Sid's POV
I break the kiss and discover her blushing. Her cheeks turn pink, she looks no less than a barbie doll right now. And I can stare at her for hours like this. No girl had ever blushed for me, nor did I make them blush. My heart sinks as I remember Sana. I just realised what I've done. I look at Bella again. She is smiling while looking at me. Am I really doing it? Am I really letting her come close to me? Well, I actually had done that. And I never regretted doing something. "It was awesome," I tell her. "That was....that was my first kiss," she says. Is she kidding me? Was that her first kiss? I felt lucky for some reason. She can't see my eyes because of her shyness. A smile appears on my face while looking at her. I don't know whether it is a universal truth or not but guys always feel a kind of weakness towards a shy girl, who will be shy for him only. I've never seen any girl being shy with me. That's fucking driving me crazy.Sid's POVThe next morning, I visit mom so that she doesn't keep blabbing all week. "So did you think about it?" Samantha snaps as I take a sip of my coffee. "About what?" I ask her, raising my eyebrows. "Come on Sid. You've got one whole month to think about it," she says while drinking her coffee.I remembered the last time I visited here when mom called me. I didn't pay much attention to her stupid idea of getting married. Yes, she asked me to get married, a fucking real marriage, the thing which I hate the most on the earth. "It was stupid, Sam," I shrugged. "It wasn't stupid at all," I hear mom's voice and look up. She walks toward me while completing her statement. "That's the only way to get your shares, Sid. I know your father. He is stubborn, very very stubborn. If he had placed a condition, he would never step back" "So what do you want? Make me do something that I hate?" I am
Sana's POVI return to my desk and breathe heavily. Again, I could feel the same taste on his lips that I had last night. He was with Bella last night too and also now. Fuck! You're fucking crazy, Sana! I scold myself. I ignore my instincts again, again I try to prove myself wrong, again I try to run away from the truth that I'm losing him. Yes. I know I'm losing him but I don't wanna accept that. A teardrop falls from my eye.Sid's POVI'm trying to focus on my work for an hour but I can't. Sana's face is flashing on my mind continuously. Unknown guilt takes over my mind and soul. Am I doing wrong to her? Am I gonna hurt her? Am I gonna break my promise to be with her always? But I can be with her forever. However, will she be ready for this? I can not think of anything right now.I just know that I can't lose him. As I always said to myself "I don't know what she is to me but she is everything to me.******flashback*******It
Sid's POVShe looks at me and hesitates to say anything. I find her face turning red as I hold her hand. I park the car aside and look at her. "Listen. Let me be the way I am. You won't understand why I have become like that," I sigh. "You can.. You can tell me," she stammers. She looks at me intensely and we have deep eye contact. "Actually, I....," I try to tell her about me, everything about me but something stops me. "Nothing," I drive my eyes away. "You don't wanna tell me? But I wanna know everything about the person I love," she urges. Her face has the curiosity to know about me. But I don't find the comfort to tell her. I don't prefer it. "There's nothing special about me, Bella. And my past life isn't very important to me," I tell her as I start the car again. I don't look at her, nor does she reply to me again. But I know she still has the urge in her but she is nervous to force me to say all t
Sid's POVWhy isn't she picking up my calls? She never does this. I need to have a chat with her about it. Meanwhile, Bella places her hand on my shoulder. "Are you okay?" she asks me as I turn to her. "Yeah. I am," I say, putting the phone in my pocket. "Is there anything that I can help you with?" "You can't," I tell her the truth. She can't help me the way Sana does. I find disappointment on her face. "Get inside. We need to go"I drive towards the office. Bella seems to be a little upset with my words. I should try to divert her mind at least. "Are you coming to the business party tonight?" I ask her. "Me? Can I come?" she exclaims. "Why not? Aren't you a part of the company?" "Yes. But... I have never attended such kind of parties" "You need to start from somewhere, no?" I say. "Yes. And what should I wear?" she snaps.
