I know most people will find it weird that I had only just met this man and yet, I openly confessed about my affair with my boss's husband a piece of information that even Regina couldn't get out of me (she had once asked who the father of my child was, a question to which I'd given no answer to). I don't know what it was about him exactly but I thought he could ask me any question and I would answer. Any questions whatsoever. He had the kind of face, the kind of aura that you just couldn't lie 'cause he'd know you were lying, no matter how much of a good liar you are. He looked like the kind of person you could tell anything and he wouldn't judge you for it. "Seeing as you are here must mean he didn't assume responsibility for his actions." It wasn't a question but I still decided to ask anyways. "No," I said memories of that night flooding back into my mind. I'd promised myself that I would forget him but how could I, when I was carrying a part of him? How could I when the wor
“Good morning, Ms. What would you like to have today?” I asked the lady that was standing at the other side of the counter whilst trying so hard to ignore the pair of eyes drilling holes into my forehead. “Can I have a latte, please? Oh and I’d like to have it to go.” The lady said. “What name would you like to be written on it?” “Grisel Gray.” I nodded once writing her name down on my notepad. “Will that be all?” I asked and she nodded. “Please have a seat, you would get a call when your order is ready.” I told her and then she walked away. I was just about to continue with the other orders I was preparing before the lady walked in when I made the mistake of turning right and meeting his eyes. “Fuck!” I cursed under my breath. I had been trying to avoid his burning gaze since he walked in minutes ago and I’d succeeded in doing that until I had to turn right to pick up the whipped cream. And yes, I was talking about Aziel Walker. I quickly broke eye contact and continued with
“Can you really stop staring at me like that?” I said just as I placed his cup on the table. I didn’t dare to look up and meet his eyes because those green orbs of him terrified me. It was another morning and Aziel Walker was one of the first customers to walk into the shop. And just like every morning, I had to be the one to take his coffee to him because Alex couldn’t make it in on time. And just like he did the previous day, he was staring at me like I had some extra features on my face that no other person has. “Does that make you uncomfortable?” He asked, his gaze burning the side of my face. “Yes, so please stop.” “I will if you agree to work for me.” He said like that was supposed to change anything. A frown found its way to my face. “I thought I told you my answer to that already. I’m not interested. You should find someone else.” I was expecting him to say something like persist that he wasn’t going to have it any other way and that I have to work for him but he didn’t
Gathering my belongings from the room Regina gave me wasn't difficult at all 'cause I didn't have a lot of clothes. Most of my belongings were at Amelia's and I was a hundred percent sure that she would have three of them all out. I gathered my lipglosses and mascara sitting on the small table in the room and threw them in the bag I was holding. Although Regina had said that I didn't need to leave that night but I didn't listen. I decided to leave the minute she fired me I mean what was left, how could I stay in the room she gave me when I no longer worked there? Tears started to prick at my eyes but I was quick to blink them away, I knew better than to cry there. The last thing I wanted was for Regina to see me or hear me being vulnerable. But knowing I was thrown out once again broke my heart immensely. It made me incredibly sad and I wanted nothing more than to break down in tears and I was sure I would definitely do that except it would be when there was no one else around. Bu
“Sorry I didn’t—” I had just started to say to the person I bumped into when I turned around an aisle but when I looked up, the rest of my words died in my throat. “Hera!” Nina shrieked forgetting that she was in a grocery store and although that got her a lot of people to turn their heads but she didn’t look like she cared. “Oh, my God! I can’t believe I’m running into you like this!” She screamed so loud that I almost covered my ears with my hands. I didn’t even know what to say. I just stood there stupidly watching how excited she was to see me. I almost turned back to see if there was someone behind me she was beaming at. She threw her arms around me, hugging me so tight to her chest while my arms lay limp beside me, awkwardly. Don’t get me wrong, it wasn’t as if I wasn’t happy to see her, it was just that I was too stunned by our sudden meeting to say anything or think of anything. I mean it had been over two months since I had to leave Amelia’s house and I just never thought I
“No, Alex no.” I said, shaking my head as best as I could while laying down on the bed. It was currently around seven pm. Alex had decided to come up to my apartment (yes we lived in the same building) with a large box of pizza on her way from work because her house was apparently boring and she couldn’t finish the pizza all by herself. Her words but I knew better than to think that was the only reason why she was here. I knew that she was at my apartment because she missed me but I didn’t tell her that. “What do you mean no? The guy specifically told you that he wanted you to work for him!” She all but yelled, gesturing widely with her hands. “Firstly, I don’t know what job he wants me to do for him, I mean what if it was something I couldn’t do what if it was-”“Come on Her, get your mind out of the gutter. He knows you’re pregnant, Aziel Walker is a reputable man you know.” “Exactly! He knows I’m pregnant, what if he was one of those rich folks with weird fetishes? What if he wa
