seated by my bed.“Avery, oh my god. You scared us all. You’re awake. Honey, get the nurse.” my mother’s voice was wavering, and genuinely, I was confused. What in the hell am I doing here? I shouldn’t be here. I’m fine. I’m healthy, I had a simple flu, how did it evolve into this mess? I groaned, trying to speak.My stomach hurts.“Wait, let me get you some water. Don’t strain yourself.” She walked to the dispenser in the room to fill up a cup for me. A room with a dispenser is an expensive, extensive care room here at the Heart Inc. Rooms like this are for patients of wealthy families or backgrounds, or people undergoing complex treatment.“Wha-” I coughed. “What happened?” my voice was barely above a whisper. What happened to me? The last thing I remembered was my dream about answering Logan’s phone when Ava called.
{~~Avery Sterling~~}“Double check everything you eat from now on. Eat nothing that isn’t home-cooked. If someone is watching you, then they’ll memorize everything that you do.” Logan said, going on to list out things I should do to make sure I end up in a position where he has to take care of me. I think I fell asleep during that talk, and I was happy about it.I did not want to hear more about why he did this, and I should be grateful that he did what he had done. I just want to rest. Someone tried to kill me. Which is insane. Had it not been for the drugs keeping my brain and body in a state of numbness I might have been panicking. And unable to sleep.When I woke up from my very long, troubled nap, Logan was still there. Only he’d pulled up a chair and was working on something on his tablet.Without alerting him that I was awake, I slowly turned my head around to observe him. I will never get over how attractive he looks with his glasses on. He seemed focused on whatever was on th
Trigger Warning: Sensitive Discussion of child grooming. Proceed with caution.{~~Logan Grey~~}I’m not even sure I can stand to be around myself right now. Out of everything I thought would happen today, I never expected Avery to shatter the small hope I was holding on to. Ava was playing me from the start. Sure, her letters to that weird guy were proof that she was never truly interested in me, but fuck, to find out she knew she wasn’t the one I was talking about and she still-I looked at Avery, she’d woken up again. She’s being discharged by 7 am and it is currently 4 am. I’m here early because I have some questions. And I just.... I just need to know. Avery was watching something on the television in her room, from what I know she’d eaten and was over being stuck in this bed.“Hey, what are you doing here?” warm welcome, nice. I forced myself not to roll my eyes. I think I’ve made enough of a fool of myself in front of her. Might as well start acting my age.“I just have some que
{~~Avery Sterling~~} Love, that emotion is such a hoax. Actually, it’s not. It’s beautiful with the right person, ugly with the wrong person. But I can’t have the beauty or the ugliness when my love is unrequited. When I first met him, the Medic alpha in training, I was enamored. Mostly due to the fact that our pack has never had a medic alpha before. They’re usually assigned to the bigger, and more popular packs, ours was none of that. I was delighted. At the age of eleven, I was getting into the phase of having crushes, and the thirteen-year-old medic alpha was right in my sight. He was smart, charming, too good to be training to work in a pack like ours. No offense. I know my father worked hard but we had to be honest. I hoped he’d notice me, and we’d become friends. Move from friends to lovers. Yes, I had it all planned out in my head. I knew when we’d get married and have children, and blah blah blah. I was learning what it meant to love, and he was befriending my sister. Ne
{~~Avery Sterling~~} I said yes. I’m weak for him, I know. I’m disappointed in myself too. The more I thought about being his wife, the less the consequences seemed to be. Two weeks went by and we were set to be married. I’d had all my stuff moved here, Logan gave me a spot in his house to put them in. A large room. Not the master bedroom. I’m not sure why, but slowly it started to dawn on me. I am the definition of desperation. Who gets engaged to the man who spent half his life fawning over her sister? I must be crazy. I stared at myself in the mirror. We’re not having a big wedding. Logan’s invited his family, and my family is going to serve as witnesses. We’re having a court wedding. I tried to suggest something else but his response was chilling. Still, that didn’t stop me. First loves suck. I’m not ava. Why did I think him deciding to marry me would... this is so stupid. I don’t have to go through with it. My parents only paid for my fees but that’s all they did for me. I d
{~~Avery Sterling~~} The next morning I woke up feeling like my body was tired, and just in need of more sleep. I’m still Avery Sterling. Logan wanted to keep his last name for himself. This is truly the most humiliating thing I’ve done. I got out of bed, unable to sit with the shame but still hopeful that I could turn this thing around. I did my regular morning stretch, checked the time, and noted that I had two hours until I started my first shift as a medic alpha’s nurse. One who is also my roommate. I wanted to smile, but the shame was still there. I did this. No one forced me. I could have left. I could have left and told them all to fuck themselves. Kept some semblance of self-worth. I sighed and finished the last of my stretches. I went into the bathroom, brushing my teeth and washing my face. The girl in the mirror is beautiful. The girl in the mirror is worth it. I am worth a lot more than what I was given. It is not my fault they didn’t pay attention to me. I had to go t
{~~Logan Gray~~}“I don’t trust that girl. First, you bring me a gold digger, with the dumbest look on your face. Saying, oh this is who I want to marry, and now you bring me her sister? At least that one was a thief this one has no backbone. I must have done something wrong to you for you to treat me like this.” My mother was wailing, holding onto my father’s arm while my brothers stared at me.They had stopped by this afternoon to complain. As if that would change my mind. I was in love no less than six months ago, and not running my own pack had the woman I wanted to share a life with running into the arms of another man. Of course, that shit hurt.My family was ready to hunt and kill her. I wouldn’t let them. To them, she was a gold digger and selfish. But I know who the real Ava is. I know she would never have done this to me had that guy not brainwashed her.So I’m going to wait. She didn’t like Avery- what an ugly name- but she seemed to envy whenever her sister got any form of