I look over myself in my full-length mirror before I leave my room to go meet my parents. They are walking me into the ballroom for my party. I’m not sure why there needs to be a grand entrance, something to do with coven traditions. I didn't pay attention when grandma started talking about it. I know I shouldn’t have tuned her out, but I really wasn’t in the mood for a lesson on coven traditions on balls. I didn’t have it in me to care that day. I know that’s horrible to say, but there are just some days I’m not in the mood to hear about the coven.
I love my coven. I do. They are a fantastic community, but my whole life revolves around the coven. I’m part of the bloodline created to help run the coven and maintain the coven’s realm while maintaining its magic as well. I’ve spent so much time learning about the coven, its history, traditions, ceremonies, and its secrets. I’m happy to serve my coven. I’m proud to be my father’s daughter, the granddaughter of Death, but damn sometimes, I just don’t want to deal with or hear about coven shit.
It’s why I came up with the idea to tour the human realm on my own when I turned eighteen. I knew I needed time on my own. Time to prove myself. Time to explore myself and the world. I’ve accepted the fact that my life’s duty will always be to the coven and to Death. I’m not fighting my true destiny in any way. I know my fate, and I accept it. I even embrace it. However, I still need a Moment in time to come to grips with it all and grasp the severity of my responsibilities. I’m thankful my parents agreed with me.
Part of me thinks they wanted to suggest the idea or something similar to me, but they weren’t sure how to do it. Maybe they wanted me to come to the conclusion myself. Knowing them, they wouldn't have wanted to influence my decisions heavily. My parents somehow managed to strike the perfect balance of being overly involved and not involved enough. How they were able to manage such an ideal balance is impressive. I’m not entirely sure they planned it to be such a good balance. I swear they are just winging it half the time.
My parents also had Grandpa Blaine and Grandma Zara to guide them. My grandparents are so well sought after for their relationship and parenting advice. Not just from my parents and aunt and uncle, but others in the coven as well. I wonder if I’ll turn to them myself for such advice one day, but the thought of relationships and kids is far from my mind.
I know I have a fated mate out there somewhere. Kai and I will be completely different from Dad in the sense that our fated mate will not be our familiar. Our lycan counterparts act as our familiars, so we don’t need a shifter as our familiar like Dad, Uncle Cade, and grandpa. Kai and I will have fated mates picked by Death and Fate for us. I have no idea when we will find them or how we will know. I haven’t really bothered to ask Dad about it because I’m not sure I’m ready for a fated mate just yet. I want to go into the world and explore first before settling down. Now, if I meet my fated mate on my journey, then so be it. Besides, who am I to argue with Fate?
I glance at myself, happy with my look. I have on an A-line spaghetti strap black dress with silver sequence. It has a v-neckline with a natural waistline and brush train. I’ve paired it with strappy black heels. My hair is up in a big relaxed bun with lots of volume and texture, finished with whimsical loose pieces that frame my face. My makeup is done light and makes my dark grey eyes sparkle.
I didn’t pick out jewelry as my Mom insisted she had the perfect jewelry for me. I’m waiting for her to come and give it to me. As if on cue, there is a knock at my door, and I tell my Mom to enter. She walks in wearing an off the shoulder black princess lace gown. Mom's hair is in soft beach waves around her. She smiles at me and walks up next to me in the full-length mirror. Sometimes it’s scary how much I look like her but in a good way. We have the same hair and body type, but I have Dad’s grey eyes, which is probably the only thing that would physically indicate I’m his daughter. Kai is almost the same way with Dad, but Kai has Mom's hair instead of Dad's. They both have the same steel grey eyes and body shape. Kai’s hair color is the only physical thing that gives away him being Mom's son.
“You look beautiful, my Little Nightmare,” Mom compliments, using my nickname that she uses when I’m driving her crazy or when she wishes I was still her little girl. Only Mom and Dad call me Little Nightmare, everyone else calls me Ever. Kai and I call each other bro and sis, or punk when we are messing around.
