Dean’s phone rang and he groaned, turning to the other side hiding his head under the covers trying hard to ignore the persistent sound.
His door burst open, and he heard footsteps thudding through the floor until they reached his bedside table, then the alarms stopped ringing.
Dean sighed and snuggled deeper into his bed wishing for sleep to reclaim him.
“Don’t even think about going back to sleep” said his friend in a voice that was clearly not pleased. Dean didn’t respond. Hopefully, Keith would be leaving soon and letting him catch a few more minutes of sleep.
Dean’s covers were suddenly pulled away inevitably depriving him of any ounce of sleep he was trying to reclaim. Glaring at Keith, he found him looking back at him with murder in his eyes.
“What the hell is wrong with you so early in the morning?” He asked and Keith threw the covers on the bed.
“Me?! What’s wrong with YOU! Your alarm had been ringing like a freaking fire alarm! And here I thought I would get some peace and quiet if I sleep over at your place,”
“You’re the one who invited himself in,” Dean retorted, “I usually have no trouble waking up when I have the motivation…” he added grumpily getting up.
“Motivation? You mean that assistant from hell?” Keith asked.
Dean remained silent. The Assistant from hell was a nickname Keith had given Nadia upon their first meeting. For good reasons…
There was a time when Nadia barged into his house threatening bodily harm when he ghosted a meeting. And unfortunately for Keith, he was present that day.
To Dean it was just part of their daily basis. Although he regretted sleeping in that day very much.
“Why are you still here? Just leave already. Did you get tangled up with another clingy woman?”
“As a matter of fact, no I didn’t…” Keith began and Dean raised an eyebrow, “It was two women…” He added.
As expected,…
“But I should be asking you the same question. You returned late last night,” he said as he handed him a mug of coffee.
“I was visiting Nadia…” He said simply.
Keith coughed barely stopping himself from spewing his coffee. Ready for his reaction, Dean simply waited for him to finish saving his own life from choking on coffee.
“Woah. You even go to her house? Did you finally manage to confess…” Keith asked, Dean snorted.
“You’re talking as if we’re high school girls,”
“Well… You’ve had a crush on her for the best part of five years so I bet you would be making a schoolboy confession soon. With all the blushing and stuttering,” Keith teased.
“I didn’t exactly confess. I did ask her to marry me though…” He said and Keith leaned back looking at him with wide eyes.
This time his reaction was more calm.
“You’re kidding…”
Dean explained then what transpired last night and Keith listened his expression growing more pensive when he mentioned Luke.
Dean felt his ire rise at the mere thought of Nadia being with another man. But the memory of Luke’s wide blue eyes, his chestnut curls, and his small chubby hands as he bravely reached out to shake his. Dean had been thinking about him since last night. About how Luke’s very existence tugged at his heart more than it shocked him.
To think that a jerk knocked her up and left her alone to raise a baby… Not that she seemed to need anyone to help her take care of Luke, but still...
“So to sum it up, you asked her to marry you again and she kicked you out of the house.” Keith finally said.
“She did,” Dean admitted remembering his last glimpse of Luke shyly waving him bye, as Nadia pushed him out of the door.
At least she hadn’t resigned…
“What in the world came over you?” Keith asked and Dean sighed.
“I don’t know… I just…”
Dean didn’t know why. He had known about his infatuation with Nadia for years now, and he tried hard not to show it at work because he knew how risky starting a relationship with an employee could get.
Especially since Nadia was someone he couldn’t risk losing. The woman was running his life and the company. Without her, he would be lost.
But when he saw Luke, and how Nadia smiled down at him and ruffled his hair as he clutched into his skirt, it dawned on him that Nadia had been fighting this battle alone for a long time.
Working for him and raising her son alone. He wanted to be there for her. And then the idea of marriage popped into his head and he blurted it out.
If he was being honest, his proposal had more to do with his serious attraction to Nadia rather than his convenient idea.
“So, what are you going to do today?” Keith asked interrupting his thoughts.
“I need to talk to my parents and clarify things,” This was the last thing he wanted to do.
“So, you’re giving up,” Keith said, “Or was it the boy… I guess a readymade family is a bit too much…”
Dean glared at his friend.
