Clara
I sat waiting for around ten minutes until the original guy came back and sat back at his desk without saying a word. Minutes later with a foreboding looking man entered the room, eyeing me for a while before speaking and I had to fight the urge to squirm in my seat while under his stare.
“Miss West?” The newcomer questioned, holding out his hand for me to shake.
“Yes.” I smiled slightly.
“I'm commander Hicks, I hear you want to sign up?”
“Yes sir.”
“Okay then, come with me.” He stated before leading the way through the old guards room and down a corridor I hadn't seen before.
He stopped at a large room filled with metal equipment that looked like it could be used for torture. “This is one of our training rooms. Have a seat for a moment.” He said and took the second chair in the room so that he was facing me.
“Before we go any further I need to clarify that if you sign up you know what you are getting yourself into. Being in the army isn't glamorous, its dangerous, hard work and its bloody. You will be asked to do things that you might not agree with, you will be required to kill.” He stated dramatically as though trying to warn me off. “Why do you want to be in the army Miss West?”
I swallowed hard before answering. “I was fourteen when I first really learned what the army did. I always had a notion before that but no real idea of the specifics. The day I learnt that people in the army killed other people I was horrified but it only lasted a minute. The infected that you kill Sir, they aren't people, they are animals, monsters. They are responsible for the deaths of millions, the suffering of millions. They are the reason we live the way we do. Trapped behind concrete walls, fearing the outside.”
“ I have memories of how the world used to be and we deserve a chance to get back to that.” I stated, taking a moment think about my next words. “Its not me that I'm doing this for, its for the next generation. The children that live here that have history lessons and listen with amazement when we tell them how life used to be. Because how we live now is so far removed from that that they can barely believe it. I'm doing it for the children that are yet to be born, and for the people who are forced to live this way. We all want a better life Commander, but there is no hope of that while we fear the infected, while they rule the world. I want a hand in changing that, in keeping people safe and in giving them hope for a better future.” I stated, the words pouring out of my mouth.
“Good answer.” He smiled lightly nodding his head. “Lets get started then shall we. You said on your form that you have a high level of fitness?”
“Yes sir.”
“Okay well today we are going to test that. The testing itself lasts around four hours, although you get a twenty minute break every hour. Physical fitness is your first hour, followed by combat, then weaponry and finally your interview.” He stated standing from his seat. “Are you okay to start now?”
“Yes Sir.”
“Lets get too it then.”
Okay maybe I underestimated the army a little. After my first hour I was ready to collapse. I slumped in a chair in the training room, every muscle in my body on fire. And I was so thankful that I had been training for as long as I had, there was no way I would have made it through this otherwise. Commander Hicks had shouted in my ear every step of the way, pushing me harder than I thought possible until my body collapsed and refused to do any more.
I gulped down air as I let my limbs relax then very gratefully accepted the water bottle he offered me. “You have twenty minutes before combat training. I'll leave you to yourself for a while, there's a rest room through there if you need it, I'll be back in twenty minutes.” He smiled lightly and the rebellious part of me wanted to tell him to fuck off. Smiling at me after an hour of screaming in my ear.
I sipped the cold water feeling instant relief against my sore throat then slumped back against the chair back. Shit this was harder than I had thought it would be.
I took a few minutes to relax and catch my breath before deciding that sitting still was only going to let my sore muscles stiffen and I needed to be flexible for the combat exam. I slid to the floor and started stretching out my legs, one muscle at a time, wincing against the tender feeling that was unfamiliar.
The minutes flew by and I was stretching the last of my back muscles when the commander returned with another man in tow.
“Time up. Follow me.” He stated with that smile again and I groaned a little. If I didn't want this so damn badly I would have given up about an hour ago. It was a wonder anyone ever made it through this. He led us to a room down the corridor that was empty save a row of seats along the one wall.
“This is Brad Wesley, he's going to be sparring with you.” The commander stated watching my expression. “Don't worry too much about this assessment, it's more to determine if you are teachable than anything else, we don't expect you to be able to fight.” He stated and I held back my smile. I had thought I would have a leg up in all of this, but so far all I had found was that I had been sorely underestimating the army, maybe I would be able to redeem myself here. “Idea of the game is to get as many taps on Brad as you can while avoiding being tapped.” He stated. “Understand?”
