The party had just started. Women of all races, sizes, and shapes had gathered in Lucas Benjamin’s grand house, ready to partake in the greatest indulgence of their lifetime.
They were all dressed to kill in flimsy fancy dresses that distinguished them as ladies while at the same time showcasing their wild nature. The men were not as distinguishably dressed, though they still looked good in their mostly black and grey suits.
Only one man ever stood out in such crowds really- the owner of the party, the house, and the hearts of most of the women in the room - Lucas Benjamin. Even if one had never laid eyes on Lucas, it was easy to know who he was the moment he entered a room. His stature, and the way he carried himself, were a statement by themselves.
He was standing by his grand staircase, looking poised in his navy green Dolce and Gabbana suit, his black Gucci shoes, the thousand-dollar Rolex draped graciously on his left wrist, and the diamond chain on his neck.
He was the definition of wealth itself, and it was no wonder every once in a while, the women would look up at where he was standing with desire in their eyes. It did help, of course, that he was extremely good-looking. His face was like the shape of Adonis himself.
He had a sharp jawline that was enunciated more by nicely shaped sideburns. His nose was neither too big nor too small, it was just the perfect size. His lips were pink, and they turned red occasionally. But none of that was his greatest feature.
His greatest feature was his beautiful nut-brown eyes that turned into a dark chocolate-brown when he was excited about something. At the moment though, nothing in the room excited him. He looked around at the throng of people in his billion-dollar house, drinking, talking, dancing, partying.
He looked at the smiles on their faces and a small pang shot up his spine. He could not remember the last time he felt happy enough to smile so effortlessly as most of the people in the room were.
He sipped the drink in his hand, knowing that it would not exactly liven up his mood, but at least it would numb the ever-growing loneliness that was creeping up slowly. After one sip failed to do the trick, he decided to gulp down his whole drink. This was his party for heaven’s sake. He had a part to act, and dammit if he was going to let his feelings get in the way of that.
He finished his drink, signaled the waiter for two more others, and after finishing them too, he felt sufficiently capable of handling his guests.
Let the party begin!
***
As I majestically walked down the stairs one step at a time, I could not help but question myself on why I let myself go through these experiences every time. I did not like human interactions, and more often than not, preferred my own private time with a drink.
I was selfish.
All human beings were bound to be selfish. They all think of themselves, and at the end of the day, would only think of how they benefit from interacting with each other. It was the same thing that was happening here, tonight, in my abode.
Looking at them, it would be easy to think that they were actually here to celebrate me, with no malicious intentions at heart.
But I was not one to be easily deceived.
During my years as a successful businessman, I had worked with enough partners to know that human beings were selfish.
All of them!
Except her.
But I could not think of her today. I had to be happy. Or at least try to.
I let the room absorb the effect of my presence, leaving my scent behind for them to remember, not that they could easily forget. I had worked myself to the top of the pyramid which made my name stick on everyone’s lips, willingly or unwillingly, for a rather long time.
Men wanted to be me, and women wanted to be with me.
As for me, I just wanted to be with her again.
As I approached the bottom of the flight of stairs, I realized that all eyes were on me. It would be a lie to say that I did not at least enjoy this part. The effect I had on women especially.
I brought out the signature smirk that I knew was undeniably attractive, and when I heard a couple of gasps in the room and felt more eyes on me, I adjusted my suit, increased my poise, and smiled inwardly.
Proudly.
It was too easy sometimes.
As was routine when I reached the bottom of the stairs, I first exchanged pleasantries with my male acquaintances. I knew the women were watching, and as a predator who wanted to lure his beautiful prey in, I had to play like I was an ordinary guy. Not that I was an ordinary guy, and not that I needed that much help to lure women in. It just excited me to play the games. And play them well.
Later, I went around the room, making small talk with the men, all the while pretending not to pay too much attention to the women.
Once I had circled the majority of the room, I went to the bar, got myself another drink, and waited for the plan to take action.
Sure enough, after a few minutes, three women walked toward me,
It is so easy with them.
With her though…
I took a sip of my drink, hoping that the alcohol would wash away my thoughts of her. I needed to focus on the party in front of me. She was too far.
