[Lily]
The first thing I notice is that Evie is absent. Which is probably why there is room at their otherwise full table. Atticus sets down the tray and places our food at the two available spots while the rest of the Legacies shuffle to make room on the bench.
This situation is too perfect. Which means something is not right.
“Are you sure this is okay?” I ask, looking around to see if Evie is hiding somewhere or peeking around the corner, ready to strike at me for daring to talk to her boyfriend. “What about Evie?”
“She had a very long night,” Atticus assures me, his face deadly serious. “Too much celebrating. She woke up feeling sick so we probably won’t see her today.”
“Oh, what a bummer.” Realizing that sounded a little cold, I add, “Hopefully she’ll feel better soon.”
Veronica rolls her eyes and snorts. She knows I don’t care about Evie. She’s Evie’s best friend, so I don’t expect her to believe me.
“So Lily,” Atticus smiles. “Welcome to the Legacy table.”
I just sit there, waiting. Seeing no reaction from me, he coughs awkwardly. “Maybe you’ll feel better once you are introduced to everyone,” he nods at his own logic. I give him a half-grin of encouragement. “Let me introduce you around,” he tries again. “Victoria, Simon, Lazarus, Zephyra, and Madison. And of course me,” he stops with himself, placing his hand on his chest solemnly. “Ace.”
“You don’t seriously want me to call you that, do you,” I laugh. “Like the ace of spades or a flying ace?” I snort. “Who do you think you are? Tom Cruise.”
The other Legacies start laughing, except for Atticus. He is struggling to find a smile through all of his anger. Whatever he’s playing at, it requires him to be nice.
Interesting.
“I like her spunk!” Simon claps his hands. “You got schooled, Ace. Admit it. I am totally going to call you Tom Cruise for the rest of the year.”
“So you’re probably wondering why we invited you to this table,” Madison, a gorgeous redhead with a perfectly curved body, turns her sultry gaze towards me. “We’ve decided to make you our pet project for this year,” her voice is monotone, almost disinterested as she adds “Surprise!” waving her hands in the air as if it were confetti.
“PET project?” I question, folding my arms across my chest. “So does that mean you want to put a collar on me and have me walk around the school because if so I refuse. I’d rather smell like skunk again.”
Laz almost chokes on his toast as he inhales sharply. Raising one arm above his head, he grabs his orange juice with the other and tries to calm his scratched throat. “Sorry about that,” he apologizes as soon as he recovers his composure. “That one was my idea.”
“That was terrible,” I confront him. “I had to throw out all of my clothes. It even made my hair smell.”
“Which one of you came up with the snake idea?” I glare at each of them in turn.
“Oh that was Evie,” Atticus confesses for his missing girlfriend. “And before you ask, the silence game was my idea. But like I told you in line,” he pauses and looks at everyone around the table, making eye contact with them each one at a time. “We are different now. Reformed. We know we treated you poorly and we want to make it up to you.”
“Yeah,” Veronica confirms. “I mean, I might never really like you, but that doesn’t mean I get to be a jerk about it.”
Everyone around the table nods in agreement. Some of them even say things like “Yeah, I’ve been a real asshat,” or “I was such a d**k.” Most of them even looked like they meant what they said.
Madison, who is seated at my right, then goes into detail about their plan to make things better. “We all know that you would have been a shining star if we had just accepted you as one of us from the beginning. Your mother was the best of us. Your grandfather even led the legacies during his time. You were born to this.”
“But why now? Why even bother? Couldn’t you just leave me alone this year and we can pretend none of it happened,” I press my hands together as if I am praying. Actually, that isn’t a bad idea. I can pray that the Legacies let me leave this table without selling my soul or causing me bodily harm.
“That isn’t good enough,” Atticus insists. “We owe you so much more than we can ever repay. The best we can do is give you your proper place, at our table, as one of us.”
“You want me to become a Legacy?!” I gasp. I couldn’t be more surprised than if they had told me the Easter Bunny is real and his name is Ted.
“You already are a Legacy,” Zephyra comments lazily. “You can’t be MADE a Legacy, you are BORN one. You are an Adare. There has always been an Adare in the seven.”
“So you are giving me the seat that should be mine?”
