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Forty Six

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Alicia’s POV

“Talk to me, Love. What’s wrong?” He asked. His hand was placed on my shoulder and I bit down on my lip. Why did I start something I couldn't finish? I know he wouldn't let go until he was sure that I wasn't mad anymore.

“It’s nothing, Nathan. I’m good,”

“Was it because of what I said about your parents?”

“No, it wasn't,” I answered. I couldn't even turn to look at him because of how guilt was eating away at me.

“I’ll drop it but I'll keep thinking about what I did wrong on the way. Once I get it, I'll apologise for making you feel bad, alright?”

I didn't answer. I couldn't even nod or hum or say yes or no because it wasn't supposed to be that way.

As he started the car, I turned to look at him. He didn't look sad or angry, he just had a normal expression on his face. When our eyes met, he smiled at me.

“You don’t feel sick anymore, right?” He asked.

Why does he care so much about me? Why does he care if I'm angry or sad or sick? Aren't we supposed to be faking t
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