After making sure that she inflicted serious damage on Jeremy, Wyoming left in a huff with nary a second look back to her boyfriend of almost one year.
There is so much anger inside of her.
There is so much anger inside of her. And pain.
Wyoming brushed harshly the tears that fell from her eyes.
Jeremy does not deserve her tears.
She trusted him. Loved him. She had always thought that what they had was perfect.
Jeremy, like her, is an actor. But unlike her, he was able to get major roles while she only managed to land bit parts. He was actually a big star.
But nobody in the industry knew about them. Nobody had any idea that they were in a relationship. They had always acted appropriately in front of everyone.
And no one suspected them of carrying on a relationship that almost ran up to a year.
Why not?
They have the same manager and it is not unlikely that she and Jeremy would be tossed into each other’s company from time to time because of their management’s activities.
No one suspected a thing.
They kept their relationship under wraps because they did not want it to affect their careers, more so on Jeremy’s part. He forms half of the most popular love teams in the business today and fans are shipping for a real romance between him and his screen partner.
It would ruin him if they knew about her.
It was a mutual decision that they kept their relationship from the prying eyes of the public.
Wyoming thought that it was sweet - how Jeremy was protective of her. She had this insane thought that he wanted to keep her a secret from his fans for her own good.
He does not want her to be treated unfairly by disgruntled fans and bashed on the net.
Wyoming smiled sarcastically at her own stupidity.
She realized that she settled for something. She banked on Jeremy’s promises. She thought that by keeping their relationship under wraps, she was being a dutiful girlfriend.
She realized what a waste it had been.
Wyoming smiled sardonically at herself.
What a joke!
Now, she was asking herself how long he had been cheating her.
Did he cheat on her with random girls or did he and his movie partner Haley a real couple as well as reel? Were the rumors about them going sweet with each other true and not fabricated as part of a marketing strategy?
She remembered Jeremy denying the rumors as true. He even professed repeatedly how much he loved her.
She was confused if all he ever said to her were all lies.
At this thought, her hand started to call the one person who could enlighten her.
“Do you know that Jeremy is screwing other girls behind my back?” She asked her manager when her call came through.
There was silence on the other end.
Wyoming already knew what that silence meant.
She dropped the call and started biting her nails.
Jeremy was never faithful. He was using the fans as a guise for his philandering acts.
At this Wyoming’s hands clenched into fists.
That b*st*rd!
When she got inside their apartment, Wyoming went straight to the kitchen and got busy preparing for dinner.
Her hands shook as she bustled in the kitchen dicing and cutting her ingredients. While peeling and cutting the onions, her eyes started to water. She brushed it with her hand.
Jeremy did not deserve her tears.
When she got hold of the meat pounder, she smashed the steak so hard with it. She pounded and pounded until the steak was reduced to becoming minced beef.
She gasped seeing what she had done to the steak and thought of some other way to salvage the meat. Instead of pan-seared steak, they are going to have minced beef with veggies.
At dinner, her father insisted that they dine together. It took great effort on both their parts. She helped her father transfer to a wheelchair. They were both panting right after, but they did it and she was able to wheel her father out of the bedroom and to the kitchen.
“You looked disturbed. Is something bothering you?” Her father asked at the small dining table for two.
Wyoming shook her head.
She tried to adopt a jolly face, but her father knew better.
John knew that something was bothering his daughter, but he did not press. Wyoming has always kept to herself.
She did not bother him with her problems or if she encountered any difficulty. But because he was her father, and had been her only companion when she was growing up, he could feel her sadness but chose to stay silent out of respect for his daughter’s privacy.
“Are you worried about our finances?” John winced when he broached the subject of their finances. He knew that they spent all their savings on his hospital bills and they still have debts left to pay at the hospital.
He was hesitating at first, but seeing the gloom on his daughter’s face, he could not stand being in the dark anymore. He wanted to know what bothered Wyoming.
