Jake.
I pulled the jeep into its usual spot in the large makeshift garage and kept the engine running while I waited for the guards on duty to pull the exterior doors closed, keeping an eye on the rear-view mirror for any signs of trouble. I didn’t expect any, the last three hours of our drive back had been eerily quiet with no signs of movement, even the rats were absent. It was strange not to encounter something, but my brain was too tired to puzzle it out with any seriousness.
Three weeks we had been gone, and all we had to show for it were a few boxes of supplies, some new entries in the log and a very tired team. I scrubbed my hand over my eyes and forced them to open wide. I had never really mastered the art of sleeping on the move, so after a solid three-day drive back to the compound I was exhausted. We all were.
“Home sweet home. My beds never looked as good as it does now.” Came Porters quiet murmur from the back seat. It was amazing just how much a mission outside of the Compound could change the demeaner of the team.
The day we left three weeks ago they had been a rowdy bunch, even going so far as to sing along with one of the old CD’s Wheeler had slowly been collecting, Porter especially was naturally a loud and talkative person, it was surreal to hear him sound so subdued now. But experience taught me that two days back inside the safety of the compound and he would be back to his usual, annoyingly chipper self.
“Well, it should be a quick debrief then you can collapse in your pit for a few days. Give the rest of us a break from seeing your ugly mug.” Wheeler stated his tone as light-hearted as it ever was, and a smile pulled at my lips as his words registered. Porter was the pretty boy of the group, and he made sure we knew it. I turned to see Wheelers relaxed stance in the passenger seat beside me, he was the only guy I knew who didn’t seem to be overly fazed by the missions we went on, in fact nothing much seemed to faze him at all. But then when you have seen just about every horror possible, I suppose you become immune.
I switched off the engine and pulled out the keys, forcing my stiff body to move I wrenched open the heavy door and dropped down from the jeep, wincing at the jarring impact on my stiff legs. What I wouldn’t give for a long soak in a hot bath.
Mitchell was the guard on duty here today, and he stood waiting for us with a small smile. The garage was the weakest security point of the compound as such there were always at least two guards here, the other guy had been the one to pull the doors closed, a face I didn’t recognise but that wasn’t surprising, I wasn’t exactly the most social of people, I tended to avoid the large gatherings.
“Ya’ll good?” Mitchell questioned with a nod of greeting.
“Yeah, safe and sound, just tired.” I responded, handing over the keys to the jeep and side stepping as Wheeler made his way around the jeep.
“There are a few boxes in the back that need unloading, nothing perishable.” He informed the guard in his no nonsense tone.
“Thanks, I’ll take care of it.” Mitchell nodded, his southern accent strong in his words as he headed off to do his own job.
“Come on boys, let’s get this over with, I’m about to drop.” Rigs directed leading the way out of the garage with the rest of the team closely following, and into the long empty corridor that led towards the main block.
Not a word was spoken as we walked the familiar corridor, the sound of shoes echoing on the concrete the only thing breaking up the silence. I moved on auto pilot as I tried in vain to process the details of this mission.
We had been deployed to map out the outer areas of what used to be Washington state and look for any signs of the uninfected, the area was heavily infested with the infected though which made it difficult to do just about anything, we didn’t get to look around anywhere near as much as we would have liked but it was one mission ticked off the list I suppose. I scrubbed my hand over my face as the images assaulted me once again.
It was hard seeing what had become of the world, every time we went out, we came across something that gave us pause. This time it had been a park, one of those small ones in the middle of a suburban neighbourhood that we stopped in, to camp out for the night, surrounded by houses that had no doubt once been beautiful.
The houses themselves had obviously been abandoned for years, the windows were cracked or had panes of glass missing entirely, the occasional pane that was still intact was opaque with the years of grime that had built up. The brick walls were covered in old graffiti, written by the homeowners or squatters that had taken refuge over the years and pleaded for help, for salvation.
The once lush green lawns were now brown and withered with weeds a meter tall, and in amongst such obvious signs of abandonment was this little park. Untouched by time, a beacon of hope for what we were trying to get back to.
“Well, that was a bust.” Bubble grumbled slowing his pace to walk in line with me. “It won’t be long before they have us going door to door across the whole country. Or crossing the border into Mexico or Canada.” He stated echoing my own thoughts from earlier in the mission. “Oh ooh” he uttered in a universally accepted noise for trouble before leaving me on my own again. I hadn’t even said a word to him, what in the world was he on about?
