Arabella P.O.V
I struggled to stand up but my legs felt heavy for they could barely lift me up, I just stayed in my bent position for a while to get myself back. Maybe this was happening due to the shock of seeing Asher have what looked like a panic attack that had drained me and also my lack of sleep, I just needed to rest my leg for a bit. "Are you okay?" Arlo asked, his hand fidgeting while staring at the ceiling but pointing toward my dad on the sick bay. I knew what he meant: How are you holding up after hearing about your father's illness? "Yes, I am," I replied. Silence settled between us, thick and uncomfortable. After what happened today at the pub, he had barely looked at me. "I... I'll be out of town for a while tomorrow, I only stayed because of my brother's wedding and …you but I have pressing things to attend to," Arlo said, his words fumbling and his fingers twitching. “Why, so soon, can't it wait?” these were the questions I wanted to ask him but I couldn't bring myself to so what I just said was "Oh," I muttered, as I forced myself to stand. I wanted to take a closer look at him for it might be the last time I might see him. Summoning my last bit of strength, I stood up, feeling a wave of dizziness wash over me. My hand clutched the bed stand for support. I fought to keep the tears at bay. I had barely spent a week with him, but I knew I was going to miss him. My legs trembled as I stood, and it took all my effort to keep from collapsing. I glanced at Arlo, trying to read his expression, but he wouldn't meet my eyes. The weight of everything felt unbearable, from Asher to my father and Arlo. Arlo shifted uncomfortably, his gaze still fixed on some point above my head. "I... I didn't plan on leaving so soon, but I have to." I nodded, unable to trust my voice. My throat was tight, and I felt like I might choke if I tried to speak. Instead, I focused on breathing, on staying upright. Arlo finally looked at me, his eyes filled with something I couldn't quite decipher. “I will miss you,” Arlo said. “Oh,” I said, for that was the only word I could register right now. But I knew I would miss him a lot, his golden messy hair, his crinkling eyes, his smiles, and the way he called my name. “After hearing your father's news, I just came to see how you are doing before I go,” he said. “Oh,” I murmured. My vision blurred, and standing felt impossible. Everything around me was fading, first doubling, then growing dim. My legs wobbled, barely able to support my weight, and my body felt too heavy to hold up. I tried to grip the bed stand to steady myself, but my fingers slipped. The room spun, and I felt myself starting to fall. Suddenly, Arlo was there, catching me just before I hit the ground. His arms were strong and sure, but my awareness was slipping away. I heard him shout for the doctor, his voice urgent and filled with worry. It was the last thing I registered before everything went dark, and I lost consciousness. "Is she awake?” a man's voice asked. The voice woke me up from sleep. I struggled to open my eyes, but the bright sunlight made my eyes wince. When I finally managed to crack them open, I was met with a shocking sight, Mr. Blackhood was sitting right in front of me. My mind raced as I tried to process why he was here, and why I was here. I must be dreaming, I thought. But when I opened my eyes again, he was still there. Then the memories of how I lost consciousness came to me. “Finally you are awake, I was getting a bit worried, how are you?” Mr Blackhood asked. “ I am okay” I managed to mutter, as I looked around to figure out where I was, I saw Asher his eyes were slightly open but when he saw me, and quickly shut his eyes. “ Thank goodness, you have been sleeping for the last ten hours, your mom went home to change and also rest a bit, while Miss Thompson, would be bringing you and Asher's clothes, so you can change into something new and clean,” he said, while looking at my ball gown I was wondering why I was in a hospital bed and why was I in a room with Asher, it felt shocking because this was the first time we had shared a room. “ I am okay now,” I said as I tried getting up, but Mr Blackhood gently pushed me back. “ Oh no, you aren't okay, the doctor said you have low blood pressure, caused by stress sleep deprivation, and lack of rest, so you need a lot of rest, you and Asher,” he said as he turned to Asher, who was still pretending to be asleep, for I could still see his fumble a bit. “Can I get another room, at least, I can rest properly and also I might be a burden to Asher?” I asked politely “ Oh nonsense, you are married to him so of course you won't be a burden to him and more importantly you too need to spend time together, at least so I can have grandchildren,” he said, with a smirk on his face, as he looked at my tummy. “ Right now, I need to leave you to rest and I also have some important things to attend to,” he said, as he looked at the watch, “ Asher I will be on my way,” he said, as he looked at Asher, he knew Asher wasn't asleep. “ And please take very care of her, I don't want any complaints, be on your behavior,” he said to Asher as he proceeded but then he stopped. “ Since you won't be busy with any company work, as you are on probation, you and Arabella, would be going on a honeymoon, so you can get to know each other, as soon as you are discharged,” he said and then he left.Chapter 20Ashers P.O.VI looked at the ceiling for as long as I could barely remember, I hated this awkward silence, I needed to start up a conversation.“ You…” I tried saying something, but the words got stuck in my throat“Damnit, why was I stuttering in front of her” I thought and why did I have to pretend as if I was asleep, just to avoid her?"You...okay" was what came out of my mouth; I could hardly understand a word I said, but that is what came out.“ Y..eah”Arabella said.I turned away, my face burning with embarrassment. My mind raced with thoughts of Arabella, and how I'd treated her. Last night had changed everything. Scarlet's breakup, still fresh in my mind, made me see Arabella in a new light. But why was I stuttering in front of her? Why did my hands tremble when our eyes met?I lay in bed, unable to sleep, as memories of our past encounters haunted me. Our first meeting, where I'd been cold and harsh. The first time she came to my house. And yesterday...oh God, yest
