[Lily]
The rest of my day was completely uneventful and went by quickly, thankfully.
By the time Nyx and I woke for breakfast the next day, everything from the day before felt like a distant memory, something we could laugh about now that we had survived it.
“Did you see how her eyes bulged,” Nyx acts out Evie’s face from the morning before and I try not to laugh too loudly as we make our way to the counter holding all of the dishes and cutlery. “I honestly thought she was going to kill you.”
“You’d think that the school would have kicked her out by now,” Nyx carefully looks both ways before she mumbles almost incomprehensibly beneath her breath. “Everyone knows she is a danger to herself and others. How she has managed to stay out of prison is a miracle.”
“Miracle,” I snort, rolling my eyes. “More likely it was a deal with a lesser-known demon.”
Nyx laughs loud enough to make some poor freshman drop his glass of milk.
“Sorry,” Nyx winces, feeling bad. Nyx is my best friend, and I love her like a sister, but sometimes she can be a bit “extra.” Thankfully, that includes her heart, which is extra big and always willing to be helpful.
As she rushes over to help the poor student clean the mess, I signal that I will hold her space in line. By the time she rejoins me in line, I have almost reached the breakfast bar. Nyx gives me a small bow in gratitude as she retakes her place in line.
Behind me somebody coughs, I’m assuming, because he doesn’t want my friend to cut the line. I choose to ignore him. There is no way I am going to let my bestie go to the back of the line after she went out of her way to help that poor girl get cleaned up. If the guy behind me wants to be upset, he can be upset.
As the line continues to shuffle closer to the food, I hear another cough of protest behind me followed by a gruff voice murmuring, "Excuse me." This mystery person then reaches forward and taps my shoulder, insistent that he receives my full attention.
The nerve of some people! I am fed up with everyone trying to push me around. Feeling brave, and a bit upset at this insistent and frustrating individual, I turn on my heel, my finger extended as I shout, "Geeze, buddy, give it a rest! It's just one more person and..."
I let my finger fall as the person's face slowly comes into focus and my brain realizes what I have done. Standing behind me is not a random stranger, it is a very particular person, one I've been trying to get out of my mind since yesterday.
Atticus Preston, the most handsome, conniving, self-centered jerk on campus is staring down at me, his large hazel eyes full of amusement. "I'm sorry, were you trying to say something," he teases, pressing on his ear, “I couldn't understand you over all that screaming."
“I ah…so…I…” I sputter, not quite able to catch my breath or find my words, lost in the golden glow of his eyes. “Atticus, I’m…”
“Speechless, perfect,” his smile increases as he leans in close to whisper in my ear. “I feel that way when I see you sometimes too.”
My heart rate increases and my breath quickens. Is he flirting with me? Again? Atticus “Ace” Preston flirting with me, in front of everyone?
I think he might be trying to get me killed.
“Are you following me?” I hiss, searching the room for Evie’s signature scowl. “This is the second time in 24 hours that you just happen to be where I don’t want to find you.”
“Ouch,” he places a hand over his heart, “Do you really think that poorly of me? It’s a shame because I think you and I could be good friends,” he places a hand on my shoulder. “Very, very good friends.”
“Yes,” I do not hesitate to confirm as I shrug his hand off of my shoulder. “Why would I think anything different? You have done nothing to make me feel welcome, ever. If anything, I’m pretty sure that you and your friends are out to get me. I’d be a fool not to take it personally.”
He brushes his fingers through his hair as he bites his lip. With one arm above his head and the other on his hip, his face turned towards the light which brightens his high cheekbones, he looks like he’s posing for the centerfold of a teen magazine. Is he doing this on purpose, I wonder, or is he just this gorgeous naturally? Shaking my head I try to clear the image from my mind. It doesn’t matter how pretty he is, this boy is pure sin.
Nyx, oblivious to what is happening behind her, continues to move forward in line, grabbing food from the breakfast bar. I look back at Atticus, who grins as he notices my shift in attention back to him, right before he shrugs and says something I’d never expect from him. “You’re right.”
“I’m sorry?” I feel confused like the world has just turned upside down. “Did you just agree with me?”