I turned my head to listen to the three women who introduced themselves rather flirtatiously. I nodded as I turned to each one of them, forgetting their names as soon as they said them. In my head, they became Bimbo 1, Bimbo 2 and Bimbo 3.
I knew that was rather sexist of me to categorize them as such, but past experiences had made it clear that women wanted the same things from him: sex, money, and something to post on social media.
Bimbos!
After offering each one of them their preferred drinks, Bimbo 1 asked me for a dance, which I was quick to decline. Thinking that my resistance worked, Bimbo 3 held my hand, pulling me out of my seat and leading the way while the other two women laughed in hidden envy.
From then on, the night went great.
I had a few more drinks, danced with more women, kissed a few, had more drinks, had drunken conversations, and danced some more.
It was a great night, but then again, every night that I threw parties was a great night.
When the party ended, most of the guests cleared out while others made themselves comfortable in the many spare bedrooms. I was too drunk to move to my bedroom at the moment, so I lingered a bit longer in the living room with Bimbos 1 and 2 whom I had met at the start.
I tried to have a meaningful conversation with them to at least try and prove my judgment of them wrong.
Maybe I was wrong. Maybe they are different.
Staring into their lustful eyes, I knew I was right from the very beginning. The conversation on the state of the country and its effects on businesses did not yield any fruits, which forced me to save my “what do you think” questions for another trial.
“Would either of you like to sleep here?” I asked, looking from one woman to another. I was sure that this was a conversation that would get me more concrete replies than the Hmmms and Yeah replies I had gotten before. The two women exchanged a naughty glance as if telepathically weighing the heavier pros with the non-existent cons.
Bimbo 1 then moved closer to me until her mouth was practically in my ear.
“Actually,” she started with a voice that she thought sounded seductive to me. “We would rather go to bed with you.” She dragged you down my chest, with a voice that came out more husky than I believe she wanted.
“Both of you?” I asked, feigning shock.
In truth, I had seen this coming all along. That was the price I often paid for inviting such women to my parties. Not that I was complaining, but for once, I would have loved for one of them to be different. I would have loved to be genuinely surprised.
I am not selfish.
Usually, I invite them to entertain my male acquaintances. Some end up lucky. Others, not so much.
“Yes, both of us,” Bimbo 2
said with the same voice used by the first, also moving closer to me and landing a wet peck on my cheek.“Well, I have to say, ladies. I am in awe here. Won’t any of you feel jealous?” I read the script I had so often recited in such situations.
“No. We both want you. Is that so bad? Are we bad girls, baby?” Bimbo 1 replied with a small chuckle as her hands started roaming free over my body.
“Well, then. I am a but a man, after all. Let us proceed then, shall we?” I said standing up, taking each lady by the hand and leading them upstairs.
Let the real party begin!
The sex was great, as it often was. But still, when both women were exhausted and deep in their sleep, I found myself wide awake, staring at the ceiling. During such moments, I wondered if there was more to life than this. I loved great parties. I loved having great sex. But I craved something more. I am not sure of love, as romantic love sounds too complicated, and the only complicated things I loved were profitable for me. I am not sure if I am up for complications that do not make me richer. Moreso, I have never had any love that was not from Aunt May. And her. She was my friend, my companion. I could have meaningful conversations with her. I could lie with her and feel safe, feel seen, feel at home. I want her. The self-confession brought shudders down my naked body. The thoughts of her made me feel more awake than I was before. Knowing that she had always been the woman for me, and admitting it to myself, drained all the alcohol out of my system, and brought excitement t
I was not myself for a long while. My mind was in a disarray and my whole body was one second away from exploding from excitement. I tried gulping down various drinks that usually calmed me – Remy Martini and the likes – but today, it seemed the alcohol percentage in this one bottle was less than the usual 40%. I even tried my Cuban cigars which I had received from Mark last year, but those too seemed ineffective today. Giving up in frustration, I took the elevator to the rooftop and got inside my heated pool, hoping to feel much more relaxed than I did. Since the phone call with Aunt May that afternoon, my organs seemed to be performing their functions at faster paces than normal. If this happened without reason, I would have had my house manager phone my doctor and term it a fatal emergency. But today, there was the reason. And the reason was Charlotte Manning. I did not like this kind of anxiety. It was Lucas Benjamin. I was always in control. I was aware of things before th