“Yes.” I answered, I had played this game with Matt a time or two, although I would bet anything that Brad would be faster and stronger than my best friend so I was feeling less confident than I had this morning.
“When you're ready.” The commander stated taking a seat but I was dodging before I could even manage a ready stance as Brad came at me.
I side stepped and ducked, swinging my leg behind me to pivot away from him as his right arm swung out and missed me by a breath, that had been way too close for comfort. I swung back and struck out with my left leg, missing his shin as he jumped but he landed closer than I had expected and scored the first tap.
Crap. I dodged backwards, bending at the waist before seeing an opening. I threw my body into a forward roll, coming up to his left and struck out full force at his hip, following up with a jab to his shoulder.
Feeling a little better and gaining some of my confidence back I stepped backwards again as soon as my jab connected not wanting to be caught out. I watched warily as he stood straight and eyed me with raised brows, shooting a glance at the commander who nodded before he attacked again.
The hour continued in the same manner, with us alternating blows that became more painful as the minutes passed, I was going to have some impressive bruises in the morning but I would be damned if I let either of these men see just how much some of the 'taps' hurt.
“Enough.” The commander finally called and we stepped away from each other both breathing hard and wincing as we straightened. My only consolation was knowing that Brad would be hurting in the morning too.
The commander handed me another bottle of water and left me alone again and I lay on the floor rather than one of the chairs while I tried to get my breathing under control. I was happy with how that went, it wasn't disastrous at the very least. That was the hard parts down now just weaponry and the interview.
I could throw a knife with certain accuracy but I had never even held a gun before, so I had no idea how I would fair in my next evaluation.
The minutes ticked by again and I was still lying on the floor when the Commander returned, a smile on his face and a laugh in his voice.
“If it helps any, Brad was in that exact same position when I left him.” He smiled down at me, offering me a hand up. “You did good. A hell of a lot better than I expected.” He stated. “Its easy from here on out.” He stated indicating I should follow him.
This room was long and thin, with a metal cabinet near the door that the commander opened to display a wide range of knives, guns and sharp deadly looking tools that I was sure I would come to learn about.
“Lets give this a go. Some people are naturals, others need a little more training, but either way its not a problem, we just need to know where you are at.” He stated handing me a gun. “Gun safety. Never point it at anyone you don't want dead. That's the safety, it wont fire while that's on. So flick the safety off, cock the gun, aim and shoot.” He said indicating a wooden board with a paper target at the other end of the room.
Now or never Clara.
I followed his instructions and missed the target completely although now I had a sense of what to expect I figured I could do better. I aimed again and hit the left side of the target, then a little closer to the centre. I emptied the clip without once hitting the bullseye.
“Not bad, could definitely be worse.” He stated taking the gun from me and handing me another.
I had been a little nervous about this but firing a gun was somewhat like therapy, it was relaxing in a way that it shouldn't be considering that they were designed to kill people.
“Not bad at all West.” The commander stated. “Come on lets go take a seat and work through the last of your evaluations. I'll have some lunch brought in.” He stated clapping me on the back with that little smile still on his face, only now I felt no ill will towards the man at all. At the end of the day he was just doing his job.
He led me back into A block and into the second cell on the right that was outfitted with comfortable looking sofas and a coffee table. “Henesy.” The commander called out, getting the attention of a man standing two cells down. “Could you grab us two trays and drinks.”
“Yes Sir.” The guy responded and I watched as the commander took a seat on the sofa so that he was facing me. He relaxed back into the cushions and looked perfectly at ease while I tried hard to remember everything that I had learnt about this interview. I was just too tired though. Now that I knew the physical part of my evaluation was over it was like my body was protesting and refusing to move any more.
“Well West I would say that you are more than capable. Your initial evaluations are higher than most, your combat skills could use some fine tuning, and we will continue to push your fitness levels although it doesn't really need it. Mostly we need to work on your aim.” He stated then fell quiet for a moment. “Ordinarily training takes a minimum of six months but that time is mostly spent improving fitness levels and teaching combat, as yours are already fairly high I'm considering putting you in with one of the more advanced classes. It would mean throwing you in at the deep end, but it would also mean that your training would be over in about a month.” He stated much to my shock and this time I couldn't help the smile that broke out on my face.