Lazarus suddenly sits up very straight and looks over at the rest of them.
“We can’t do that,” Atticus explains, “That seat is taken. As you can see, there are six of us here, seven if Evie were feeling better.”
“So why am I here,” I lean back, taking a bite of cold eggs from my plate. “This feels like a waste of time.”
“We’re going to give you a makeover!” Madison’s voice, which had until this moment sounded bored, was suddenly bursting with excitement. “A very complete makeover.”
“What is that supposed to mean?” I glare. “There is nothing about me that needs to be made over.” I stand to go find Nyx. She was right. You cannot trust a Legacy
“Here’s the deal,” Veronica’s voice cuts through my anger like a knife. “I’m not going to bullshit you. You might not get to be one of the seven, but you can still live like one.” She pauses, looking me directly in the eye as she adds. “Haven’t you ever wondered what it would be like to be popular, even for one day? Haven’t you ever wondered what it would feel like to have people move out of your way when you walk or to listen when you speak?”
“What we are offering you here isn’t as simple as a ‘makeover,’” she gives Madison a very pointed look. “What we are offering you is power. Real power. Legacies are always Legacies, even after we leave The Academy. Learn to be a Legacy, a true Legacy, and you will have the power to make your life what you want it to be.”
“Or,” she shrugs. “You can ignore this offer and go back to your table. You can eat breakfast with your best friend and spend the rest of your uneventful life wondering if you could have had a better life if you chose differently at this moment.”
“The choice is up to you,” she places her napkin on her tray. “Continue as you are, or take a chance at doing something big. What’s the worst that can happen? What’s the most you can gain? I think you’ll find the gain is far more than the risk.”
“I’m going to need some time to think about this,” I look up at Atticus. “I hope you understand.”
“Of course,” he moves to let me pass, reaching for my shoulder to turn me towards him. “Just don’t wait too long,” he begs. “I…We want to start making this right between us as soon as possible.” Bending down low he whispers. “Please don’t make me wait too long, Lily. I really do want to be your friend.”
Blushing from head to toe, I take a step away from the table, my plate clasped firmly in my hands.
“Before you go, can I give you one last piece of advice,” Veronica offers as she looks up over her glasses. “I’d be very careful what you share with your roommate, Nyx. She isn’t going to think any of this is a good idea. She will see you leaving her, leaving her sphere of influence, and she will not like it.”
“The choice needs to be yours,” she insists. “Don’t let her jealousy make this decision for you.”
[Lily]By the time I made it back to where Nyx had been sitting, she was long gone. There isn’t even a trace that she has been sitting here. I checked our dorm room, but there was no sign that she had made it back there yet. If seeing me sitting with the Legacies irritated her this badly, there is only one place she would go. And that is exactly where I found her. She is sitting underneath the only walnut tree on school property, a giant of a tree, both wide and tall, it has branches that extend in all directions, creating a large canopy of shade in the summer and a wealth of walnuts in the fall. Once upon a time, the land the school sits on was a walnut orchard with walnut trees in all directions, as far as the eye could see. But they were all chopped down to build this school. They somehow missed this one.Like us, this tree is a survivor.Without saying anything, I take a seat next to Nyx who is on the ground, her head upturned and her eyes closed. Our backs resting against the b
[Lily] I open my eyes. The light streaming through the trees gives Atticus a golden halo that makes him appear angelic when combined with his god-like smile. I would think I’ve died and gone to heaven except that I know better. Heaven has fewer headaches and sore backs from leaning against a tree for half the morning. Maybe he’s a fallen angel? That seems about right. Weren't the first demons angels who fell into hell? “You want me to do what?” I blink at him groggily, rubbing my eyes with one hand while shielding them from the sun with the other. "Have lunch with me," he smiles brightly. "Off campus," he adds with an outstretched hand. Against my better judgment, I let him help me off the ground. "What do you mean, off-campus? We aren't allowed off-campus unless we have special permission for family things or field trips." "I do have special permission," he smirks. "Unlimited special permission." I notice he's still holding my hand so I remove it from his grasp. I don't tru
