Early the next morning, Celine and I headed back to my place to pick up whatever had not been destroyed by Baron's men. The landlord had estimated everything that was destroyed, and it amounted to a lot of money. Thankfully I still had enough money left.
By the time we finished cleaning the house, it was already noon. We had to throw almost everything away as they were either broken or badly destroyed. Thankfully they had not destroyed all of my clothes, so I still had a few stuff to pack.
"Ughhh, I'm so hungry," Celine said, slumping on the bed. We had come here as early as 7 am and had only had coffee since then. So it was expected that she was hungry.
"Now that you said it, I think I'm hungry too," I said as I brought out my clothes from the closet and dropped them next to Celine.
"You wanna go eat something?"
"I do, but..." I raised a hand full of clothes. I still had a few hours before I had to leave for my new job. I had no idea what this new phase of my life would bring. I could only hope it would be a good choice, that would bring some goodness into my life.
"I saw a restaurant around the corner on our way here, maybe I should get us some takeouts."
"Maybe we should just order something."
"I'll be dead of starvation by the time they come." she stood up and took her purse next to mine and her phone on the broken nightstand. My nightstand and bed were a few of those things that were not completely destroyed, so we decided to keep them. Many others were not so lucky.
"Okay, just be careful." I was still a little scared after the meeting with Baron. I had paid him back the full amount, but that did not mean that I could trust him just yet. And my biggest fear was that he was going to send someone after Celine. I would never forgive myself if any harm came to her because of me.
"Don't worry, I can take care of myself," she waved the taser in my face, trying to emphasize her point. I wanted to remind her that they had guns and the taser would not stand a chance, but I didn't. Celine was a strong girl, and I knew she could take care of herself. "What do I get for you?" she asked, stuffing the purse between her arm and her body.
"Some curry would be nice."
"Okay," she headed for the door, then turned to blow a kiss my way. "don't starve to death before I come back."
I laughed lightly, as she opened the door and left. I continued putting my stuff together. A few minutes later, my phone rang, and I picked it up to see the caller 'Mia.' I had been so busy in the last few days that I forgot my promise to call her when I made a decision.
"Hi Mia," I put the phone between my ear and shoulder as I continued to fold my clothes into the suitcase.
"Chris!" I could hear the excitement in her voice, she sounded really happy, and I could tell she had gotten the news already. "Is it true? Are you really coming tonight?"
"Yes I am Mia," I chuckled lightly. She sounded like a child that just got a new toy.
"Oh my God. The kids are going to be so excited to see you."
"I can't wait to see them either. How are they?"
"They'll be better when you come over this evening. What time would you be here?" she asked
I had intended to be there early, but it was already noon, and I was not done packing yet. "I might be there a little late, I'm still packing."
"Oh, that's perfect. That means I only have a few hours to make the needed preparation."
I liked that she cared enough to make preparations for me, but the last thing I needed was to bother her, or anyone in that house for that matter. I would just mind my business as much as possible and focus all my attention on the kids.
"Oh, Mia. You don't have to do so much. Actually, just a clean room would be more than enough."
"Yes, I do. I have to go now, there's so much to do. I'll see you in the evening."
"Really, Mia you do..."
"Byeee." she cut my protests short and ended the call before I could protest any further. I laughed to myself as I put the phone back on the stand.
I continued packing my stuff into my suitcase. It had been more than 30 minutes since Celine left, and I was starting to worry. I was ready to pack the last of my stuff into the suitcase and, go find her when I heard the sound of the front door unlocking.
"Heyo," she said as she strolled back into the room.
"Yay! Finally, you came back." I cried
"Of course I did, I told you I'm a big girl," she said, wiggling her brows.
"Oh, I was actually talking about the food." I teased
She laughed and plopped on the bed. I put the last of my stuff, which was my drawings and a few brushes that were spared. Then, I joined her on the bed.
"So you're done packing?" she asked as she removed the food from the bags.
"Yeah, now I just have to pay the landlord, and I'm outta here." I crossed my legs on the bed.
"I can't believe you would be moving all the way to the other side of town," she said with a sad smile.