“No. It’s not that. I told you, I am as good as hired for that project. Do not stress yourself over our money problems. I can take care of it.” Wyoming cut him off with that assurance.
But it did not in any way stop John from thinking about her daughter’s countenance. It bothered him until the wee hours of the morning.
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The next day, Wyoming became busy with the chores at home. She started early. She did not know if she managed to get a wink last night.
The pain of Jeremy’s infidelity made her question things about herself - her self-worth and value as a person.
She felt like a used doll that nobody wanted.
She sniffed and continued with the chores. She had to leave today for the audition.
Before she did, she made sure that her father would be taken care of. She called the help of their neighbor, a middle-aged mother of two grown-up children who lived alone in a unit adjacent to theirs - to look for her old man while she was gone.
When that had been arranged, Wyoming left for the audition’s venue.
She came in alone. Liz did not show up with her at the venue - robably because she thought that Wyoming was still angry about her keeping a secret about Jeremy’s cheating on her.
But she could not blame Liz for Jeremy’s deception. She once read about an author who said that ‘Cheating is a choice.’ When Jeremy chose to cheat on her, it was his choice. Liz had nothing to do with it. She may be his manager, but she can not police him twenty-four-seven.
Jeremy is his own man. His actions are all on his own.
Well, what did she expect from someone who kept her existence in his life in the dark? He had been too caught up in his lying that he forgot the real from the unreal.
While her mind was busy calling Jeremy all the vile names she could think of, her phone rang.
She unconsciously picked it up and was surprised by the aggressive greeting she received.
“Is this Wyoming Wilson?” The lady on the other end sounded haughty. It caught Wyoming off-guard.
She confirmed her identity absentmindedly, without any other way of checking the identity of her caller. But it was too late now. She already provided the information that the person on the other end needed.
She was not given any chance to inquire about who her caller was. The person on the other end started to launch into a monologue. Wyoming listened with half a mind, but she picked up bits and pieces of information about arrears and hospital debts before she was finally given an ultimatum that if she wanted to avoid things from getting messy she had to pay soon.
This made her blood boil.
She was already seething with Jeremy’s betrayal, she does not need this woman’s threat to add to her list of anxieties.
“I will get you the money this week.” She promised in a cold hard voice before she dropped the call and turned off her phone.
“Wyoming Wilson?” She turned her head at the mention of her name and saw someone she knew.
Well, they do not go around the same circle since she was only a bit actress but she knew about him.
“Max Wyatt!” Even with her current situation, she could not help but exclaim in surprise, awestruck at the sight of the man who greeted her.
Max Wyatt is the industry’s most renowned celebrity stylist. He was the so-called genie in his profession. He created stars with his trendsetting fashion ideas. He was known to be the best fashion influencer around.
“Come. My crew is already waiting.” He beckoned to her.
Without thinking, Wyoming walked toward him. When she reached him, he wrapped an arm around her waist and guided her toward a makeshift tent. They walked side by side.
All the while, Wyoming felt conscious about being able to walk together with a person highly respected in the industry. She did not think that this project would give her this scarce opportunity.
But she was grateful.
If she did not make the cut, she would at least take this moment as part of her experience.
At the thought Wyoming became silent. She was faced once again with her dilemma.
If the audition was not successful and she was not cast for the role, this may very well be the last audition. She was seriously thinking of leaving the movie industry for good.
She had to trade practicality over her dreams. Her dreams would not put food on their table. She had to stop chasing her dreams and give up. She had three years but had no luck in this industry.
Maybe this is not where her destiny lies.
Maybe she had been deluding herself all these years and she was not cut out to become the great actress she dreamt of becoming.
She loved acting, but three years of struggling was enough. She had to face the fact that this industry was not for her.
She had bills to pay and she also needed additional money for her father’s therapy. It's time to stop and seriously think about a secure and stable job.
A sigh escaped her lips.
“Why the long sigh?”