“Luke had nothing to do with any of this,” Dean defended, and Keith smiled.
“So, her son’s name is Luke… You’re having it bad if you grew attached to her son too…”
“What are you getting at Keith. If you’re here to be a jerk then leave,” Dean told his friend who smiled seeming to enjoy the situation.
“You concocted all of this because you liked her in the first place. Why are you giving up now,” Keith asked.
“I’m afraid that I will lose her if force things like this,” Dean admitted, and Keith leaned forward.
“Well, you certainly forced things. You could have gone through other different ways to ask her out. I mean other than during lunch with your parents,” He said with a smile annoying Dean.
“Don’t rub salt on it, I’m already regretting acting so rashly. But now I have no choice but to go through with this. I need to make it work. But Nadia isn’t budging on me clarifying things to my parents,” He explained.
“Well, didn’t you say that your father was the one who gave her the job when she was pregnant, and in need for a job? She must feel indebted to your parents…”
Dean nodded. He had underestimated his parent’s attachment to Nadia too. They were so glad about her being his girlfriend that Dean was shocked.
Hearing his phone ping he looked down. He frowned reaching for it. It was unusual for his PR department to text him directly. Usually, they went through Nadia for anything they might need because she was much faster at handling anything related to that.
He looked at the email and paused for a moment before rereading it again.
Damn… Things just blew up out of propotions.
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Let’s suppose that luck is not on your side for a day…
That would mean that you would have to endure one really bad thing that day, and a few other little annoying things that would have no other great consequences on her life.
That’s what Nadia thought an unlucky day would consist of. But no. She came to know that that is not all there is to it. Apparently, fate thought that Nadia wasn’t suffering enough in her daily life so she decided to add up some spice to it. Except that the lid came off and Nadia ended up with more spice than she can handle.
From a marriage proposal, she didn’t know about, to the news that put her in a bad mood. Then just as her day was looking up, the source of her misfortune had to visit her, propose to her again this time looking like he was freaking serious about it, and distract her from her laptop long enough for her to lose track of the hacker trying to break into her system.
Great! Just wonderful!
As she sat on her desk, the next day, Nadia yawned as she looked through her laptop. She’d stayed up all night hoping that the intruder was going to reappear again. But they never did…
Sighing one more time, she picked up her tablet and looked over Dean’s schedule. He was supposed to come to the office late because he planned to go talk to his parents this morning.
After his ridiculous proposal, Nadia barely had the time to ask him about his last sanity check when her laptop began to beep again. She’d barely had enough time to chase him out declaring that they would talk at the company and then return to her laptop to find that it was already too late.
She was going to freaking murder Dean Wess!
“I heard from Development that some hacker struck again last night, WhiteFlower was there to stop them though,” Someone said from the office around the corner.
Nadia smiled at the phrasing as she listened in to the conversation.
“I heard that the company was barely able to hire them with a high salary. Can you imagine how much he gets paid just for warding off a few hackers?”
“Some people are bound to have it easy in life. Lucky bastard,”
Easy life… Nadia’s life didn’t feel remotely as easy as she thought it should be. Especially these days.
“How do you know it’s a guy?”
“Well, if it’s a girl, then I would be all for seeing what she looks like. The genius hacker who stole the attention of every tech company in the country…”
People always assumed that good IT experts are mostly men. So she wasn’t exactly bothered by the statement.
“I heard that White Flower is actually one of the IT people who work at the company. Imagine if it was one of the beauties of our department?” One of the employees said and Nadia smiled.
“Yeah, that would make for a good movie. Imagine if Miss Rowell was WhiteFlower. Imagine how sexy that would be,”
Well, as flattered as she was, their conversation was too close to the truth for comfort. Even though she knew they were joking.
“Hey, didn’t you hear the rumor about Miss. Rowell?”
A chill ran down Nadia’s spine at that announcement, and an email reached her from the PR team. When she opened, she sat there shell-shocked as she watched the content of the email.
“… She’s dating the boss…” an employee said but his voice drowned in Nadia’s mind.
The picture before her was that of Dean entering her apartment building and then leaving it with her picture on the side. The article said something about a company dating scandal, but all Nadia could think about is her picture plastered over the article, her full name written in there.