I shook the frown off my face and carried walking, we had passed the central corridor and turned off towards A block, not long now until I could shut myself in my own little cell and sleep.
“Hey Jake! How did it go?” The voice called out from behind me and without laying eyes on her I knew exactly who was asking. Clara West. At least Bubbles ‘oh ooh’ now made sense.
I swallowed my groan, reminding myself yet again that she was just a kid. “Good.” I answered biting my tongue as she fell into step beside me.
She looked exactly the same as always, young, fresh faced, eager eyed. Dirty blonde hair piled high on her head and clothing that was probably as old as she was and at least three sizes too big. She was my puppy dog, or so the guys liked to call her. An ignorant, innocent teen who thought the fact that I was in the army was a good thing, that I killed the dead was a good thing. She didn't have the first idea of what it was like out there, hell she likely didn’t have any memories of ever being outside of the compound.
The world had changed nine years ago when a virus was let loose on humanity. It had started out like any other, people got sick, headaches to rival any migraine, loss of appetite and vomiting, it was just a nasty sickness bug, or so we all thought. Then it got a little worse, the people who were infected lost some of their motor skills and strength, they couldn’t think clearly, I remember reading an interview with an infected who described it as ‘like walking through a fog, everything is blurry’.
Over the space of a year the virus mutated, scientists and doctors were baffled by its resilience to just about anything they tried and twelve months in it was no longer just a sickness bug. It was killing people.
At the time it had been horrifying, each day we checked the news to see just how many people across the world had died due to a virus we couldn’t do anything about. The country went on lockdown, hell the whole world went on lockdown. No one left their houses, businesses closed, people struggled to buy food as the supermarkets sold out of everything, it was chaos. Then the reports got strange.
It was a Wednesday morning when it happened, every news outlet had the same story with different variations of a title, but all with the same meaning. ‘It’s a miracle.’ His name had been William Preece. A small-town mechanic, I can’t remember where from specifically, some town I had never heard of. The news report declared that the infected man had somehow survived the virus, he had dies for a short time before regaining a heartbeat and although his motor functions had not fully returned yet the man tested negative for the virus.
The good news didn’t last long though, before the day was over those reports turned sinister, and the wife of the mechanic reported that ‘he was not her husband’. More testing was completed and by the end of the day the doctors were singing a different tune. It wasn’t a miracle, it was the thing of nightmares. The media started referring to him as the zombie, but he wasn’t the only one, he was just the first that they knew about.
Within a week, doctors had more information, and the news became terrifying.
The virus changed those it infected, turning humans into monsters and bringing the dead back to life. It was simple science really, the virus changed our DNA and with it eradicated all that was good about the human race, love compassion kindness empathy, all it left behind were our base instincts, the need to feed and the need to spread the infection but it didn't always eradicate the ability to think in those it infected, there were some smart ass bad guys out there with no base emotions to hold them back.
As for the re-animation of the dead, well that was a little harder to explain but essentially it turned the dead into zombies, the infected who died would rise again although there was nothing scientific to indicate they were actually alive except that they could walk and talk, somewhat.
The virus had spread quickly across the world, mostly due to the fact that the only way to truly differentiate between the infected and the clean were their eyes. The infected all had a wicked case of blood eye.
Now, nine years later we were doing all we could just to survive. Somewhere along the line the compound had been set up, an old prison that was almost impenetrable and now the only known safe zone in what used to be the united states.
“Well I'm glad you all made it back okay.” Her voice was soft, sweet and I bit my tongue again.
“Yeah.” I nodded not giving her more. Hell she was just a kid with a crush, I kind of felt sorry for her, it wasn't as though there were a lot of prospects left in the world but I wouldn't encourage her crush, not when I knew nothing would ever come of it. She had to be at least ten years younger than me and she had no idea how the world worked, where as I was confronted with our reality way too often.
“Are you heading back out?” She asked not giving up on the prospect of a conversation and I grumbled wishing she would go away.
“Yeah.” I muttered, not for the first time feeling glad of the fact that I wouldn't have to see her for a while. Our team had been placed on duty searching for cleans and was set to head out again in a couple of days, only this time I wouldn't be back for a good while. The thought was as unsettling as it was welcome. I had joined the army eight years ago at the age of nineteen. I hadn't really known what to expect, I just knew that I had no family, no real friends and I had to do something. I was taken in by the compound and felt a bit of a debt to the leaders, they kept me alive, fed me, clothed me and I had done nothing in return, I had nothing to offer them. I wasn't smart, I wasn't specialised in any field. So I did the only thing I could do and signed up for the army.
