Bavina’s POV
“Where are you going? It’s dark outside already,” I heard Shia’s voice while I’m fixing myself, I looked at her.
“I’m just going to the mall, I heard there’s a sale in the bookstore, so,” I excused that made her nod at me.
I can’t say that I’m going to meet someone. Besides, this will only happen today, so it’s not a big deal.
I grabbed my bag and went outside of my room while she went straight in her room. There’s two rooms in our house, so we have our own privacy.
***
I looked at the surroundings in the whole coffee shop to find Paul, I smiled when I noticed him waving at me, I walked towards him.
“What’s your order?” he asked.
I chuckled, “Aren’t you gonna ask me where’s your phone?”
He laughed, I gave him his phone.
“Thanks,” he said that made me gave him a small smile.
“What’s your order?” he asked again when a crew went to our table to get our order.
“Hot chocolate,” I answered, he nodded.
I put my lips together while I’m watching him doing something on his phone.
“What’s with your wallpaper?” I asked out of curiousity, he looked at me.
He smirked, “I thought you didn’t take a look of my phone?” he asked sarcastically.
“Y-yeah, I mean… I a-accidentally saw your lockscreen wallpaper,” I said, stuttering.
“I was just joking, it’s okay even though you take a look of it,” he said, “There’s no bad thing here.”
“So why?” I asked.
“I just read that from Seafly. Do you know her? She’s a writer, and I’m her reader,” he answers. I slowly nodded.
“S-so, you got your wallpaper from Seafly’s qoute?” I asked. He smiled as he nodded.
“But even though I’m a reader, I don’t know Seafly’s detail. I just know that Seafly is a great writer,” he uttered while shooking his head that made me nod.
“Maybe that writer wants to have a peaceful life,” I commented, he agreed by nodding at me.
I smiled at the crew when she gave us our order.
“Actually I just gave your phone to you, I won’t also take long since my friend is waiting for me in our house,” I uttered.
“Sure, it’s okay,” he says, “Uhh, did you think about it already?” he added, I raised my eyebrow.
“About what?” I asked, clueless.
“About… you know, if you want to be my girlfriend,” he said with a low voice.
“Uhm yeah, but I’m sorry, I don’t think I can help you with that,” I said and I smiled at him fakely.
“Can’t you really help me?” he asked again. I looked away when his eyes suddenly changed. I shooked my head.
I stood up and took a steps to leave already but I froze when I heard what he have said.
“Be my girlfriend and I’ll pay you.”
I held my bag tightly without looking back at him.
“I’m going to pay you half million if you’re going to sign this contract.”
I looked back at him and turn my eyes at the papers on the table. Half million?
I forced myself to smile, “Thanks for the offer, but no.”
After I said that, I walked straight to go out of the coffee shop. It’s a big money, I know he can pay me with a half million because he’s earning already by doing a concert and gigs, plus the fact that they have a business.
But I don’t want my life to be in chaos. Even though I need money because I don’t have a work and Shia’s parents are supporting us, I can’t accept it.
“Hey!” My eyes widen when somebody suddenly grabbed my wrist and entered me in the car. I saw Paul who sat on the driver’s seat.
“What do yo---”
“I don’t accept no, Miss Gazelli,” he cut my lines by saying that before he started the engine.
“Paul! What the f*ck! Slow down!” I shouted.
“Wear your seatbelt,” he said calmly, he drove more fast that made me wear my seatbelt.
Paul’s POV
I can’t erase the smile on my face while I’m waiting for Bavina to go out of the fitting room. We’re currently here in boutique to change her clothes.
Dad texted me earlier to attend a dinner since Tacia, my ex and her family are there. Since I’m with Bavina already, I didn’t miss this chance, besides she’s the only girl I know who could help me to get rid of that f*cking marriage!
“If this is still a no for you, meet with your Dad alone,” she says while glaring at me, I chuckled.
I nodded, “How much is that?”
“6,000 pesos, sir,” the saleslady answered.
“What?! Wait, this is too much! It’s too expensive, I’m just go---”
I cut her lines by grabbing her and held her on her waist.