“That sounds good to me sir.”
“Glad to hear it. Now from what you said earlier I take it you would rather be put on one of the external teams than be based at the compound?”
“Yes sir.” I stated, thinking that guarding the walls of the compound seemed like a boring job. I wanted to see the world again, to make a difference, and that was only going to be achieved outside of these walls.
“That's not a problem. Lets get you through training then we can see which team has an opening.” He smiled lightly. Standing to accept the trays of lunch the young man brought in. “Tuck in Miss West, you're in the army now, your going to need the sustenance.
Clara.I was over the moon as I left A block. I already had orders, something to actively do, granted it was only moving my stuff into my newly assigned room with the other recruits but it was something, a step in the right direction.I forced my body towards the rec room, hoping that Matt would be there, it was still lunch time, so classes were out for a while yet and I couldn't wait to tell him.Every one of my muscles ached and my legs felt like jelly as I forced them to carry me along the familiar corridors but as tired as my body was, my mind was on over drive. This was it. My career. I was in the army. I smiled again, unable to keep it to myself any longer I picked up my pace.Matt was sat on one of the sofas in the rec room, what had once been a staff room, with his arm around Maddie and a smile of his own on his face. He saw me and excused himself, coming to my side just inside the rooms e
Clara.The minutes ticket by slowly and I tensed every time I heard footsteps echoing through the block while I waited to see if Mum was home.“Are you sure you are okay Clara? You’re worrying me sweetheart.” Dad asked from his seat on the other sofa. His face was lined with worry as he watched me, and I couldn’t really say I blamed him. I was sure that by now I was green, and God only knows what my face had looked like while my mind had been turning with thoughts of how to even start this conversation.“I’m fine Dad. I promise.”“You’re not pregnant, are you?” He asked and I just about chocked at the thought.“God no! Why would you think that?”“Well, your getting older, and you and Matt are very close these days.” He stated with a shrug of his shoulders and a pink tinge to his cheeks.It took a moment for his words to t
ClaraDays turned into weeks and they all blurred together as my training took hold. The commander hadn't been wrong when he said I was being thrown into the deep end, I was definitely out of my depth the first couple of days, but a week in and I had gotten the hang of things, even if I did go to bed each night feeling as though I had been run over.It took a few days for my fellow recruits to accept me, they had expected me to lag behind and I did in the beginning, but I wasn't one to quit, or one to accept being second best. I pushed myself, harder than I ever had before. I cried, I sweat, I bled, I ate, I slept and I did it all over again.It was three weeks before I saw Matt again, the longest I had ever gone without him and I swear I was starting to have withdrawals, he too seemed overly eager to spend time with me, but we both knew and accepted that that wouldn't really be possible for a while, he had his traini
Clara.Our last day of official training went the same as every other day, if not slightly more intense, something I wouldn't have thought possible. They recapped on everything we had learnt previously and offered us some advice for our final evaluations.Graduation day dawned early and bright. And I spent the first ten minutes of the day staring at the ceiling wishing for Matt or my Mum, which was probably a little pathetic but I could use some moral support. I was just going to have to content myself with the knowledge that they would be there watching.The evaluations would be held in the main courtyard and was open to anyone who wanted to watch, over the years it had become a little like a spectator sport, people even made wagers on the outcomes.With a sigh I stood and readied myself for the day, dressing in my army blacks, attaching the holsters that we were required to wear which would hold the weapons w
Jake.“Six teams, six targets. Keep to ground, don't engage unless necessary, get what you can and get out. We are looking for medical supplies, lab equipment, anything you feel may be of value.” The chiefs voice rang out around the meeting room, a large table with a map separating him from us. “Team one.” He called and I watched the five guys and two girls step up to the table.“This is your target, deploy on readiness.” He stated handing them a sheet of paper and pointing to their destination on the map.“Team one is the only seven man team so the rest of you lucky guys and gals get to be responsible for the newbies, one per team.” He pointed to the wall where I knew that the five newbies were waiting for their orders.I don't know what the hell was wrong with me but I actually kind of hoped my team was assigned Clara. It was weird, unexplainable, She had drove me up the wall