As if a bucket of water was poured over her head, Nadia remained frozen in a state of shock. Then as realization began to dawn on her, her hands began to tremble as she checked the email.
Maybe it was that kind of article that the PR team intercepted before it got out… But no. The article was already on the top search on the internet, and so was her name and Dean’s. Everybody knew who she was, and what she looked like. Over a million people knew her face now.
And that person could be among them.
Nadia was out of her seat and rushing downstairs as soon as she thought of Luke. She needed to go get him!
Remembering that she took a taxi to work that day, she made her way to the lobby only to be stopped by the bodyguard waiting there.
“You can’t, Miss Rowell,” He said putting a hand before her and then motioning with his head toward the lobby. It was swarming with people holding microphones and cameras and expectantly waiting for her like vultures waiting for their prey.
Nadia felt lightheaded as she saw the sight before her, and the bodyguard supported her back as he pulled her back into the elevator taking them back into its safety.
“I need to get out of here,” Nadia told him, and he shook his head.
“It would be better to stay in here, Ma’am. We’re trying to reach Mr.Wess right now,” he explained, and Nadia shook her head vehemently.
“No! You don’t understand! My son, I need to go see him! They could have gotten to him.” She told the man and his eyes widened at her revelation.
She never mentioned Luke to anyone at the company, so this piece of information was definitely new to him. The man’s eyes softened for a moment before he sighed.
“There’s another way through the back. I will help you get out through there,” he told her and she nodded.
Leading her out of the elevator, he took her to a backdoor leading to an alley behind the company. By then, Nadia’s phone was ringing nonstop, and she looked to find Dean calling her.
“Nadia! I’m so sorry, I never expected things to escalate like this,” Dean said through the phone but Nadia was numb with shock.
“Luke, I need to get to Luke,” she said.
Dean remained silent for a moment before answering.
“Where are you right now?” He asked.
“At the backdoor. The bodyguard is leading me out,” She answered.
“Okay, I will be there in a moment,” he said hanging up. But before she could reach the end of the alley, she heard it.
“She’s here!” Someone said behind her, and she saw a crowd of cameras run toward her.
She froze there for a moment remembering a very similar memory. She was being chased again like last time. And they were filming and scrutinizing every single thing about her. Nitpicking her life while chasing after her as if she was some kind of freak show pointing their fingers, cameras, and microphones at her.
Her hand instinctively went to her stomach but this time there was no bump there that she needed to protect. No, this time, the precious thing she needed to protect was far away from her, and probably facing the same situation without her to protect him.
Luke…
His smiling face came to her mind just as the bodyguard took her hand and began running toward the other end of the hallway cursing under his breath. But it was already too late, they were catching up to her, asking her questions and filming her. Showing everything she had been hiding for the whole world to watch.
Destroying the makeshift peace, she had worked so hard for five years to create.
“Miss. Talbot! Can you tell us why you cheated on your fiancé?” “Miss. Talbot! How do you feel now that you’re going to be a single mother?” “What is going to happen to Colt Techs after this? Are you and Mr. Colt going to remain business partners?” The noises from her past filled her head as images of crowds chasing her flashed through her mind. She was running away from them trying to protect her belly when one of them grabbed the sleeve of her shirt ripping it and making her stumble forward. Her father and her cousin were watching her from afar within the safety of their office while Nadia was thrown to the gutter as vultures swarmed around her ripping out at her flesh. Miss Talbot! Miss Talbot! Miss Talbot! “No! No! Enough!” Nadia called out putting both hands against her ears trying to block away the sounds. “Nadia! This way!” Suddenly, Nadia wasn’t back in the past but instead, she was facing the same predicament as reporters threatened to swarm toward her. She felt a ha
“I uh… I might need to go in there alone,” Nadia told Dean who frowned down at her.“I think it’s a little too late to be worried about us being seen together,” he said.“No… uh, I need to talk to Luke’s teacher for a moment, give me a minute,” Nadia insisted as she got out of the car and made her way hastily toward the school where Mrs. Payne was anxiously waiting for her at the door.“What does he want?” She asked her and Mrs. Payne shook her head with worry.“He wouldn’t tell us what he wanted. He asked whether Miss Talbot was here and then corrected himself to your last name. I led him to the office when I called you claiming that you agreed to see him,” She explained, and Nadia nodded with determination as she made her way into the building.“What in the world is going on, Nadia? Why is there a reporter here looking for you,” Mrs. Payne asked as she followed after her worry evident in her voice.Mrs. Payne was one of the few people who knew about her past. So she was evidently wo