“Thank you, Mom. You look pretty yourself. Are you glowing?” I inquire, noticing a slight glow to her cheeks that normally isn’t there. The last time I remember her glowing like that was when she was pregnant with Kai.
“Am I? I’m just happy to celebrate your birthday, even if you leave tomorrow. Speaking of leaving, do you think you can hold off and leave after breakfast? Dad and I want one last family breakfast as the four of us before you go off into the world.”
“Okay, I’d like that. I will miss you guys. You know that, right?”
“I know, Little Nightmare, but you need to spread your wings and learn to fly on your own. Now, birthday present time. I promised you jewelry to wear for tonight.” Mom states, pulling out a black box from her dress pockets. Of course, her dress has pockets. Mom never wears an outfit without pockets.
I take the black box and open it. There is a necklace that is unique and gorgeous. It’s a crescent moon with diamonds. It’s almost like Mom's choker, except in the middle of the moon is a side profile of a gunmetal skull. On the top and bottom of the skull are rubies in the shape of roses. The chain is gunmetal matching the skull.
“Mom, this is beautiful!”
“I knew you would like it. A moon for your lycan heritage, a skull for your coven heritage, and roses because they are your favorite, like me. A little token of home to take with you on your adventure and a token to remind you exactly where you come from.”
“Thank you, Mom,” I reply with a smile as she puts the necklace on.
There’s another knock at my door, and this time it’s Dad and Kai. Both of them are dressed in all black tuxes and look handsome. They smile at us. Dad walks over to me and hugs me.
“You look stunning, Ever,” Dad compliments.
“Damn, sis, at least you polish up well,” Kai jokes.
“I could say the same thing about you, punk,” I retort, and we both smile at one another. Our parents are used to our banter.
“I see Mom gave you your gift. Well, let me give you my gift.” Dad says with a grin as he waves his hand, and shadows swarm around his hand. When the shadows disappear, there is a war scythe in his hands. It’s almost identical to his. Except where his has black details, mine has dark purple. The top part of the blade has jimpings as the blade curves toward where it meets the staff; it has dark purple bone-like fragments sticking from it. On the bottom of the staff, there is a badass-looking skull with purple jeweled eyes. “It’s time you had your own war scythe for reaping souls.”
“Thank you, Dad!” I say with extreme excitement.
“You’re welcome. Before you leave tomorrow, we will have a trip to the ceremony room to mark you as an official member of the coven.”
“You mean I get my back tattoo tomorrow?”
“Yes, it’s time you are marked as an official member.”
“Yeah, Dad’s gift is cool and all, but I got you something that is just for us,” Kai states as he repeats Dad's move with the shadows. When his shadows disappear, there is a black book with old-looking pages. “It’s a blood-bound journal that only we can use. I figured it would be cool for us to keep in touch while you are in the human realm.”
“Thank you, Kai,” I reply with a smile, taking the book in my free hand.
I quickly pack my war scythe and Kai’s journal in my bags for tomorrow. I’m thrilled I get marked as an official member of the coven tomorrow before I leave. Dad giving me a war scythe means he trusts me, which makes me feel a little guilty that my parents don’t know about my rogue mission.
After I pack my stuff, we head to the ballroom. The ballroom is a large oval-shaped room with dark grey marble floors, large chandeliers with many skulls holding candles illuminate the ballroom, stained glass windows with crows lining the ballroom, and the walls and ceiling are painted a dark grey with hints of dark purple swirling in the paint. The gothic-inspired ballroom is beautiful, and I forget how much I love it.
Food and drinks are passed around on floating trays which are held by shadows. It’s as if the entire coven is here to celebrate my birthday. My family is introduced, and once we are, Dad leads me to the dance floor for the first dance. Kai dances with Mom. Grandma and Grandpa dance together, as do Uncle Cade and Aunt Blair. Rupert, my cousin and son of Uncle Cade and Aunt Blair, is off to the side, downing a glass of champagne.
