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Hurdles of the past may affect you in future... ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "Don't go! Don't do this! Don't go please! Don't go!" A sound erupted beamingly in my ears. And my eyes flew open that was my alarm clock; I was covered in all-over sweat. Again that dream, I saw that dream! Why it is not clear? What was the reason for it! If only my, childhood hadn't had it in a blur then I must recall it. Sighing, I got up from my bed. Three days passed since, the completion of the second round, yet I still don't believe that I won that round. I was a little bit overwhelmed by the results of that round; hardly believing in it. Though I gave my best, at the last that song I sung was not good for Mr Bennett's reputation. Ha! Thank god! He didn't know about it. It means this time luck was on my side. However, why I'm talking about luck? This is an excellent question to be arising on, so here let's sta
When Reality hits you like a wrecking ball, it depends on you; how well you take it! -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "Amy..." A slow whisper came somewhat near me. But I was not in my state of mind! Everything is dark here, As I got stuck somewhere near the world of dark, so enormously dangerously silent, yet captivating enough to drag my soul with it. My mind was clueless! clueless about everything related to extremely dark things! I wanted to get hell out of this place, but it's kept devouring my soul! It had trapped me with its power; it had stacked me with its strength, and I look like a little damsel who can't have anything in her hand....... "Amy!" again that sound came, but this time; it was pretty close to me. I want to hear that voice! I want to follow that voice, but something had been stuck inside me which was falling repeatedly with my body. "Amanda Parker!" that sound commanded me, ha
The truth of life can have different aspects on you. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Who am I? That girl who had played the role of a nerd? Or that girl who's going to be a playgirl? Is that even making sense? These thoughts of mine were not clanged me with themselves; they want me to feel them! Feel every pain! Every breath, every inch of it! Yet acts like you didn't feel anything! Acts like everything is normal when the first place it's not! I didn't realize when my life became so complicated? It is really necessary to have complications in your life? It is really necessary to entrust someone; when they don't give a shit about you? I don't know why I'm feeling like this! Something is wrong with me? Or I was exaggerating things; again? Why can't I just let go of everything easily, and behave like a normal being! Why can't I ignore things? Why this immense pain is killing me from inside? Becaus
Sometimes, dreaming can change your perception of yourself. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "No." "Yes." "No." "Yes." "I'm not going with you anywhere!" I tried to yell. "Amanda, stop being such a baby! We are also going, don't forget. By the way, it would be very useful if we start early this. I want to teach you some of my pick-up lines so that you can lure any man with it. Like a player," suggested Dylan, while raising his one of eyebrows suspiciously. And what the weird thing is he was looking towards Cole; not in my direction. So what the hell is going on here is- after having the whole carton scene of milk; I and Cole get engaged in a heated argument. Which left us for one thing, I mean our dear friend decided to make the best out of it in their perspective, not in mine. We all are going to a mall! Vess and Dylan are going to watch some romantic chick flick movie, and I left with Cole,
Fun can become a disaster in seconds.You never know. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I was sitting somewhere in this town, which I had called my country by the way, but the place is nowhere to be linked with me in my whole life. Still, I'm sitting here like a lost child with hairs juggled up all over up, face was red due to the sudden movements of a whole lot of running. And clothes? Well, let's not go there! Because I look like a freak! A complete freak Still, when I heard the sound of breathing continuously humming near me, I came into the real whole shit of everything. Cole was sitting next to me. Looking like a complete idiot, with his clothes worn out from different places, his bottom lip was swollen, his eyes were red, and he had a mark of punch in there. Long in short he somewhat has beaten up. As sensing my stare he looked into my eyes, all the anger he had was forming inside his raged bo
Everything can change around you, except your nature. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Damn him! Damn him to the hell! He's such a magnet. Ok! Not a magnet, but a flying STD. I mean; I'm here standing with clothes all over in my hands along with their hangers, and he was busy flirting with every girl which passes away from the local market! He didn't leave alone that counter woman. Soon! Soon! He's going to change that, and I'll make sure of it. After all, he has to play the role of a nerd. Are you sure this is only about the role; Nothing more than that? HA! You got to be kidding me. Off- course it is only about that bet. Now what else it can be? Well, do you know what my inner voice is? Don't need to overreact to everything! "Mr Cole, you are expecting a call from your wife," I mocked him while glaring him in his eyes, and yeah there must be a sign of amusement presented in my eyes. That
Everything happens for a reason! ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "What?" "Hospital?" "Why?" "What happened?" "What the fuck?" he didn't answer, in fact, he forcefully grabbed my arm and pushed me towards his black SUV. I was annoyed as hell! I want to know what the hell happened to whom? Is everything alright with everyone? This immense silence of him is killing me to the death! There are several thoughts are floating in my head. Horrible! Worst in fact, I want answers! And I need to know it! Like now! "Are you going to hitch your belt, or not?" I opened my mouth to argue with him, but I don't want to create a scene when I know that something happened. I was just about to grab the seat belt when he moved out of nowhere near me. Our lips were just about in the distance of a fingertip! I guess? And my breath got stuck in my lungs. If only he moves the slightest inch from his place our lips
Somewhere deep inside your heart, the past resembles. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- That touch! Those gentle touches of his finger on my body and my body were on fire! When his hands moved from my butt to my waist, encircling it in his embrace; a shiver went down through my spine. ...and I have no words to say anything, I was looking down not meeting my eyes with his because I know that if I met his gaze my eyes spoke more than me, and he will know everything! I thought that he will back out! If I don't cooperate, but he didn't! And now my back was pressed against the walls. Do you know what the funny thing is? I'm breathing hard! Why? What do I call this? Why I'm getting affected so much? Why? I want to ask him! I want to ask myself, but I didn't! And top of the above-his top two buttons are unbuttoned; his glorifying, perfectly sculptured chest was on my eye level, not helping at all
"Loving is a forever thing" --------------------------------&&--&-:%%-------------;;;- It was breathtaking almost breathtaking!No, even that word wouldn't be enough to describe the palace or place what I can say? Well, it was marvellous and beautiful. It was like those whom I had described in my dreams of castles. And here I'm wondering How much rich one can get? And all the luxurious cars were parked in the parking zone when we were trying to find the place for our old model Desire. We have a special pass which the school has given us. I mean all the school students or members or anybody related to the school had this pass of special entry. I don't know why his parents are doing this? And if they want to; why they are inviting every contiguous body of school as if our existence would matter to them.