Dean took deep breaths trying to reign in his anger. He wanted to punch the daylight out of that Rolland guy, but he couldn’t do that. Not with all the press keeping their eyes on them. Not while he didn’t know the exact story behind this.Nadia is clearly keeping a secret from him. A secret she didn’t want Rolland to reveal to him.He heard Nadia’s phone ping and then the sound of her knees hitting the ground. He turned around to find her looking at her phone with a shocked expression. A mixture of pure disgust and horror, the exact same expression she was making moments earlier when she was being chased by the reporters.“Are you okay?” He asked kneeling down beside her and she looked up at him with a dazed expression as if she was trying to make out what he was saying in her jumbled mind state.“Hey, Nadia, are you with me?” He asked again shaking her shoulder lightly his heart catching as he peered into the empty look in her eyes.She blinked and looked at him for a moment then no
Nadia sat down at Dean’s kitchen counter silently watching him as he read through the article that already made its way to the media and was now infesting most of the news outlets. Her picture was palstered in the front showing her face from before and after her transformation to Nadia Rowell. Not that she did much except for dye her hair back and add the glasses. Sometimes simple modifications made radical changes. “To think that you were a Talbot…” He said with a sigh rubbing the back of his neck awkwardly looking at her. “You don’t have to treat me any different now that you know the truth…” She told him with uncertainty, and he looked up at her with a smile. “You think I would be upset about this little bit of news?” He asked and she shrugged internally relieved by his reaction. Last night, she had hacked into the newspapers’ system looking for Rolland’s article. It took her moments to find it, and minutes to realize that most of Rolland’s threats were bluff bravado. The story
"Dean..." Nadia said with an exasperated sigh as she leaned back from him.She really was taking him seriously there for a moment."Hey! I'm being serious," He said and she shook her head."How can it work out after all the mess that happened? Your best course of action is to announce that you gave me the job to help me out and that everything is a misunderstanding. Otherwise, your reputation is going to suffer and they may even take you for Luke's real father," She said."I don't care about what they say. Besides, I don't mind being called Luke's father," Dean said and Nadia's eyes widened."Dean. You must realize what you're saying right now," Nadia said her tone darkening, "This is not a game!""Listen to me for a moment, will you?" He insisted grabbing her hand to stop her from leaving her place. Sighing, Nadia looked at him and waited."I know for a fact that things are complicated right now. But I think that this is the simplest and surest way to resolve this problem. The media w
Nadia rubbed the back of her neck before she returned to typing on her laptop. As soon as she began working, she realized that this was a false alert and that she didn't need to follow the tracks of this hacker. It was simply an internal glitch, someone from the development department must be testing her firewall. Some of them were having a hard time accepting that WhiteFlower, an outsider, is doing a better job at protecting their digital system than they were. Wich was why she was paid a hefty sum of money which all went to support her multiple investments. If these fake alerts kept going she was going to have to report it to Dean to deal with the development team. It was high time they hired some female IT employees to drop those men's edge a few pegs down. She was always in for letting a little male ege take a healthy fall. Nadia then realized one thing. If she was going away in a few days, there was no way that she will be able to continue her relationship with WTech. So her pl
Nadia sat alone in her apartment her mind traveling miles away when she heard a knock on the door. Luke was asleep tired from his agitation and panic and having cried himself to sleep. Nadia’s heart still hurt remembering her son’s reaction to her suggestion. She felt ashamed to be reminded of her connections by her affectionate five years old. But her mind had still been set on their departure. Opening the door, she noted how the house was dark as the sun set so she turned on the light to face a somber-looking Dean. “Come in,” She said and he abided by her command not speaking a word as he went inside. “Would you like something to drink?” She asked leading him to the kitchen. “Are you really leaving?” He asked and she sighed turning around to look at him. “Was it Daniel?” She asked him and he gave her a blank look. “He was more than a bit confused. And so was I when I heard that you were planning to leave…” He said then hesitated, “Listen… I have no right to stop you from leavi