We all know something is up with Uncle Cade and Aunt Blair, but no one knows what's truly going on. They refuse to talk about it. Rupert has confided in Kai and me that his parents argue a lot. Rupert and Kai are close because they are the same age. Rupert and I get along, but I wouldn’t say we are close like he and Kai. Still, our immediate family is close to one another, even if Uncle Cade and Aunt Blair have been slowly distancing themselves.
The night carries on. I danced with Grandpa a few times as he’s old-fashioned and insisted he have some slow dances with the birthday girl. Grandma being the wild woman she is, was all about dancing to the fun songs with my Mom and me and Kai. Aunt Blair and Rupert joined us for a few fun dances.
I stuff my face with various finger foods but mostly stick with the shrimp cocktail, clams casino, and some steak kabobs. I like seafood, but Stella likes steak, so I eat a little bit of each of our favorites. Of course, I’m drinking lots of champagne which I might regret tomorrow morning, but fuck it, I am the birthday girl after all.
The party goes well past midnight, but we are winding down by two in the morning. I head to my room, wipe away my makeup, and shower quickly to get rid of the sweat from dancing and partying with my family and coven.
As much as I didn’t want the damn party, I’m glad my parents threw it anyway. It was a lot of fun. The total proper send-off for a girl about to head into another realm determined to discover exactly what she is made of.
My alarm going off on my phone wakes me from the peaceful sleep I was in. Ugh, I hate mornings, but today is a special day. Today I leave the coven’s realm on my own. Today I start my adventure, and with that exciting thought, I hop out of bed as excitement burns in my veins. I quickly get dressed in black skinny jeans, a dark purple peasant-style top, and my black combat boots. I have on my necklace that my Mom gave me. I’m in love with all my wonderful and thoughtful gifts from my family. My grandparents give me my own grimoire to start filling with my own spells, potions, and notes. I’ve packed it along with everything else. I happily bounce to the kitchen, where my parents are preparing breakfast for the four of us. “Morning!” I greet my parents in a cheerful tone as I head to the coffee maker to pour myself a cup of coffee. “Morning, Little Nightmare.” My parents greet me in unison. “Ugh, how are you three so cheerful in the morning?” Kai grumbles, walking into the kitchen.
The drive to the music academy will take a few hours. So, I enjoy the open road before I hit the city where the school is located. Cas is enjoying the wind and has his tongue sticking out. I’m enjoying the drive. It’s the first time I’ve driven on my own. Dad usually lets me drive when we go on missions together, but it’s nice to enjoy the ride by myself. My thoughts wander to what exactly Death meant about me meeting my soul mate and that he was unique like me. I’m assuming it means he’s a type of hybrid. I honestly wasn’t expecting to meet my soulmate any time soon. I know it will happen, but I’m not sure I’m ready for it to happen right away. Although, I have no idea when exactly on my journey I will meet my soulmate. It could be at the academy, or it could be after it. I’m only planning on being at the music academy for a few months. I’m there to figure out what’s going on and if it’s being haunted by a spirit. Yes, I’m also there for the music and to explore my hobby. If I’m ho
Everly Shaodws is an interesting girl. She’s a lycan, but I sense there is more to her than meets the eye. She’s incredibly beautiful with her unique hair color and swirling grey eyes. She’s about a head and a half shorter than me. Everly has clearly captured my brother's attention, and how could she not with her beauty. Levi has a thing for supernatural girls. His current conquest and current star is Mina. She’s a witch, and I don’t trust her. I mainly don’t trust her because she is obsessed with Levi and how he can skyrocket her to fame. She’s using him, and I have no doubt he is using her. I wouldn't be surprised if they are working together to capture the spirits that come here for peace, only to be imprisoned. I have no proof, of course, but I’m working on gathering it. My father, Erik Octavian, told spirits to come here to listen to the music back when this place was still an opera house. He knew the music would soothe their weary souls. My father was special. He spent his li
