Ashers POV
I stood frozen at the hospital entrance, my feet seemingly rooted to the spot. Thirty minutes ticked by, and still, I hesitated. Memories of the last experience I had in the hospital came into my mind like a nightmare I had been trying all my life to run away from. "Damnit," I cursed under my breath, my eyes screwed shut in frustration. “Why did hospitals always have to bring back the fear? And why on earth, was I here?” I took a deep breath, trying to steady my pounding heart and my trembling fingers. "I'll just hop in and hop out, I would barely spend up to ten minutes," I whispered to myself, trying to assure myself that it was no big deal. But it was all futile as my heart beat faster than usual, it felt as if it would burst free from my chest any moment from now. My hands trembled, and my legs felt like jelly. But I knew I had to do this. I had to see her, to check on her father and more importantly to appease my father, he would create a big issue out of this. I have been on his bad books lately and this shouldn't be added to the list of things I have done. With a racing heart, I pushed open the door and stepped into the hospital. The familiar antiseptic smell welcomed me, as the familiar surroundings of the hospital brought painful memories, memories flooded my mind, memories of rushing Mrs. Blackhood, I never called her mom, she never liked that - to this very hospital, praying she'd be okay. I felt a cold shiver, as I could picture the sight of her covered in blood. “ You are going to be alright, I won't spend up to five minutes here, just hop in and hop out,” I said again while trying to convince myself as I headed to the waiting room as directed by the nurse. I entered the room, and my eyes scanned the space, searching for Arabella. Instead, I found my father, fast asleep, and her mom, eyes puffy and tear-stained, also asleep. “ Phew” I breathed a sigh of relief, “ my work here seems to have come to an end, maybe I would send Arabella a text message to Arabella, telling her how I came but I didn't see her, I brought out my phone to give her a text, while heading out of the waiting room. But then, a nurse approached me, her voice chipper and annoying. "Good evening, sir! You must be Mr. Blackhood, Mrs Arabella's husband?", She asked, not waiting for an answer she continued immediately, “ She is this way’ she pointed to a door, which I didn't bother to look at, for I wasn't going to bother heading there. “ Never mind," I said, while I tried to leave but she stopped me. “ Mrs. Arabella has been in the room for some time and I wonder what poor Mrs. Arabella would be going through, she barely had any strength …” She went on and on about poor Mrs. Arabella, I just rolled my eyes, Nurses and not minding their business seemed to have a common trait.. Where is she?" I asked my voice tight with anxiety. I bit my lip, eager to get this over with. The delay was unbearable, and I could feel goosebumps rising on my skin. I just wanted to escape the hospital and its suffocating atmosphere. The nurse pointed to a room, and I felt a sense of déjà vu as I headed towards it. Why did this feel so familiar? I pushed open the door, and my heart sank. Arabella sat beside her father, her hand on the oxygen mask as if she wanted to rip it off. And then it hit me - this was Mrs. Blackhood's room. The same room where I had spent countless hours worrying, and hoping she would be okay, the same she died in. My mind raced as I took in the scene before me. Arabella's eyes met mine, “ Oh you are here” she asked, looking all shocked. "I...I came… as …as soon as I heard the news," I stammered, my voice barely audible as I was gasping for air, my lungs felt as if it was suffocating. I tried to maintain a firm composure, but the memories of my last moment with my mom, Mrs. Blackhood, came flooding back. The pain was too much. I could feel my entire body shaking like a leaf, my heart beating more than usual, as her words to me kept coming back "You bastards get out of here, you are not my son" kept echoing in my mind I pictured her in the bed, not Arabella's father, as her words repeated in my head “you are not my son” A strand of sweat trickled down my head to my neck and I felt very dizzy, like I was going to pass out. I bent down a bit, trying to calm myself down and steady my breath which came in short gasps, which made me feel like I was suffocating. It felt like I was dying like my heart was being ripped out of my chest, the room was already fading away completely. "I am your son," I whispered, over and over again as if trying to convince myself that she was just lying, tears streamed down my face. I felt like I was losing my grip on reality, the room was fading away from me. Then, a gentle hand covered my ears, and a soft voice shouted, "Nurse, help! Please help!" “Calm down… Asher," she whispered, her breath warm against my ear. "Shut the voices in your head, breathe in and out slowly. Don't panic.", she said as she hummed trying to calm me down, we stayed for some seconds, and I could feel her soft hands on my ears which magically shut every voice in my head and the sound of her warm breathing soothed me, I turned to look at her, her pink lips drew me in, if only I could kiss it but I was interrupted by footsteps, someone came in “ What is wrong?” the person asked, it sounded like Arlo, he asked panting. The nurse followed after him, as the nurse took me out. I could hear Arlo telling Arabella how he came as soon as he heard the news.Arabella P.O.V I struggled to stand up but my legs felt heavy for they could barely lift me up, I just stayed in my bent position for a while to get myself back. Maybe this was happening due to the shock of seeing Asher have what looked like a panic attack that had drained me and also my lack of sleep, I just needed to rest my leg for a bit."Are you okay?" Arlo asked, his hand fidgeting while staring at the ceiling but pointing toward my dad on the sick bay. I knew what he meant: How are you holding up after hearing about your father's illness?"Yes, I am," I replied. Silence settled between us, thick and uncomfortable. After what happened today at the pub, he had barely looked at me."I... I'll be out of town for a while tomorrow, I only stayed because of my brother's wedding and …you but I have pressing things to attend to," Arlo said, his words fumbling and his fingers twitching.“Why, so soon, can't it wait?” these were the questions I wanted to ask him but I couldn't bring myse