[Lily] Atticus leans over the door of his car, inching his body closer to mine in what will end up being a real kiss if I don’t move out of the way. So I pop open the door with a hard thrust, hitting him directly in the center of his well-formed abs. You’d think with abs like his it wouldn’t make a dent, but he hadn’t been expecting it, so he wasn’t prepared. Instead, his body made a satisfying “oof” sound of air being pushed from his body as he fell backward onto the compact dirt of the trailhead. “You weren’t serious, right?” I laugh. “Because I’m not going to be blackmailed into kissing you. If you get me arrested, I’ll have no problem telling everyone whose idea it was. Also, I’d rather go to prison than risk Evie killing me because any part of my body touches any part of yours.” “You’re more afraid of my girlfriend than you are of the police?” He raises an eyebrow in mock confusion as he picks himself up off the ground. He knows how scary she is. How could he not? “Aren’t yo
[Lily]“Nyx! Wait up!” I shout as I follow her back into the school. The lights overhead are starting to glow as the sun slowly sets. I hadn't realized it, but Atticus and I had been gone all day.“I can’t believe I was worried about you! Do you know who told me where to find you? Evie! Of all the people in the damn world to have more of a clue about where you were than your best friend, to think it would be that soul-sucking, foul-mouthed succubus girlfriend of his!”Nyx is out of breath as she spins on her heels, stopping her march just long enough to give me a cold, hard look over her shoulder. “By the way, if I were you, I’d start walking these halls with some type of weapon hidden in your jacket because you’re going to need to defend yourself if she ever gets you alone.”“Shit,” I swear, cursing the name Atticus Preston inside my head. He said he had taken care of Lily. He lied. Of course, he did. It was probably all part of his plan. “He told me it would be okay,” I whined and t
[Atticus] I’m not sure why I took our target into the woods. My goal had been to impress her, while also making her feel so overwhelmed and out of her depth that she’d feel like she had no choice but to cling to me like a life raft in a sea of sharks. That’s why my original plan involved taking her to the La Fleur Bluet and then showing off my wealth with a little high-end shopping. The idea was, that once she realized that she had no choice but to depend on me to know what to do and not look like a fool, I’d have her exactly where I wanted her. She would NEED me. Or at least, she would think that she did. Easy prey. But easy also isn’t fun. What is the point of playing a game if it isn’t fun? The reason I wanted her as the focus for this year’s games is because she has been unbreakable. The ultimate challenge. I like a good challenge. And a challenge isn’t a challenge if you know with certainty that you are going to win. So I did something different. I tried to be her frien
[Lily] There are things in this world that I wish I could unsee. The color of Evie’s thong is one of them. I had come out into the halls in hopes of finding Atticus so that we could clear the air between us. I am so confused about what he wants from me. Is it friendship, or is it something else? And then I turned into the main hall and I got my answer. I also found Atticus. Positioned between her legs, Atticus was grinding himself into her, pressing Evie against the wall to the Legacy staircase as she moaned loud enough to wake the dead. It was such a display I couldn’t help but gasp. I had never seen something so intensely primal before. They were not just making out, they were moments away from rutting like wild animals in front of the whole school. Atticus was so wrapped up in his seduction that he didn’t notice me at first, but Evie…her eyes were wide open and she was looking directly at me. So I ran away. I didn’t tell Nyx about what I saw. I simply curled into bed, t
[Lily] Call it a moment of weakness or maybe a chemical reaction that caused a rush of stupid lust, but I met Atticus behind the gym. It was a stupid move, since again, it is a place where nobody can see us. Anything can happen behind the gym, which is why it is such a popular rendezvous for lovers. Atticus and I are not lovers. Not even close. And we never will be as long as Evie is breathing down our necks and I manage to maintain even the smallest amount of self-respect. But Atticus, to his credit, is a perfect gentleman. “Listen,” he begins his apology. “I’m sorry you had to see that thing between Evie and me. That wasn’t my idea.” He shyly rubs the back of his neck, a nervous trait that I have come to realize signifies discomfort at telling an awkward truth. He chose to wear the traditional school uniform today with the jacket and tie and crisply pressed trousers and as he talks he also fiddles with his tie, which is refusing to stay in place. “Stop,” I order him. The tie