JakeMy eyes flicked from building windows to side streets and cars, ignoring the mess and the destruction I scanned for movement, even the slightest twitch but saw nothing I had been doing this for so long now that I had learnt t trust myself, I got a sense, a gut feeling when shit was about to hit the fan and right now everything felt calm. But we had a newbie in the truck, so I wasn’t about to take any chances, especially not when that newbie was Clara West.“Clara you got anything?” I asked after a second scan on my side of the truck and seeing nothing but not wanting to tear my eyes away from scanning to check on her unless I had to.“One dead in a building window, one walking down an ally, No threat.” She stated clearly, calmly. No panic and I took a second to turn and check her, she was positioned side on as was I, her head on a light swivel as she scanned the area, her shoulders seemed tense bu
Clara.My heart pounded as I listened to the guys talking through the radios, their chatter somehow easing the shit storm of emotions that had gripped me when I pulled the trigger. It had been instinct, as soon as I saw the gun aimed in our direction I fired, not thinking, not caring. Then the blood had rushed through my veins so hard that nothing else mattered, all I could see were the dead, the infected, the danger. It kept me focused, alert so I wasn't knocking it but as soon as the danger had passed I was second guessing myself. I had shot someone. Killed them.I breathed hard, not someone, something. He wasn't human.“We're at the half way point.” Wheelers voice sounded, letting us know that we had another four hours before we would reach our target. Four hours of possible dangers. It was actually exhausting being so alert all the time. I let my eyes close for a second and took a deep breath. Even the
ClaraI watched as Jake holstered his gun and I frowned not understand why he would do that.“Use your knives where possible. Gun fire will attract the dead.” Jake said to me as we jumped down from the truck. “You stay next to me. We will search for the lab first and grab anything there that might be of use then we will do a once over of the building and grab anything else we could use back at the compound.” He informed as we stepped up behind Wheeler and Porter who were waiting for us at the doors, Bubble took up the rear and with a nod to us all Wheeler pushed open the heavy looking door and led the way inside.It was obvious that people had been here, papers littered the ground along all the corridors, graffiti stained the walls and there were signs of a fire in the hall that had been extinguished. We moved quickly through the wide hallways, glancing into empty rooms, no sign of anyone, livi
Clara. The next few days at the compound were the busiest I had ever seen it, all army personnel were working overtime, patrolling the prison, searching through every room before declaring it clear. Cleaning out the bodies of the dead and filling the massive whole that now resided in D blocks shower room. The funerals started on the third day after the attack. It turned out that a lot more than just Wheeler had died, although his death was the one I felt the hardest. Thirty two people lost their lives in the attack. It would be a while before any raids were organised, too much needed to be done at the compound but the leaders were already planning to send teams out to collapse the tunnels that ran under the prison. Our team had been inseparable since the attack, maybe it was losing Wheeler, maybe it was fear of the unknown but almost every waking moment we spent side by side, only going our separate ways of a night. Jak
ClaraThe corridors around E block were packed to capacity with dead who were trying to gain access to the living and the sight made me shudder as we came up behind them, it was like deja vu again only this time we had more men and better weapons.Three bombs were thrown into the midst taking out almost half off the dead before they even knew we were there. Then the fight was on. They raced at us, their bodies moving in strange ways and I opened fire on those closest to me. Five down. Another bomb and more firing. Slowly but surely we edged closer. The other hallways I knew were filled with soldiers fighting their own battles and a team were firing from behind the barricade in E block but still half an hour of fighting, of throwing bottles filled with a strange looking chemical mixture and shooting anything in our path and we still hadn't made it to the entrance. Porter Jake Bubble and Rigs fought along side me, none of us w
ClaraI wiped the tears from my cheeks and followed Jake out onto the landing. He was right, there was work to do. I hadn't known Wheeler all that well but still my heart hurt knowing that I wouldn't get to see him again, and my heart hurt for Jake too, the look on his face when Porter screamed just about ripped me in two, he had been close with the team leader I knew that, hell he was close with all his team mates. He pushed his back straight and walked across the landing towards a guy I didn't recognise, he hadn't been with us earlier.A glance around the room let me know that the fighting here was over, the dead were nothing more than heaped bodies on the ground and the first floor landing was filled with soldiers. I spotted the chief across the landing and I sighed, at least he wasn't harmed, the last thing we needed right now was for one of our leaders to fall. Which briefly had me thinking about the other leaders and w