Wyoming only smiled wanly at Max Wyatt’s query. Max on the other hand shrugged his shoulders at her tepid reply and proceeded to walk alongside her.
Guiding the tent’s opening were two tall, well-built men who stood in attendance at the sight of Max Wyatt. They moved to open the flap and let them pass.
The inside of the tent was not elaborate.
It was almost bare except for the vanity mirror, a revolving chair, and a rack of beauty paraphernalia.
Four people were already inside - all decked in black ensembles. Wyoming looked wryly at her all-black outfit and thought that she belonged in this drab place.
Even her mood matched her surroundings.
At once, the four people under Max’s instruction surrounded her. They fussed over her hair and face.
Next, they assisted her to a beautiful lace-overed gown with shining crystals which she learned were real diamonds!
She balked at wearing such an expensive outfit to the audition. She argued and requested an inexpensive dress, and that was when Max blurted out that she got the major part.
Wyoming could not contain her smile. She was so excited at the prospect that this project would at least help her with her money problems. It may not do something to heal her wounded heart, but still, it takes her mind away from her debts.
She quickly signed the contract in her excitement, without perusing the content, confident that Liz had already worked out the details with them prior to the signing.
She affixed her signature and Ms. Thea, the representative from Ellish Film Productions, the producer for this film, sent through her account her initial payment for this project with a promise that if she nailed this and the Ellishes were impressed with her acting, she would be given another five hundred thousand dollars as a bonus.
Wyoming felt tears smart her eyes.
She was so desolate this morning. She felt like she was knee-deep in her problems, that she did not know where to turn to. But this contract came. It gave her hope.
This is too good to be true!
Even in her excitement, Wyoming felt that she had to put in her best performance to match the exorbitant rate they were paying her. She pep-talked herself into doing a great job to impress the Ellishes. She does not want them to think that they made a mistake in choosing her for this role.She was hyped. She had to slay this role and hoped to carve a name for herself in this industry. She has to prove to everyone that she can make it big this time with the right people backing her up - meaning Ellish Film Productions Limited. She started walking down the aisle and felt it odd that the production team chose another nameless, unpopular actor to play her groom. She also noticed a red flag in all these - the presence of Ellish Film Productions stalwarts Marcus and Alicia Ellish.“We are gathered here today to witness the joining of Cayden Ellish and Wyoming Wilson in holy matrimony.”That made her stop. The wedding celebrant used her real name.She also remembered her groom’s name as
Her body stiffened when she realized what she had gotten into. She slumped back on the plush seat looking like her whole world crumbled before her. Cayden saw her expression and took pity on her. “Don’t worry. The marriage is for show only and after a year, you are free to go.” He said to assuage her worry. But the anxious look on her face remained. “I don’t understand, why me?” Wyoming could not help it. She asked the question that was foremost on her mind. “Why not you?” Cayden countered. “I mean, I am nobody. I do not have an impressive record. I was not born with a silver spoon in my mouth.” Wyoming said what was on her mind without any bitterness since it was the truth. But Cayden seemed to find it offensive seeing the rigidity in the set of his jaw. She realized that he was a man not used to being questioned for his actions. But instead of cowering from the pointed look he gave her, she grabbed the opportunity of their temporary situation to explain hersel
Wyoming did not know how long it took for Cayden’s driver to get them to the hospital. Her eyes were closed as she struggled with her breathing. But she could hear voices - the loudest of them all came from her new husband, Cayden Ellish. He was barking orders at whoever while she was being wheeled inside. The medics soon put her on oxygen. She hurriedly breathed through the cannula. Then they injected something into her arm with Cayden's worried face looming before her. That scene was the last thing she remembered before she passed out. When she becomes conscious again, she finds herself lying in bed inside an ivory room, which feels very calming to the eyes. She bolted upright in confusion. The last thing she remembered was Cayden brought her to the hospital, and they were trying to administer relief for her sudden asthma attack. “I am glad you are okay. You gave me quite a scare back there.” Someone spoke. A man’s voice. Wyoming abruptly spun her head to her left and sa
Wyoming’s face turned pale at the thought of losing her virginity. Cayden watched in amusement as the color drained from her face. She looked adorable when she looked helpless and problematic while fiddling with her thumb and forefinger. He was thinking of playing with her a little bit -letting her stew for a while, but when her face lost its color, he had second thoughts. The sight of her pale face alarmed him a bit. It brought him memories of the scare he experienced inside the car when he realized she was experiencing difficulty breathing. The panic he felt at that time was no joke. Much as it appealed to him to tease her, he restrained himself. He stopped. He does not want an encore of their hospital episode. In his mind, he decided to let her off the hook. “I am afraid having s*x with you is not on my card. You can admire and lust after my body as most girls do, but you can not have it. You may be my wife, but technically, you are still my employee.” Cayden scoffed.
