(Cattleya POV)
"Are you sure you're going in?"Jaxson has been repeating the same questions to me since we both got out of bed, which caused me to smile.Jaxson sleeping in the same bed with me felt more casual now than it did when we were first laid next to each other. The two of us are becoming so comfortable with one another that I am beginning to worry that I might lose the man who does nothing but cradle me in his arms every night."Don't worry about me, Jax. I've had it worse when applying for tons of jobs. This won't be easy, I am sure of that. But this is not gonna be that hard for me to ask for any personal guard. It's time for Gunther to be with his buddy for some quality time, don't you think?" I moved my eyebrows up and down to tease him before bursting into a giggle. "Seriously, I'm fine." I started to grab the doorknob to get out of the car because we had been parked in front of it for a while."Are you sure you don't want me to go in there and use my... You know. My name?” He uttered hesitantly as if he's try"Are you sure you're going in?"Jaxson has been repeating the same questions to me since we both got out of bed, which caused me to smile.Jaxson sleeping in the same bed with me felt more casual now than it did when we were first laid next to each other. The two of us are becoming so at comfortable with one another that I am beginning to worry that I might lose the man who does nothing but cradle me in his arms every night.ing to hold back his words."No, but thank you." I let go of the door knob for a moment and tilted my body a little bit to face him. I took Jaxson's hand as I tried to find his eyes. "I know you are concerned about me because Daniella may or may not be inside but I will just be fine. I don't have to use my husband just so the agency will accept me. However, I might consider that, when I get into that door, I will scream that I am Cattleya Santos Madrigal. What do you think of that plan, huh?"Jaxson chortled because of the expressions that I made on my face, trying to demonstrate my plan."Alright," I muttered as my hand crawled up to the back of his head and caressed it. "I'll go in now. I can't promise to update you at any second but I promise to tell you everything once we get home. As for you, I know it will be another busy day so if you happen to need a hug-""Can I just call you and you will come right away to give me a hug?" Jackson interrupted me."No. I was about to say, just ask Gunther for it.” I guffawed because of the disappointment on his face. "I'm going now," I gave Jaxson a small kiss on his cheek before I opened the door to finally get out.I let out a silent gasp while my head deliberately tilted up as I tried to look at the entire building. "Oh, wow... It's really the Miranda Modeling in front of me. I feel like I want to throw up.”When I slightly turned around I saw that Jaxson hadn't left yet and he could see that I was nervous and suddenly got out of the car to escort me inside that's why I quickly feigned a confident smile and waved at him. I waited for the car that Jaxson was riding in to leave and move away before I turned around to face Miranda again."Okay, this is it." I talked to myself and then took drastic measures.I never thought that this would ever happen in my life. I have a very different vision of my future and I can say certainly that modeling isn't part of it at all. But now that it is right in front of my face and the opportunity is calling me directly in my ear, I just can't turn my back to it and say no. I have to do it. And I know now, that I grew my love for myself and my photos. My past self would be very proud of me."Uhm, I got an invitation from Mrs. Miranda Cooper.” I politely said to the desk clerk in the lobby. "I am actually here to have an audition because I heard that the agency is currently in search of new models."I bit my lips with both my brows lifted upwards as the clerk gave me a strange look from head to toe. I wish she's not judging me because I really tried my best to look my best today."Excuse me, could you wait for a minute?" she said in a flat tone which I quickly responded with a nod.While the clerk was pressing the telephone which I am assuming that she will call Mrs. Cooper if she really knew me before she let me in, I averted my eyes and then focused on the few ladies at the lobby. I wish I didn't feel left out right now but I am starting to do it. They all look like ladies with a high social background just like Daniella. All of them are dressed in high fashion and they really are beautiful even without having a second look.I wonder if they have ever heard my name. I mean, I have three million followers now so they may at least come across my name, right?I trembled inside my head because I realized what I just said. These girls might be even having hundreds of million followers by now based on how much glam team they carried and their bodyguards. Every movement is taken care of by their team. There's one person assigned for the hair, for the face, for the dress, for the shoes, and for the accessories. These gorgeous women are real life models and I can't stop myself from adoring them and starting to fantasize about their lives. I thought I couldn't be any girlier, but I think I am still a girl after