“Here’s my card, sorry, I just have a misunderstading with my girlfriend,” I spoke to the saleslady, she smiled before she went to the cashier.
“What do you mean girlfriend?! Do you wanna get hurt?!” she whispered. I laughed. She’s cute.
“What? You’re my girlfriend, right?” I asked, pretending to be innocent.
“Did I say yes? Did I say yes?” she asked sarcastically before she rolled her eyes on me.
“At least you’re earning. Imagine, you have a boyfriend like me who’s handsome and popular, plus you’re earning,” I joked. She rolled her eyes again, I laughed when she didn’t fire back.
We both went out of the boutique shop. She looks beautiful with her cream dress and she looks elegant wearing it.
“This is only for now, right?” she asked while I’m driving.
“I don’t know,” I answered. I looked at her when she didn’t speak.
I stopped the car that made her look at me.
“Are we here?” I asked.
I slowly removed her glasses. Our eyes met, she’s beautiful especially if you’re really going to know every detail of her face. Her hazel eyes makes me want to stare at her. She has a pink lips, I like her point nose.
I came back to my senses when she coughed, I immediately sat properly and looked at her again.
“You looked more beautiful if you’re going to remove this,” I said as I raise her glasses to her.
She raised her eyebrow, “Who cares if I’m beautiful with or without glasses?” she asked as she grabbed her glasses from my hand and wear it again.
Bavina’s POV
I slowly took a breath when he started to drive again.
I don’t know if he’s still on his right mind! After he made my heart beats so fast, he’s going to joke that I looked beautiful?!
“Whoah…” I can’t avoid but to feel amaze while we’re walking when we finally arrived in their mansion.
I smiled when I saw the lights on every trees we’re encountering. This looks like a small forest. Their mansion is so stunning because of how big it is. When we went inside, I saw the maids whom welcomed us, I gave them a smile.
I looked at him when he grabbed me and held my waist.
“Act normal,” he whispered, I gulped.
I’m kinda nervous because I don’t know what to say to his Father, I don’t know what would be their reaction, and I don’t know what will they do to a nobody like me.
We went straight to the kitchen, I saw them wearing a business attire. Everyone became silent when Paul coughed a little to get their attention. There’s a 2 old man that looks like in their 40s and 2 girls.
“Good evening, sorry we’re late,” Paul formally said. He went towards the chair and pulled it, he gave me a signal to sit there, I smiled on him.
I can’t remove my eyes off of my hand because I can feel their eyes on me. I looked at Paul when he held my hand to get my attention, he smiled at me to calm me.
“Dad invited me here to eat dinner with you, shall we eat?” Paul asked when no one spoke.
“Aren’t you really going to listen to me, Paul?” a man asked him. I think it’s his Father since he looks like Paul a bit.
His Dad’s expression isn’t good while he’s looking at the plate in front of him.
“I listened to you, you texted me earlier to come here, Dad.”
“Baby, who is she?” I looked at the girl who spoke, she’s not that look old. I think she’s ahead of us for like a year or two.
She looks celebrity. Her skin is smooth, she looks like a fashionista.
“Could you please stop calling me baby? Do I look like a baby to you?! You’re so disgusting!” My eyes widen when I looked at Paul when he suddenly shouted.
“Paul!” his Dad shouted.
“What? I’m with my girlfriend! Learn to be shy even for my girlfriend!”
“Paul, calm down,” a girl said who looks in her 30s based on her face.
“Aren’t you ashamed? We have a dinner with them and you brought your so-called-girlfriend?!”
“What about you, Dad?! Aren’t you ashamed that you’re using your only son to have more money?!”
I held Paul’s hand to calm him down. He looks furious right now. His Dad was about to stand up but the girl stopped him.
“Tito, calm down,” she said calmly.
“You should listen to me, Paul! I’m doing this fo---”
“No, you f*cking liar! You’re doing that for yourself! Not to me! You know that very well!”
I stood up when his Dad walked towards him and gave him a hard punch.
“Paul!” I knelt beside him when I noticed that a blood spit out from his mouth.