As I swam across one end to the other, the feeling of dejection swept over me like it had as I packed up all my belongings inside the two suitcases I had then. The fear of the unknown crept on me as I thought of what my life was to become, living with a total stranger, in an even stranger city. As I carefully removed the Matrix poster from my wall, I heard some light shuffling behind me. From the corner of my eye, I could sketch out Charlotte Manning’s figure. Instantly, I turned back, and there she was. Leaning on the doorframe, hands holding each other as if in an attempt to hide the trembling. She still had tears in her eyes, which made me stay rooted on the tile I stood upon, weak. Her tears were my weakness, and the thought that I was the cause of her pain drew out all the strength I had left. Why Lucas? I questioned myself. Why did I have to break her heart? *** “Charlotte, I am leaving for New York!” he had said in such a blank voice as if he was merely asking me for a d
I ran down the stairs to the front parking, smiling broadly at the thought of seeing her in less than an hour. I chose to go with the black Mercedes Benz as I figured it was well deserving for the editor-in-chief’s arrival, but also not too flashy to attract unnecessary attention along the streets of New York. Hardly had I opened the car door when I heard Jacque’s stern voice behind me. “Excuse me Monsieur,” “Yes?” “There is someone on the phone for you” “Hello?” “Hi, Lucas honey!” The enthusiasm on the other end was too much to bear for a sober mind. “Vivian?” I could feel all the blood draining from my face. “Yes, honey. The one and only. Did you miss me, my love?” she answered with a small whine in her voice. “Why are you calling me at this hour?” Laughs. “Oh, I am back in town and I just wanted to let you know that I am heading to the house in a few.” “Which house?” “Your house, of course, silly!” she said between laughs as if it was obvious to me. Normally, I would
I had already packed all my clothes and the essential items I needed for the trip and hence did not linger inside the house much longer. Aunt May had been gracious enough to pray for my journey mercies, and seeing no need to remind the Heavens to bless me again, I carried my luggage to the living room where Terrence was finishing up with his Zoom meeting. I was filled with a spur of emotions, both good and bad. The bad mostly included leaving Terrence behind, even though it was just for three days. Knowing him for a long time, he would have packed his own suitcase and flown to New York with me, but his schedule was overly booked, which made him quite sad too. “I will miss you, babe, terribly!” He said as he rose up from the couch and walked towards me. “I will undeniably miss you too,” I said, pulling him close to me for a kiss. I loved Terrence. When we first met, none of us thought that we would make it three years together. He had been a pain in my ass during our first few encou
I kept scrolling down my I***a in an attempt to find anything new about him that I had missed before. I did not wish to have a strange reconnection with him, and apart from all the gossip that tends to follow him, there was not much online to show what he was really like. Business, business, travel, girls, lots of girls…and more business. Lucas seemed to be living the true Gatsby lifestyle that he had always dreamed of since his childhood. After an hour of scrolling through social media and news, I opened my chat with Aunt May and stared at the number she had sent me to reach Lucas on my arrival. I had had this number a few months after he left Atlanta, and I had wanted to reach out to him for days, which turned to months, which turned to years. Ten years. I still felt betrayed by him, and as much as I loved him, I could not get over the fact that he had chosen to keep his move a secret from me. Moreso, I could not help but console myself that he also had the chance to reach out to
The drive to the house was quiet, not knowing what to say to each other after years of silence. She had her eyes glued to the skyscrapers in the city, which were not as common in Atlanta as in New York. I could not stop secretly glancing her way, surprised by how little she had changed over the years. Occasionally, I would ask about Aunt May, Jenny, Joe, and her parents, but after noticing how short most of her answers were, I settled into the silence too. Ever since leaving the familiarity in Atlanta, I had grown into a man of very few words with the few people I tolerated. Getting into the celebrity limelight cemented my choice to be discrete, and only got chatty during parties when drunk. At this point, I hated my choices as I had a lot to say to her but did not know how. We arrived at the house, and I noticed the shock on her face when the gate slid open, letting us in. Her mouth went agape, as she gasped at the architectural design of my multistory house which could be seen al
The room was enormous, filled with modern décor and warm color on the walls that made it easy for the light to bounce on every corner. A king-sized bed lay royally in the middle of the room, with a mini bookshelf on the left, and a television screen on the right pinned a few inches on top of a mini-fridge. The room was also full of a vanilla fragrance, just like the one he had on. I smiled as I made a tour of the room, thinking of how he had this room set specifically for me. Or maybe it had always been this way.rem I jumped down my high horse of thoughts, as I remembered the kind of lifestyle Lucas lived. It only made sense that he would have a room for every kind of guest he had over at his. And this room so happened to be for guests like me, who liked to read and eat crazy. I had peeped into other rooms on my way here, and some had luxurious gold ornaments inside, with art pieces on the wall that seemed to scream expensive! This one only had a huge picture of a Siberian husky in a