[Lily]On our way back into the main school, Atticus outlines a plan for how we can be friends while also circumnavigating Evie's wrath. It involves a ridiculous amount of subterfuge and feels more like a spy game than a friendship. He is convinced it will work, while I know it is going to fail. "This is a stupid plan," I scoff under my breath, looking up at him from the corner of my eye trying to maintain some form of dignity as we walk through the halls. Unlike any of the times I have moved through these spaces, today everyone's eyes are on me. I'm not just walking to breakfast, I am walking there with Atticus Preston. "You mean it is a brilliant, ingenious, and wonderful plan," he praises himself. "Why thank you, Liliana, for your confidence in me. I promise I will not let you down," he adjusts his blazer as if he was just given an award. I almost expect him to bow and give a speech for his excellent performance. "Evie is an ass, but she isn't an idiot," I hiss, looking over m
[Lily]Spending my evening with Link has been a blessed relief. He is just here for me, as a friend who cares, and he has worked hard all night to keep my mind carefree as we talk about everything from favorite books to movies that we hate.It has been a great distraction from the burning stare I feel along my spine. I can feel that Atticus is watching. But every time I start to look nervous or grow sad, Link has sensed it and taken me somewhere else, out of Atticus' path, or found some new way to distract me, to keep me from falling apart, or worse, into Atticus' arms. He even shields me from the spiteful energy radiating off of Evie as she glares at me right before screaming her relationship woes all over the dance floor, spewing hatred at Atticus. I will need to give Nyx a very big hug later. "So I was thinking," Link smiles as we take time to admire the ridiculously ornate and well-stocked food area, "Actually I was wondering if you have any plans for the upcoming holiday brea
[Atticus]It was a relief when Evie finally left me alone. Her presence grates on my nerves, and her kisses leave a foul taste in my mouth like wine turned to vinegar. Loving Liliana has taught me how kisses should taste. Sweet like honey candy, not bitter and cold. But how do I tell her how I feel? Will she believe me?I wouldn't if I were her, not with how I've treated her over the years. Even these last two months, with how close we've become, I could understand why she'd take a moment to pause and consider that it might all be one big trick. The sad thing is, she wouldn't be entirely wrong. This whole escapade started as a cruel way to make a brilliant soul dark, corrupting her fully, before tearing her apart like some kind of pagan sacrifice. We wanted to lift her above everyone else before we took her down so fast and so low that when she hit bottom the pain would be more excruciating.And it was all my idea. And I can't say anything about it or I not only risk my spot as a l
[Evie]"Can you believe the nerve of some people," I grumble in Ace's ear as I pull him into the tent? "Bringing the riff-raff to OUR ball as if...""He's hardly the riff-raff, Evie," Atlas cuts me off, "He's your cousin," he pulls away from me. "You know, if all you're going to do tonight is talk about Link, I'll find something else to do with my time."Ace puts his hands in his pockets and stands there, staring at me, his blonde waves flipped over one eye. He looks bored. Or I should say, distracted. All night he's been looking over at her thinking I wouldn't notice. Fine. Two can play that game. "You know what, Ace," I hiss. "If hanging out with me is so boring, maybe we should BOTH do something better with our time," I take a step away from him expecting him to reach forward and apologize like he usually does. But Atticus doesn't move. He stands there, his face as hard as stone. "Go on then," he urges. "Go bother one of your friends. I don't care what you do with yourself, Evie
[Lily] "Link!" I run around the other Legacies, who all give me strange looks as I ruin the perfect line of their precessional. I don't care about their sneers. I only care about my friend, who I haven't seen since that strange weekend in New York. "Lily," he opens his arms. "I am happy to see that you are happy to see me," he gives me a rakish half smile, before looking down at the corsage in his hand. "I wasn't sure if you'd be happy to see me or not." My face falls hearing the note of uncertainty in his voice. He's been nothing but kind to me, but I've been a terrible friend. Link and I have been corresponding via video chat and email, but I stopped calling when Atticus and I began our nightly study sessions. Part of the reason was because I was just too busy to make the time. But the bigger part, the part that makes my heart stop in my chest, is that it felt like I was cheating. Even though Link and I have never been anything other than friends, I know he likes me, and I gue