I’ve been at the music academy for about a month now. I’m enjoying myself. I’ve made two friends. Zela, who is a jin, and Avia, who is a harpy. They are in a relationship and totally fun to be around. Harpies are a type of shifter, so Avia stays in her human form since her harpy form scares the humans. I’ve noticed the humans at the academy are skittish. They buy into every horror and ghost story. They believe the opera house is haunted and are easily freaked out. I can always sense sulfur, and I’ve found some traces of ectoplasm. There is at least one spirit that constantly roams the opera house, and I assume it’s what the students have labeled the Phantom. I haven’t been able to spot the damn spirit, but others have. It’s almost as if the spirit is avoiding me, which I’m not sure is possible. In all my training with Dad, not once did we come across a spirit that could avoid us on purpose. Dad never even mentioned that being possible and he spent years meticulously training me.In b
I’m sitting in my office going over the academy's finances and paying the bills. I hate doing the grunt work, but I don’t trust anyone else with this. Especially don’t trust my brother. He’s a freak of nature who should have never been born. His filthy father stole my mother’s innocence. He seduced her and impregnated her with a freak show. No matter, soon I will have the problem rectified. “How fucking dare you give my part to that lycan bitch!” Mina storms into my office, screaming at me like a fucking banshee. “Calm down, Mina. I have my reasons. One, I didn’t want you doing a song with my brother. Two, I think the lycan and my brother have a thing for each other, and if they do, then pushing them together might work to my advantage. I’ve waited years to find my brother's fucking weakness, and now I might have just found it in the pretty little lycan girl. Besides, there is something more than meets the eye with Everly.” “Are you attracted to her?”“Mina, you know you are the on
Over the last few weeks, I’ve tracked the spirit to the opera house basement. It took me some time to track the spirit and then find the damn basement entrance. You would think it would be easy to find, but it was kept secret, and I had to search the entire fucking opera house with shadows to find the damn entrance. It wasn’t easy either because the opera house is always active. Tonight, I plan to teleport to the basement entrance and finally reap the spirit. I want it gone by the time my family comes to visit for the performance. I want to tie off this rogue mission with a pretty little bow. I don’t want my parents to find out I went on a rogue mission, so it’s better to end it before they get here in a few weeks. However, I can’t do anything about it right now. Right now, I have rehearsal with Sebastian. Levi added a second song. We will start the concert with ‘The Phantom of the Opera’ and end it with ‘The Point of No Return’. I won’t lie. It’s been fun and intense rehearsing wi
When my alarms went off to alert me that someone had entered my den, I never expected it to be Everly. I thought a couple of drunk kids got in again. I was in the middle of rearranging shit in Mr. Granger’s classroom to fuck with him. I was having fun, so I was annoyed when I had to come back here. What surprised me even more, was that Everly had a war scythe and tried to reap my soul. I knew she was hiding something. She’s hiding the fact that she belongs to the Coven of the Crow and Shadows. The same coven who took my father away from me. Now that I didn’t see coming. However, the pure look of shock on her face when she realized I was a hybrid was priceless. “Nothing to say, Little Reaper?” I taunt, letting go of her hand with her war scythe. “You’re a hybrid.” She states with shock. “I could say the same thing about you. Pure lycan, my ass. You’re also a witch and work for Death’s coven.” I reply, and her eyes widen even more. “Given the fact that your last name is Shadows mean
It’s been exactly one week since Sebastian and I discovered each other’s secrets. It’s also exactly a week till the concert. My mind is racing with a thousand different thoughts. I can’t believe Sebastian is my soulmate. Stella informed me that she was keeping it from me because she couldn’t determine if he was a hybrid or not. Even though she wasn’t wrong about him being our soulmate, she wanted the proof that he was a hybrid first. She also wanted me to discover it on my own. Well, I did discover it on my own and then foolishly told Sebastian. I don’t know what I was hoping to gain by telling him, but he’s not even acknowledged me since that night. Everything between us is all about the concert and figuring out precisely what Levi is up to. Other than the occasional kisses, it’s like I never even told him that we are soulmates. I love when he kisses me, and I’m always disappointed when he doesn’t take things further. I can sense his hesitation, driving both Stella and me insane. I