"Hey, don't be like that," I cooed and squirmed closer to her, "I'm not moving to the other side of the world, we can still visit each other when we want right?"
"Yeah, I'm sorry. It's just that I'm used to having you around all the time."
"You don't have to be sorry, and I'm only a phone call away whenever you need me." I meant that. She had always been there for me since the first day we met and the last thing I wanted was for our relationship to be strained in any way due to this change. She was more than my best friend, she was my sister from another mother, my only family.
"Promise?" she asked as she raised her pinky to me.
I raised mine and locked it with hers, "Promise." I choked out, trying to keep the tears at bay. She reached out and wrapped her hand around me, I hugged her back with a smile. "I love you bess," I whispered.
"I love you more," she said back.
We stayed like that for a few seconds until my rumbling stomach reminded us of the food we had to eat. "I thought I was hungrier," Celine said as we released each other.
I laughed as I picked up a takeout box. Thankfully it was still warm because the microwave had been broken too. I flipped open the carton and began whirling noodles around the chopsticks.
Celine picked her's up too and started eating too. As we slurped down the noodles, we talked about different things, and I was glad that we were able to talk before I left. By the time we finished eating, we were fully sated, and I had not realized how hungry I was until I finished the entire carton of noodles.
Celine too had almost finished hers. "I am so full," she groaned in satisfaction as she put her almost empty carton down.
"Me too. I didn't know I was that hungry." I set my empty carton down and took a bottle of water.
We let our food settle for a few minutes, before finishing up our work and going over to the landlords. By five-thirty pm, we finished everything we had to do and headed out with my suitcase in my hand. I said goodbye to Celine and promised to call when I got there.
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"Chris!" Mia called with a beaming smile as I walked into the house, my suitcase in my hand. I think I was starting to like her a lot more. She was really sweet, and I wondered how was it possible for her and that grumpy fellow to be siblings. Before I could register it, she caught me in a squeezing hug.
"Oh!" I gasped in surprise, but quickly recovered from it and hugged her back.
"I'm so happy to see you." I could tell that from her facial expression and the tight hug she wrapped me in but hearing her say it made me smile. It was not every day someone told me they were happy to see me—Celine excluded—.
"I'm glad to see you too." Her smile was infectious, and almost immediately, I found myself beaming too. At least I could cope better here since she was so nice and the kids were so lovable. All I had to do was avoid Lucas as much as possible.
"Come on, let me show you to your room," she said as she released me.
"Okay," I reached down to get my suitcase, but she beat me to it and picked it up. She raised the handle and guided me through the house rolling the suitcase through the way.
The first time I was there, I did not get to appreciate how beautiful the house was. On the outside, it did not look like much, but inside, the decorations were ornate and thorough, and definitely luxurious. Pictures of the kids, and Mia, and a few other people who I could only assume were other family members, and friends lined the hallway on the first floor leading to the stairs. There were a few pictures of Lucas too. Most of which he was barely smiling or giving a tight smile, some he was frowning, and in some of them, he was neither frowning nor smiling. One of the pictures, caught my attention as we walked down the hallway.
He looked really happy, and I could tell he was young too, maybe in his early twenties. "So he does smile after all," I said under my breath, but Mia heard it anyway.
"Yes, he does," Mia said, chuckling lightly. She didn't seem to be offended at my comment, maybe because I was not wrong. "My brother might look like an unbreakable stone outside, but when you get to know him, you'll realize how much of a good human is under all that grumpiness."
I nodded tersely as we entered the elevator leading up to the second floor. I would probably need a bit more convincing to believe that. Mia led me to my room which was two rooms down from Aiden and Abigail's room, and three rooms down from Lucas's room.
She opened the door and walked in with me following behind her. "Ta-da," she said as she spread her hands out with a smile.
The room was large but still homey and decorated in warm colors, which gave a serene feeling. The closet alone was almost as big as my old room.
"Are you sure this is mine alone?" I asked, turning around slowly. taking in the beautiful sight of the room. I had never had a room this large or this beautiful before, everything was ornate yet modern and well-fitting in its right place.