“Well good luck.” She smiled and I forced a smile in return then watched as she walked away, back into the main common room of the compound while I followed behind my team towards the armoury.
“That your little stalker? She's kind of cute.” Wheeler smirked falling back to walk besides me.
“By all means knock yourself out.” I stated hoping that if someone, anyone showed her a little attention then she would leave me be, I couldn't keep fending her off, one of these days I would crack and do something stupid, something she would most likely end up regretting.
“Oh come on, smile a little.” He laughed before joining up with the others and I once again found myself thankful that we wouldn’t be at the compound for long before we would be sent out again, hopefully for a good few weeks.
Clara.I watched Jake and his unit disappear around the corner before slowing my pace and heading in the direction of the rec room where my best friend would be. I grumbled to myself as I let our conversation play back through my head. Not that it was much of a conversation. The guy barely acknowledged that I existed.I hated that I was crazy about a guy who didn't feel the same way, even more than that, I hated the fact that everyone seemed to know about it, not that there was any chance of keeping something like that secret when we all lived in each others pockets. Everyone knew everything about everyone else, it was just the way of the world for those who called the Compound home.I groaned aloud as my thoughts turned back to Jake, I don't know exactly what it is about him that makes me lose my cool but somehow I couldn't manage one simple sentence without coming across as a love sick puppy. I was sur
ClaraI sat waiting for around ten minutes until the original guy came back and sat back at his desk without saying a word. Minutes later with a foreboding looking man entered the room, eyeing me for a while before speaking and I had to fight the urge to squirm in my seat while under his stare.“Miss West?” The newcomer questioned, holding out his hand for me to shake.“Yes.” I smiled slightly.“I'm commander Hicks, I hear you want to sign up?”“Yes sir.”“Okay then, come with me.” He stated before leading the way through the old guards room and down a corridor I hadn't seen before.He stopped at a large room filled with metal equipment that looked like it could be used for torture. “This is one of our training rooms. Have a seat for a moment.” He said and took the second chair in the room so that he was facing me.
Clara.I was over the moon as I left A block. I already had orders, something to actively do, granted it was only moving my stuff into my newly assigned room with the other recruits but it was something, a step in the right direction.I forced my body towards the rec room, hoping that Matt would be there, it was still lunch time, so classes were out for a while yet and I couldn't wait to tell him.Every one of my muscles ached and my legs felt like jelly as I forced them to carry me along the familiar corridors but as tired as my body was, my mind was on over drive. This was it. My career. I was in the army. I smiled again, unable to keep it to myself any longer I picked up my pace.Matt was sat on one of the sofas in the rec room, what had once been a staff room, with his arm around Maddie and a smile of his own on his face. He saw me and excused himself, coming to my side just inside the rooms e
Clara.The minutes ticket by slowly and I tensed every time I heard footsteps echoing through the block while I waited to see if Mum was home.“Are you sure you are okay Clara? You’re worrying me sweetheart.” Dad asked from his seat on the other sofa. His face was lined with worry as he watched me, and I couldn’t really say I blamed him. I was sure that by now I was green, and God only knows what my face had looked like while my mind had been turning with thoughts of how to even start this conversation.“I’m fine Dad. I promise.”“You’re not pregnant, are you?” He asked and I just about chocked at the thought.“God no! Why would you think that?”“Well, your getting older, and you and Matt are very close these days.” He stated with a shrug of his shoulders and a pink tinge to his cheeks.It took a moment for his words to t
ClaraDays turned into weeks and they all blurred together as my training took hold. The commander hadn't been wrong when he said I was being thrown into the deep end, I was definitely out of my depth the first couple of days, but a week in and I had gotten the hang of things, even if I did go to bed each night feeling as though I had been run over.It took a few days for my fellow recruits to accept me, they had expected me to lag behind and I did in the beginning, but I wasn't one to quit, or one to accept being second best. I pushed myself, harder than I ever had before. I cried, I sweat, I bled, I ate, I slept and I did it all over again.It was three weeks before I saw Matt again, the longest I had ever gone without him and I swear I was starting to have withdrawals, he too seemed overly eager to spend time with me, but we both knew and accepted that that wouldn't really be possible for a while, he had his traini