It’s been seven years since Sebastian and I officially started our lives together. We say our life together started when I pulled him out of the crystal ball. We have two adorable kids. Our son Rex is five, and our daughter Harlyn is three. They are unique kiddos, given their abilities. Sebastian and I love them dearly, and of course, my parents are thrilled to be grandparents. Sebastian and I have been helping Death with the underworld. It’s been an interesting ride working in the underworld. Death managed to build a bridge between his realm and the coven’s realm. Cerberus guards the bridge to make sure no unwanted visitors try to enter the underworld. So far, no one has had the balls to test Cerberus. Cas has been a big part of our little family. The kids love him. Sebastian and I have our own apartment across the way from my parents' place. Kai is now running the coven with his soulmate by his side. Rupert has found his familiar, and they are living a good life together. He’s in
My eyes flutter open. Ever pulled me out and saved me while I was able to save the other spirits that were trapped. I wasn’t able to shift. I tried the second I was out, but as I feared, I was stuck in phantom form for too long. I have no idea how long I was in there, but it was long enough for me to have trouble shifting back to human form. They got salt and forced me to shift, but when they did, I passed out. I can assume being trapped in the crystal ball weakened me to some extent. While I was able to use my skills and practice my skills, I’m sure it drained me to do it. It was worth it, though, because I was able to help the other spirits. Looking around, I realize I’m in Everly’s room, and that’s when I realize the weight that is on my arm. I find Ever curled up next to me, sleeping on my arm, which explains why it’s numb. I’m lying on my back, so I roll to my side and pull her body closer to me. There is nothing better than when she is in my arms. I’ve missed her, and I never
I wake up in my bed. I guess my parents put me in my bed after all. I’m dreading going to Death, but I know I have to do it. I can’t put it off any longer. I know he has the answer, and while I still fear what he might think, I can’t let fear get to me. Dad insists Death won’t see my mission as a failure. Maybe I am the only one who sees it as such. I wonder if Sebastian feels the same way I do? I hope Sebastian doesn’t hate me for not being able to protect him, which is a new fear I just thought of. Great. As if I need my anxiety to give me more reasons to not want to do this. Rolling out of bed I decide to procrastinate. I said I would go see Death today. I never said it would be right when I woke up. So, I take a shower. I do stink from training yesterday, and I want to feel fresh for whatever I’m about to face. Plus, a shower will perk me up. Feeling fresh and renewed is always good for the soul. I pop on the shower and let it warm up. I decide to use the shadows to quickly cha
I’m losing my mind in this prison world of the crystal ball. There is no sense of time here. No change of day or night. The sky stays the same blood red color. I don’t know if two days or an entire year have passed. There’s no way to tell, and it’s driving me insane not knowing. Not only that but I’ve never been stuck in my phantom form for this long before. I’ve only been in it for a few days, tops. I fear that I might struggle to get back to my human form if I can get back to it all. That’s the problem with any type of shifter. If they are stuck in their counterpart too long, they get stuck in animal form or whatever their other form is. I’m not technically defined as a shifter because I’m a hybrid, but the rules that apply to shifters tend to apply to me as well. The one good thing is that I have managed to find the other spirits. It took some time to find them and get them to trust me. Most of them were confused and scared. There are hundreds of them trapped here. I can save t
