Alicia’s POV
The sun hung low in the sky, casting a warm golden glow across the vast expanse of the cemetery. I stood at the edge of the grave of Grandma Mary, the woman who had been a support to me my entire life. It's been a month since she left this world and I still can't get over the sadness that manages to creep into my heart every moment. Tears welled up in my eyes, mingling with the bittersweet memories.With a heavy sigh, I turned away from the grave, my emotions threatening to consume me. It was almost time, time to embark on a new chapter without her influence and presence. I walked towards the waiting black car, its polished exterior reflecting the somber surroundings.Slipping into the backseat, I shielded my eyes with a pair of dark sunglasses I'd brought with me from the house. The world outside moved in a blur as my driver guided the car through the city streets.I reached into my bag and retrieved my cell phone. With trembling fingers, I checked the time.Four hours, I thought loudly, four more hours and I'll be free. No longer would I be a prisoner to this sham of a marriage. The road stretched out before me, a symbol of liberation and possibility. With each passing mile, I got more nervous and my determination to walk away grew stronger.I'm about to demand a divorce from Nathaniel Dominic Lancaster. He'll be coming home today after two weeks. Asking him for the divorce might not be a walk in the park but still, I have no intention of backing down.Three years ago, Grandma Mary, the only woman who loved me for who I was and who also happens to be Nathaniel's grandmother, made a request I couldn't say no to.The old woman had been in the hospital for months, getting treated for leukemia. She didn't want the surgery as she believed she was too old and wouldn't want to bother anyone with her sickness. If she had agreed to the transplant, I would've gladly given her mine.She wanted me to marry her only grandson. The one and only Nathaniel Lancaster, the sole heir to Lancaster's empire. He was popularly known for a lot of things, including the good and the bad. He's a notorious businessman, brutal in negotiations and agreements, and at the same time, he's always on the cover of every Playboy magazine and gossip blog for dumping an actress or dating an artiste. In one word, Nathaniel is an embodiment of evil and good.When Grandma Mary asked me to marry him, I refused but I knew I wouldn't be able to look her in the eye after everything she'd done for me and still say no the second time she asked.We got married like she wanted, a private wedding. To the world, it was a little perfect wedding but to me, it was the most terrible experience of my life. That wasn't how I'd pictured my wedding ceremony to be. It wasn't a dream of mine.On the night of the wedding, Nathaniel came up to my room with a contract agreement. A knock rasped on my door and when I opened it, it was the sexy devil in a white shirt standing outside my door."Come downstairs," he demanded, turned, and walked away.Reluctantly, I grabbed my phone from the bed and followed him to the living area. The house was a gift from his grandmother, she didn't want me to stay at Natheniel's home because of reasons best known to her but if you ask me, I'll tell you how super grateful I am that I won't be spending the rest of my life in a house where different atrocities have been committed.He dropped a document on the center table and slightly raised his head. I took that as a cue to open it up and I saw the words boldly written on it."Consensual non-monogamy"I read it out loud and Nathaniel raised an eyebrow.Groaning, he said, "That means we don't…." I cut him off."I know what it means. It means open marriage, I'm not stupid,""Sure," he mumbled.As I skimmed through the contract, I realized almost everything mentioned in the contract was in his favor.Nervousness lingered in the air as I anticipated what was about to happen. I would've preferred to have this conversation before the marriage, not now. I've heard of how shrewd Nathaniel is when it comes to an agreement."Why should I agree to any of this? This was drawn in my absence and you expect me to just pick up a pen and sign" I asked, dropping the file back to the table.Nathaniel smirked, picked it up, and tore it into pieces. "Let's draw up a new one that'll please you then, this is for the benefit of both of us, especially you,"Taken aback by his willingness to draw up a new one, I forced a response, "What do you mean by that?"