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2024-10-29 19:42:56"What?" Lucas turned to me sharply. I could almost see the fumes from his head.
"Benard didn't pick us, so Chris took us on the subway," Abby continued, oblivious to the anger seeping from her father as he glared at me." It was so much fun. But Aiden fell asleep the way."
"Abby," I called, with a nervous laugh, desperate to stop her from talking more. "Would you like to have dinner now? I know you're super hungry."
"Yes, but I want daddy to feed me."
"Um... Princess, go with Chris, I still have a lot of work to right now." He brushed his hand through her hair, and slowly brought his eyes to mine in a gripping glare.
Oh boy... I had a lot of explaining to d
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