Everything can change around you, except your nature. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Damn him! Damn him to the hell! He's such a magnet. Ok! Not a magnet, but a flying STD. I mean; I'm here standing with clothes all over in my hands along with their hangers, and he was busy flirting with every girl which passes away from the local market! He didn't leave alone that counter woman. Soon! Soon! He's going to change that, and I'll make sure of it. After all, he has to play the role of a nerd. Are you sure this is only about the role; Nothing more than that? HA! You got to be kidding me. Off- course it is only about that bet. Now what else it can be? Well, do you know what my inner voice is? Don't need to overreact to everything! "Mr Cole, you are expecting a call from your wife," I mocked him while glaring him in his eyes, and yeah there must be a sign of amusement presented in my eyes. That
Everything happens for a reason! ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "What?" "Hospital?" "Why?" "What happened?" "What the fuck?" he didn't answer, in fact, he forcefully grabbed my arm and pushed me towards his black SUV. I was annoyed as hell! I want to know what the hell happened to whom? Is everything alright with everyone? This immense silence of him is killing me to the death! There are several thoughts are floating in my head. Horrible! Worst in fact, I want answers! And I need to know it! Like now! "Are you going to hitch your belt, or not?" I opened my mouth to argue with him, but I don't want to create a scene when I know that something happened. I was just about to grab the seat belt when he moved out of nowhere near me. Our lips were just about in the distance of a fingertip! I guess? And my breath got stuck in my lungs. If only he moves the slightest inch from his place our lips
Somewhere deep inside your heart, the past resembles. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- That touch! Those gentle touches of his finger on my body and my body were on fire! When his hands moved from my butt to my waist, encircling it in his embrace; a shiver went down through my spine. ...and I have no words to say anything, I was looking down not meeting my eyes with his because I know that if I met his gaze my eyes spoke more than me, and he will know everything! I thought that he will back out! If I don't cooperate, but he didn't! And now my back was pressed against the walls. Do you know what the funny thing is? I'm breathing hard! Why? What do I call this? Why I'm getting affected so much? Why? I want to ask him! I want to ask myself, but I didn't! And top of the above-his top two buttons are unbuttoned; his glorifying, perfectly sculptured chest was on my eye level, not helping at all
You don't have to be a queen to behave like one. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Do you know? When you have to enter school in less than five minutes, but you are constantly busy hiding in the parking lot near a tree just so that no one even glances at you, their bewildering looks kept coming towards you due to your popularity. Isn't it weird? The last time I checked I was a nobody- only I had Vess with me. Neither did I have any social circle, nor did I have anyone besides Vess to hang out with, but now look at the mess I have created so far. Everything has changed not in a good way not even in a bad way; it's just changed as the atmosphere around Manhattan has changed. If one thing I have to think about Is- if anyone had said that this is going to happen in the future; I will laugh at that person. But you know? It is seriously happening! All the walls I had made up around me are going to become
Sometimes, you can't understand what has been holding you back. ------------------------------------------------------------------"Have you seen Cole? He is looking so damn good," no reaction."OH god he is so sexy," still got no reaction."And he smells like flowers, deep and fresh ummmm! " oh god! This is the stupid thing I have ever heard in my life, but still, I got no reaction from him, he just ignored all the girls, or everything to remain geeky in his pun."He is too serious for his nerdy role, or maybe he converted himself into a saint, " Vess whispered in my ear quite frequently when we were following Cole in the hallway. And he is such a brilliant actor! But I'm not going to make it easy for him. HA! I'll make sure to make him lose his excellency in his acting.
Silence is the most dangerous, yet astonishing thing at the same time. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Silence!Absolute silence!That type of silence was giving me chills. However, I am still trying to survive it. He is not even looking at me though it's not that I wanted him to look at me.But this silence is killing me from inside. I'm not a fan of silence, and according to my
You can't tell what is going on in others' minds...__------------------_------------------------------------------------------------ What are you doing Amanda? Huh?No! You can't let him fool you once again!His hot breath was all over in my face, humming with the temptress of me and the power of his body is piercing through my soul when he nibbled my bottom lip with his soft silk lips. His hands encircled me in his chest tugging at my waist.He was waiting; waiting for me to open my mouth so that he can ravish me with his kiss.My stomach has weird tingling anticipation, and my knees were weak.He licked my bottom lip and did everything to do so that I can let
How can you cope with the pain? When the pain is given by your known ones?-----_--------------------------------------------------------------- My clothes were damped and soaked into my body. I-I was feeling numb, and I guess feeling like this made me more emotional. I didn't know when and how I stopped before knocking on the door. I don't want to ring the bell.You don't want to? What! You are doing this, so there would be a chance that no one will hear your knocking.Whatever!'Of!' a warm breath escaped from my mouth. Suddenly, I started feeling tingling and cold. I rubbed my hands and gently knocked on the door.Though I was not hoping that it would get open, still I h
"Loving is a forever thing" --------------------------------&&--&-:%%-------------;;;- It was breathtaking almost breathtaking!No, even that word wouldn't be enough to describe the palace or place what I can say? Well, it was marvellous and beautiful. It was like those whom I had described in my dreams of castles. And here I'm wondering How much rich one can get? And all the luxurious cars were parked in the parking zone when we were trying to find the place for our old model Desire. We have a special pass which the school has given us. I mean all the school students or members or anybody related to the school had this pass of special entry. I don't know why his parents are doing this? And if they want to; why they are inviting every contiguous body of school as if our existence would matter to them.