Clara.Our last day of official training went the same as every other day, if not slightly more intense, something I wouldn't have thought possible. They recapped on everything we had learnt previously and offered us some advice for our final evaluations.Graduation day dawned early and bright. And I spent the first ten minutes of the day staring at the ceiling wishing for Matt or my Mum, which was probably a little pathetic but I could use some moral support. I was just going to have to content myself with the knowledge that they would be there watching.The evaluations would be held in the main courtyard and was open to anyone who wanted to watch, over the years it had become a little like a spectator sport, people even made wagers on the outcomes.With a sigh I stood and readied myself for the day, dressing in my army blacks, attaching the holsters that we were required to wear which would hold the weapons w
Jake.“Six teams, six targets. Keep to ground, don't engage unless necessary, get what you can and get out. We are looking for medical supplies, lab equipment, anything you feel may be of value.” The chiefs voice rang out around the meeting room, a large table with a map separating him from us. “Team one.” He called and I watched the five guys and two girls step up to the table.“This is your target, deploy on readiness.” He stated handing them a sheet of paper and pointing to their destination on the map.“Team one is the only seven man team so the rest of you lucky guys and gals get to be responsible for the newbies, one per team.” He pointed to the wall where I knew that the five newbies were waiting for their orders.I don't know what the hell was wrong with me but I actually kind of hoped my team was assigned Clara. It was weird, unexplainable, She had drove me up the wall
JakeMy eyes flicked from building windows to side streets and cars, ignoring the mess and the destruction I scanned for movement, even the slightest twitch but saw nothing I had been doing this for so long now that I had learnt t trust myself, I got a sense, a gut feeling when shit was about to hit the fan and right now everything felt calm. But we had a newbie in the truck, so I wasn’t about to take any chances, especially not when that newbie was Clara West.“Clara you got anything?” I asked after a second scan on my side of the truck and seeing nothing but not wanting to tear my eyes away from scanning to check on her unless I had to.“One dead in a building window, one walking down an ally, No threat.” She stated clearly, calmly. No panic and I took a second to turn and check her, she was positioned side on as was I, her head on a light swivel as she scanned the area, her shoulders seemed tense bu
Clara. The next few days at the compound were the busiest I had ever seen it, all army personnel were working overtime, patrolling the prison, searching through every room before declaring it clear. Cleaning out the bodies of the dead and filling the massive whole that now resided in D blocks shower room. The funerals started on the third day after the attack. It turned out that a lot more than just Wheeler had died, although his death was the one I felt the hardest. Thirty two people lost their lives in the attack. It would be a while before any raids were organised, too much needed to be done at the compound but the leaders were already planning to send teams out to collapse the tunnels that ran under the prison. Our team had been inseparable since the attack, maybe it was losing Wheeler, maybe it was fear of the unknown but almost every waking moment we spent side by side, only going our separate ways of a night. Jak
ClaraThe corridors around E block were packed to capacity with dead who were trying to gain access to the living and the sight made me shudder as we came up behind them, it was like deja vu again only this time we had more men and better weapons.Three bombs were thrown into the midst taking out almost half off the dead before they even knew we were there. Then the fight was on. They raced at us, their bodies moving in strange ways and I opened fire on those closest to me. Five down. Another bomb and more firing. Slowly but surely we edged closer. The other hallways I knew were filled with soldiers fighting their own battles and a team were firing from behind the barricade in E block but still half an hour of fighting, of throwing bottles filled with a strange looking chemical mixture and shooting anything in our path and we still hadn't made it to the entrance. Porter Jake Bubble and Rigs fought along side me, none of us w
ClaraI wiped the tears from my cheeks and followed Jake out onto the landing. He was right, there was work to do. I hadn't known Wheeler all that well but still my heart hurt knowing that I wouldn't get to see him again, and my heart hurt for Jake too, the look on his face when Porter screamed just about ripped me in two, he had been close with the team leader I knew that, hell he was close with all his team mates. He pushed his back straight and walked across the landing towards a guy I didn't recognise, he hadn't been with us earlier.A glance around the room let me know that the fighting here was over, the dead were nothing more than heaped bodies on the ground and the first floor landing was filled with soldiers. I spotted the chief across the landing and I sighed, at least he wasn't harmed, the last thing we needed right now was for one of our leaders to fall. Which briefly had me thinking about the other leaders and w