[Lily]Atticus has been conspicuously absent this week leading up to the ball. I haven't once seen him enter or exit his room, nor is he taking meals with the rest of the legacies. "Does anyone know what happened to Ace?" I asked the crew the second morning he didn't show up. Nobody responded with words, but Evie gave me a whithering look, and Veronica's eyes opened wide with warning. The message was clear enough, even without anyone saying a thing: Don't ask. That afternoon, I responded to his invitation and slid it under his door. By now, I'm sure he's seen that I will not be going with him, but that I am also not going alone. Instead, I'll be tagging along with Nyx and whomever it is she is taking as a date. Nyx has been so secretive about the identity of this date, that I can't help but bubble over with anticipation and curiosity. I can easily say I am more excited about the idea of who she is taking than I am about whatever little surprise she has in store for me. Friday nigh
[Atticus]I am in no mood for this meeting. Especially not with the way Evie is acting, like she's already won something.She has a plan, I know she does. She hasn't set it off yet, but it feels like I'm waiting for something, something big to happen. I promised Liliana that I'd protect her. But how do I protect her while still following the rules of the game? One of the biggest rules is that we do not tell anyone else outside of our tight circle of seven what is happening.This is why we are meeting in Laz's room, the room furthest away from Liliana's, to have this final meeting before the Equinox Ball."Alright, the first order of business," Laz starts. "Does anyone have anything to report?"Evie is the first to raise her hand. "I'd like to give Simon kudos as far as gluttony," Evie points to Simon who grows very red in the face, I'm not sure if it is from embarrassment or some other emotion. He almost looks mad. "His work at the club was a prime example of gluttony. Of course, it w
[Lily] By now, Atticus knows I received the invitation. There is no way that I didn't not with how everyone else at school is chittering in corners about it. Which is why I'm not surprised to see him waiting for me at the base of the legacy stairs. "Liliana," he stands, reaching for my books. "We need to talk. About the invitation, about everything." "Then talk," I say a bit more gruffly than I had intended as he follows me up the stairs. "Not here," he gives me a meaningful look and I shake my head. There is no way I'm going back into his bedroom. If he gets me in there, I'll end up in his bed, and then he'll find ways to distract me. I need to keep my mind clear and I can't think straight when his hands are on my body. I wish I never knew what it felt like to be kissed by Atticus Preston. "I don't think it is a good idea for us to be alone together," I wait for him to reach me at the landing and then lean in and hiss, "Somebody saw us this morning, Atticus. We weren't care
[Lily]The poor freshman looked terrified as he handed me the invitation. "Thank you, Ms Adare," he bowed as he backed away as if I were some kind of royalty. People are so terrified of Legacies that even a "not quite" Legacy like me is a person to fear. The envelope is cream and embossed with gold and overly fancy like everything else at this school. He must have planned this because my name is engraved on the invitation. That isn't a last-minute detail. This isn't a reaction to my behavior this morning or a way to apologize for being an ass. He had planned to ask me. He wanted me on his arm at the biggest school event of the season. I pause. Was he telling the truth when he said he does care about me? Could it be..."This changes nothing," Nyx insists. "So what if he planned to ask you out before you dumped his sorry ass if you can even call it dumping him since you weren't really in a relationship," she points out. "So what if he wanted you to be his date? You know it probably
[Lily] It doesn't take us long to get cleaned up. I borrow one of his shirts so I'm not naked in the hall, and he gathers up all of our clothing to be washed by his cleaners. I always feel a bit weird after these sessions. I'm not sure if I should be thanking him, or pretending like it didn't happen. While my body is finally relaxed, getting all the pleasure it craves, my heart is more confused than ever. One moment I feel alive, like my whole body is afire. The next, I feel lost and a little ashamed. I let myself become Atticus' dirty little secret. What would Nyx say if she knew? She'd be disappointed. Never mind Link--we aren't technically dating but we do correspond. What would he think of this little "arrangement." Just because we aren't technically having sex doesn't mean this isn't a betrayal of sorts. What am I doing if this means nothing to him? Atticus stops me as I reach for the doorknob. "Liliana, talk to me." It's a struggle, but I make myself turn and face him. "At