“I don’t like you and you sure don’t like me. I don’t even know you enough to share a space with you which means we’re both here against our will,” That wasn’t the response I wanted but I let it go.Nathaniel began, "Firstly, we agree not to share a bed or room. Personal space will be respected."Woman: "Agreed. I don’t like sharing spaces, especially with people who I don't know where they’ve been,” I sassed. He stared at me for a second or two before he looked away."We both possess the right to seek companionship outside our marital bond."I scoffed, "How convenient. Since it works both ways, I agree," I guess that part of the agreement works perfectly for Nathaniel and his lifestyle.We exchanged knowing glances, a flicker of amusement dancing in his eyes."My turn," I cut in before he could say anything. "We have no obligations to each other.""When you say obligations, I'll love you to explain that,"I raised a finger, "One, I don't want you all up in my business," Two fingers, "Second, I cook when I want to, not when you want me to,"He smirked. "That wouldn't be a problem, Birdie. I have chefs, and cleaners, at my beck and call. Lastly, minding my business is my superpower. You're on the brink of death, I wouldn't blink an eye in your direction, are we good?""Perfect," I mumbled."In public, we shall present ourselves as a couple, we’ll be attending events together, especially family events,""That shouldn’t be a problem for me,”We signed the new agreement the next morning and after that, we didn't look at each other twice.One month ago, Grandma Mary passed away and ever since she died, the only thought I could nurture was how to get out of this lie of a marriage. Grandma had asked me if I was happy, I looked her in the eye and lied to her that I was.Was I supposed to tell her the truth while she was on her deathbed?I met Grandma when I was still a high school student. When she learned I was an orphan, she had me transfered to her orphanage. She sponsored me through University and never left my side for once.My phone buzzed and as I pulled it out of my bag, I was bombarded with a series of messages, from a strange number. It wasn't the first time it would be happening since I got married to a womanizer. Someone had taken it as a duty to send me pictures of Nathaniel and his arrays of girlfriends at hotels, restaurants, and airports. Maybe this person thinks I care when I actually don't.As I stared at the pictures, the more anxious and nervous I got. I just couldn't wait for four hours to pass before I saw him and told him I wanted a divorce. I better do it now."Driver, please take me to my husband's office, I need to see him now,"Alicia's POV I walked into the magnificent building with my shoulders high as if a chip had been plugged into it. That was all a facade, I was dying inside. I was a wreck from nervousness, fear, and a thousand questions running through my head.What if he says no? What if he doesn't accept the decision I'm about to make? What if he goes against me by using the contract I signed? What if I get sued in court? 'Focus Alicia, you've got this,' I repeated those words in my head more than a million times even as I walked into the elevator. This is the second time I'll be walking into this building and I was even too nervous to be as mesmerized as I was the first time I was here.The last time I came here, Grandma Mary had asked me to drop a document at Nathaniel's office. I couldn't look away from how exquisite the office was. It was like walking into a five-star hotel but with an office layout. When I got into Nathan's part of the building, I didn't meet him but I met his bitchy secretar
Nathan's POV 'Let's get divorced then,' The words kept ringing over and over in my head for the rest of the day and no matter how much I tried, I could never let it go. I hadn't expected Alicia to come to my building and never did I expect her to barge into my office like that. I knew Alicia was a stubborn woman who would go after whatever she wanted even to the gates of hell but never in a million years did I ever think I would see her at my office, asking for a divorce. I thought she loved the marriage enough to keep staying. I did everything she wanted, which was actually nothing. I didn't ask her for anything and neither did I force her to do anything against her will so, why would she want a divorce? What did I do wrong? I mumbled under my breath. "What did you say?" Sylvester, my friend asked. "Nothing," I shook my head. I’d driven over to his place after I left work this evening."Something is on your mind and I know it. I've been your friend for over a decade now so tru