Who will you believe? your heart or your brain?---------------------------------------------------------------------It's been a week since that exhausting moment of my life happened in my own house but that incident also changed my relations with my mother, my friends and with the ColeI'm not going to admit that whatever happened was correct of course it was not but I admit that whatever happens had a sign behind it.And the school has changed. Changed for good. people started giving no damn to anyone to whatsoever think the popular students. There were not curious glances anymore only overwhelming gestures to hold on to.I think you guys remember the incident here in the school near the parking area at the gateway when Beatrice and Joseph both went furious and kissed each other noncha
"I want to relinquish in you, for- forever"-----------------------------------------------------------------------"Is she dead?"I heard a fainted voice when everything around me was in black. The wind around me has something different in itself. The first time I felt very light; with no pressure like I'm lost in thoughts."No, she can't be dead she didn't even marry anyone or have children. The fuck she never even dated anyone or left alone the kissing thing. I mean at least she should have lost her virginity before dying."" so Vanessa you want Amanda to lose her virginity before dying?""Ah, Mrs Parker I didn't mean that I mean..""After everything clears up we will talk!"Good for Vess because she can't keep her mouth shut. And I wanted to scream so badly that I've kissed Cole many times but then I realized if I did that I would be the one who was going to be in the limelight for asking so many questions for the rest of my life.Great just great perks of being Amanda parker."Wel
Giving up isn't an option anymore!-------------------------------------------------------------------- You know the moment in your life in which you blame yourself for everything, and you just want to go back to the past perspective but you can't and you are stuck now in that situation in which you were not supposed to be stuck, but why can't we get through other people's mind and see how this world works? Is this hard to get the knowledge?You know what? I shouldn't have come here. I should have thought thoroughly about the situation before coming here but I didn't. now I'm stuck in my room. The door is locked which I locked myself with myself and he was beating the door nonchalantly; singing some stupid song
some things are worth taking the risk for!------------------------------------------------------------------The city with its busy life contemplating the hazardous things with itself is back for us. We have left those heart-capturing sights but we didn't leave our memories there.Or specifically, my memories there. Now, I'm revived that I've my memories that no one can snatch away from me.HA!Who said you can't take risks In your life and get through the past? I know this is a risky thing but some things are worth taking the risk for! And some people and worth fighting for, and believing for.Like this guy with whom I am riding a bike on a way to our school. As I've said before I've never been a fan of speed.I was afraid of it, the shore of the wind and the people around on the street
Don't let anyone snatch away your dreams from you because that's the only thing you have got to fulfil.----------------------------------------------------------------"May you shine my dear daughter. May you shine to the fullest of this world.I might not be here consoling your tears with you.Holding you tight against my arms listening to your heartbeat as I had carried you in my arms in those blossom loving days when you were my princess.You have no idea how much I want to meet you. How much I want to look into your eyes and see the reflection of myself. How much I want to call you my daughter; my Amanda. How much I want to see you walking down the aisle. But I know I can't. my time is coming near and there are things which I wanted to do for you but time has its own thing. It is slipping from my hands from my soul.
Time is the worst enemy of humanity. Because when it passes; you feel nothing!-----------------------------------------------------------------Time...What a fierce thing it is. The thing which doesn't care about anybody. Doesn't stop for anybody, but maybe just maybe it has stopped now.It has stopped every little thing at this moment. The moments which has changed everything.This guy who has a polaroid on his hands looking at me with those vulnerabilities is the same whom I have seen in my dreams. He was the one whom I remember calling my name over and over again after a running car.who looks at me in the sleepless nights, who whispers to me in my dreams, but it still looks like a fainted spot in the dark." I still couldn't get over the fact that you didn't reco
You cannot always meet the horizon of your dreams with your eyes.------------------------------------------------------------------------Being paranoid is something in a situation but what about feeling nothing? What about closing your eyes and the little mind of yours stopped working? And there is nothing!That's what I'm here at nothing!I didn't know and I didn't even realize when I fell on my knees in the mud that was sinking me in its power.I was shaking; my heart was throbbing against my chest, and all those blurry memories of him kept coming back to me.I wanted to stop them from coming back at me but it didn't stop, It fucking didn't! Now all I have of him was his memories, his blurry memories.When the realization hits me on top I realized I lost it! I lost everything in me...
Sometimes, the long paths do not take you to your favourite destination.-----------------------------------------+----------+----------+-------- Do you know? When I was a child I've always adored the sky beyond its limit because at that time I didn't know that it does not have any limit it is neverending like infinity.Those ruffly bundled up clouds whenever looked at me they would be made my mind High, so high that I would get thrilled about it, and think about everything which I don't have.Now! I know I'm being stupid by recovering all those things which had happened in the past. And I've no idea why I'm thinking all these things at this moment in time...But still, I couldn't back away from the hollowness of my chest. Every time I thoug