Nadia’s mind swirled at the sight of the three people she resented the most in the world as they laughed and smiled together after they destroyed everything in her life and threw her on the street.
A merging?! An Engagement?! She will see to it so that none of that ever happens. She will see to it so that they burn to ashes along with everything they took away from her.
“Mommy! Are you okay?! Does your tummy hurt? Should I rub it for you?”
Nadia’s dry heaving stopped, and she sat down on the kitchen floor taking a deep breath when her five years old’s voice reached her ears.
The thought of Luke seeing her in this state startled her and she turned around looking at him. He was sitting beside her on the floor his wide and filled with worry.
What was she doing making her son worry about her like this? Seriously…
“I’m okay, honey. I was just having a hard time digesting the food that’s all,” she told him as she ruffled his hair and he nodded snuggling into her and rubbing her stomach with his small chubby hands.
The simple moment was so precious that Nadia was about to forget the whole reason behind her earlier state in the first place. But her hatred and resentment were still burning red and bright within her.
“What am I going to do without you?” She whispered affectionately to her son.
“You would be lonely without me, Mommy,” He said with an innocent smile, “I would be lonely without you too,”
“You’re right, I would be very lonely,” she said calmly patting her son’s head.
A few hours later, after Nadia was sure that Luke settled down, she made her way toward the office. Tapping on her phone, she watched as the makeshift wall parted open welcoming her into her secret working room. Her tech haven.
The room was filled with high-end equipment from computers to hard drives and anything she would need to conduct her business. She’d made sure to build this room in her office as soon as she bought the penthouse. This way she wouldn’t have to keep hiding her work whenever she has someone over.
Since she was little, her only escape had been electronics. Unaware of the skills she was acquiring, and how useful they would become to her in the future, she’d spent all of her childhood and adolescence honing her hacking and programming skills despite the constant opposition of her father.
“Let’s see what we have here… I leave you alone for a few days and you’re already thinking about an alliance… Maybe I wasn’t giving you enough of a hard time,” She mumbled as she began typing into her keyboard.
Then suddenly, as the screen began to beep announcing an intruder, she smiled. It seemed like they had indeed been very busy these days. Good thing she took the evening off.
She was working into the evening when she came out to check on Luke. He was busy playing with his construction toys when she peeked into his room. Making her way to the kitchen, she began preparing their dinner keeping her laptop in front of her as she closely watched the progress of her tracking software.
She was moments away from finding out what those people were plotting when she heard the doorbell ringing.
Luke’s small feet thudded on the floor, and he appeared before her his eyes shining with curiosity.
“Someone is here!” He said with a grin,
“Yes, someone is here,” She answered with a smile.
Not many people stopped by their house at this hour, Luke must be excited over their mysterious guest’s arrival. Nadia made her way toward the intercom and Luke followed her jumping up and down. Lifting Luke up so that he can satisfy his curiosity, she turned on the camera to see who it was.
To her biggest shock, Dean was standing at the door, still in his work suit, waiting for her to answer.
“Who’s that, Mommy?” Luke asked.
“That’s the person I’m working with,” she said as she contemplated what to do.
“Then he’s not a stranger. We can let him in!” Luke said as he pressed the in button shocking Nadia.
“Wait, Luke!” She said stepping back from the intercom, but it was already too late. She could see the door opening in front of Dean and him staring at it for a moment before looking up at the camera. He picked up his phone then and hers was ringing soon after that. With a deep sigh, she answered.
“So now you’re calling?” She asked and Dean chuckled through the phone.
“I thought you would tell me not to come, so I decided to improvise,” He answered.
“You know this is an invasion of privacy don’t you,” she said.
“Oh, come on. We're way past the formalities at this stage,” he said.
“No, we’re not…” She answered curtly making him chuckle again.
“Then why did you open the door for me? What if I was a strange psychopath looking for you,” He said.
A chill ran down her spine at that statement and she closed her eyes trying not to think about how true it could be.