“We will live together as husband and wife under the same roof for a year. When the year ends, we are going to file for a divorce. After our separation, you can do whatever you like, and I can do mine. We are free from any accountability from each other.”“While we were married, we had to keep appearances at all costs, especially in front of my grandfather. Pretend that you are crazy about me. Understand?”Wyoming nodded, trying to keep a straight face while listening to Cayden read the supplemental contract his lawyer drew for them. They were inside the study room in Cayden’s mansion. This is the first place he brought her to after they came from the hospital. This is also going to be her temporary home for a year. “We have separate quarters. My private quarters are off-limits to you.” He warned.Wyoming rolled her eyes when he was not looking. Why does he keep on insisting that she has any designs over him? Wyoming threw him an exasperated look and started doodling with h
Inside the car, Wyoming unconsciously rubbed the palms of her hands on her dress.Cayden did not respond to her message. She looked outside the window and saw they were getting near their destination, and she began to panic. Alicia Ellish, noting her nervousness and misinterpreting it, tried to appease her. All the while, she held Wyoming’s hands between hers and patted them gently.“Do not worry, dear. Noah, Cayden's grandfather is a good man.” She assured Wyoming countless times, not understanding the reason for her panicked state.Alicia was also surprised when Noah’s private nurse called to relay the old man's request - get Cayden’s wife to visit him soon. The request delighted her. She felt in her gut that Noah Ellish liked Wyoming for her son, and in her excitement, she did not waste any more time. She went hurriedly to Cayden's mansion to fetch his wife. Alicia would also like to take advantage of the time to bond with her. She never had a chance to be a mother to a d
After Cayden had deliberately and spontaneously dealt a blow to Andi Smith’s ego, Cayden turned around to sweep everyone with a chilly gaze. “Sorry people, I have to go. Please keep tabs with my office on the changes we will implement soon.” Without waiting for a reply, Cayden walked out of the waiting lounge ignoring the stunned crowd he left behind. He walked crisply and briskly that all the journalists could do was helplessly follow his retreat with regret on their faces. They could have gotten more information from him. Cayden rarely indulges the media with his elusive presence. The journalists wanted to ask him more questions, and his abrupt leave whetted their appetite for more of him. And there is only one person responsible for it - Andi Smith! She ruined their interview! They could not believe that any man would ignore Andi's unparalleled beauty. As Ellish Film Production's prime artist, Andi Smith commands royalty treatment. So why did Cayden Ellish make
As the trio composed of Alicia, Cayden, and Wyoming stepped out of Noah’s suite, Cayden’s bodyguards alertly covered them. Cayden’s arms which previously snaked her waist, dropped like a log to his side when they were already out of the old man’s sight. Cayden’s unexpected action had Wyoming dig her feet to the floor to keep her body from reeling. Cayden, not realizing that he almost made her lose her footing, abruptly turned to his mother while purposely looking at his expensive watch. “Mom, can you drop Wyoming off?" "I have to go ahead. My flight is in thirty minutes.” Then without looking back or even telling Wyoming goodbye, Cayden walked ahead of them, his bodyguards following him like goons. When they were gone, Wyoming looked awkwardly at Alicia, who returned her smile with a kind-hearted one. “Come on. I will take you home.” Alicia invited. They rode the elevator in silence. Wyoming felt compelled to make small talk but could not find her voice. She felt shy