“Did you all think that I was going to let you off so easily, huh?” Vivian shouted from behind. The crowd gaped in surprise as they watched her stagger to the front, knocking down some of the arrangements that had been placed symmetrically on the ground. She was clearly drunk. “You and your family came to ruin my life and you think you can escape that easily!” Vivian laughed out loud, devilishly. “No, honey! You got it all wrong! Vivian Kent never accepts defeat.” Lucas stomped over to meet her in the middle of the aisle and with all his strength, he pulled her back all the way to the end. She was screaming and wincing in pain, demanding him to get his hands off her. Lucas was not about to do that. “Let me go, Lucas! I will not tell you again!” she shouted loudly. Before she could utter another word, a louder roar was heard from the left side of the audience. It was Terrence. Jenny had invited him for the wedding, and as a form of respect, he had taken the first plane to Atlanta to
The wedding setup looked as beautiful as the Heavens were imagined to look. The aisle divided the white seats into half, leading up to the altar that overlooked the Chattahoochee River. The sun had just risen, covering the surface of the water with its orange rays, as if contributing to the wedding theme.At the front, the couple’s family had designated seats and the planner had even left a seat for Aunt May as per Jenny’s wishes. The peach and white flower arrangements were placed along the sides of the aisle creating a romantic and lush aisleway from the entrance all the way to the altar.White florals and pampas grass had been used to create a modern eclectic boho feeling that was highlighted by the rustic wedding arch at the altar. From the sight of the venue, it was clear to see Aunt May’s presence around them, and their influence on their lives. Rita had gone out to inspect the venue for the umpteenth time in a bid to calm Jenny’s anxiety down which left her running around and
Lucas had bottled up all his wrath until the moment he heard Charlotte’s voice, calling out for Noah. He turned his head swiftly towards her, stunned by her interference in their direct family matters. This was a thing that Lucas felt he had to do alone, and now that the control was off his hands, he was unsure of what to expect.“What is wrong with you, Charlotte?” Lucas asked her, pulling her down to her seat. She was reluctant to go back down.“Noah, wait, this can’t end like this,” Charlotte said, her focus directed entirely on Noah and not the man who was currently tugging at her arm. The guard was about to walk him back to the seat but Noah resisted. He remained rooted to the floor.“Noah! We came here to tell you that you didn’t have to die sad and guilty anymore. Lucas came here to let you know that as much as you hurt him, he did not want you to carry the weight of your sins to the grave. It’s the first reunion in decades, it was definitely meant to be difficult. But it was n
The two doors opened simultaneously and Noah Benjamin limped out into the hall. The orange jumpsuit he wore was baggy around his frame and his face was time-worn, cutting him out to be a man of the age. His grey-white hair was wizened and straw-like, and his beard was patched up around his face, almost covering his entire skin. From afar, his eyes appeared sad and worn, but I could tell they lit up when he saw eyes as he neared. He tried fastening his pace towards Lucas, but his unsteady feet could not let him hurry.“Lu- cas,” he called out as the guard behind him helped him to his chair. I was rooted to my seat, still holding Lucas’s hand for support. His eyes were lasered on Lucas whose face seemed totally disinterested in whatever the old man had to say.“Lucas, my son. Is that you?” he called out again. His voice was weak and rough, and he seemed to be using the remaining energy in his bones to call out for his son. Lucas still did not respond.“I never thought I would ever see
The prison area was fenced six feet high with electric barbed wire all around the huge parcel of land. There was pin drop silence all around the neighborhood which made me feel like we were entering the devil’s study room. My eyes were focused on the front gate which was past the field where many men stood outside, staring at us while murmuring to each other. I drove to the front gate where manned guards stood with huge firearms around their torsos, their fingers ready on the trigger. A tall slender man approached me on the driver’s side, requesting for our identification and purpose of visit. After a long process of security checks and document verification, we were let inside.The field was bigger from the inside than it seemed outside. We parked next to the main block. I had taken three days to assure myself that I needed to do this now, but as we parked outside, all I wanted was to turn around and go back home. I sat there silently; my mind froze from the world outside my body.