“That was a mistake, and I could see you through the camera you know…” She argued back then sighed, “Why don’t you come up for now,” she said.
“Wow, I’m honored,” He answered back as he disappeared through the door.
Nadia looked back down at Luke, and he looked back at her with guilty eyes.
“Luke, what did we say about letting people in?”
“Not to let in strangers?” He answered softly.
“And what are strangers?”
“People you didn’t give permission to get in,” He sulked.
“Then why did you open the door before I gave you permission?”
“I’m sorry Mommy,” Luke said looking down guiltily and Nadia sighed as she heard a knock on their door.
Luckily, Dean didn’t come in and called to hear her verbal approval. Sometimes, it really shocked her how much of a gentleman he could be. Probably because she always sees either his playful side or his ruthless side ay the company.
“Alright, let’s go greet our guest for now, we will talk about this later,” She warned.
“Okay Mommy,” Luke said dragging his feet as he trailed behind her.
Nadia opened the door and Dean was smiling at her.
“Hello there,” He announced and before she could answer him she felt Luke’s fists balling against her legs as he gazed up at Dean with uncertainty.
She looked up at Dean to find him looking at Luke his face void of any expression as he watched in silence.
That’s when it dawned on her. Dean didn’t know about Luke! He didn’t know she had a son! How could she forget that detail?!
Her mind raced as she thought about what to do and what to say as the silence dragged on. She didn’t even know how good Dean was with children!
But before she needed to do anything, Dean grinned and then knelt before Luke.
“Hello, Little man. My name is Dean Wess. Nice to meet you,” he said politely extending his hand toward Luke who was shyly looking at him from behind her skirts. He looked up at her uncertain and she nodded at him.
Then Luke slowly extended his hand to Dean.
“I’m Luke, Luke Rowell. Nice to meet you,” Luke answered as Dean smiled shaking his hand.
“Nice to meet you, Luke,” he said.
Nadia was transfixed for a moment at their mini-interaction. Something tugged deeply at her heart before snapping back to reality.
“Luke, why don’t we invite our guest inside?” She asked him and Luke nodded.
“Would you like to come in, Uncle Dean?” He asked and Dean smiled and nodded.
“I would love that, thank you, Luke,” he said as he stood up and stepped inside closing the door behind him.
It took a few moments to settle Luke down enough and distract him with his show for them to have their conversation.
“You’re full of surprises today…” Dean said softly as he sat at her dining table looking at Luke with a soft expression. He had been like this since he came in. It was as if he couldn’t look away from him since the moment he laid eyes on him.
“You’re just too nosy for a boss today,” She answered and Dean looked at her seriously.
“I would have appreciated to know that you had a family, Nadia. We were working together for too damn long for me not to know this,” Dean said looking a bit hurt.
Nadia sighed feeling slightly guilty about not being upfront with him from the start.
“It’s just Luke and me,” She said not looking him in he eyes.
“How about his father?” Dean asked his voice sounding soft.
“He was never in the picture…” Nadia said.
Something flashed in Dean’s eyes and for a moment she thought he was angry, but it was gone as soon as it appeared.
“Did he leave knowing that you were having Luke?” Dean asked.
“It was a one night stand and I never met him again,” She told as much of the truth as she could without delving into details.
“So the man you were talking about?” Dean asked and she smiled at him.
“It was Luke, all along. He’s the only man in my life,”
Dean chuckled at that shaking his head when she gave him a sheepish look.
“Well, he’s a reliable one. I can see how protective he is of you… You raised him well. Despite working all this time, wasn’t it too hard on you?” Dean asked looking at her with open understanding and suddenly, Nadia felt unsettled.
She didn’t expect from him to be like this. So gentle with Luke and thoughtful with her.
“It was, but we managed. We had a lot of people to help us and we always had each other,” Nadia explained feeling vulnerable.