It’s been about a month since Sebastian got trapped in the cursed crystal ball. I still have nothing. All my research has led me nowhere. Even with Mom’s help, I’ve got nothing. Not to mention Sebastian is a hybrid, and most normal rules don’t apply to hybrids. We are unique, and the rules usually need to be bent for us. So, even if I find something doesn’t mean it would work, or I’d have to find a way to make it work for Sebastian. To add to the complications, he’s also the only hybrid of his kind. I’m beyond frustrated. It’s starting to look like going to Death is my only real option. I’m still not sure I can face the embracement of my failure yet. I need to, though, if I want to save my soulmate. I’m still spiraling and pushing myself past my limits. Kai kindly tried to remind me that I need to not push myself, but I can’t help it. The training and research are the only things keeping me sane, or at least that’s how it feels. Besides feeling like a failure, I realized my gut w
Everything is a diaster. I know it’s temporary, but that doesn’t change the fact that a shit storm has hit. Cade is fucking mess. Dad and I tried talking to him about letting me take over for him, so he could get himself together, but that stubborn asshole wouldn't step down. He was being difficult, and of course, right as he’s throwing a tantrum like a toddler, I get a message from Everly that she needs me. I knew it was serious, and I tried to leave right away, but Cade started beating Dad. I’ve never seen Cade be violent towards anyone he cares about or really be violent in general. Cade always prided himself on being a goody two shoes. He’s never killed anyone, and while he is powerful, he’s never been skilled with combat. His combat skills are very basic, and no one ever trusted him in the field by himself. On the other hand, Rupert is very good with his combat and is skilled. I could have left Blaine. I know he could handle himself, but I didn’t want to risk it. He’s older and
It’s been a few weeks since Sebastian got trapped in the crystal ball. The damn thing is sitting on my nightstand, and I practically take it everywhere with me in determination to save him. Guilt, hate, and depression have all crept in over the last few weeks. I hate that I couldn’t protect him long enough. That I couldn’t hold Stella off from transforming. She and I have been at odds because I blame her. If she hadn’t forced the transformation, Sebastian would still be here. I know Stella feels guilty like I do, and I know it’s not totally her fault. However, I need someone else to blame other than myself. Okay, technically, Stella is a part of me, and so blaming her is still blaming myself, but whatever that’s semantics that I’m in no mood for. I’m not mad or upset with Dad, even though I know he feels guilty for not showing up on time. Apparently, he and Grandpa were trying to get Cade out of his ass. They were talking to him about giving up leadership to Dad since Uncle Cade
I hated that I fell right into Levi’s trap. That asshole wanted me to transform. Ever protected me, but I hated that I couldn’t help her. I couldn’t fight alongside her. I was stuck being protected by her shadows while she struggled. I knew she was strong, and I could watch her through the shadows as she dodged Levi. She is skilled, but I could tell Levi was provoking Stella. Ever was trying to get Mina to break her cast, but the damn bitch wouldn’t give up. She held on longer than either of us thought as the cast was destroying her body. Mina would have rather died than dropped the cast. Levi was doing everything he could to distract Ever from her cast, but her resolve was stronger. However, the physical attacks were provoking Stella to shift. Ever did her best to control Stella, but in the end, Stella won and shifted, which caused Ever to drop her shadow barrier. The Moment the crystal ball's red light touched me, I knew it was over. Zane showed up at the last minute, so I at lea
Things went so much better than expected with visiting Death. I can’t believe he wants us to help him run the underworld. Well, help Dad run the underworld. It’s no secret that Death has been grooming Dad to take over for him. Dad’s been resistant to the idea of fully taking over for Death. Secretly Dad enjoys running the underworld. He might not have liked it at first, but he likes it now. I think the reason he doesn’t want to fully take over full time is he would have to live there, and there is no way Mom would ever be comfortable in the underworld. Maybe there is a solution to that problem. After all, Dad can teleport using the shadows, but there has to be an easier way. Hopefully, Dad figures it out because I’m not raising my family in the underworld. Working there is one thing, but living there is something else entirely. That’s all in the future. Right now, we are saying goodbye to my family before we head back to the academy. Sebastian and I are eager to get this mission ov