The dress that Rita had designed for Jenny fit her like a glove. Clearly, it had been tailored just for her. She stood in front of the mirror for a while, her eyes filling up with tears as she stared at her reflection in utter disbelief. It was still taking a while for her to come to terms with the fact that she was about to become Anthony’s wife.“You… you are so beautiful, my baby,” her mother cried out from her bed. Jenny watched her reflection in the mirror, forcing a smile on her face as she nodded. The beauty before her had left her dumbfounded. Jenny had never fancied a big white wedding like her sister Charlotte did when they were young, but she always hoped to find a good man to settle down for as long as life allowed. And here she was, getting what she prayed for and more.Charlotte stood up from the seat in the corner and walked over to her sister, standing bedazzled by her side. She put her arms on her shoulder and looked into the mirror. Her face was wet with tears of joy
But I just need to make sure that as we move forward, we won’t end up regretting anything from the past…Charlotte’s words kept ringing in my ears as I sat through a meeting with Korean investors in the afternoon. The three men all dressed in matte black suits were interested in investing in the petroleum company that Mark and I ran. As they discussed business and partnership matters, my mind revolved around my past which seemed to follow me everywhere I went.I knew Charlotte did not mean to force me to meet Noah, but deep down, I knew I needed to shed off the skin, and that meant meeting him even if it was for the last time.“Thank you, Mr. Benjamin. We look forward to our next meeting,” one of the investors said as he stretched out his hand to shake mine. They were all standing up, which stopped my train of thought and brought me back to the four-cornered office.“Yes, thank you all too. Let me show you out,” I said to them as I walked around my table and opened the door for them.
One week laterJenny, Rita, and I were all together in my apartment, surfing through the internet to find the best event planners for her upcoming wedding. Jenny seemed calmer than I imagined she would be. However, as her support system, we still insisted on being by her side just in case that changed abruptly. The anxiety of being both married and a mother was bound to spill out from her soon, and we did not want her to go through it all alone.“Do you think I should invite Terrence?” Jenny asked. I looked up stunned, noticing how all the eyes were fixated on me in wait for my response.“I don’t know, do you want to invite him?” I turned the focus around.“I don’t know. He was once a part of this family at some point, so I just thought it might be cordial to have him around,” Jenny said.“Mh,” I sighed and immediately returned my attention to the tablet screen in front of me. I did not want to dictate her audience, but I knew agreeing to her question meant that I was the one inviting
The rest of the time on the island went by smoothly, and before we could create enough memories to last us a lifetime, it was time for each one of us to go back to the real world. “Did you have a great time?” I asked Charlotte while we were still in bed. It was half past eight in the morning, and the ship captain was scheduled to come to pick us all up at noon. “I had the best time of my life, Lucas. Thank you for everything,” she responded. “You don’t need to keep thanking me for doing the minimal things for you. you deserve so much more,” I told her. I kissed her forehead and hugged her tightly under the sheets, not willing to let go of her anytime soon. She smiled warmly. “We did not discuss how this works from now on. Kerrington Publishers had just launched earlier this year, and hence we don’t have any branches in New York, or anywhere else for that matter. And it would be selfish of me to ask you to live with me in Atlanta since you are mostly based in New York. I don’t want