It wasn’t easy raising Luke alone, and the way Dean asked her this question suddenly made her want to sit there and let him comfort her as she recounts her hardships.
“Well, then, the more reason you should have told me. The company could have helped you…” Dean said, “Hell, I would have helped you. Did you even take a proper maternity leave?” He asked.
“I took my maternity leave before coming to work for you. Remember? I was late coming into work and you had to hire temps for a few months. After things settled down, I was able to come to work,” Nadia explained, and Dean nodded reluctantly.
“I see…” He said with a sigh,
“You’re shocked,” She said looking at him with amusement,
“Of course I am!” Dean exclaimed then his eyes widened in shock as he looked at her.
“Hey, wasn’t my father the one who hired you as my assistant?” Dean asked. She nodded.
“According to the timeline, he should have done that when you were still pregnant. Then does this mean that…”
“That you just told your parents who knew that I’m a single mom that we were dating? That’s a definite yes,” She answered with a smile and Dean blanched.
Of course, no one wants to be involved with a single mom in the prime of their youth… Especially the heir to one of the most known families in the city.
“Thank God the subject didn’t come up when we were talking. I would have been immediately exposed!” Dean said shaking his head, “To think that I’m dating you and don’t even know about your son. Father would have definitely caught on to that. That was one lucky stroke of fate…”
“Wait a minute, so that’s your problem?” Nadia asked and Dean tilted his head.
“Of course, what else would it be?” He asked and Nadia sighed.
“Nevermind. So, tell me, why are you here and not at your parents’ resolving this misunderstanding?” Nadia asked, Dean grinned at her.
This cannot be good.
“Nadia, why don’t we get married?” Dean asked.
Yupp… she knew that this wasn’t going to be good…
Dean’s phone rang and he groaned, turning to the other side hiding his head under the covers trying hard to ignore the persistent sound. His door burst open, and he heard footsteps thudding through the floor until they reached his bedside table, then the alarms stopped ringing. Dean sighed and snuggled deeper into his bed wishing for sleep to reclaim him. “Don’t even think about going back to sleep” said his friend in a voice that was clearly not pleased. Dean didn’t respond. Hopefully, Keith would be leaving soon and letting him catch a few more minutes of sleep. Dean’s covers were suddenly pulled away inevitably depriving him of any ounce of sleep he was trying to reclaim. Glaring at Keith, he found him looking back at him with murder in his eyes. “What the hell is wrong with you so early in the morning?” He asked and Keith threw the covers on the bed. “Me?! What’s wrong with YOU! Your alarm had been ringing like a freaking fire alarm! And here I thought I would get some peace
“Miss. Talbot! Can you tell us why you cheated on your fiancé?” “Miss. Talbot! How do you feel now that you’re going to be a single mother?” “What is going to happen to Colt Techs after this? Are you and Mr. Colt going to remain business partners?” The noises from her past filled her head as images of crowds chasing her flashed through her mind. She was running away from them trying to protect her belly when one of them grabbed the sleeve of her shirt ripping it and making her stumble forward. Her father and her cousin were watching her from afar within the safety of their office while Nadia was thrown to the gutter as vultures swarmed around her ripping out at her flesh. Miss Talbot! Miss Talbot! Miss Talbot! “No! No! Enough!” Nadia called out putting both hands against her ears trying to block away the sounds. “Nadia! This way!” Suddenly, Nadia wasn’t back in the past but instead, she was facing the same predicament as reporters threatened to swarm toward her. She felt a ha
“I uh… I might need to go in there alone,” Nadia told Dean who frowned down at her.“I think it’s a little too late to be worried about us being seen together,” he said.“No… uh, I need to talk to Luke’s teacher for a moment, give me a minute,” Nadia insisted as she got out of the car and made her way hastily toward the school where Mrs. Payne was anxiously waiting for her at the door.“What does he want?” She asked her and Mrs. Payne shook her head with worry.“He wouldn’t tell us what he wanted. He asked whether Miss Talbot was here and then corrected himself to your last name. I led him to the office when I called you claiming that you agreed to see him,” She explained, and Nadia nodded with determination as she made her way into the building.“What in the world is going on, Nadia? Why is there a reporter here looking for you,” Mrs. Payne asked as she followed after her worry evident in her voice.Mrs. Payne was one of the few people who knew about her past. So she was evidently wo