all."Miss?"The desk clerk grabbed my attention again that's why I shifted my gaze to her."Can you give me your name, please?""Oh," I muttered. "Cattleya Santos Madrigal. Sorry, I forgot to mention that."I noticed the slight widening of his eyes at the same time as his jaws dropped and his mouth rounded."I-I'm sorry Mrs. Madrigal.” She said, jittery. "I didn't know it was you. I am- I uh- I am very sorry-”"It's fine." I cut off his words. I expected this reaction already anyway. And I am assuming that she is acting like this is not because I am pretty popular but it is because of the name I am carrying."I will assist you immediately to the room. Follow me, please.” She said it politely as she gestured her hand. I noticed how drastically the tone of her voice just changed compared to how she talked to me just a few minutes ago before she learned that I am a Madrigal.I just shrugged my shoulders and then followed his footsteps. When we got to the room she was talking about, Daniella's shocked eyes immediately greeted me as she is staring at my entirety, while I was like I already expected to see her here."Good morning, Mrs. Cooper.”I decided to just divert my attention to Mrs. Cooper that is sitting at the center table with her hands clasped together."Well, it's a pleasure to have you in here, Mrs. Madrigal. I knew you'd come so we already prepared a contract for you. Come take a look and have a seat.”“C-Contract?” I uttered, baffled by what she just mentioned. "I thought I came here to audition for the spot?""Oh, please." Mrs. Cooper let out a chuckle as she moved her hand as if slapping the air. "You are a Madrigal. You don't audition. Now, have a seat, read the contract, and if it is fair enough for you then sign it.”My lips twitched, still can't process the situation. "That easily? Am I being pranked or tricked?”I saw Daniella on the corner of my eye making a face, mocking me."How many times do I have to call you to have a seat?""Oh," I quickly responded to his order and quickly walked towards the chair in front of Mrs. Cooper. "Sorry, ma'am."I secretly looked at Daniella who was sitting on the opposite side of my seat because she secretly rolled her eyes at me."Here's the contract." It sparingly told me. "And if you are wondering why our top model, Daniella Yves, is inside this room and sitting with us, the first project you will have as a Miranda model will be done with her.""With her?" I asked again because I seemed deaf to what he said, plus Daniella stared at me with a meaningful grin."You heard it right. The first project is for both of you to be on the cover of YoungOne Magazine.”"The ruler can always change the rules." Jaxson whispered to me as he brought his lips to my ear.I was speechless at what he said because I couldn't believe that he was thinking about that. Because that only means that he is also considering keeping me on his side. It only means one thing to me, Jaxson is starting to see my presence."So... are you now going to treat me normally again after I cleared things up?" He asked with a raised eyebrow.I couldn't stop laughing because of what he said.Is it a good thing that he's actually paying attention to me more than I thought he is?"Can I at least get an answer?" Jaxson asked again that's why I just nodded as I chuckled. "It's a good thing that we understand each other. After all, you will be living with me starting from now. And there's no way that I'm going to sleep on the sofa again.""I never told you to do that." I defend myself. "I didn't know you were sleeping on the sofa. I always wake up later than you so I really have no idea.
"An absolutely insane person. Jaxson, you are so getting on my nerves. I mean, not negatively, you know. But today was too much already, and-” He didn't let me finish and went inside the unit, passing me.The bright side is, the person who knocked on our door in the middle of the night was not a bad person, and I did not commit a heinous crime. However, the downside is that, I came here because I don't want to spend the night with Jaxson. And now he is here."So, where can I put all this?" He asked as his eyes roamed the entire space of our house."There, there is a table in front of you." I said slowly and then the door was closed again."Oh, this is the table.""Wouldn't it be better if you went back there and rested at the hotel? You know you don't belong in this place Jax. This is a simple house which you never use. See, you'll just have a hard time-" I couldn't finish what I was going to say when I noticed that he wasn't listening to me and just started putting his things inside
"So, what do you think if I model your brand too?"Both my brows raised as I waited for what Jaxson would say because his eyes just stared straight at me."That's not the reason why I told you my mother's past.""I know, but don't you think I can't do it? You don't trust me too?" I uttered as I held my laugh trying to pull a joke on him.I don't think that Jaxson caught my joke as he just stared back at me as if wanting to pull my soul out of my body."I see your potential and I trust you too much that it's making me afraid of allowing you to be out there."I was taken back by Jaxson's words. I did not expect those words to come out of his mouth. It even feels like the Jaxson I am spending the night with is not the real one."T-Then... If you trust me, why don't you just let me try? You know, you can actually say straight to me that I'm not the one you are looking for your brand and you need someone that has experience.""No." He answered me quickly without wasting any second. "You ar