Chapter 20Ashers P.O.VI looked at the ceiling for as long as I could barely remember, I hated this awkward silence, I needed to start up a conversation.“ You…” I tried saying something, but the words got stuck in my throat“Damnit, why was I stuttering in front of her” I thought and why did I have to pretend as if I was asleep, just to avoid her?"You...okay" was what came out of my mouth; I could hardly understand a word I said, but that is what came out.“ Y..eah”Arabella said.I turned away, my face burning with embarrassment. My mind raced with thoughts of Arabella, and how I'd treated her. Last night had changed everything. Scarlet's breakup, still fresh in my mind, made me see Arabella in a new light. But why was I stuttering in front of her? Why did my hands tremble when our eyes met?I lay in bed, unable to sleep, as memories of our past encounters haunted me. Our first meeting, where I'd been cold and harsh. The first time she came to my house. And yesterday...oh God, yest
Arabella’s POVAs soon as the nurse entered, Asher raced out of my bed and went to his, as he immediately pretended to sleep, I was too flustered and shocked by the kiss that I didn't care less about the nurse coming in, I held my lips, trying to process the thoughts that I have been kissed by Asher, Asher kissed me. The Asher that I know. I touched my lips, still tingling, my heart racing with excitement, but as I took stare of the nurse, with the way the nurse stared at me as if something was wrong, I looked at myself and I was half naked, she was suspicious but she was silent, about it.“ Your dad is having another seizure and your mother is going ruckus, can you please calm her down” she said, as she left in a hurry.Asher who had been pretending to be asleep, immediately flung out of the bed as he heard, he looked at me to see if I was okay, but I was.I immediately tried to zip my clothes, as I proceeded to leave the room. But I took a look at Asher, he was sitting at the edge
Asher’s POVStaring at the hospital bed, I couldn't help but feel excited"I'm done, at last, I am free from this hell". Who gets admitted to a hospital because of a panic attack? Me and me alone, because of my father's meddlings and the fact he is a billionaire. I knew that he wanted me around Arabella, after the stunt I had made but what was his motive for this? One thing was clear - money was in the mix. The man had never cared about me and the only reason he started caring was because I made him richer and I was too important to his company. Anything I did could affect his image, his precious image mattered too much to him.I glanced at Arabella, who was packing her bag with the things Miss Thompson had brought for her. We hadn't spoken much since... everything. I didn't know what to say to her. My mind was blank. I just packed my things, trying to avoid eye contact. As I headed out, I turned her and said“'I'll be sitting outside waiting for you. The driver is already there. So
Arabella. POVAfter what felt like forever, of staring out the car window and occasionally drifting into restless sleep, we had finally reached the place. While in the car my mind had been racing the whole trip, filled with worries about what might happen. Would this trip be okay? Going on a field trip with Asher was it going to work out?As we pulled up, the first thing that caught my attention was the beach view. I had never been to the beach before because of my parents. They had this odd belief that beaches were for crazy people, a place where you were just asking to be drowned. Ever since childhood, it has been my dream to go to a beach.As I stepped out of the car, my heart raced with excitement and a bit of nervousness. Without thinking or even looking at Asher, I ran straight toward the beach, arms spread wide, feeling the wind rush past me. I closed my eyes as I inhaled very deeply, savoring the salty, fresh scent of the sea. It was like a moment of connection between me and
Asher POVI couldn't help but stare at her as we ate. She was a good distraction from Scarlet, and she had my full attention.“Asher, Asher,” she called my name, tapping my hand.“Are you okay? Your hands are hot,” she asked, her voice full of concern.“Oh, yes, I am,” I replied, feeling my hands. They were warm, but it had been like this ever since I left the hospital. Maybe it was the time I spent there.“You’ve barely eaten,” she noted, her eyes flicking to my untouched plate.“I’m not hungry,” I said, still staring at her. She hardly looked at me, and I doubted if she was comfortable around me.“Since you're done eating, let's head somewhere more fun—the painting room. I love to paint. It takes me away from the world. Maybe painting could help you come out of your shell,” I suggested as I got up. The painting room in the suite was one thing that made me love this place.Maybe painting will distract me from these thoughts. I remembered the long time I stayed away from this suite, a
Arabella pov"You're getting married next week, so prepare," he said casually, as if discussing the weather and not the fate of my entire life.I stared at him, shocked, while finding it hard to process his words. "Married? How? Why? Next week?". I asked, trying to make sense to all that he had saidHe continued eating while ignoring my questions, and then he said"Pass the sauce, this meal is bland."I tried to play calm, as I passed him the sauce. This was what he always did, taking up decisions about my life, without bothering to let me have a say in it, i turned to my mom, hoping for an explanation from her, but her lips were set in a thin, disapproving line, which wasn't shocking as she was against me questioning my father's decisions.After a few minutes of silence and no explanation from anyone, I summoned courage and I asked again, trying to sound polite. "But why am I getting married so soon? I haven't even had a chance to—" Before I could say another word, my mother's sha
Arabella POVThe days seemed to roll over quickly, after much preparations, today was finally the day my parents have been waiting for, the day I had dreaded, the day I will be getting married, the marriage was kept in a lowkey, as it was a request from the groom's family. I looked in the mirror and saw that I looked very elegant, and the dress did look good on me. The thoughts of what my husband would look like came into my mind, as I haven't met with him physically, he had been busy lately according to my dad. The idea of my future husband filled me with a sense of dread, a heavy burden I couldn't ignore. I struggled to imagine what he would be like - kind or cruel, supportive or controlling? What kind of life would we build together? Despite the arranged marriage being a necessity, a glimmer of hope flickered within me, longing for it to succeed, if only to escape this suffocating house, where I felt trapped and caged.Just as these thoughts swirled in my mind, my mom's voice int