"Of course it's yours," she said as she put the suitcase down. "I'll leave you to freshen up and get settled. Please come down for dinner soon."
"What about the kids?" I hadn't seen them since I came in, and I was dying to see them again.
Her lips curled into a mischievous smile, "Just come down soon." Before I could ask any further questions, she turned on her heels and left.
As soon as she left, I plopped on the king-size bed, savoring what would be my new living quarter for the next year. Everything about the room was beautiful and elegant, the pencil pleat curtain, the furniture at the other end of the room, the large flat screen tv on the wall, and the bathroom that looked like it was built for a celebrity home. The room was comfy, and I could easily get used to it.
I had barely started the job, but I was starting to like the job. Aiden and Abigail were adorable kids and I knew I would enjoy being their nanny, Mia was really sweet too, I could tell she and I would do more than just get along, maybe we could even be friends soon enough, the pay was awesome, and to top it all, I had a room that looked like a five-star hotel room.
Perhaps this job was not as bad as I thought it would be.
After savoring the beauty of the room, I put my clothes in the closet, took a bath, and put on some fresh clothes. I called Celine to let her know I had arrived safely, before heading downstairs as Mia had asked.As I stepped out of the elevator, I could hear the loud excited voices of Aiden and Abigail, coming from the other side of the hallway. It was my first day and I would still need a few days to be able to find my way without getting lost.Following the sound, I walked down to the source and was led to one of the largest kitchens I had ever seen. The space between the island in the middle and the refrigerator alone was enough to fit my entire kitchen back at home.
After losing my way only two times, I finally ended up at the door Mia described to be Lucas' office. Only a matter of time before I would be able to know my way around here without getting lost. I took a deep breath, and gave myself a few seconds to clear my head, then knocked on one of the large double doors. I expected that he would be here since I took a damn long time to find it.His deep voice boomed from inside, "Come in."Well, here goes nothing, I thought as I pushed the door open.As I walked in, my eyes quickly took in the surrounding. Like every other room I had been to in this house, it was large, with a desk covered in stacks of folders, and a lap
My eyes fluttered open at the sound of my alarm the next morning. I had barely gotten enough sleep, which could explain why my eyes were still heavy and sleep-filled. The lack of proper rest was probably due to the unfamiliar environment or the conversation I had heard last night. I had so many questions I wanted to ask, but I had to keep them to myself. If they did not tell me about it, it meant I had no business with it, and I was not going to poke my nose into their matters.I was tempted to go back to bed and sleep for at least one more hour, but I knew that was a bad idea. The last thing I wanted was to wake up late on my first day.As the rays of the sun filtered into my room through the open window, I dragged myse
Sunday was my day off, but I spent the day playing zombies and many other games with the kids. Mia went out with her fiance, and I had not even seen Lucas all day. Which was good. At least my job would be easier that way.Evening came too soon, and we had not realized it until Emma came to call us for dinner. Just like before, everyone else was present at dinner except Lucas. The conversation at the table was fun, with Abigail and Aiden talking non-stop about how much fun we had. We watched cartoons, played tea parties, did a few science experiments, and built another dollhouse, quite an eventful day.After dinner, I joined the kids to clean up their playground, then gave them both a bath and tucked them in.
