There is no better feeling than running through the woods with the wind in my fur. I’m proud to be a Zidiahan wolf; I’m proud to be Gianna Astoni.
I come from a well-off family, my father is a senior guard in the King’s Army, and my mother is a pack doctor. Mum isn’t stationed in one place, however, though she works closely with Toby. Toby is the personal doctor of the Royal family.
Mum travels to nearby packs when called up, which she is a lot of the time. My mother is a fantastic doctor, and everyone loves her.
My sister, Isabella, or Bella as she’s known, is my best friend. It sounds weird to some that my twenty-five-year-old sister is my best friend, but it’s the truth.
Bella was born three years before me and loved me from the moment I was born. Bella never went anywhere without me, and never was she jealous as some siblings can be when a new baby comes along.
Bella took care of me during my first transformation at the age of fifteen, and we love running through the forest together.
Bella is a warrior and works alongside our father. She’s fierce and powerful and everything a she-wolf should be. She’d make a wonderful Luna one day; her dominance is something all bow down to.
Me, on the other hand, I work with my mother. I’m a healer, and I practice the old ways when it comes to medicine. We wolves have ancient traditions and medications that most have given up on, thanks to the art of time and science.
Mother believes that I waste my time with it all, but I love it, and I won’t give it up any time soon.
Why should I when there’s so much to learn?
I love learning new things; my brain is that of a sponge, constantly soaking up information.
‘Keep up, slowpoke!’ Clover, Bella’s wolf, laughs through our sibling mind-link.
Lyra, my wolf, chuckles as she takes off after Clover.
We shouldn’t be out in the forest at this late hour. Our parents would throw a fit; they’re too overprotective of us.
They have no reason to be; we’re in our twenties and plenty capable of taking care of ourselves. But Bella and I are their only children, and they worry about us, even if it is unnecessary.
They won’t find out that we’re in the forest, they’re out for date night, and Bella and I know to be careful.
Zidiah is a prominent place and has many packs outside of the capital. If you aren’t Royal, trespassing on territory that isn’t your own could lead to terrible things.
We could be killed or taken prisoner. I don’t know which is worse, but I do know that I don’t wish to find out any time soon.
I notice Clover running closer to the border.
The border of where?
I can’t tell in the dark. I do know that we shouldn’t be here, however. Sure, Bella can take care of herself and me; she’s a trained warrior. I’m no shrinking violet myself, but that’s not to say Bella and I go looking for trouble.
‘Clover!’ My wolf yells into our mind-link.
She stops and turns to my wolf. Clover, a large black and tan wolf, trots over and nudges my snout with her own.
‘Let’s get out of here,’
‘I’m sorry, Lyra, I didn’t realise how far I’d run.’
A rustling in the trees has my wolf whimpering. Nothing good can come of us being here.
Lyra tips her head for Clover to run ahead. Yes, she’s older and more experienced in fighting, but I’m incredibly protective of my sister. To lose her would be to lose myself.
“Now, what do we have here?”
‘Clover, take Bella and run!’ My wolf calls to Clover.
‘I’m not leaving you,’
‘I’ll be right behind you, I promise. He can’t chase both of us, so go!’
She hesitates for a moment; Bella is trying to push forward and protect me. Bella would never leave me here, but her wolf listens to mine usually.
Clover’s slight hesitance allows the rogue to stalk closer to her. Lyra charges at him, snapping at his ankle, and he turns, red eyes burning like fire.
Lyra screams for Clover to run, and she finally does, leaving my wolf to escape the rogue.
“You want to play, little one?” The rogue smirks. “Let’s play.”
Lyra turns and runs as fast as possible; the rogue, now in wolf form, chases us.
Lyra runs into the territory we tried to stop Clover from entering. There are guards positioned everywhere, and each one aims their gun at Lyra.
If only I could tell them that we are no threat.
A-ROO-OOO!
The rogue howls so loudly, Lyra instantly crash to the floor in fright. She lies on her belly as bullets fly from guns in all directions.
I hear them hit their target, and Lyra chances a peek behind us. The rogue is definitely dead; the thing is riddled with silver bullet holes.
Lyra gets up and stands on all four paws, watching as the rogue slowly transforms back into human form.
From the light of the packhouse behind us, we can see his dark skin and the muscles he was packed with. Lyra shivers and pulls her subconscious back, leaving mine to push forward in wolf form.
‘Thanks a lot, you coward!’