He shakes his head sadly as if my comments have hurt him. Not likely since I know his heart is as warm as a lump of coal. “I can admit when I’m wrong,” he assures me, “And I was wrong. You have every reason not to trust me. We’ve been absolutely beastly to you over the years. But that’s why I wanted you to come to breakfast this morning,” he looks down shyly, “So that I can apologize.”
Atticus acting shy. They must be ice skating in hell because it has definitely frozen over. This boy has two modes: Arrogant and Asshole.
“Apologize,” I scoff. “I don’t believe you nor do I trust you.”
“I know,” he moves a stray strand of hair from my eyes in a simple gesture that feels oddly intimate. “But I still wanted to try. Can you let me try?”
I stand there biting my lip. He seems so sincere. Should I give him a chance?
“Please,” he holds out his hand. “It was a long summer. I’ve had time to reflect on my actions and I want to leave school knowing I’ve done at least one good thing.” His big hazel eyes look almost innocent as he adds. “Give me,” he points back at his table and a couple of the Legacies wave and smile in a friendly manner, “Give us a chance to prove that we have changed,” he begs. “Come have breakfast with us.”
I look over at Nyx. She is taking a seat in our usual spot. As our gazes meet, her eyebrow raises in question. I point to Atticus and then shrug in the universal way that means “I don’t know,” followed by me signing that I am going to eat…with him.
She huffs, rolls her eyes, and then mouths,” Whatever,” followed by pretending to be hanging by a noose, our code for “it’s your funeral.”
When I turn to give my reply to Atticus, he has moved ahead of me and is standing with two breakfasts worth of food on a tray.
Smiling brightly, he nods his head towards the group of Legacies, indicating that I follow him.
And I do something I never thought I’d do.
Crossing myself, I say a silent prayer and let this handsome devil guide me into the very center of hell.
[Lily] The first thing I notice is that Evie is absent. Which is probably why there is room at their otherwise full table. Atticus sets down the tray and places our food at the two available spots while the rest of the Legacies shuffle to make room on the bench. This situation is too perfect. Which means something is not right. “Are you sure this is okay?” I ask, looking around to see if Evie is hiding somewhere or peeking around the corner, ready to strike at me for daring to talk to her boyfriend. “What about Evie?” “She had a very long night,” Atticus assures me, his face deadly serious. “Too much celebrating. She woke up feeling sick so we probably won’t see her today.” “Oh, what a bummer.” Realizing that sounded a little cold, I add, “Hopefully she’ll feel better soon.” Veronica rolls her eyes and snorts. She knows I don’t care about Evie. She’s Evie’s best friend, so I don’t expect her to believe me.“So Lily,” Atticus smiles. “Welcome to the Legacy table.”I just sit th
[Lily]By the time I made it back to where Nyx had been sitting, she was long gone. There isn’t even a trace that she has been sitting here. I checked our dorm room, but there was no sign that she had made it back there yet. If seeing me sitting with the Legacies irritated her this badly, there is only one place she would go. And that is exactly where I found her. She is sitting underneath the only walnut tree on school property, a giant of a tree, both wide and tall, it has branches that extend in all directions, creating a large canopy of shade in the summer and a wealth of walnuts in the fall. Once upon a time, the land the school sits on was a walnut orchard with walnut trees in all directions, as far as the eye could see. But they were all chopped down to build this school. They somehow missed this one.Like us, this tree is a survivor.Without saying anything, I take a seat next to Nyx who is on the ground, her head upturned and her eyes closed. Our backs resting against the b
[Lily] I open my eyes. The light streaming through the trees gives Atticus a golden halo that makes him appear angelic when combined with his god-like smile. I would think I’ve died and gone to heaven except that I know better. Heaven has fewer headaches and sore backs from leaning against a tree for half the morning. Maybe he’s a fallen angel? That seems about right. Weren't the first demons angels who fell into hell? “You want me to do what?” I blink at him groggily, rubbing my eyes with one hand while shielding them from the sun with the other. "Have lunch with me," he smiles brightly. "Off campus," he adds with an outstretched hand. Against my better judgment, I let him help me off the ground. "What do you mean, off-campus? We aren't allowed off-campus unless we have special permission for family things or field trips." "I do have special permission," he smirks. "Unlimited special permission." I notice he's still holding my hand so I remove it from his grasp. I don't tru