Alicia's POV After I left Nathan's office, I couldn't comprehend or understand what I was feeling or what was going on exactly. I know I'm supposed to be excited, I finally got the freedom I always craved but a part of me was sad. Throughout the entire ride from his office to my home, I couldn't shake off the sad feeling. It kind of stuck with me for a long time even after I got home. I sat back to watch a comedy show in my room but it didn't appear funny to me. When my eyes moved to the framed picture of Grandma Mary sitting on my bed stand, that was when I realized where the sadness was coming from. I feel like I'd disappointed her with my decision. If she was alive, my decision would've killed her. It would've been written on her gravestone that I was the cause of her death. Tears welled up in my eyes and I quickly wiped it off with a finger to stop myself from crying. I picked up the divorce document I'd gotten a day after Grandma Mary died and dropped it off on the kitchen co
Alicia's POVThe next day, I moved out of Nathan's home, and out of Lancaster's empire forever. I had some money saved up from the jobs I did before I got married to Nathan and I used some of that money to rent an Airbnb before I started the search for an apartment and a job. After getting married to Nathan, I wasn't allowed to have a job because women in the Lancaster family don't work but we get a black card from the family to pay for all our clothing, trips, and other expensive luxuries of life. While I was living the simple life, the other female in the Lancaster's house lived an extravagant life that was splashed all over social media making other people drool and wish for their life. Since I never got to use the black card, I dropped it in my room before I left Nathan's home. I was going to survive on a savings of less than ten thousand dollars. First off, I needed a job. Going out to search for a job might not pose a problem because my marriage to Lancaster wasn't public and
Chapter Six Nathan's POV Two months ago, I got a divorce letter from my wife, and still, no one in my family knows that I'm divorced. I was waiting for the right time to tell them, maybe tell them all at once that my marriage was over or maybe I was just not ready to let them know about it. The Lancaster family is large. They come from old money so they had no choice but to stick together except for me who decided to build a name for myself outside the Lancaster's name. In the first few years of my startup company, I didn't use my father's surname, instead, I used my mother's. Things didn't come easy but after a while, it all smoothened out. My family still wants me involved in the family business and they won't stop trying to talk me into leaving my company and focusing on the family business. It never worked and I know it still won't work tonight. I've been invited to dinner by my father, I know it's going to be as crazy as before but I'll survive like I always do. Getting cl
Nathan's POV "Good morning, Board Members," I walked into the board meeting as nervous as possible. I received a call from my secretary that we had an emergency at work. I asked her how terrible it was and she told me it was enough to run the company down.I'd worked so hard to build my company from scratch ever since I graduated from high school, watching it crumble right when I'm alive is not something I'm ready for. I knew I was ready to move the earth just to avoid this problem. I told my secretary to call all board members to an impromptu meeting by twelve and to my surprise she called ten minutes later and told me I needed to be at the office immediately. "What happened? What's going on?" I asked as I took a glance at the board room. All board members were available and I realized the matter must be more serious than I'd thought. "Our biggest investors, Silicon Internationals, pulled out last night" my secretary replied "Why?" "We don't know anything about that yet. We on
Alicia's POVThe last time I set my eyes on Nathaniel Lancaster was the day we met at my lawyer's office. So, why is a man who looks so much like Nathaniel standing outside my door? "Hi Alicia," I blinked, not once but twice. I wasn't ready to believe my eyes that it was him. Nathan Lancaster was standing in all his glory in front of my door, a gentle smile on his face and wrinkles on his forehead. He looked like he didn't agree a bit from the day I first saw him. Still a heartbreaker, uhn? Ever since we divorced, I tried my best to stay away from media and anything 'Lancaster'. One time when Grandma Mary's secretary called me, I didn't pick up the call because I knew she might have wanted to talk to me about the divorce.I got a job two weeks after we finalized the divorce at a local, small architecture firm. The salary wasn't anything much but it could keep my clothes on my back and a tiny roof over my head. I work mostly from home, not because of anything other than the fact that