“Who the hell are you, and what are you doing on my territory?” The Alpha! “Shift, and show yourself!”
I don’t know which pack territory I’m on, but I’m not staying here so the Alpha can tear me apart. I turn tail and run for my life. I hear the Alpha curse before chasing me.
I don’t want to die here; I want to go home. I need to make sure Bella made it back safely. But I don’t know how I’m supposed to outrun an Alpha!
If only Lyra had kept form, she’d be able to run faster than I can. Goddess, my wolf, can be worse than a coward sometimes when it comes to Alphas anyway.
Suddenly, the most oversized silver wolf I have ever seen – possibly seven feet tall on all fours lands in front of me. It must have jumped over my head, and my wolf howls in fear.
The wolf shifts, and standing in front of me, naked, is the Alpha. Tall, handsome, and built like a God and covered in tattoos. Across the top of his chest and his arms anyway. He looks familiar, but I’m too scared to acknowledge what I know deep down.
“When I tell you to shift, you shift, little girl.”
My wolf whimpers, stepping back. But Lyra can’t run, and nor can I because wolves suddenly surround us. Each one growls, teeth bared, and ready to pounce should their Alpha demand it.
“You have five seconds. Either shift, or I’ll force you to shift.”
What choice do I have?
With a sigh, Lyra retreats fully, and I take over our body.
Once in human form, I sit on my arse, knees against my chest, and my arms wrapped around them. As most wolves are, I’m not comfortable with my own nudity the way this man so obviously is.
Though now, as I look at him through my lashes, I can see that he’s gotten dressed in jeans and nothing else. I don’t know where he got them from; I’m just glad that he’s covered his lower half. He’s a big boy in every area of his body, and seeing his huge dick made me shiver.
The Alpha walks closer, sniffing the air. He crouches down in front of me and forces my head up with his fingers beneath my chin. His pupils dilate, and my body shudders.
“What’s your name?”
“Gi – Gianna.” I stammer.
The Alpha sniffs me again before growling, “Mate!”
“No!” I yell without moving.
This can’t be happening; this man cannot be my mate!
But the truth is, I feel it in my bones. The Alpha of this pack is my mate, and there’s no getting away from it.
“Please, I just want to go home.” I implore, hoping he’ll take pity on me and let me go.
But he smirks while cocking his head to the side. “You are home, little wolf.”
I whimper as he snaps his fingers, takes a t-shirt from someone near him, and drags it over my head.
I don’t fight back when he grabs my right arm and forces it into the sleeve before doing the same with the left. Then, he picks me up bridal style and begins walking towards his packhouse.
“Please, let me go.”
“Not a chance, little wolf. You’re mine now; there is no escape. Try, and I’ll find you, and you don’t want to know what I’ll do if that happens.”
I shudder with fear. “But my parents and sister will be wondering where I am.”
“They’ll be informed of your whereabouts. This is not up for discussion, Gianna,”
The authority in his tone has me clamping my mouth shut. I am terrified right now, and I don’t know how the hell I’m going to get out of this.
I do not want this man as my mate; I don’t know anything about him. I don’t give a damn about biology or the mate bond; I want to go home!
No matter what I have to do, I will get out of here.