“Mommy, are we still leaving?” Luke asked making Nadia’s heart go out to her son. Before she could muster the words to reassure her son, Dean was already making his way toward him. He knelt before him looking him in the eyes. “Don’t you want to go away with your mommy?” He asked and Luke shook his head vehemently. “No, I want to stay here with everyone,” he answered with a small frown. “Then why don’t you stay here with Uncle Dean? We can wait for Mommy here,” he said. Luke frowned and then looked at her his eyes filling with more tears. Then mustering his strength, he seemed to try stopping himself from crying before speaking. “No, I won’t leave Mommy alone. She will be lonely without me. I have to stay with her!” He exclaimed giving Dean the challenging look she suddenly remembered. It was the exact same look she’d given her father when she’d told him that she would be having Luke. She was ready to let go of everything to be with him. And now he was ready to do the same for h
Nadia woke up with a start breathing heavily as sweat dampened her temple. Feeling someone shift beside her, she shivered at the whisk of air passing through her damp skin as Dean sat up in bed beside her.“Hey…” he whispered and Nadia sighed covering her face with her palms.“I’m so tired of this…” she said hotly as she tried to suppress the frustration tears that threatened to fall down her cheeks.She felt a blanket being thrown on her shoulders before Dean’s big and warm hands stroked her back slowly soothing away the nerves that had been keeping her body tense.“Come on, lay down…” he said in a soft tone and Nadia followed his command laying against him as he circled his arms around her.His fingers combed through her hair slowly massaging her skull. Her heartbeat was begin in to slowly return to its natural rhythm when he finally spoke again.“Maybe you need to say your goodbyes..” he said slowly.The way Dean spoke and how he acted was becoming their routine. Since her days in t
Three weeks later, "So, how was your last check-up with the doctor?" Nadia asked as she sat at the bedside of the huge man before her.The man chucked and gave her a wry look as if asking her if she was really asking him this question."I should be the one asking you this question, Miss. You're the one who got admitted recently," he said with a smile."Oh, come on, Blake! Mine was just a flesh wound and too much drama. You're the one who was about to cross to the other side for a moment there," She answered with a fake frown.Blake, the man who saved Luke when he was kidnapped, regained consciousness only after Nadia was admitted to the hospital. The first thing the man asked for was his hospitalized daughter and Luke.Nadia had made a vow to herself that she would do her best to protect the man and his daughter no matter what. So once she heard that he was awake, she visited him and they began talking. It turned out that the man wasn't a criminal and that he only did this mission b
Dean raced down the seemingly endless corridor, each step echoing with a sense of dread. This floor had been reserved exclusively for Nadia's penthouse, accessible only with her permission or a special keycard. Yet, Dean knew that Mark had the potential to breach the security. Nadia had been aware of this vulnerability in the system, which was why she'd consented to have a bodyguard with them at all times.But Miller, in his attempt to spring this trap, had incapacitated their bodyguard, leaving them vulnerable just when Mark arrived. As they approached the open door, Dean's heart raced with a mix of fear and determination. Agents ahead of him cautiously entered the room, assessing the situation. When Dean was finally permitted to move forward, the sound that greeted him was heart-wrenching.Nadia's muffled sobs pierced the air, a stark contrast to the chaos within. Mark lay on the ground, his face a grotesque mask of brutality. Nadia was in Karl's arms, her tears flowing uncontrollab
"It's nice to see you always running to the rescue of your fiance... But we can't have you going in there ruining our plans yet," Miller said with a smile as he looked at his agents and nodded."Make sure they won't run away," he ordered."Hey! What are you doing!" Keith protested as they surrounded him."You were in on this all along..." Dean said gritting his teeth as he struggled against the agents that were holding his hands back.How had he not seen this?"Wait a minute, What are you talking about?" Miller asked looking at him with a frown."You're acting like nothing is wrong, then why are you standing at the door of our apartment building stopping me from getting inside? Is the agency now supporting Mark, or were you on his side all along and we were the idiots believing you?" Dean asked feeling helplessly frustrated as he pushed back against the men holding him only to be overpowered again."Wait a minute, I think there is a misunderstanding here..." Miller trailed off and Dea
