Sid's Pov
We reach our place when it's almost 10 o'clock.
"What will you eat?" I ask Sana, she looks very upset about whatever had happened at Dad's place. I don't want her to keep recalling what mom said to her.
"You say. I'll make it," she says as we walk inside.
"Let me do it today," I say, smiling at her as I trace my fingers on her cheek.
"I'm fine Sid," she says. "I'm not upset"
"Yeah, I can see that," I say, throwing a blank look to her. "Why not make a pizza for you? You love it, no?"
&nb
Sana's Pov His weight on my body feels good every morning when I wake up. I look at him, his face is covered with my hair, his cheeks touching my neck, his arm around my waist and our legs tangled with each other; morning can't be better than this. I find myself silly as I remember last night. I was upset about his behaviour. The way he talked to me just because of a phone call had pinched me hard, he didn't turn to look at me after he had yelled at me, he had made dinner but didn't come to have it with me. I kept waiting for him to come and feed me. He did that whenever I got upset. But last night he left me alone when I needed him the most. However, at the end of the day, he ends up wrapping me in his arms. I don't need anything else. I caress his hair lovingly and kiss his cheek as I lean down. He moves a little and shifts his head on my right breast. He had told me it was the most comfortable pillow f
Sana's POVI just look at him but don't say anything. I'm shocked, stunned and surprised? Why did he lie to me? Was it necessary? I focus on my breakfast but I can hardly eat. His actions are making me crazy about us. "Eat properly," he says while chewing. "You're starving from last night". I don't reply and try to eat. That's why I don't think much about his closeness with Bella. Because the way he cares for me can't be compared with anyone. I console myself every time with this.We finish our breakfast and leave for the office.Sid is taking a long time to have a conversation with Roshan. So I decided to drive. &
Sana's POV "Tell me, Sana. Do you love him?" Lopa asks again. "I don't know," I reply. I'm not in a state of figuring out my feelings for him. "Why do you mean? You don't know?" Lopa raises her eyebrows. "I actually don't know. I just know that I feel for him the way no one can feel. If it's love, it can be," I sigh. "Uh.. You're cracking riddles now," she says. "I don't wanna think about it now," I say. "Fine. I'm not forcing you. But Sana..," she holds my shoulder. "Be careful. I hope you don't get late while finding out your feelings for him," she tells me. I just nod. Lopa made me think about the fact. But Am I ready to think about it now?Sid's POVI'm trying to focus on the presentation for the last one hour but I can't. Thoughts of Bella have taken over my mind. I keep recalling the moment when she was in my arms. What the heck is she doing to me? I guess I
Sana's POVSid told me he will go to Lydia's place this weekend but he didn't ask me to go with him. I am preparing dinner while thinking about all this. He doesn't need to take me everywhere he goes. I'm not his bodyguard at least. I tell myself. And if I start having a problem with everything he does, he'll feel suffocated. I don't want him to feel that way. "Salad?" he says annoyingly, standing next to the counter. I come out of my thoughts and give him a blank look. "Don't make faces. You are not doing workouts for a few months. You should go on a diet," I tell him. I'm not like others who keep feeding their men and tell him that they are attractive however they are. I don't want him getting unfit. "Have I ever denied you?" he giggles. After a long time, we're chatting together in the kitchen. I miss our old days in college when we used to have a lot of fun together while cooking, washing clothes and dishes. Things chang
Sid's POVI witness fear in her eyes. She is still looking at Nev with her frozen eyes. "What's happening here?" she asks in shock. I don't know how I'm gonna answer her but I didn't want her to see this. "That's none of your business, Bella," Sana shrugs. "It is. What are you guys doing? Who is he?" she raises her voice. Nev attempts to answer but I glare at him to keep his mouth shut. "Bella. I'll explain that later," I say while grabbing her shoulders. "Please go now" "But I wanna know. What were you doing?" she asks me in a firm tone. I can realise the nervousness in her voice and the way she is questioning me with full rights. "Listen," Sana comes and grabs her arm. "Be in your limits. You are no one to ask for his explanation. Do you get it?" Sana shrugs angrily, the way she does every time to support me. "But...but," she stammers looking at me. "It's not good. Why are you guys torturing him?"I am clueles
Sid's POVI break the kiss and discover her blushing. Her cheeks turn pink, she looks no less than a barbie doll right now. And I can stare at her for hours like this. No girl had ever blushed for me, nor did I make them blush. My heart sinks as I remember Sana. I just realised what I've done. I look at Bella again. She is smiling while looking at me. Am I really doing it? Am I really letting her come close to me? Well, I actually had done that. And I never regretted doing something. "It was awesome," I tell her. "That was....that was my first kiss," she says. Is she kidding me? Was that her first kiss? I felt lucky for some reason. She can't see my eyes because of her shyness. A smile appears on my face while looking at her. I don't know whether it is a universal truth or not but guys always feel a kind of weakness towards a shy girl, who will be shy for him only. I've never seen any girl being shy with me. That's fucking driving me crazy.