[Lily] Atticus leans over the door of his car, inching his body closer to mine in what will end up being a real kiss if I don’t move out of the way. So I pop open the door with a hard thrust, hitting him directly in the center of his well-formed abs. You’d think with abs like his it wouldn’t make a dent, but he hadn’t been expecting it, so he wasn’t prepared. Instead, his body made a satisfying “oof” sound of air being pushed from his body as he fell backward onto the compact dirt of the trailhead. “You weren’t serious, right?” I laugh. “Because I’m not going to be blackmailed into kissing you. If you get me arrested, I’ll have no problem telling everyone whose idea it was. Also, I’d rather go to prison than risk Evie killing me because any part of my body touches any part of yours.” “You’re more afraid of my girlfriend than you are of the police?” He raises an eyebrow in mock confusion as he picks himself up off the ground. He knows how scary she is. How could he not? “Aren’t yo
[Lily]“Nyx! Wait up!” I shout as I follow her back into the school. The lights overhead are starting to glow as the sun slowly sets. I hadn't realized it, but Atticus and I had been gone all day.“I can’t believe I was worried about you! Do you know who told me where to find you? Evie! Of all the people in the damn world to have more of a clue about where you were than your best friend, to think it would be that soul-sucking, foul-mouthed succubus girlfriend of his!”Nyx is out of breath as she spins on her heels, stopping her march just long enough to give me a cold, hard look over her shoulder. “By the way, if I were you, I’d start walking these halls with some type of weapon hidden in your jacket because you’re going to need to defend yourself if she ever gets you alone.”“Shit,” I swear, cursing the name Atticus Preston inside my head. He said he had taken care of Lily. He lied. Of course, he did. It was probably all part of his plan. “He told me it would be okay,” I whined and t
[Atticus] I’m not sure why I took our target into the woods. My goal had been to impress her, while also making her feel so overwhelmed and out of her depth that she’d feel like she had no choice but to cling to me like a life raft in a sea of sharks. That’s why my original plan involved taking her to the La Fleur Bluet and then showing off my wealth with a little high-end shopping. The idea was, that once she realized that she had no choice but to depend on me to know what to do and not look like a fool, I’d have her exactly where I wanted her. She would NEED me. Or at least, she would think that she did. Easy prey. But easy also isn’t fun. What is the point of playing a game if it isn’t fun? The reason I wanted her as the focus for this year’s games is because she has been unbreakable. The ultimate challenge. I like a good challenge. And a challenge isn’t a challenge if you know with certainty that you are going to win. So I did something different. I tried to be her frien
[Lily] There are things in this world that I wish I could unsee. The color of Evie’s thong is one of them. I had come out into the halls in hopes of finding Atticus so that we could clear the air between us. I am so confused about what he wants from me. Is it friendship, or is it something else? And then I turned into the main hall and I got my answer. I also found Atticus. Positioned between her legs, Atticus was grinding himself into her, pressing Evie against the wall to the Legacy staircase as she moaned loud enough to wake the dead. It was such a display I couldn’t help but gasp. I had never seen something so intensely primal before. They were not just making out, they were moments away from rutting like wild animals in front of the whole school. Atticus was so wrapped up in his seduction that he didn’t notice me at first, but Evie…her eyes were wide open and she was looking directly at me. So I ran away. I didn’t tell Nyx about what I saw. I simply curled into bed, t
[Lily] Call it a moment of weakness or maybe a chemical reaction that caused a rush of stupid lust, but I met Atticus behind the gym. It was a stupid move, since again, it is a place where nobody can see us. Anything can happen behind the gym, which is why it is such a popular rendezvous for lovers. Atticus and I are not lovers. Not even close. And we never will be as long as Evie is breathing down our necks and I manage to maintain even the smallest amount of self-respect. But Atticus, to his credit, is a perfect gentleman. “Listen,” he begins his apology. “I’m sorry you had to see that thing between Evie and me. That wasn’t my idea.” He shyly rubs the back of his neck, a nervous trait that I have come to realize signifies discomfort at telling an awkward truth. He chose to wear the traditional school uniform today with the jacket and tie and crisply pressed trousers and as he talks he also fiddles with his tie, which is refusing to stay in place. “Stop,” I order him. The tie