Jake.“Wont be long guys, make sure your shots count.” I spoke up loud enough for my voice to carry across the landing to the other soldiers waiting for our nod. My finger itched as I let it rest against the trigger of my gun, I had spent way too long being inactive and it was making me nervous, well the nerves probably had something to do with the hundreds of dead that were clawing at the walls beneath our feet trying to find their next meal, their next target.I took a deep breath, Clara was ready at my side, her gun clenched in her hand, her eyes roaming the masses below us. I still couldn't get over how well she had been handling herself. Joining the army was a huge adjustment under normal circumstances and this was far from normal.“Okay coming up to B block, corridors are mostly clear.” Wheelers voice sounded through my earpiece and my shoulders tensed. “Okay guys w
Clara.The noise in D block had settled considerably since the residents had calmed down, Peters Trundle and I spent close to an hour answering questions as best we could before they gave up and settled into their temporary housing, my parents were sharing a cell with an elderly woman by the name Bridie when I finally got around to speaking with them.“I cant believe that you are okay with that, with dealing with that every day.” Mum muttered glancing out the cell door towards the ground where the dead were still making a racket as they tried in vain to climb towards the higher levels.“It's my job Mum.” I state not knowing what else to say, this job, my job wasn't for everyone, I had known that before I signed up but more so now that I was an active soldier and had been out in the world, I still saw visions of my fist kill behind my closed eyelids, dreamt about the horrors in the world. I hid
ClaraBy the time they reached me my hands were shaking and tears had built in my eyes.“You okay baby?” Jake asked, pulling me into his arms and kissing the side of my head. Our moment only lasted a minute but it was enough for me to pull myself together, he was okay, he was alive. I let my eyes run over him from head to toe checking for damage before looking him in the eye.“I love you.” I stated figuring that it could be now or never, I could have lost him then and if anything were to happen to me, I needed him to know how I felt.His answering smile was breathtaking. “I love you too.” He whispered back before attaching his lips to mine in a short hard kiss.“Come on you two.” Bubble stated pulling our attention and I nodded letting Jake grab my hand and pull me towards the other side of the landing where no one had taken up posts yet. They had finished
ClaraThe room hummed with nervous energy while we waited for Jake to return with the Leaders everyone once again on high alert now that we knew there actually was a way for the infected to breach our walls, the impenetrable compound no longer seemed so safe.A shuffling of bodies shifted to reveal the grim faces of our leaders, each one looking tired and haggard, as though none of them had slept in a week and I contemplated that just maybe they hadn't.“Mr Jones said that you found something?” Jade questioned.“Yes, there are sewer tunnels running directly under the compound, the closest point of impact would be D block showers, none of the other tunnels are large enough to fit bodies. The tunnels run in either direction and fork off to four surrounding towns then carry on to the towns after that. They could literally enter these tunnels from anywhere and sneak up on us at any moment and we w
Clara.The days passed in a blur, every hour consumed by one action, one task. The compound had been on lock down for almost a week, and everyone was starting to feel the strain of it, but we were no closer to answers than we had been in the beginning.I had barely seen my parents since that first day and I had seen Matt even less. My days were filled with all things security, working six hour shifts on protection detail of one area or another my off hours were spent brainstorming with my team members and other members of the army, catching up on sleep, eating or spending hours wrapped up with Jake losing ourselves in our own bubble of happiness.Everything between us was great, we hadn't had any profound conversations about our relationship but neither of us was in a rush, instead just happy to enjoy the time we had together.It was Wednesday when a commotion on the main floor of A block had us all sprin
Clara. The rest of our shift guarding D block had been exhausting, emotionally more than physically as we spent hour after hour answering the same questions but not really having an answer to give. The team refrained from idle chit chat, barely speaking at all unless it was to try and calm the fears of one resident or another but Jakes silent presence by my side was more reassuring than any words could have been, he was my rock, my shoulder to lean on and that fact had a small smile building inside me, even given the circumstances.I had resigned myself to the fact that this would never happen, that we would never share comforting looks or the slight brush of a hand on my back, that I would never get to see him relaxed and carefree but the reality of our relationship was better than anything I had imagined.We had escorted the kitchen staff to their work posts after change over in D block and left for our six hours o