Jake.“Wont be long guys, make sure your shots count.” I spoke up loud enough for my voice to carry across the landing to the other soldiers waiting for our nod. My finger itched as I let it rest against the trigger of my gun, I had spent way too long being inactive and it was making me nervous, well the nerves probably had something to do with the hundreds of dead that were clawing at the walls beneath our feet trying to find their next meal, their next target.I took a deep breath, Clara was ready at my side, her gun clenched in her hand, her eyes roaming the masses below us. I still couldn't get over how well she had been handling herself. Joining the army was a huge adjustment under normal circumstances and this was far from normal.“Okay coming up to B block, corridors are mostly clear.” Wheelers voice sounded through my earpiece and my shoulders tensed. “Okay guys w
Clara.The noise in D block had settled considerably since the residents had calmed down, Peters Trundle and I spent close to an hour answering questions as best we could before they gave up and settled into their temporary housing, my parents were sharing a cell with an elderly woman by the name Bridie when I finally got around to speaking with them.“I cant believe that you are okay with that, with dealing with that every day.” Mum muttered glancing out the cell door towards the ground where the dead were still making a racket as they tried in vain to climb towards the higher levels.“It's my job Mum.” I state not knowing what else to say, this job, my job wasn't for everyone, I had known that before I signed up but more so now that I was an active soldier and had been out in the world, I still saw visions of my fist kill behind my closed eyelids, dreamt about the horrors in the world. I hid
ClaraBy the time they reached me my hands were shaking and tears had built in my eyes.“You okay baby?” Jake asked, pulling me into his arms and kissing the side of my head. Our moment only lasted a minute but it was enough for me to pull myself together, he was okay, he was alive. I let my eyes run over him from head to toe checking for damage before looking him in the eye.“I love you.” I stated figuring that it could be now or never, I could have lost him then and if anything were to happen to me, I needed him to know how I felt.His answering smile was breathtaking. “I love you too.” He whispered back before attaching his lips to mine in a short hard kiss.“Come on you two.” Bubble stated pulling our attention and I nodded letting Jake grab my hand and pull me towards the other side of the landing where no one had taken up posts yet. They had finished
ClaraThe room hummed with nervous energy while we waited for Jake to return with the Leaders everyone once again on high alert now that we knew there actually was a way for the infected to breach our walls, the impenetrable compound no longer seemed so safe.A shuffling of bodies shifted to reveal the grim faces of our leaders, each one looking tired and haggard, as though none of them had slept in a week and I contemplated that just maybe they hadn't.“Mr Jones said that you found something?” Jade questioned.“Yes, there are sewer tunnels running directly under the compound, the closest point of impact would be D block showers, none of the other tunnels are large enough to fit bodies. The tunnels run in either direction and fork off to four surrounding towns then carry on to the towns after that. They could literally enter these tunnels from anywhere and sneak up on us at any moment and we w
Clara.The days passed in a blur, every hour consumed by one action, one task. The compound had been on lock down for almost a week, and everyone was starting to feel the strain of it, but we were no closer to answers than we had been in the beginning.I had barely seen my parents since that first day and I had seen Matt even less. My days were filled with all things security, working six hour shifts on protection detail of one area or another my off hours were spent brainstorming with my team members and other members of the army, catching up on sleep, eating or spending hours wrapped up with Jake losing ourselves in our own bubble of happiness.Everything between us was great, we hadn't had any profound conversations about our relationship but neither of us was in a rush, instead just happy to enjoy the time we had together.It was Wednesday when a commotion on the main floor of A block had us all sprin
Clara. The rest of our shift guarding D block had been exhausting, emotionally more than physically as we spent hour after hour answering the same questions but not really having an answer to give. The team refrained from idle chit chat, barely speaking at all unless it was to try and calm the fears of one resident or another but Jakes silent presence by my side was more reassuring than any words could have been, he was my rock, my shoulder to lean on and that fact had a small smile building inside me, even given the circumstances.I had resigned myself to the fact that this would never happen, that we would never share comforting looks or the slight brush of a hand on my back, that I would never get to see him relaxed and carefree but the reality of our relationship was better than anything I had imagined.We had escorted the kitchen staff to their work posts after change over in D block and left for our six hours o