Cayden backed off, afraid to anger Wyoming in her delicate condition. After Wyoming climbed into the car, Alicia turned around to talk to him. “It’s best if we take her, Cayden.” He nodded. He did not want to argue with the elders or raise Wyoming’s hackles in her sensitive condition. He was right, it seemed, when Alicia added, “Her hormones are acting up making her blood boil every time she sees you. If she’s indeed pregnant I am sure the baby would take after you.” Alicia teased leaving him in a daze. “Mom!” Wyoming called out from inside the van, prompting Alicia to bestow an apologetic smile his way before closing the car door behind her. “Pregnant.” He murmured to himself while he tried to wrap his mind around the possibility. It wouldn’t be impossible since he and Wyoming spend most of their night doing the deed. Cayden watched in a daze as the van moved forward before blending into the morning traffic. It was a long time before he decided to get back to the house a
Wyoming woke up feeling at ease. She had no idea what woke him up, it was just that her nose had become sensitive. She smelled something that she found not to her liking. She sniffed the air, her nostrils scrunched up in distaste. “What is that awful smell?” She asked hoarsely, opening one eye to check if there was something wrong with their room only to see a semi-undress Cayden hovering above her. His hair dripped wet from the shower. She smiled warmly at him. In a daze, she propped herself on the bed, her hands stretching out to put them around Cayden’s neck. With eyes sparkling in delight at her warm reception, Cayden leaned forward to peck her lips. She meets his downward motion with an upward motion, sniffing at the same time. That was when her nostrils started to twitch scrunching up in distaste for she smelled something not suitable to her taste. “You smell disgusting!” She cried, covering her mouth with her palm to avoid smelling that awful smell. However, the stench s
Giggling sounds and laughter filled Wyoming’s ears. Surrounded by her family, her heart felt full. She blushed when she remembered Cayden and her were supposedly hiding from their families. Now, looking back toward the living room, she saw everyone looking at them, smiles wreathing their faces.Overwhelmed with shyness, she buried her face in Cayden’s chest, as if he could hide what they were doing previously from their onlookers. Cayden threw his head back at her natural display of shyness. His laughter started as a low rumble in the pit of his stomach crossing his lungs and finally coming out of his mouth. The sight of him looking so carefree and happy caught her in a daze, affecting her in ways she did not understand but could only feel.“Mommy! Daddy!” Connor’s shout distracted her from her intent perusal of Cayden’s face. She turned her head to the direction of the sound and saw Connor running toward them, his little feet creating a soft thud as his shoe collided with th
Wyoming got out of the bathroom, a large towel draped around her body, and another one wrapped like a turban around her head. She was about to pull the towel from her head to rub her hair with it when she stopped suddenly. She debated within herself whether to go back to the bathroom and wait for him to leave the room or feign nonchalance.Choosing the latter, she walked inside the room she shares with Connor and stopped a few paces before Cayden.Then she remembered if he was here. “Who is taking care of Connor?” The idea that Connor is playing by himself somewhere inside the house or maybe outside on the beach had her hurrying. She moved about the room, opening a closet to get a change of clothes. In her haste, the towel knot loosened, threatening to fall off her body. She clutched the front with her hand while her other hand held her change of clothes.The towel on her head fell off. Cayden saved it. He held the towel and gently pulled it off her head. “Thank you.” She mu
“Argh!” Wyoming’s fingers clenched, her teeth gritting in frustration while Connor and Cayden, the duo from h*ll did another trick that left her breathless, her body humming in unreleased tension. “Mommy, put some sunblock on my back and daddy’s,” Connor demanded, handing her a bottle of sunblock lotion and turning around, so his back was facing her.She opened the cap, applied some to her palms, and lathered her son’s small back with the lotion.“There, all done. You can now go swim in the water with your dad.” She told him while she placed the bottle of sunblock aside, careful that her eyes led her astray. She had been trying so hard to ignore the rippling muscles on Cayden’s exposed back which he also displayed alongside her son’s. Cayden previously followed Connor’s lead and presented her back to her as well. She smoothed sunblock on Connor but not on Cayden. However, her eyes betrayed her every time. She could not help but look at Cayden’s back, filled with ridges and cur