“You’re a worthless son! I didn’t raise you to be rude to me! And you…” He glared at me as he pointed me, “Break up with my son, I’ll give everything to you! Money, car, mansion, isl---”
I stood up, “I’m sorry, Sir but money can’t buy his love towards me,” I answered him as I cut his lines.
“I didn’t love your son for his money, I don’t f*cking care about your f*cking money. All I want is your son, because I-I love your son. I am not a gold digger!”
“You, b*tch!” I gasped when I received a hard slap from a girl who calmed Paul’s Dad earlier.
“Tacia!”
“How dare you yell at your fake boyfriend’s Dad? You’re not even beautiful! You’re nothing to me!”
I closed my eyes when she was about to slap me again. A seconds passed but there’s no slap I received, I slowly opened my eyes.
I saw Paul glaring at Tacia while he’s holding her wrist.
“Try to hurt her one more time, I won’t forgive you,” he said with a serious tone before he pushed her away.
He looked at his Dad again.
“If you can’t respect her, I can’t also respect you as my Father.”
We’re both silent here in his car. I don’t know how long we’re staying like this. Shia keeps on calling me also but I turned off my phone.“I-I’m sorry, I didn’t expect that they will say those words to you,” he broke the silence with his apology. I didn’t speak for I don’t know what to say.All I know is that his Dad’s and that Tacia’s words hurt my pride. I didn’t also plan to yell at his Dad, I just couldn’t take those words he was saying to me.I don’t do revenge but…“Why me?” I asked out of the blue.“I… don’t know.” I heard his deep breath.“Let’s continue pretending,” I says with a serious tone.I felt his gaze on me but I didn’t waste a second to look at him.“H-Hey, you don---”I didn’t let him finish his line.“You asked me if I want you to be my fake boyfriend, right? Well, my answer is yes. Let’s continue pretending and make sure you won’t get married to Tacia,” I said before I looked at him with a serious eyes.“Give me the contract,” I added. He gave me the contract, I
“What do you mean?” I looked at Bavina, “Even in the university, we’re still going to pretend. If this is the only solution not to get married with Tacia, I’m desperate to do it. I don’t care about what other people would think. Besides, we have a contract, I’m going to pay you everytime.” “Hey, wait, do you really have to do this?” Shia asked. “Do we still have a choice?” Bavina answered her with a question. I stayed silent while the two girls are arguing in front of me. She seems not scared. She seems determined because of the tone of her voice. Well, it’s okay if she’s doing this on purpose or what, all I wanted is not to get married with my ex, Tacia. *** Bavina’s POV When we arrived in front of our house, Shia got off of the car immediately since she’s sleepy already. It’s also so late. “Are you sure you’re okay with it?” he asked that made me look at him. I suddenly thought of it, there’s a part of me that it’s okay since I’m earning and I’m helping him. I’ve seen Tacia’
I can’t avoid myself but to feel nervous while I’m on my way to our seat. I know that Tacia cheated on him because I stalked Paul’s social media. Three years ago, Tacia dumped him because of a guy. Paul said that on his live since I saw it while I was stalking him.“Where did you go? You took so long!” Shia complained as I sat on my chair, I didn’t speak.I looked at Tacia’s direction, our eyes met and she smirked at me before she talked to our classmates. I took a loud deep breath.I grabbed my foods to eat again. I just noticed that our classmates changed their clothes. They are now wearing a sando.If earlier, Paul was just singing alone, now Josh is singing on a second voice while he’s drumming. Josh’s voice is also good, his voice suits for the second voice. No wonder a lot of people are amazed on them. They are full of talents.***I can’t take my eyes off of him while they are talking, they are now sitting while talking to each other and playing with their fans. I smiled when P