Alicia's POV"What else did he say?" "That was all he said," I replied. I was at Francis', who is my lawyer and my friend. We've always been good friends who meet up at family events but now, we're almost best friends who meet up at restaurants and even his office sometimes. After I told him about what Nathan had said, he stared at me as if I grew two heads for a minute. "So? What have you decided?" I swallowed the chicken rice in my mouth and gulped down the water. I was so hungry I could eat a whole house and still not be satisfied."Nothing yet. I decided I'll see my lawyer before I make my final decision," "Who's your lawyer?" He asked, raising an eyebrow.I glared at him and laughed. "Come on, Francis," "Let me get into my legal mode. I've been activated into friend mode until now so this might take a while," He closed his eyes, placed a finger at his forehead, and pressed it in. He made some funny robotic noises and suddenly stopped. All through, I was laughing so hard I
Alicia's POV"Are you sure it'll be okay for me to go empty handed?" I asked Nathan for the tenth time tonight"I'm sure," he gave me the same answer. We were right outside Lancaster's mansion. This wasn't grandma's home, this was the Lancaster home and I can't even remember the last time I was here. When Grandma was alive, most family dinners were at her house or at event halls around town. I guess now that grandma is dead the responsibility to hold dinners will fall to Mr Lancaster, Nathan's dad. "Are you sure we should go to this thing?" He asked. He'd been begging me to say no to the dinner plan so we wouldn't have to attend but I kept on disappointing him and he didn't hide his disappointment at all. "Yes, Nathan. Your brother is getting engaged tonight and moreover, it's Sunday night, I don't have anything I'm doing or will be doing," I made the quote sign in the air. He mumbled something under his breath but I didn't quite get a grasp of what he said. "What?" He shook h
Alicia’s POV “Talk to me, Love. What’s wrong?” He asked. His hand was placed on my shoulder and I bit down on my lip. Why did I start something I couldn't finish? I know he wouldn't let go until he was sure that I wasn't mad anymore. “It’s nothing, Nathan. I’m good,” “Was it because of what I said about your parents?” “No, it wasn't,” I answered. I couldn't even turn to look at him because of how guilt was eating away at me. “I’ll drop it but I'll keep thinking about what I did wrong on the way. Once I get it, I'll apologise for making you feel bad, alright?” I didn't answer. I couldn't even nod or hum or say yes or no because it wasn't supposed to be that way. As he started the car, I turned to look at him. He didn't look sad or angry, he just had a normal expression on his face. When our eyes met, he smiled at me. “You don’t feel sick anymore, right?” He asked. Why does he care so much about me? Why does he care if I'm angry or sad or sick? Aren't we supposed to be faking t
Alicia’s pov“Are you hungry?” Nathan asked on our way to the shopping centre. We were supposed to use the one closest to home but I disagreed since the last time I was there, there was no toilet paper so instead, I suggested we use the next one which was a bit far from home. “Not really. I saw some snacks in your room and i took them,” He frowned. At first, I thought he was angry because I took something from his room but I soon realised that wasn't the case. “What snacks?” It was my turn to frown. “The ones on your table,” He shook his head as if he was thinking about something. “I don't remember putting any snacks in my room and moreover, I don't eat junk food so why would I get them?” I turned to look at him better because I thought he was joking but the indifferent look I met on his face made me realise he was serious. “The green and red snacks, seaweed, something, I've forgotten the name. You saw it with me when you came in,” I said at the top of my voice. “Maybe someon
Alicia's POV I was watching some episodes of Big Bang Theory when Nathan called me. When he asked where I was and I told him I was home, I didn't expect his next words to be what he said. "I need you," his voice was unusual. He always had this raspy voice that put me on my toes but today he sounded like a broken record and I hated that."Come home then," I answered. He dropped the call and I placed the phone back beside me. I knew I told him to come home but I didn't know what I was supposed to tell him when he eventually did. I knew something was wrong also but I didn't want to think about what it could be. I wanted him to come home and tell me. He's always there for me and I believe I should reciprocate that as well today. Earlier, I'd planned on going to the store to get some groceries. Since we stopped hiring maids, our fridge has been mostly empty. It reminded me that I've been neglecting so many things around the house. I left work early today and after I got back, the fi