Who will you believe? your heart or your brain?---------------------------------------------------------------------It's been a week since that exhausting moment of my life happened in my own house but that incident also changed my relations with my mother, my friends and with the ColeI'm not going to admit that whatever happened was correct of course it was not but I admit that whatever happens had a sign behind it.And the school has changed. Changed for good. people started giving no damn to anyone to whatsoever think the popular students. There were not curious glances anymore only overwhelming gestures to hold on to.I think you guys remember the incident here in the school near the parking area at the gateway when Beatrice and Joseph both went furious and kissed each other noncha
"I want to relinquish in you, for- forever"-----------------------------------------------------------------------"Is she dead?"I heard a fainted voice when everything around me was in black. The wind around me has something different in itself. The first time I felt very light; with no pressure like I'm lost in thoughts."No, she can't be dead she didn't even marry anyone or have children. The fuck she never even dated anyone or left alone the kissing thing. I mean at least she should have lost her virginity before dying."" so Vanessa you want Amanda to lose her virginity before dying?""Ah, Mrs Parker I didn't mean that I mean..""After everything clears up we will talk!"Good for Vess because she can't keep her mouth shut. And I wanted to scream so badly that I've kissed Cole many times but then I realized if I did that I would be the one who was going to be in the limelight for asking so many questions for the rest of my life.Great just great perks of being Amanda parker."Wel
Giving up isn't an option anymore!-------------------------------------------------------------------- You know the moment in your life in which you blame yourself for everything, and you just want to go back to the past perspective but you can't and you are stuck now in that situation in which you were not supposed to be stuck, but why can't we get through other people's mind and see how this world works? Is this hard to get the knowledge?You know what? I shouldn't have come here. I should have thought thoroughly about the situation before coming here but I didn't. now I'm stuck in my room. The door is locked which I locked myself with myself and he was beating the door nonchalantly; singing some stupid song
some things are worth taking the risk for!------------------------------------------------------------------The city with its busy life contemplating the hazardous things with itself is back for us. We have left those heart-capturing sights but we didn't leave our memories there.Or specifically, my memories there. Now, I'm revived that I've my memories that no one can snatch away from me.HA!Who said you can't take risks In your life and get through the past? I know this is a risky thing but some things are worth taking the risk for! And some people and worth fighting for, and believing for.Like this guy with whom I am riding a bike on a way to our school. As I've said before I've never been a fan of speed.I was afraid of it, the shore of the wind and the people around on the street
Don't let anyone snatch away your dreams from you because that's the only thing you have got to fulfil.----------------------------------------------------------------"May you shine my dear daughter. May you shine to the fullest of this world.I might not be here consoling your tears with you.Holding you tight against my arms listening to your heartbeat as I had carried you in my arms in those blossom loving days when you were my princess.You have no idea how much I want to meet you. How much I want to look into your eyes and see the reflection of myself. How much I want to call you my daughter; my Amanda. How much I want to see you walking down the aisle. But I know I can't. my time is coming near and there are things which I wanted to do for you but time has its own thing. It is slipping from my hands from my soul.
Time is the worst enemy of humanity. Because when it passes; you feel nothing!-----------------------------------------------------------------Time...What a fierce thing it is. The thing which doesn't care about anybody. Doesn't stop for anybody, but maybe just maybe it has stopped now.It has stopped every little thing at this moment. The moments which has changed everything.This guy who has a polaroid on his hands looking at me with those vulnerabilities is the same whom I have seen in my dreams. He was the one whom I remember calling my name over and over again after a running car.who looks at me in the sleepless nights, who whispers to me in my dreams, but it still looks like a fainted spot in the dark." I still couldn't get over the fact that you didn't reco
You cannot always meet the horizon of your dreams with your eyes.------------------------------------------------------------------------Being paranoid is something in a situation but what about feeling nothing? What about closing your eyes and the little mind of yours stopped working? And there is nothing!That's what I'm here at nothing!I didn't know and I didn't even realize when I fell on my knees in the mud that was sinking me in its power.I was shaking; my heart was throbbing against my chest, and all those blurry memories of him kept coming back to me.I wanted to stop them from coming back at me but it didn't stop, It fucking didn't! Now all I have of him was his memories, his blurry memories.When the realization hits me on top I realized I lost it! I lost everything in me...
Sometimes, the long paths do not take you to your favourite destination.-----------------------------------------+----------+----------+-------- Do you know? When I was a child I've always adored the sky beyond its limit because at that time I didn't know that it does not have any limit it is neverending like infinity.Those ruffly bundled up clouds whenever looked at me they would be made my mind High, so high that I would get thrilled about it, and think about everything which I don't have.Now! I know I'm being stupid by recovering all those things which had happened in the past. And I've no idea why I'm thinking all these things at this moment in time...But still, I couldn't back away from the hollowness of my chest. Every time I thoug