Arabella’s POVAs soon as the nurse entered, Asher raced out of my bed and went to his, as he immediately pretended to sleep, I was too flustered and shocked by the kiss that I didn't care less about the nurse coming in, I held my lips, trying to process the thoughts that I have been kissed by Asher, Asher kissed me. The Asher that I know. I touched my lips, still tingling, my heart racing with excitement, but as I took stare of the nurse, with the way the nurse stared at me as if something was wrong, I looked at myself and I was half naked, she was suspicious but she was silent, about it.“ Your dad is having another seizure and your mother is going ruckus, can you please calm her down” she said, as she left in a hurry.Asher who had been pretending to be asleep, immediately flung out of the bed as he heard, he looked at me to see if I was okay, but I was.I immediately tried to zip my clothes, as I proceeded to leave the room. But I took a look at Asher, he was sitting at the edge
Asher’s POVStaring at the hospital bed, I couldn't help but feel excited"I'm done, at last, I am free from this hell". Who gets admitted to a hospital because of a panic attack? Me and me alone, because of my father's meddlings and the fact he is a billionaire. I knew that he wanted me around Arabella, after the stunt I had made but what was his motive for this? One thing was clear - money was in the mix. The man had never cared about me and the only reason he started caring was because I made him richer and I was too important to his company. Anything I did could affect his image, his precious image mattered too much to him.I glanced at Arabella, who was packing her bag with the things Miss Thompson had brought for her. We hadn't spoken much since... everything. I didn't know what to say to her. My mind was blank. I just packed my things, trying to avoid eye contact. As I headed out, I turned her and said“'I'll be sitting outside waiting for you. The driver is already there. So
Arabella. POVAfter what felt like forever, of staring out the car window and occasionally drifting into restless sleep, we had finally reached the place. While in the car my mind had been racing the whole trip, filled with worries about what might happen. Would this trip be okay? Going on a field trip with Asher was it going to work out?As we pulled up, the first thing that caught my attention was the beach view. I had never been to the beach before because of my parents. They had this odd belief that beaches were for crazy people, a place where you were just asking to be drowned. Ever since childhood, it has been my dream to go to a beach.As I stepped out of the car, my heart raced with excitement and a bit of nervousness. Without thinking or even looking at Asher, I ran straight toward the beach, arms spread wide, feeling the wind rush past me. I closed my eyes as I inhaled very deeply, savoring the salty, fresh scent of the sea. It was like a moment of connection between me and
Asher POVI couldn't help but stare at her as we ate. She was a good distraction from Scarlet, and she had my full attention.“Asher, Asher,” she called my name, tapping my hand.“Are you okay? Your hands are hot,” she asked, her voice full of concern.“Oh, yes, I am,” I replied, feeling my hands. They were warm, but it had been like this ever since I left the hospital. Maybe it was the time I spent there.“You’ve barely eaten,” she noted, her eyes flicking to my untouched plate.“I’m not hungry,” I said, still staring at her. She hardly looked at me, and I doubted if she was comfortable around me.“Since you're done eating, let's head somewhere more fun—the painting room. I love to paint. It takes me away from the world. Maybe painting could help you come out of your shell,” I suggested as I got up. The painting room in the suite was one thing that made me love this place.Maybe painting will distract me from these thoughts. I remembered the long time I stayed away from this suite, a
Arabella pov"You're getting married next week, so prepare," he said casually, as if discussing the weather and not the fate of my entire life.I stared at him, shocked, while finding it hard to process his words. "Married? How? Why? Next week?". I asked, trying to make sense to all that he had saidHe continued eating while ignoring my questions, and then he said"Pass the sauce, this meal is bland."I tried to play calm, as I passed him the sauce. This was what he always did, taking up decisions about my life, without bothering to let me have a say in it, i turned to my mom, hoping for an explanation from her, but her lips were set in a thin, disapproving line, which wasn't shocking as she was against me questioning my father's decisions.After a few minutes of silence and no explanation from anyone, I summoned courage and I asked again, trying to sound polite. "But why am I getting married so soon? I haven't even had a chance to—" Before I could say another word, my mother's sha
Arabella POVThe days seemed to roll over quickly, after much preparations, today was finally the day my parents have been waiting for, the day I had dreaded, the day I will be getting married, the marriage was kept in a lowkey, as it was a request from the groom's family. I looked in the mirror and saw that I looked very elegant, and the dress did look good on me. The thoughts of what my husband would look like came into my mind, as I haven't met with him physically, he had been busy lately according to my dad. The idea of my future husband filled me with a sense of dread, a heavy burden I couldn't ignore. I struggled to imagine what he would be like - kind or cruel, supportive or controlling? What kind of life would we build together? Despite the arranged marriage being a necessity, a glimmer of hope flickered within me, longing for it to succeed, if only to escape this suffocating house, where I felt trapped and caged.Just as these thoughts swirled in my mind, my mom's voice int
Asher’s POVI felt irritated at my first glance at her, her overly made-up face and vacant expression which seemed more like a lifeless barbie doll than a living person who is capable of making her own decisions. She barely said a word to me. Scarlett, on the other hand, had a strong personality that drew me in, her independence and had a mind of her own always left me in shock , these were the qualities I admired and longed for in a partner. She didn't take crap from anyone and always looked out for her own interestsIf I had a choice, I would have chosen Scarlett over the girl my father had arranged for me to marry. But my father had other plans, forcing me to marry his friend's daughter in exchange for control over the prestigious Black Hood SuiteThe thought of losing the suite, which was my legacy and lifeblood, was unbearableI reluctantly agreed to the contract, aware that it was a business arrangement rather than a love match The arrangement was clear: the Black Hood Su