Dean took deep breaths trying to reign in his anger. He wanted to punch the daylight out of that Rolland guy, but he couldn’t do that. Not with all the press keeping their eyes on them. Not while he didn’t know the exact story behind this.Nadia is clearly keeping a secret from him. A secret she didn’t want Rolland to reveal to him.He heard Nadia’s phone ping and then the sound of her knees hitting the ground. He turned around to find her looking at her phone with a shocked expression. A mixture of pure disgust and horror, the exact same expression she was making moments earlier when she was being chased by the reporters.“Are you okay?” He asked kneeling down beside her and she looked up at him with a dazed expression as if she was trying to make out what he was saying in her jumbled mind state.“Hey, Nadia, are you with me?” He asked again shaking her shoulder lightly his heart catching as he peered into the empty look in her eyes.She blinked and looked at him for a moment then no
Nadia sat down at Dean’s kitchen counter silently watching him as he read through the article that already made its way to the media and was now infesting most of the news outlets. Her picture was palstered in the front showing her face from before and after her transformation to Nadia Rowell. Not that she did much except for dye her hair back and add the glasses. Sometimes simple modifications made radical changes. “To think that you were a Talbot…” He said with a sigh rubbing the back of his neck awkwardly looking at her. “You don’t have to treat me any different now that you know the truth…” She told him with uncertainty, and he looked up at her with a smile. “You think I would be upset about this little bit of news?” He asked and she shrugged internally relieved by his reaction. Last night, she had hacked into the newspapers’ system looking for Rolland’s article. It took her moments to find it, and minutes to realize that most of Rolland’s threats were bluff bravado. The story
"Dean..." Nadia said with an exasperated sigh as she leaned back from him.She really was taking him seriously there for a moment."Hey! I'm being serious," He said and she shook her head."How can it work out after all the mess that happened? Your best course of action is to announce that you gave me the job to help me out and that everything is a misunderstanding. Otherwise, your reputation is going to suffer and they may even take you for Luke's real father," She said."I don't care about what they say. Besides, I don't mind being called Luke's father," Dean said and Nadia's eyes widened."Dean. You must realize what you're saying right now," Nadia said her tone darkening, "This is not a game!""Listen to me for a moment, will you?" He insisted grabbing her hand to stop her from leaving her place. Sighing, Nadia looked at him and waited."I know for a fact that things are complicated right now. But I think that this is the simplest and surest way to resolve this problem. The media w
Nadia rubbed the back of her neck before she returned to typing on her laptop. As soon as she began working, she realized that this was a false alert and that she didn't need to follow the tracks of this hacker. It was simply an internal glitch, someone from the development department must be testing her firewall. Some of them were having a hard time accepting that WhiteFlower, an outsider, is doing a better job at protecting their digital system than they were. Wich was why she was paid a hefty sum of money which all went to support her multiple investments. If these fake alerts kept going she was going to have to report it to Dean to deal with the development team. It was high time they hired some female IT employees to drop those men's edge a few pegs down. She was always in for letting a little male ege take a healthy fall. Nadia then realized one thing. If she was going away in a few days, there was no way that she will be able to continue her relationship with WTech. So her pl
Nadia sat alone in her apartment her mind traveling miles away when she heard a knock on the door. Luke was asleep tired from his agitation and panic and having cried himself to sleep. Nadia’s heart still hurt remembering her son’s reaction to her suggestion. She felt ashamed to be reminded of her connections by her affectionate five years old. But her mind had still been set on their departure. Opening the door, she noted how the house was dark as the sun set so she turned on the light to face a somber-looking Dean. “Come in,” She said and he abided by her command not speaking a word as he went inside. “Would you like something to drink?” She asked leading him to the kitchen. “Are you really leaving?” He asked and she sighed turning around to look at him. “Was it Daniel?” She asked him and he gave her a blank look. “He was more than a bit confused. And so was I when I heard that you were planning to leave…” He said then hesitated, “Listen… I have no right to stop you from leavi