Contrary to what she initially thought, Cayden did not bring them back to New York, back to their old house surrounded by their family. When their plane landed and she got out, she was surprised to find out they were nowhere near JFK International Airport. In truth, she missed her father and would have wanted to bond with her mother. She braved the longing to be with her parents to protect herself and her son from Cayden. She had mistakenly thought that putting distance between them was enough for her and her son to get away from Cayden’s peripheral. Only to be corrected when he came barging in on her despite the distance. “Where is this place?” She asked, looking at the expanse of trees and dirt around them, totally opposite of the City that never sleeps. She was still miffed with him for trying to blackmail her into submission, but she could not totally ignore him. The man is huge and his presence was not one to be ignored. All through their flight, she was fully aware of t
Chest heaving from anger at the audacity of this man to lie to her through his teeth, Wyoming all but cried, “Liar!” The bitterness of five years ago came to her in full force, flaming the rage inside her. Gaining her memory has intensified the pain like it just happened a while back. She clenched her fist, struggling from her confinement. It was futile, though. With Cayden’s buffed body, he had her trapped very neatly. She did not know how he was able to become this muscled man and still evoke the same feelings from her. His body and her body might change. He became bigger and muscular, and she became softer and fuller due to childbirth, but when their skin connected, it was as if fire sizzled between them.Wyoming could feel the hardness of the wall digging into her back, yet she did not even flinch. The anger gnawing inside her was more powerful than the physical pain. “You can not win me over with all your lies. My son belongs to me. He is mine and you can not take h
“Where are we going, Collins?” “It’s a secret.” Wyoming fidgeted in her seat but did not press Collins for more information. She was surprised when he asked her tonight. They do not usually go out because their finances are tight. And the few times they did, it was always with Connor. “Relax. We’re not going far,” he told her, seeing her getting all worked up. “I’m just not used to leaving Connor at night with a sitter. You know how he wanted me to lull him to sleep. I’m worried that he’ll raise h*ll when we don’t come back at his bedtime hour. “Don’t worry about Connor. He knows Lizzie and he won’t make a fuss.” He assured her. Lizzie lives next door - a single mother of a four-year-old daughter, Samantha. “To ease your mind, why don’t you call them?” Collins suggested.Thinking it was a great idea, she took her phone from her purse and called Lizzie. “Wyoming? Did you forget something?” Lizzie’s soft voice permeated her ears causing her to feel a little self-con
“I am fine, mom.” Wyoming insisted and rolled her eyes for the second time during that phone call. Her mother has been deluging her with phone calls these days and it has become quite annoying. “Will call you back, mom. I have to fetch Connor from the kindergarten. The school notified me they will be released early today.” Wyoming paused, listening to what her mom said on the other line before responding to cut the overseas call. “Yes, mom, of course. Will call you some other time, bye.” She expelled air after she hung up. “Your mom’s pretty difficult today,” Collins commented after she dropped her phone. Wyoming did not like how it sounded coming off from him. He did not even know her. The only interaction they had was when she was at the hospital back in New York and there has been nothing significant about their conversations, mostly getting to know each other, etc. In an offhand manner, she shrugged her shoulders to make light of it. Her mom, she knew, could be a bit