“How’s your feeling?” she asked when we arrived in front of her house.I gave her a sweet smile, “Thank you for making me feel free. That really helped me a lot.”She patted my shoulder, “We both enjoyed it. If you’re feeling down, you should always go there.”I nodded at her.I’m going now,” she said.“Goodnight.”***As I arrived in my condo, I saw Aeron and Josh lying down on the sofa while hugging each other’s feet. I shooked my head but I didn’t bother to wake them up because I know that they are also tired. I put the mess on the trash can. I stopped from cleaning when I notice something glowing.I remember Bavina, she’s always wearing this necklace because I always notice this everytime we meet. I put it in my pocket and cleaned the mess before I went to my room to take a half bath.After I went out to my bathroom, I still can’t remove my smile on my face. I can’t get off of her in my mind. In my entire life, she’s the only one who made me scream like that earlier.I don’t belie
Bavina’s POVWe didn’t wait for Paul to fetch me and we left the university without saying anything to them. My eyes are straight on my way even though most of the students are looking at me, gossiping, probably they are talking about the incident happened earlier in the cafeteria.I took a loud and deep breath.“We have a family dinner later, do you want to join?” Shia asked that made me look at her.I shooked my head, “It’s okay.”We both decided to walk since our house isn’t that far for us if we’re both together. It will take 30 minutes but sometimes, it takes 1 hour since we’re playing while walking.“Mom is waiting for you, whenever I’m there, she’s always asking me about you. I don’t even know if I’m their real daughter,” she complained as she rolled her eyes that made me laugh.I looked at her again when she placed her arms around my shoulder, “Forget what happened earlier. Let’s have fun today,” she added and smiled at me, I nodded.“Yes!”she shouted lively before she pulled
He held my hand, “Why aren’t you picking your phone up?”“I’m going now,” Bryle said before he walked towards his car. He didn’t even wait for my response and he left already.I removed his hands from holding mine, “What are you doing here?”“You didn’t answer my calls and texts to you, I was worried! I came here to see if something came up, but I just saw you with a guy!” he says like he’s mad because of what he have saw.“What’s the problem if I’m with a guy? You don’t have to go here, I’m going to call you if something came up between me and Tacia,” I uttered.“Do you think I came here because of Tacia?” he asked, he moved his jaw as he looked to other direction.“I’m tired right now, we can talk tomorrow,” I said lazily.I don’t even know why he suddenly got angry.“Who’s he?” he asked again.“Shia’s brother, he took us home,” I answered.He nodded, “I talked to Tacia earlier, better to avoid her since we don’t know what she would do next to you,” he said calmly, I nodded.See? Ta
Bavina’s POVI’ve been staring at Paul’s name, thinking if I’ll call him because until now, he haven’t texted or called me. I called his friends earlier also but they told me it’s not new to them that Paul will go missing for a day everytime this day comes, but they also have no idea where he is.“You know what, instead of staring there, try to write, look, your readers are waiting for your update.” I looked at Shia when she spoke. I looked at the screen of her tablet, she’s reading my readers’ comments.I didn’t speak and grabbed the chips on the table. Like what Shia’s doing, I read my reader’s comments as well, but I can’t think of idea while reading those.The sky is getting dark.I told Shia that I’m going to my room, as I went inside my room, I dialled Paul’s number. I raised my eyebrow when it started ringing.“Hey, where are you? Why did you absent today?!” I asked. My eyebrows met because no one spoke on his line.Is he pranking me right now?I was about to speak again but I
“Why is it so easy for you to say that?” I asked with my low voice before I fake my laugh.She didn’t answer because of what I have said. I’m looking at her directly, trying to force my tears not to fall in front of her.“Let’s fix this, Bavina. I promise that will never happen again. Tacia was drunk! Please, let’s fix this, okay?” I’m continue convincing her. Call me desperate but I really want to fix this.I don’t know why I still have to do this because I know that I never did this to anyone. I never became desperate to make up with anyone, not until this girl came in my life…“I’ll do everything, Bavina. Please…”“Just find someone, Paul. I don’t think I still can do this,” she says with her low voice.I shooked my head, “N-no, I-I can’t do this with someone e-else. I wanna do this with you…”“W-why me?” She laughed.I looked at the floor, “I-I don’t know…”I really don’t know why I want her.“I-I just want to be with you, I want the fact that everyone is thinking that I’m your bo