“Shower’s over there,” I point to the back of my bedroom. “Wash the dirt off your body. There’ll be clothes on the bed by the time you’re done. Towels are on the rack in the bathroom, and everything else you need you’ll find in there.”The girl, Gianna, my mate, watches me with sad eyes. I’ve torn her away from her home and family, and I give not one shit about it.This girl won’t find a fairytale with me as a mate. I am a monster, precisely what people say I am, and nothing will ever change that.Having said that, Gianna is now mine, and I won’t let her go. Not that I want her anywhere near me, but the stupid mate-bond has other ideas.It irks the shit out of me that I’ll be stuck with this woman. I never wanted a mate, and I think Selene is a fucking sick bitc
This Emily girl does not like me at all.As soon as I’d finished showering, which took me ten minutes, I put on the bra and sexy panties of red that I found on the bed. Then I slipped the black thigh-length dress on and searched for a hairbrush.Emily burst into the room without knocking, and I was only thankful that I’d already gotten dressed, in clothes my size, no less.How the hell could anyone know my size?Emily is a beautiful woman. Long blonde hair, big green eyes, slim, and skin that would make a porcelain doll jealous.She looked me up and down with disdain. I’m not an easily intimidated person, so I raised my eyebrow and folded my arms around my chest.The large, medieval-looking bedroom, larger than the top floor of my home, should have tak
“Just let me leave, and you’ll never have to see me again.”Emily eyes me for a moment before shrugging. “Fine, go.”I breathe deeply through my nose.“But you won’t get far before Lorcan finds you. He doesn’t take well to losing.”“He’s not losing anything. He wanted to reject me, and I’m not stupid enough to believe that he’ll let me reject him first.”“Rejecting him could kill you. Probably not him, but you never know.”Emily is right, but I don’t care about Lorcan Dalgaard. I don’t know what I’ll do when I get out of here, but rejecting the man may not be possible.I’ll have to speak to the King and ask him if there&
The look on Gianna’s face is priceless.Did she honestly believe that she could escape me?I’m not a stupid man; I know what Emily told Gianna. I knew the moment Emily stepped foot in my office and told me that Gianna had escaped.Emily is one of my strongest warriors; there’s no way Gianna could have gotten away from her unless Emily allowed it.The useless bitch let jealousy get in the way of her job. For that, she’ll spend the next week in the cells without food or water.I don’t take deception lightly, and aiding your Luna to run, is a crime. Emily should think herself lucky that I didn’t slit her throat where she stood.I knew Gianna had run in her wolf form back to her house. Emily finally told me where she’d gone. I knew
I drag Gianna towards the front door, all the while she’s yelling for me to let go. Her family are chasing after us, begging for me to allow them a proper goodbye.Not happening; this little bitch blew that chance when she opened her mouth to speak against me.I open the door to Harper’s black Nissan Juke and throw Gianna inside. Not the best car in the world when you’re my size, but her car was closer to the front door than mine.It’s not like Harper could tell me now when I asked for the keys. Bitch almost shit herself and gave me the keys without question.“Put your seat belt on,”I slam the door and lock it with the key fob. I can’t have Gianna trying to escape again, not that I think she will, after what I almost did to Bella.
I hate him.I hate him so much it hurts!Lorcan marked me without my permission, and I will never forgive him for that. It was so painful that I almost passed out.How could he do that to me?I know I pushed the limits, but did he have to mark me and chain me to him?What he did is against wolf law, and if I could get a message to the King, I’d request he rein his son in!Men have been killed for marking their mates against their will. But I know that would never happen to Lorcan; he’d get away with it because he’s a prince.Lorcan was right when he said that his father would do nothing about this.So where would telling the King anything get me?That’
I’ve been in the garden now for hours. The cold air is starting to nip at my nose. Time to go back in there.I walk towards the house, wondering if Lorcan is going to find me anytime today.Why do I even care?As I near the building, I notice Lorcan through one of the lower windows.That must be his office, but who are those people inside with him?My heart starts thumping hard in my chest. My veins begin to pound, and my canines begin to slide out of my gums.Who the fuck is the whore in Lorcan’s arms?And why it is bothering me so much?Possibly because if he does anything with her, even a kiss, I’ll feel it. I’ve heard how painful that can be, feeling everything your mate does wit
I cry to myself, thinking about Mason and how he’d never hurt me the way Lorcan does. I miss Mason so much; I want to go home and feel his arms around me, keeping me safe.Not once in my life have I ever feared Mason and what he might do to me. Sure, I’ve angered him more than once, but he’s never hit me. Mason argues back, but he never wins because I don’t stop until he gives up and walks away.That’s just who I am. I’m dominant and pushy, but do I deserve to be beaten for doing something that comes naturally?Mason and I knew we weren’t mates, but we loved each other. We spoke about what would happen if either of us found our mates. Mason and I knew it would hurt, but we’d let each other go because the pull of the mate bond should not be fought.We also swore that we’d always b
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I cup Lorcan’s cheek, drawing his eyes from a burning Nancy and to me. He blinks, clearly shocked by what he just witnessed me do.The thing is, I don’t even feel slightly guilty for setting that bitch on fire. Sure, she was alive when I did it, but it was no more than she deserved.I meant what I said to the pack; no one will ever get away with hurting my mate again. It drove me crazy the past couple of days, thinking about that cunt and what she almost did to Lorcan. I couldn’t bear it one more second; that’s why I had this whole thing set up. I wanted to make an example of Nancy in front of the pack. I hadn’t a clue at first that Anja had taken it upon herself to draw Victor out.When Anja came to me an hour ago and told me that she’d found Victor, I was shocked. Of course, I asked Anja how in the hell she managed to do what
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