This is the first night that I will sleep on the same bed with Jaxson beside me, and I don't know what just happened to my body that made me stiff this much.I don't even remember how to breathe right now, all I can think of is that this man laying beside me, in my own little bed, is my husband and we are going to spend the night together.The blanket almost tore because I was clinging to it so tightly to cover my entire body. My bed is so small that if I make a small movement our skin will stick together and when that happens I don't know if my heart can handle it and if I will wake up in my right mind.Because it was so quiet in the whole room, my loud series of sighs could be heard. I do not know what to do.What do newly married couples usually do on their first night except that thing?"Are you uncomfortable?" I heard Jaxson muttered in his raspy voice.Uncomfortable? I am dying!“U-Uh… H-Huh?’ I stammered because I don't know what to say. Of course I am too timid to say that thi
“Oh, god! Oh my gosh, oh my gosh, oh my gosh!” I whispered loudly and then I slowly got out of bed so as not to wake the sleeping Jaxson.I immediately ran to the cr to check my appearance in the mirror, and I was not mistaken. I look like a mess!I even smelled my mouth that smelled of panis saliva, I winced at the smell of my morning breath."It's a good thing that I woke up earlier than Jaxson. Oh gosh! He can't see me looking like this-""See you looking like what?"“AAAAAH!” I screamed loudly in my shrill voice as my hands flew to my face to cover it. "Get out of the room first!""What's wrong? What is going on with you now?” I heard him ask with a hint of surprise.I just shook my head while still not removing the cover from my face.It's impossible for him to see me as I look now. Even if I wanted to fix my hair I couldn't because I couldn't let go of my face. Even though I don't have lipstick, I didn't erase my make up last night because I am afraid that Jaxson will see my bar
“Cat?” Loren also called me back and questioned the moment she saw me."W-What are you doing here?" I asked him again, full of wonder. I didn't think I would see him here because the last thing I remember was seeing him last night when I left the reception. "And, why are you with our club manager?" I raised my eyebrows when I saw Mr. Sol. I greeted him with a smile before returning my critical gaze to Loren."We came here to visit the kids before we went straight to DeepBlue." Mr. Sol stepped into the conversation which Loren immediately followed with a nod."But, isn't it too early for Loren to go to DeepBlue?""How about you, KitCat? What brought you here?” He diverted the topic by passing me the question.I chuckled when I heard him play word my name again. Since I started working at the nightclub, I can hardly count on my hands how many times he has called me by different nicknames.For a moment, my eyes returned to the two of them because their answers did not convince me enough
"Cattleya! I heard right and you are coming to visit."I greeted Sister Cordilla with a sweet smile and then gave her a big hug."It's been so long, Sister Cordilla. I'm sorry that I haven't visited the orphanage for a long time and I haven't been able to say goodbye to you here."Sister Cordilla flashed a beam. "It's okay, Loren has told us what happened and I felt sorry for you. I guess life lately has been good to you because you finally came back here with the same smile on your lips." She caressed my arms as her eyes shifted to my back. "Now I see why. I thought you only came with Loren and her friend. But you actually came here with a boyfriend.”"Uh, he's my husband, actually." I clarified, as I extended my hand to let Jaxson come closer to me."He is such a fine young man. You have a good looking husband. I honestly thought that you will grow old because you have never been interested in any guy before. I remembered how many of our guests here at the orphanage ask if you are s
When we finally arrived at the small garden where the event will be held later, I saw that Loren was starting to arrange flowers on the stage while Mr. Sol is talking to Sister Cherry who is another manager of this orphanage along with Sister Cordilla.I removed my hand from Jaxson's grip and then I picked up a flower and brought it to the stage."What's going on with you and Manager Sol?" I whispered to Loren with a teasing smile.Her eyes shifted to me, rolling upwards. "We're here to help the kids, Sister Cordilla, and Sister Cherry. That's all." She uttered defensively."But why is it that whatever you two say doesn't convince me? I've never seen you with our manager. And to think that you two became close and even going out together? Somethings going on…” I said softly as Manager Sol and Sister Cherry passed by in the back while we were setting up the stage."We only passed through here so that after that I will also go straight to DeepBlue for my duty. Manager Sol said he also w