Nadia woke up with a start breathing heavily as sweat dampened her temple. Feeling someone shift beside her, she shivered at the whisk of air passing through her damp skin as Dean sat up in bed beside her.“Hey…” he whispered and Nadia sighed covering her face with her palms.“I’m so tired of this…” she said hotly as she tried to suppress the frustration tears that threatened to fall down her cheeks.She felt a blanket being thrown on her shoulders before Dean’s big and warm hands stroked her back slowly soothing away the nerves that had been keeping her body tense.“Come on, lay down…” he said in a soft tone and Nadia followed his command laying against him as he circled his arms around her.His fingers combed through her hair slowly massaging her skull. Her heartbeat was begin in to slowly return to its natural rhythm when he finally spoke again.“Maybe you need to say your goodbyes..” he said slowly.The way Dean spoke and how he acted was becoming their routine. Since her days in t
Three weeks later, "So, how was your last check-up with the doctor?" Nadia asked as she sat at the bedside of the huge man before her.The man chucked and gave her a wry look as if asking her if she was really asking him this question."I should be the one asking you this question, Miss. You're the one who got admitted recently," he said with a smile."Oh, come on, Blake! Mine was just a flesh wound and too much drama. You're the one who was about to cross to the other side for a moment there," She answered with a fake frown.Blake, the man who saved Luke when he was kidnapped, regained consciousness only after Nadia was admitted to the hospital. The first thing the man asked for was his hospitalized daughter and Luke.Nadia had made a vow to herself that she would do her best to protect the man and his daughter no matter what. So once she heard that he was awake, she visited him and they began talking. It turned out that the man wasn't a criminal and that he only did this mission b
Dean raced down the seemingly endless corridor, each step echoing with a sense of dread. This floor had been reserved exclusively for Nadia's penthouse, accessible only with her permission or a special keycard. Yet, Dean knew that Mark had the potential to breach the security. Nadia had been aware of this vulnerability in the system, which was why she'd consented to have a bodyguard with them at all times.But Miller, in his attempt to spring this trap, had incapacitated their bodyguard, leaving them vulnerable just when Mark arrived. As they approached the open door, Dean's heart raced with a mix of fear and determination. Agents ahead of him cautiously entered the room, assessing the situation. When Dean was finally permitted to move forward, the sound that greeted him was heart-wrenching.Nadia's muffled sobs pierced the air, a stark contrast to the chaos within. Mark lay on the ground, his face a grotesque mask of brutality. Nadia was in Karl's arms, her tears flowing uncontrollab
"It's nice to see you always running to the rescue of your fiance... But we can't have you going in there ruining our plans yet," Miller said with a smile as he looked at his agents and nodded."Make sure they won't run away," he ordered."Hey! What are you doing!" Keith protested as they surrounded him."You were in on this all along..." Dean said gritting his teeth as he struggled against the agents that were holding his hands back.How had he not seen this?"Wait a minute, What are you talking about?" Miller asked looking at him with a frown."You're acting like nothing is wrong, then why are you standing at the door of our apartment building stopping me from getting inside? Is the agency now supporting Mark, or were you on his side all along and we were the idiots believing you?" Dean asked feeling helplessly frustrated as he pushed back against the men holding him only to be overpowered again."Wait a minute, I think there is a misunderstanding here..." Miller trailed off and Dea