Sid's POVThe next morning, I visit mom so that she doesn't keep blabbing all week. "So did you think about it?" Samantha snaps as I take a sip of my coffee. "About what?" I ask her, raising my eyebrows. "Come on Sid. You've got one whole month to think about it," she says while drinking her coffee.I remembered the last time I visited here when mom called me. I didn't pay much attention to her stupid idea of getting married. Yes, she asked me to get married, a fucking real marriage, the thing which I hate the most on the earth. "It was stupid, Sam," I shrugged. "It wasn't stupid at all," I hear mom's voice and look up. She walks toward me while completing her statement. "That's the only way to get your shares, Sid. I know your father. He is stubborn, very very stubborn. If he had placed a condition, he would never step back" "So what do you want? Make me do something that I hate?" I am
Sana's POVI return to my desk and breathe heavily. Again, I could feel the same taste on his lips that I had last night. He was with Bella last night too and also now. Fuck! You're fucking crazy, Sana! I scold myself. I ignore my instincts again, again I try to prove myself wrong, again I try to run away from the truth that I'm losing him. Yes. I know I'm losing him but I don't wanna accept that. A teardrop falls from my eye.Sid's POVI'm trying to focus on my work for an hour but I can't. Sana's face is flashing on my mind continuously. Unknown guilt takes over my mind and soul. Am I doing wrong to her? Am I gonna hurt her? Am I gonna break my promise to be with her always? But I can be with her forever. However, will she be ready for this? I can not think of anything right now.I just know that I can't lose him. As I always said to myself "I don't know what she is to me but she is everything to me.******flashback*******It
Bella's POVAfter that day 6 months passed. I didn't try to meet Sid after that. I know what my father had done to him. But I'm not guilty of that. Because it was inevitable. Sid would've generally lost everything even if I didn't enter his life. I cried for him continuously for the first two days. I wanted to meet him and tell him that I'm ready to do anything for him. However, I wasn't allowed to meet him. Dad snatched my phone and locked me inside the room so that I wouldn't be able to meet him. I tried to commit suicide that night but failed because I was too afraid to do that.The next day, it hurt less. After 2 days, I was upset but I didn't cry. 5 days passed, and I didn't talk to anyone. 10 days later, it didn't hurt much, I smiled. 11 days later, I started talking to mom dad and Amela. The 15th day was normal for me. Just 15 days! I needed only 15 days to move on.I doubted was I actually in love with him? I got the answer. It was a big 'NO'
Sid's POV"What did you say?" she exclaims."A spirit possessed you?" I roll my eyes as she immediately kisses me again. I pin her against the wall, strolling my lips down to her neck.Sana's POVWhen he uttered the word 'girlfriend' it felt like magic to me. I'm still afraid that it's my dream. I can't even measure my happiness. He finally got back to me, this time forever. I don't know what will happen in the future but I'll never let him leave me now. I fucking won't let him. He must know that he is only mine now and from onwards I will not tolerate any shit. The moment he said he is giving me a commitment, he is bound to me. He can't justify every shit he will do from now on. And I won't leave everything like before.He reaches down and extracts me as I moan aloud. I can't describe in words how much I missed this, how much I missed his touch on my body, how much I missed his lips strolling all over me. But I had my insecurities a
Sid's POVAfter a long time, I found my morning beautiful when I woke up and discovered myself on her ample breast. Though it was not the first time I woke up like this, today it feels amazing. I touch her face, thinking about last night. I know I did wrong. I shouldn't have done that when she was not in her senses. I won't resist if she gives me two hard slaps across both cheeks. But somewhere I know she must be feeling the same as I felt.I can never describe how amazing she felt to me last night. I wanted more and more of her. After a whole fucking month, I made love to her. It feels like years. It was my stupidity to ignore her when she was trying her best to keep me close to her. I never knew her actual worth. Besides, I didn't trust myself. I thought I would never love her the way she deserves to be loved. Nonetheless, now I know I can love her more than anything else. No one can love her more than me, no one can accept her flaws except me, and no o
Sid's POV"Let me go. I don't wanna stay here," she screams as I enter inside. She is throwing her hands and legs to get down of my arms but I don't give a fuck about her words. She always loses it when she is drunk.I put her down, locking the door of our room so that she can't go anywhere. I call Menon and tell him that Sana is with me. "You asshole!" she curses me, slapping my chest with both hands and I let her vent her anger. I wonder how many days she suppressed her pain and anger. I want her to show everything today. I keep looking at her when she slaps and punches my chest."You think you can do whatever you want and I'll tolerate everything? Why don't you let me go? Why do you wanna tie me to you?" she yells, grabbing my collar."You were the one to show up on my engagement," I smirk at her."Because I wanna see how happy you are after breaking my heart," she nudges me, losing the balance as I hold her again."