"Dad, call the bodyguards and make sure to keep an eye on Luke!" Dean told his father as he made his way to the front of the house where he parked his car."What's going on?" He asked following him."Mark managed to escape from the police. The first place he would be heading to is where Nadia is. I need to head there right now," Dean explained and his father nodded."Okay, be careful. I will call the police to make their way there too." His father said as he closed Dean's car door after he got in.Dean nodded and started his car starting to back up when the passenger door opened and Keith jumped inside."Think that I would let you go alone this time too?" He asked with a smirk."It's gonna be dangerous," Dean warned."The more reason I need to go with you," Keith insisted, "What are you waiting for?"Dean sighed and backed away from the spot making his way toward the penthouse. He sped through the street his car eating up the road between them. He had never regretted the distance bet
Nadia opened her eyes as she felt someone lean against the bed beside her. Looking up, she found Dean smiling down at her the sunlight streaming through the window making him look as if there was a halo around his head.Groaning, she shidted to her back readying herself to cover her face with the blanket only for him to stop her with both arms."You need to wake up," He said softly."Said the guy who wore me out last night," She retorted with a sigh, "You're way too bright for me to look at, go away,"He chuckled finding her statement funny, even though she wasn't joking."It's already noon, you're going to sleep all day at this rate," He informed her but she simply shook her head stubbornly."I can't move... My muscles are sore," She complained.Dean smiled and leaned down against her pressing a kiss against her neck, right where he left a mark last night."Realy? Even though I went easy on you last night. I was having such a hard time holding back while you called out my name, in mo
"Oh, it's finally here..." Nadia remarked as she walked past Dean at the kitchen counter. He nodded absently as he stared at the test making Nadia wonder for a moment if there was something wrong with it. Leaning over his shoulder, she could see the positive green letters standing out like neon lights in the darkness."It's positive," She stated."Yeah..." He said with a satisfied smile kissing the palm of her hand as he resumed staring at the paper. Nadia smiled shaking her head at the man, he was just way too cute. Ruffling his hair, she resumed walking toward Luke's room to see if he was ready."He should be here anytime now," She informed Dean who nodded again not moving from his spot.Nadia found Luke in a similar state to his father bent over his toy his shoes and socks only half worn."Luke! You're supposed to wear your socks. Our guests will be here any moment," She said with a smile."Who's our guest?" Luke asked as he finished wearing his socks."It's my father..." Nadia s
"You..." Dean took an exasperated breath letting it out slowly..Nadia sat on the couch uncomfortable as she looked away from him. She was readying herself for another scolding when she felt a hand on her head softly patting it. Dean was looking at her with a gentle smile."If this is going to give you some peace of mind then by all means, let them meet. But I don't want you to do it at the expense of your feelings," Dean reassured her."I want Luke to meet him and know that he has a grandfather... But I can't bring myself to trust him. I don't believe that someone can change like that overnight..." She explained.Dean leaned back and she leaned against him snuggling into his arms."I always thought that it was strange that your father seemed to always think that he was the victim. It was as if he felt like he was betrayed by you but in fact it was Kate who was lying to him about you all the time. Perhaps he was never that bad of a person in the first place..." Dean said, then he corr
Standing before the hole in the ground, Nadia was filled with so many thoughts and feelings. One of them was that she was probably a hypocrite standing there wearing black and listening intently to the prayers of a man who knew nothing.Another thought is that... Well... It was sunny. Nadia always had this conception that it never was sunny on funerals, it was always raining or gloomily grey. But no, it wasn't, it was sunny, and flowers were blooming around while butterflies were mating. Burds chirping and most of all... it was warm and pleasant.To sum it up, it was the weather that destroyed her conception of funerals...Nadia watched silently as they started lowering the coffin to the ground. The coffin was made from dark wood. One Kate would have hated. And decorated with white spider lilies. Kate hated white. She always said it wasn't a color. Although she would conveniently wear it whenever she felt like the situation would require from her to add a flare of innocence. Mainly w