The rest of the morning ran slower than I expected. I cleaned my room, and the kid's room, read a book, and gave myself a mini-tour of the house. Emma was busy with laundry, and I had offered to help but again, she said no. It would still take a few more hours before the kids got back from school, I had to keep busy till then or I would probably die of boredom.I thought of doing some crochet, but I only had my pins and not even a ball of yarn. I would have to wait till I had the time to go to the store to pick up what I needed. I watched a movie on my phone and played a few games.I had not seen Lucas all day, but it was better that way. I picked the kids up from school at the exact time they finished and took them home. After they had a snack, we played hide and seek and ran around a little before going ove
"Your wife?" I asked in shock. "Ex-wife," he corrected sharply. I knew something had happened with her, and after my first interview with Mia, I just assumed she had died. It never did occur to me that they might have gotten divorced. "I thought she was dead." I blurted, not meaning to sound so nosy. He chuckled humourlessly. "I wish that were the case." We stood there motionless, Lucas still had his hands wrapped around my waist and I still had my hand on his chest. I could not help but wonder what kind of dumb woman would leave such adorable kids and this beast of a man, that was not only sexy but also super-wealthy, and actually cared about his f
"What?" Lucas turned to me sharply. I could almost see the fumes from his head."Benard didn't pick us, so Chris took us on the subway," Abby continued, oblivious to the anger seeping from her father as he glared at me." It was so much fun. But Aiden fell asleep the way.""Abby," I called, with a nervous laugh, desperate to stop her from talking more. "Would you like to have dinner now? I know you're super hungry.""Yes, but I want daddy to feed me.""Um... Princess, go with Chris, I still have a lot of work to right now." He brushed his hand through her hair, and slowly brought his eyes to mine in a gripping glare.Oh boy... I had a lot of explaining to d
After lunch at the cafe, we went spent the rest of the
Mia got married at the Terranea Resort. It was one of those places in California I had heard of but never so much as dreamt of being in. The ceremony took place by the beach cove overlooking the rolling mountains that gave way to a panoramic view of the sea. I was even more awed to see how they had turned it into the fairytale every girl dreamed of.The four pillar altar was decorated in red roses all around the roof—a befitting color for the month—with green branches curling around each pillar to the root. Red rose petals arranged in large cursive hearts littered the aisle leading to the altar, and golden candle lanterns were lit on either side. Even the seats were dressed in pink fabrics and red bows attached behind. It was like an early valentine's day, only more magical.The day became even more magical when Mia arrived in a carriage, yes a frigging carriage. As I got to my feet along with everyone else in attendance, I watched with the same awe and fascination with which I had wa
Christmas had never been anything special for me. I had spent my last two Christmas' before this working an all-day shift at work, wiping vomit off tables and getting yelled at by unhappy customers taking their anger and frustrations on me. Afterward, C and I would spend the morning drinking on a rooftop and dancing to Fuck Christmas by Eric Idle. It was not exactly like I was the grinch or that I forbade the holiday spirit, there really was just nothing to celebrate or be happy for. After spending most of my childhood holidays hoping I would escape some beating or screaming from the matron on duty at the foster care that day who would rather be drinking her guts out on her day off, it was not exactly my favorite time of the year, so I said a big fuck you to it every year.This year though, it was a whole different story. Like I had stepped into this perfect, in your dreams life belonging to someone else. And for the first time in my life, the reality was the more preferable option. T
Where do I begin? From our awkward first meeting to having bad guys and crazy exes thrown in jail, Lucas and I had been through one hell of a journey. The longest one I had ever been through my adulthood, I would dare to say. It was amazing to think how much my life had changed in the months I had known Lucas and the twins. I had gone from independent and never needing anyone besides my best friend to this woman who could not even do so much as breathe without them."Are you okay?" Celine asked, tilting her face to meet mine in the mirror."Nervous," I said, going for honesty as I tugged on the hem of the white fitted dress clinging to my body."'Oh bess," she cooed, adjusting my veil, "you have every right to be, it's your big day."I smiled sheepishly at the thought, staring down at the ring on my finger that would be joined by another in a few minutes, "It is my big day. Oh my God, I'm getting married bess." The words slammed a fresh dose of unrestrained happiness against my heart
Every story I'd hard about the afterlife was a big fat lie. There were no angels in white robes, no opera waiting to usher me into the gates of heaven but then again who said I was going to heaven. The pain shooting up my body felt everything like hell, or at least I knew the one coming would. I clamp my eyes closed tighter as I lay on the floor in what I know is my pool of blood, waiting for the pain I hope to come. She succeeded and I let her win, I let Sarah shoot me. There was no longer going to be the amazing sex with Lucas, no spending afternoons with the kids, no harmless gossips disguised as Sunday lunch dates with my best friend. No more of Lucas's family, all of that was now simply gone, just gone.The thought left a hot burning scar on my throat and I gasped, fighting to take in the air that was not coming. This really was it, I had lost and she had won. But the arms suddenly wrapping me in a warm embrace felt too familiar to be related to the icy feeling of dying."Chris?!