The car was too quiet. I was too quiet and that perturbed me. I didn't know where he was taking me to and although I asked, he never replied. Maybe I should have asked again. I mean he was driving himself meaning that no one else but him knew where we were going. That also meant that he could break my neck and throw me in a ditch and no one will ever find out that he killed me. No one would ever know that he met. I know his friend saw me but I didn't think he would choose to side with me and not his friend. I took a side glance at him and I found myself suddenly sucking in a sharp breath. His side profile was everything! He indeed was God's favorite. I mean he looked even more appealing than the interior of his Mercedes and yes I had been agape by the interior when I first got it. It was after all the first time I was getting to seat in a car like this. His facial bone structure had to be the most perfect one yet ever. His jawline was chiseled and prominent, and his high cheekbon
"What do you mean I have to act like your girlfriend?" I asked with furrowed brows. "I thought you had an actual job for me?" My eyes were as wide as a saucer and I looked up at him with utter confusion. "I believe I told you someone else has been hired for that spot." He said as he opened the car door for me. "And it doesn't matter if you deem it an actual job or not, as long as you get paid." "You can't decide that for me! Oh my goodness is that why you made me dress like this? Like I'm something that I'm not." "I promise it will only be for a few hours and I'll definitely pay you handsomely." He said and I paused to consider his offer for a minute. "When would you pay me?" I asked before I could stop myself. "If you play your part well, at the end of the day. Now get in." He said but I ignored him. "Um, how much are we talking about here?" I asked awkwardly. "A hundred dollars per hour." "W-what?!" I sputtered. If I had been drinking water or had any other liquid in my mout
Many weeks have passed and my relationship with Aziel has deteriorated drastically that even our children noticed and it wouldn’t have been that way if I hadn’t entertained Dylan or given a second thought to any of the things he told me. Although I didn’t admit that Aurora was his child, I became less hostile towards him and would even go on coffee dates with him under Aziel’s permission of course. As I started to get closer to Dylan, Aziel and I drifted apart. He indulged more in work and would only speak to me when necessary. He reminded me a lot of his old self, the Aziel I’d had a contract wedding with. Although Aziel never said it out loud, I knew he wasn’t happy with me seeing Dylan. He had told me to do whatever made me happy and it hurt to see that my actions made him less happy. The other day, Reon had asked me why Aziel rarely ate breakfast with us and I’d come up with an excuse about how he had to be at the office before everyone else but I knew it was only about time bef
I left the office late that night around past 9 pm because I was determined to sort out every pending work on my desk. I ended up being the last person to leave the office ‘cause I’d quickly dismissed everyone else in the afternoon. As I walked towards my car parked in the company garage, felt a presence behind me. I didn’t want to know if I’d imagined it or not, I didn’t turn back and instead picked up my pace and hurried over to my car. The person behind me was closing in on me and my heart raced ever faster. Why did I have to park my car so far into the garage? Who was this person following me and what did they want? I could hear the sole of their shoes hitting against the ground. I was walking so fast that I was almost running. I was really scared and thought about calling Aziel but I doubted he would have been able to do anything from where he was. When my car came in sight, I quickly fished out my car key from my purse and pushed the unlock button. I arrived at my car and just
“Aziel.” I said in a small voice, unable to look at him. I couldn’t even deny what he had said because I wasn’t sure if it was the truth or not. I didn’t know if I still had feelings for Dylan or not. I mean my body reacted to him like it had always been but still, that wasn’t enough to conclude that I had feelings for him. It’s been years since I last saw him so it could have just been a one time reaction. “Are you still unable to stop loving him after all these years with me? Are you ever going to stop loving him?” Aziel had never once asked me questions like that. Gone was the usual blank expression on his face, he looked hurt and he wasn’t afraid to let me know that. I felt a dull pang in my chest as I looked at him. He loved me, he’d always made me know that before we got married again (‘cause we had another wedding, a real one this time where my family attended). Although he might not say it often, but he’s told me he loved me before and not once have I ever said it back. “Azi