Nathan's POV It's been three months since I asked Alicia to be my fake wife. Each day, I keep learning new things about her and I knew the woman I fell in love with better than I did. Alicia was like my obsession and letting go would be a sin. I knew if I told her outright that I liked her, I might end up losing her so leaning in to her was all I could do. There were days when I wanted to kiss her, hold her and take her but I knew patience like I was supposed to. There were also days when I get jealous and want to punch the living daylight out of anyone who touch her but then I knew it would be disastrous and Alicia would end up hating me more. "Hello mother," the irritating sound of my phone had dragged me out of my thoughts. I was in my office, going through some work when my mother called. I've ignored her calls several times this week but the woman is stubborn and persistent. "Nathan. You've bee
Alicia's POV As soon as the tears reached my face, I dabbed them away with the back of my hand. Tears wouldn't solve anything, it wouldn't even take me back to the past and make me make a different choice. This wasn't even on Nathan. It was on me. I placed my job before those kids and trusted someone else with it. I should be ashamed of myself. Crying wouldn't make me feel better either, I already feel like I've been rammed over by a train. I suddenly felt helpless and weak. What if something terrible had happened? What if I was the only one who could fix the problem and since I wasn't there, everything was damaged? I don't think I'll be able to forgive myself for the choice I made this afternoon. Mrs Cadry might have gotten her shareholders happy but my own kids are not happy. I knew I couldn't take care of those kids. Why did Grandma Mary trusted me with them? I looked at my phone again, hoping Nathan would reply and tell me he was there already but nothing came in. I signed in
Alicia's POV I stood outside the door and I was more confused than I've ever been in my life. I looked at the boardroom and from the way the door was slightly opened, I knew Mrs Cadry was still waiting for me to walk in. On the other hand, I received another text from George, asking if I'll be able to come. Whatever it was that made George to text me like this, is probably out of his hands or control. I didn't want to give him a negative response so I stopped myself before I could send a message. Fear gripped me as I paced back and forth the boardroom thinking of where my loyalty should stand.If I walk out and Mrs Cadry loses her shareholders, I would forever hate myself for destroying someone's life. Moreover, walking in to explain wouldn't do any bit of help for me. These old men love to be respected especially where they spend their money and disappointing them is the same as disrespecting them. On the other hand, If I don't go to the orphanage to sort out the emergency, it m
Alicia's POVThe next morning, I woke up in Nathan's bed. The light streaming in from the window caught my eyes as I opened them. I quickly closed my eyes and turned to the other side of the bed. My eyes went wide as I took in Nathan's sleeping form. I looked around the room and realized it was his. Before I could think too much about it, my brain went to the memories of all that happened the previous night. I guess I got tired at some point and ended up spending the night in his room. And on his bed! Shamefully, I took a second look at Nathan who was sleeping so soundly like a baby. My eyes traced his face and I wished I could trace his face with my fingers. I snapped out of my stupidity before I could do anything I'll regret. I stood up from the bed and walked out of the room. I gave Nathan one look to see if he was awake and had caught me leaving his room. It was when I got to the living area that I saw my laptop still sitting on the table I left it. I glanced at the unfinish
Nathan's POV "How bad was it?" Alicia asked. She would be the first person I'll be telling about the horrible event of that night. Even the police and college administration body couldn't bring it out of me, not even my old girlfriend. They all had their suspicion of it being a hazing but I never told. It was the most embarrassing event of my life and it left me with some unspeakable aftermath. I felt a touch on my scar and when I looked down, it was Alicia. She was already beside her and I watched as she gently traced the outline of the scar with her fingers as if she would hurt me if she wasn't careful enough. "Pretty bad. I had to be stitched up and spent the rest of the semester at the hospital. I only went back for my exams. I almost lost my life and the doctor said I was lucky to still be alive," I narrated as I recalled the event. Even though I was able to summarise the story in a few words, it was more horrible than that. "It must have hurt so badly," Alicia said. I look