THEAI watched as Lily happily packed up her bag for school, a worried knot forming in the pit of my stomach. I did not like the idea of her going to school today due to recent events but she was not having it and I didn’t want her to throw a tantrum again.“Lily,” I said, crouching down to her level, “you know, if you stay home with mommy, I’ll cook you your favorite meal and we can watch cartoons all day…”“No.” She shook her head firmly. “I want to go to school!” she said with finality in her tone and walked away to do something else.I sighed as I dragged my hands down my face, knowing there was no way in High-water or hell, I would be able to convince her to stay home now that she had made up her mind. I had informed her last night that she wouldn’t going to school today and she had practically complied a list of the reason she should be allowed to go to school and had asked me to compile my own list of why I didn’t Want her in school and when I hadn’t been able to come up with
THEAI let Sebastian envelope me in his warm embrace, happy and equally surprised to see him.“You look well.” Sebastian said as he kissed the top of my head. It had only been a week but I had missed him.“So do you.” I replied with a smile, as I pulled away from him. “Come on in.” I told him and locked the door behind him as he stepped in.“I’ve missed you.” I said to him with a soft smile as I came to stand in front of him. He looked handsome as usual in jeans and a white compressor shirt.“I’ve missed you too.” He smiled, ruffling my hair. I slapped his hands off and he chuckled.“Being here has made you a bit harsher huh?” he said in a playful tone and I rolled my eyes at him in response.I beckoned for him to come with me and he followed me into the living room.“Where’s Lily?” he asked as he glanced around, looking both unimpressed and uncomfortable in Tyler’s space.“She’s at school,” I told him as I plopped down on the couch.“is that a good idea?” He asked with raised brows.
Sebastian’s POV“You don’t mean that.” My voice came out a little broken as I stared at Booker, hoping to God she’d take back her words.“Yes, I do.” She said, enunciating each words with both her eyes and her mouth. Her words hit my like a ton of bricks and I realized something I’d been hoping was not true. I straightened and put on a mask of calm even though I felt the furthest from it. “If that’s how you feel.” I said to her in the most emotionless voice I could possibly muster and immediately turned on my heels. I Walked out the kitchen into the living room and outside the door, not letting myself think until I got back home. I had hoped that she would stop me or call me during my drive back home but nope, she’d not even bothered to text me.I opened the door to our apartment before I let myself feel anything. I matched over to the kitchen and plucked a bottle of whiskey from the Mini bar. I took out a whiskey glass from one of the cabinets and poured myself a drink.
THEA"Oh my God, what have I done?" I asked as I walked into the empty kitchen with my hands covering my mouth as the weight of what I had done sank in.I sunk into a stool beside me and groaned out, upset at dumb things that I had said to him . How could I have said that to Sebastian? He was only looking out for me.I wanted to run after him but he knew he was long gone."Everything okay?" I heard Tyler's voice from the entrance of the kitchen. I glanced up at him and he looked at me confused."No." I shook my head, "I did something stupid.""Hey, it's okay." Tyler rubbed at my back.We were now in the living room sitting on the couch and I had just finished telling him what had happened between Sebastian and me and how much I had fucked up by literally telling him to go back to his country. I had carefully omitted the fact that the fight had been about him as a he tried to calm me down but I didn't need calming."No, it's not. I said horrible things to him." I looked over at Tyler
Booker's POV"No." I shook my head at Sebastian.I had never felt so disappeared in my life."I should go." I whispered because if I spoke any higher I was sure to break down right here and down and I didn't think that was a very good idea, especially after what Sebastain had just revealed with only his eyesI turned on my heels, opened the door and ran out. I ran till I got to my car.He loved me and something told me he'd always had. I had never understood why he had hated Tyler so much, well, I did, it was because of what Tyler had done to me but now I understood why it was so intense that it bothered on disturbing.He loved me and not in a way friends lover friends."Oh, Booker, how could you be so fucking stupid?" I yelled at myself as I combed my fingers from the roots of my hair to the tip in frustration."Shit!"With a tired and frustrated sigh, I slipped into my car and drove home, deciding not to think untill I was in the safety of my a none moving confined space.I only
TYLER"Are you sure Sebastian didn't do anything?" I asked Thea once she had finally calmed down."He didn't do anything, I promise. I'm just worked up over the stress of…Everything. I'm fine I promise." She reassured and immediately went back to making dinner or heating up dinner but I still wasn't convinced"Alright." I said in a skeptical tone.I wasn't completely sold on her words but I didn't push it anymore but if I find out that Sebastian had laid a finger on her… I didn't want to think much on what I'd do to him.We were done with dinner and Lily had gone up to bed when Thea came to sit beside me on the couch. Her scent took over my senses and my hands suddenly itched to touch her, carress her skin and make love to her.After that day we had made out in the kitchen, I'd not been able to stop thinking about her and now that she was barely an inch away from me I felt the urge to reenact that moment."We need to talk." She suddenly said as she glanced at me."What about?" I aske
THEA"Mommy what's wrong?" Lily's voice echoed in the kitchen rousing me away from my thoughts. I glanced down at her with a smile to reassure that I was fine. "Nothing baby, Mama's fine. Finish your breakfast, so I can take you to school.""Okay." She nodded and went back to eating her sandwich.I let out a tired sigh and took a sip of my coffee. It had been three days since I left Tyler's place and as ridiculous as it sounded I missed his place. I didn't miss him though, definitely didn't, at least that's what I had been telling myself.There was something about his home that didn't make me feel so alone, that brought my warmth and I felt the urge to go back there"Maybe what's bringing your warmth is the owner of the home, have you thought about that?" An annoying voice in the back of my mind spoke sarcastically.I rolled my eyes, knowing it was probably true but not wanting to admit that it was.Lily missed Tyler, she'd been asking about him since we left his home and wondering
THEA"Dad?" I whispered into the phone, my hands shaking. I waited for a reply but the line was left silent."Dad please talk to me." I stood from my chair and walked towards my floor to ceiling window, trying to find reception even though knew the problem couldn't possibly be the reception, I could here my dad breathing faintly on the other line."Dad are you there?" I asked, hoping he would answer but nothing.It was just like before when he would call and say nothing only that this time he had spoken my name just once and immediately went silent again.I checked my phone to see if he'd hung up but we were still connected."Dad please say something." I pleaded, my eyes stinging as I placed my phone back to my ears. Why wouldn't he speak to me? What was going on? Was he okay? These were the questions that plagued my mind as I waited for him to speak again. He had called me by the nick name he'd given me, so I knew he was the one. Even though I was a grown woman now, he still called