In the blink of an eye, I comported myself, standing tall with my head held up high even though my heart was thrashing so hard in my ribcage. I held his burning gaze for three seconds before blinking and walking away. As I walked past him, I caught a sniff of his scent. I shut my eyes close and held my breath, preventing myself from perceiving him 'cause his scent was beginning to stir up memories that I had locked for years, memories I had no interest in revisiting. "Wait!" He suddenly said, authoritatively might I add, and unknowingly, I stopped. I stopped. Why did I stop? Why can't I move my legs? I urged my legs to move but they didn't, they couldn't. It almost felt as if I had no control over them and he did the controlling. Like I was a puppet and his voice was just enough to control me. I felt irritated and embarrassed that I waited like he wanted. That even after all these years, his voice still elicited this unexplainable feeling in me. "You are still married..." He s
FIVE YEARS LATER"Mommy!" Reina cried out from somewhere in the house. I could hear the faint knocks on the bathroom door as she knocked on the door with her small hands. "Mommy! Let me in." She cried out again. I quickly rinsed off the soap lather on my face and looked through the glass shower to see that she had managed to let herself in. "What is it, honey? Mommy is taking a shower." She pointed outside the wide-opened bathroom door, her lips were curled downwards and her eyebrows knitted together. "Reon said his dress is prettier than mine! Mommy tell him it's not true! I have the prettiest dress, it's pink and gwOUrgeous and has a cute bow, his is just black and ugly." She stuck out her tongue in distaste. "And he's calling my dress ugly and-and Aurora isn’t taking my side...Mommy come tell him my dress is prettier! I'm prettier, my hair is prettier, my face prettier and he's just jealous of all this beautifulness...Mommy! be fast!" She whined before flailing her arms out in
“Are you going to say something?” I said after a long moment of silence. I hated that I was standing there, crying and on the verge of losing my mind while he looked as calm as the sea as if he hadn’t heard what I’d said. “I—don’t know what to say.” I had been wrong when I’d said he looked as calm as the sea. Yes his expression was calm, completely unfazed by what I’d just said but his voice on the other hand was different. I don’t think there was ever a time I’d heard Aziel sound so confused. He could have hid it with his expression but his voice gave it away that he was thrown off balance by the news. “I mean you’re pregnant that means…I’m going to be a father again. What I don’t understand is why you’re crying? I don’t know what you were thinking but I’m not like that douche. The child is mine and I’m going to assume full responsibility.” I shook my head and the tears in my eyes dropped. “I’m not having this child. I’m not. Not when I was finally getting my life together. How co
Aziel had barely stepped out of the house after receiving an urgent call from work when Athena started to bombard me with questions. “Why did your boss hug you like that? Why was he looking at you like that?” She had a skeptical look in her eyes. “What do you mean? He wasn’t looking at me in any way he shouldn’t be.” I said and tried to change the topic by asking if they wanted me to make breakfast for them but I should have known it wouldn’t be as easy as that. If I hadn’t forgotten that she and my mom would be watching us, I wouldn’t have hugged him or done anything that would make me suspicious. “Of course, he was weirdly looking at you.” She glanced at my mom as if asking for backup. “Isn’t he supposed to be your boss?” “And he is.” “So why did it seem like there’s something more between you two? Why did he look at you as if…as if he was in love with you?” If I’d been drinking something at that moment, I would have sputtered it everywhere. Aziel, in love with me? I wanted to
I woke up the next morning with my head in Aziel's chest. I glanced up at him to see that he was still sleeping very peacefully and I thought he looked cute when he was sleeping. Memories of what we did the previous night came back rushing in and then I felt a slight soreness between my legs. I couldn't help but smile at the thought that Aziel and I had finally done the deed after almost two years. I raised my head from his chest and placed a soft kiss on his chest. Our bodies were covered with the comforter so I raised it slightly to peek in it. I smiled when I realized that we were both still fully naked and that just means that we really had sex. I let my hand wander across his smooth muscular chest before gently moving downward and under the comforter till my hand was holding his flaccid member. As I slowly started to stroke him, I felt him getting harder and bigger in my hand. I found it fascinating that although he was still very deep in sleep, his member wasn't. I pulled the
Many months passed by and it was finally my twenty second birthday. I woke up that morning, extremely excited about my birthday. I’d received loads of wishes at midnight from my college friends, Theo and Alex. And although I appreciated that they all remembered my birthday but the one person I wanted to remember my birthday didn’t seem to remember. It had been that way for my twenty first birthday too, Aziel had forgotten about my birthday too. Theo had been the one to tell Aziel on the night of my birthday that it was my birthday. And although he had apologized then and got me a car the next day as a gift, I couldn’t help but think the same was going to happen that day. As I walked out of my room to the living room, I realized that Aziel had left for work. I frown appeared on my face as I realized that he had forgotten it was my birthday again. He didn’t think to wish me before he left or even send me a birthday message if he was running late. I shook my head and patted my cheeks w