"Dad, call the bodyguards and make sure to keep an eye on Luke!" Dean told his father as he made his way to the front of the house where he parked his car."What's going on?" He asked following him."Mark managed to escape from the police. The first place he would be heading to is where Nadia is. I need to head there right now," Dean explained and his father nodded."Okay, be careful. I will call the police to make their way there too." His father said as he closed Dean's car door after he got in.Dean nodded and started his car starting to back up when the passenger door opened and Keith jumped inside."Think that I would let you go alone this time too?" He asked with a smirk."It's gonna be dangerous," Dean warned."The more reason I need to go with you," Keith insisted, "What are you waiting for?"Dean sighed and backed away from the spot making his way toward the penthouse. He sped through the street his car eating up the road between them. He had never regretted the distance bet
Nadia opened her eyes as she felt someone lean against the bed beside her. Looking up, she found Dean smiling down at her the sunlight streaming through the window making him look as if there was a halo around his head.Groaning, she shidted to her back readying herself to cover her face with the blanket only for him to stop her with both arms."You need to wake up," He said softly."Said the guy who wore me out last night," She retorted with a sigh, "You're way too bright for me to look at, go away,"He chuckled finding her statement funny, even though she wasn't joking."It's already noon, you're going to sleep all day at this rate," He informed her but she simply shook her head stubbornly."I can't move... My muscles are sore," She complained.Dean smiled and leaned down against her pressing a kiss against her neck, right where he left a mark last night."Realy? Even though I went easy on you last night. I was having such a hard time holding back while you called out my name, in mo
"Oh, it's finally here..." Nadia remarked as she walked past Dean at the kitchen counter. He nodded absently as he stared at the test making Nadia wonder for a moment if there was something wrong with it. Leaning over his shoulder, she could see the positive green letters standing out like neon lights in the darkness."It's positive," She stated."Yeah..." He said with a satisfied smile kissing the palm of her hand as he resumed staring at the paper. Nadia smiled shaking her head at the man, he was just way too cute. Ruffling his hair, she resumed walking toward Luke's room to see if he was ready."He should be here anytime now," She informed Dean who nodded again not moving from his spot.Nadia found Luke in a similar state to his father bent over his toy his shoes and socks only half worn."Luke! You're supposed to wear your socks. Our guests will be here any moment," She said with a smile."Who's our guest?" Luke asked as he finished wearing his socks."It's my father..." Nadia s
"You..." Dean took an exasperated breath letting it out slowly..Nadia sat on the couch uncomfortable as she looked away from him. She was readying herself for another scolding when she felt a hand on her head softly patting it. Dean was looking at her with a gentle smile."If this is going to give you some peace of mind then by all means, let them meet. But I don't want you to do it at the expense of your feelings," Dean reassured her."I want Luke to meet him and know that he has a grandfather... But I can't bring myself to trust him. I don't believe that someone can change like that overnight..." She explained.Dean leaned back and she leaned against him snuggling into his arms."I always thought that it was strange that your father seemed to always think that he was the victim. It was as if he felt like he was betrayed by you but in fact it was Kate who was lying to him about you all the time. Perhaps he was never that bad of a person in the first place..." Dean said, then he corr
Standing before the hole in the ground, Nadia was filled with so many thoughts and feelings. One of them was that she was probably a hypocrite standing there wearing black and listening intently to the prayers of a man who knew nothing.Another thought is that... Well... It was sunny. Nadia always had this conception that it never was sunny on funerals, it was always raining or gloomily grey. But no, it wasn't, it was sunny, and flowers were blooming around while butterflies were mating. Burds chirping and most of all... it was warm and pleasant.To sum it up, it was the weather that destroyed her conception of funerals...Nadia watched silently as they started lowering the coffin to the ground. The coffin was made from dark wood. One Kate would have hated. And decorated with white spider lilies. Kate hated white. She always said it wasn't a color. Although she would conveniently wear it whenever she felt like the situation would require from her to add a flare of innocence. Mainly w