You know that feeling when you wake up to a day that just feels off right from the moment you open your eyes? It could be the harsh rays of the sun nearly blinding and forcing you to wake up early on a Saturday morning or the annoying sound of your alarm reminding you that it's a Monday Morning again after you spent Sunday evening drinking your guts out. That small, seemingly unimportant detail in your morning that makes sure you have a bad rest of your day. I was having one of those mornings, but unlike most, I knew exactly why it was going to be a bad day.After laying motionless in the same spot for what felt like an eternity, body unwilling to move and mind refusing to come alive, I finally found a reason to get up, thanks to my pressing bladder. I walked back into the room after finishing my business and realized for the first time this morning, that Lucas was not here and the kids had not come to barge down my door in search of me.I knew Lucas would leave early for what he had
It was sweet effing relief. After almost two months here, we were finally making the trip back home. While there were less than relieving reasons involved, it still brought a wide grin to my face when the sound of the wheels scraping the runway of Lindbergh field reached my ears.Martha and Calvin were the first to welcome us home, with Calvin giving the usual manly hugs and pats on the back to his two sons and Martha going through a long streak of teary hugs and sobbing her thanks that her grandbabies were okay. She had insisted all three of them rode in their car with them as we came home from the airport. I realized it had probably been a wise choice to keep them oblivious to my pregnancy. Martha, for one, would have thrown a fit if her hopes of having a new grandchild were suddenly crushed by my miscarriage.After almost two months away, I had almost forgotten what it felt like to be normal. My usual routine, the one I had when my life was still a simple cycle of getting Abby and
What happened to the curious cat again? Ah yes, she got her neck snapped by her fiance's supposed best friend because she would not simply stay out of trouble. I was fairly sure, no most certainly positive that was what Adrian would do to me as his eyes bored into me with something that looked rather far from the friendliness I had seen when we first met. Maybe my body would be found in a nearby dumpster in a week or more.And then it hit me. Lucas had told me he was coming here to check on security hours ago and as I stood there scanning the room briefly, he was absolutely nowhere in sight. Oh, my God! Maybe he hurt Lucas and was now taking out whatever anger was left in him on Baron. I thought they were supposed to be best friends.The thought had not completely settled in my mind when a familiar figure stepped out of the shadows, wiping his hand on a towel stained in crimson. It was Lucas. He halted in his steps as his eyes landed on me, shock and a slightly less version of anger f
It was hard to tell how long we lay there, with me half-naked and asleep in Lucas' arms. But when I woke up to the light scruff of grass against my knee, the red-orange of the sky told me we had been there in that position for quite a while."I'm sorry," Lucas rasped, and I realized we had shifted from the position we were in when I fell asleep. Lucas sat with his back against the wall of the maze, holding me to himself. It was the closest we had been to each other, with the obvious exemption of how intimate we had been before I drifted asleep. "I didn't mean to wake you up,""How long did I sleep?" I asked, with quite an idea in mind."Not long enough, you needed the rest." he stroked my head as he spoke."You should have woken me," I gave a brief chuckle, followed by a wince at the numbness in my hands as I attempted to pull myself away from him and sit up.Lucas held on to me tighter though, tutting and shaking his head as he did. "I don't want you to leave just yet, stay here in m
I had not realized just how much I needed to breathe fresh air that was not sullied by a mixture of stale air, pills from the doctor, and a large dose of my sadness. For what first like the first time in forever, the sight of food did not make my stomach churn, or at least it did in the right way. The scent of freshly made orange juice and blueberry danishes set out on the picnic table only made my mouth water and my empty stomach growl. I turned to my best friend the closest thing I had to a sister with a smile. "You planned this?" Of course, she did. I had to be the luckiest human on the planet to have everyone I had in my life now. She rounded the table, taking her seat with a knowing smile. "I was hopeful that today would be a good day." I tilted my head, a fresh wave of guilt pulling at my chest. I had been so drowned in my sadness that I had completely neglected everyone, myself included. "I'm so sorry for shutting you out too, Bess." She shook her head tersely, "Nope, we ar