I smiled when I saw Aeron and Josh, they are going to stay here to welcome the new year.“Uncle Aeroooon!” Pauline shouted before she run towards Aeron.It’s been days but it feels like they knew each other for so long because Pauline is really close with Josh and Aeron already.We’re currently here in our rooftop while waiting for the new year. It’s 11pm already but Pauline is still jolly.“We’re here, b*tches!” Janine shouted while walking towards us.She went to me and hug me.“You’re overreacting again, Janine!” Shia complains.“Why do you care?! Mind your own business!” Janine fired back, I laugh a little.They walk towards Josh‘s and Aeron’s direction since the beers are there already to celebrate the new year. I stopped when I saw who arrived next.He smiled at me.“Hi,” he says, I smile.“Aren’t you mad?” I ask, he laugh as he shakes his head.“I’m happy for you, Bavina. You know that I have nothing more to ask but to see you happy,” he says, I smiled and hugged him.“Ethan, I
“I won, Janine. Give me the half million!” Shia says.“Me too!” Josh and Aeron says, I raised my eyebrow.“Bavina! Why did you betray me?! If you didn’t comeback to him, I should’ve won!” Janine complains to me. My eyebrows arched.“We had a bet if you two will go back to each other. Since you came back to each other, me, Shia, and Josh are the winner,” Aeron explains, I glared at them.“You’re not a kid anymore!” I scolded them but they ignored me.After I thought wisely if I could accept him again, the four made a bet already. Wow, they are a good friends!We told them about our relationship already, everyone is happy, except for Janine who lost the bet.“There’s no back-out on this group, Janine!” Aeron teased Janine. She frowns.“Give me your bank accounts, half million is just coins for me. Do you want own land? Resort?” she asks to the three that made us laugh.“I want airplane!” Josh answers that made us laugh again.“I want boyfriend!” Shia yelled.“You won’t get a boyfriend!”
I suddenly stood up when I heard Pauline’s loud cry from our room, I put my clothes on immediately as I run to her.“Mommy!” I hugged her when I saw her red face.“What happened?” I ask while I’m wiping her tears.“I thought you and Daddy left me here,” she answers while crying, I hugged her again.“Mommy and Daddy slept on Uncle Josh and Uncle Aeron’s room, sorry,” I say.He wasn’t contented of what happened in the bathroom last night and we had a round two on the bed. Because of tiredness, I fell asleep there!“Stop crying, Mommy is here,” I comfort her.“Where’s Daddy?” she asks.“I’m going to call him, stay here, okay?” I utter, she nodded.Paul is still sleeping.“Hey, mister, wake up!” I say as I removed his blanket.My eyes widen when I saw his thing. That’s how big his thing is?! It became more big than before!I notice his look at me, I look away as I turned around.“Get dress, your daughter is waiting for you,” I say before I left the room to go to our room.As Paul went in
“Come here,” I spoke to Pauline. She sit in our middle.I look at Paul, I can see that he’s nervous but I gave him a smile to calm him.“Do you still remember how I described your Father?” I ask Pauline.She nodded, “He’s a singer, handsome, and loyal.”“What do you want to do now that you know some details of your Father?” I ask, she look at the sky like she’s thinking of the answer. I glanced at Paul, his eyes are getting red while he’s on Pauline’s back.“I want to see him and ask him why he’s not here. I’m five years old already but I haven’t seen him,” she answers with her low voice.“Are you mad at him?” I ask.She shakes her head, “No, Mommy. If Daddy has a reason, I don’t think I’ll be mad at him. Does Daddy still love us?”I slowly nodded, “He loves us, baby.”“Where is he now?” she asked while looking at me. I stared at his face.“B-behind you…”She turned her head immediately to see it, she stand up when she saw Paul.“P-Pauline…”Pauline’s tears fell from her eyes while st