Sid's PovI didn't know why I continued overhearing them. However, the fact of my mom not being my mom had torn me terribly. I could barely stand there. My legs get numb. I couldn't take a step back. Thus I could hear the whole conversation."Shut up Matt," she shrugs. "Don't use that word again. What if someone hears us""Let them hear. I've tolerated your nonsense and greed only for the sake of my sons. I wanted to focus on my business. That's why I left my sons to you. But you cooked up a fake story before them. I considered you to be their mother. But then you started all the shit? You told them that they are stepbrothers?'' Dad screams.I had to survive with more truths, I guess. Alex is not my stepbrother."What was your motive behind that? You made them hate each other. You deliberately showed fake love towards Alex. You made Sid hate his own brother. You washed Alex's brain against Sid. And now you're asking for your fu
Sana's POVDad holds my shoulder when I am frozen, looking at the tv screen. My eyes burn, tears flow through my cheeks but I remain reactionless."Sana. Are you okay?" dad jerks me.I don't know how to react and what to say. My whole world shook within a few minutes when I saw the news of Bella and Sid's engagement today itself. Just a minute ago, I had started dreaming about my future with him again. And it crashed within a few minutes."Sana," dad jerks me again with his concerned filled voice. I immediately turn off the television and breathe heavily, placing my palm on my forehead. I close my eyes, taking deep breaths. I feel dad's hand on my back. He was rubbing my back to calm me down. I try hard to stop myself from panicking."I'm fine," I finally open my eyes and sigh, taking the spoon again."I don't think so," he shrugs. "When will you get over him, Sana? People come, people leave. In the end, only you're there for yo
Chapter 48Sid's POV"You're lying," I immediately respond."Huh!" she enlarges her eyes. "You think I'm lying? Why would I lie?""You better know that Sana," I shrug, smashing her against my torso. Though she isn't trying to free herself, I still tighten my grip."What do you think of yourself, Sid? If you could date another girl when I was already with you, why can't I date someone else when I'm not with you anymore?" she spits. I clutch her arms tightly and she hisses again."Stop saying the same shit, again and again, Sana," I shower fire through my eyes. "What do you mean by you're not with me? I told you several times that you're more than a fucking date for me. Why do you always stoop so low in my life? You always underestimate yourself and then you blame me?" I angrily spit my words on her face."I wanted to be the only one," she says in a low tone, dropping off her gaze."You never told me that," I
Chapter 47Sid's POVI can't believe my ears as Menon utters the word 'club'"What did you say?" I ask him again. "Don't try to fool me. Did you get it? She can never join the club again. Be honest and tell me where the fuck she is," I yell."I'm telling you the truth," he passes me a blank look. "She told me where she is going to work"Anger shivers down inside me, knowing the fact that Sana has joined that damn club again."And you let her go?" I exclaim."Does she listen to anyone?" Menon questions.Indeed, Sana never listens to anyone. She does whatever she likes. But I didn't know she would take this step without letting me know. I turn around to go."Sid, for God's sake, doesn't create any mess in her life now," Menon screams from behind. However, I was in no mood to listen to him. She created a mess on her own and now I'm going to fix it.I get inside my car and drive towards the cl
Sana's POV "So, what brings you here, Sana?" Felen asks me, gobbling a whole glass of vodka. He is sitting in front of me on a massive couch. "Didn't Micky inform you?" I mutter, showing the least interest. "He did. But I wanted to hear that from you," he grins. "I wanna join again," I say. Though I wanted to spit my words on his face, I didn't feel like jumping into a conflict when my state of mind was ruined very badly. "I see! Your fucking boyfriend dumped you?" he laughs out. I clench my fists to punch his face but somehow I controlled myself. "That's none of your business. You're not my boss. Behave yourself otherwise, it'll be forced to meet the owner," I shrug. "Relax! Don't be so hyper, girl," he pours another drink. "But it's our business. How can I forget the day when he created a scene here to take you away. You guys had ruined the whole party. Bloody fuckers! Now he