Paul’s POVI couldn’t sleep last night because of what Pauline said while she’s sleeping. I can hear her voice despite the silence in our room. Her calling me Daddy makes me feel like she’s not mad at me despite what I’ve done from her and her Mother.I’ve been wanting to tell her that I’m her Father but I’m still scared, what if she won’t accept me? I’ve been wanting to hear her calling me ‘Daddy’ but the moment I’ve heard her, it felt like a dream, and instead of being happy, I felt something inside me aching and feel sorry for her especially for Bavina.Hearing my daughter calling me Daddy didn’t make me happy, it made me determined to prove to Bavina that I won’t run away from her again, and this time… I will be the great and happiest Father and husband for the both of them.I just want both of them to accept me, I have nothing more to ask.I sigh loudly. I look at my phone when it rings. The center is calling me again.“Hello, sir? Do you ha---”“No, I don’t have. Just tell him
Everything became clear to me because of what Aeron and Josh told me.He have been watching me all the time while I’ve been cursing him for making me live in h*ll. While I was hating him for abandoning me and the child, he was having a hard time to see me suffering.I don’t know who’s much worse between us. Him who knew everything from the very start but he just watched me suffer alone or me who didn’t know his side.I sigh loud while I’m looking at Pauline who keeps on giggling because Josh and Aeron are playing with her. Their concert will be later tonight, so they still have time to play with Pauline. Paul didn’t let them go outside for them to watch us and play with Pauline for her not to get bored here.“Mommy! Mommy!” Pauline run towards me when Aeron tried to catch her, she hugged my knee that made me laugh.“Don’t tickle me!” Pauline complains but Josh carried her and put her beside Aeron. I can hear her giggles in the whole room.After an hour, Paul came with our lunch, so I
I opened the door when I heard the doorbell. It seems like Paul is here already since he texted me earlier that he’s going to visit Pauline.I saw his wide smile while he’s holding a cake and gift on his hands, he’s holding a flower as well. I opened the door widely to make him go inside but he handed me the flowers without stepping his feet to go inside.I looked at him, he gave me a this-flower-is-for-you look.“This flower is for my thank you for letting me meet my daughter,” he says, I force myself to smile before I get the flower.He went inside and greeted Pauline. Pauline became loud and jolly when she saw Paul. I watched them talking while Paul is giving his gift to Pauline.They are really alike, Pauline got her cheeks on me but it’s obvious that most of the parts of her face are from Paul.“Mommy, look! He gave me a gift!” Pauline said lively before she raised the gift, I smile and nod my head.I look at the red roses he gave me, I sniffed it to smell the flower which made m
“Mom, we’re going to have a vacation next week for the christmas,” Pauline says, I glanced at her as I smiled and nodded at her.“Oh, that’s good, where do you wanna go? Uncle Dad wants to have a vacation with us,” I say.Ethan is planning to take us somewhere Pauline wants, Ethan told me about it last week.“Mommy, does Uncle Dad likes you?” she asks, I turned my head to see her again. Shia even stopped from doing her reporting.She’s staying here as she feel bored in her condo.“Who said that to you? Uncle Dad is just being kind to us, baby,” I answer before I pinch her cheeks.“Then why did he told you to marry him?” she asks innocently. Shia and I look at each other. I glared at her when she’s forcing herself not to laugh.“Go and play now, baby,” I say without answering her question.I throw the ballpen I’m holding to Shia that made her laugh. Shia and Janine already know that Ethan liked me, they just stayed silent before because me and Paul were together back then.After a few
We’re watching Pauline playing with other kids here in the park. They are running while they are playing, I can hear her laughs and giggles from here.“She looks happy,” Paul says.“Yeah, she is,” I answer without looking at him. We’re sitting on a blanket that he brought while we’re on the grass.Yeah, Shia tricked me. She pranked me, only to see my daughter holding Paul’s hand. I don’t know when they started talking and they agreed to do this st*pid thing!I’m a bit guilty about what happened from the past knowing that I know his side now, but I don’t know how to start.“I should bring her more often here, then.” I look at him while he’s looking at Pauline. He turned his head to see me, he smiled at me.”I don’t care if you don’t want to see me, but I want to do everything to make my daughter happy. And I know that this can make you happy too,” he says, I look away.I hugged myself when the wind hugged me, the sky is getting dark, so the others are fixing their things to go home.“