Sid's POVWhen I enter the room with snacks and look at her I get a huge shock. Is that really Sana? She beams as she walks toward me. "Shocked?" she giggles. "How am I looking?" "Good. I mean very good. But Sano....," I mumble, being confused. Why has she dressed up like this? This question echoes in my mind but I don't say anything because I had never judged her dressing. She has the full right to wear or look however she wants. I'm no one to instruct her. "You seem to be uninterested," she says, lowering her eyes. "No. Nothing like that," I panic. "I'm just a little shocked. You've never dressed up like this. So.....," I mutter. "You tell me. Which version is better? I'll try that one," she smiles at me. I don't know why she is behaving so weird these days, especially today. Besides, she is bringing extra stuff between us which never existed. "Sana is better. Sorry best," I tell her. "I don't
Sid's PovDid I hear something wrong? Has Bella called Mr Watson dad? He is Bella's dad? "Hey, my girl," Mr Watson holds her shoulder. Bella seems to be very nervous as she looks at me. Honestly, I'm pissed at her more than being shocked. How could she hide something like that from me? "Da..Dad," she mumbles. "Why are you here" "So you work here?" Mr Watson inquiries. "Y..yes," she stammers looking at me as I drive my eyes away from her. "What?" Leonard exclaims. "Is she your daughter?" "Yes, she is," Mr Watson beams. "My only daughter Bella Gabriel Watson"Fuck! That's why I couldn't recognise her. She hid her whole name too. I wonder what made her do so. And I'm not even interested to know. "How?" Leonard asks. "I mean why does she work here? She is your heir" "That doesn't mean she can't work anywhere. It was her choice though I'm still
Sana's POVMy head ails badly as I open my eyes the next morning. I discover myself on my bed, wearing my night suit. I can't feel my inner garments with me and look inside my clothes. As far as I remember, I was in Dr Ileana's cabin and..... Fuck! I remembered what I did last night. I had drunk so much that I forgot what I was doing. I recalled everything I said to Dr Ileana. What is she thinking about me? I behaved like a desperate girl who was dying for a guy!I get up and pin my back against the bed. However, I'm clueless about how I came here. Who brought me? Lopa? Maybe she did. But who changed my clothes? Sid? Why does he even do that for me now? I find him nowhere. "You woke up?" Sid enters the room with two mugs of coffee. "Yes..yes," I mutter, thinking about what I should tell him about the matter. What will I answer if he asks me why I had been drunk last night? "Headache? Take this," he hands me the cup of ho
Sid's povMy blood boils whenever she talks about leaving me. How can she think of doing something like this? "Please don't make it complicated for me," she sighs, driving her eyes away. I take fast steps to reach her and grab her arm tightly. "I'm making it complicated or you?" I shrug. "You're just uttering nonsense since morning. Now keep your mouth shut and don't you dare to say this again," I raise my finger as she glares at me. "I'll not be following your orders, Sid," she says in a cold voice. "I have the full right to decide where I wanna go. You don't own me" "Yeah, I don't. But this time you'll be listening to me. Did you get that? You're not going anywhere" "Is she ok with it?" she asks me. "Who?" "Bella. Is she ok with me living with you in the same house, same bed?" she asks. I have no answer to it. I know Bella isn't liking it either. However, if I tell San
Bella's POVAfter that day 6 months passed. I didn't try to meet Sid after that. I know what my father had done to him. But I'm not guilty of that. Because it was inevitable. Sid would've generally lost everything even if I didn't enter his life. I cried for him continuously for the first two days. I wanted to meet him and tell him that I'm ready to do anything for him. However, I wasn't allowed to meet him. Dad snatched my phone and locked me inside the room so that I wouldn't be able to meet him. I tried to commit suicide that night but failed because I was too afraid to do that.The next day, it hurt less. After 2 days, I was upset but I didn't cry. 5 days passed, and I didn't talk to anyone. 10 days later, it didn't hurt much, I smiled. 11 days later, I started talking to mom dad and Amela. The 15th day was normal for me. Just 15 days! I needed only 15 days to move on.I doubted was I actually in love with him? I got the answer. It was a big 'NO'
Sid's POV"What did you say?" she exclaims."A spirit possessed you?" I roll my eyes as she immediately kisses me again. I pin her against the wall, strolling my lips down to her neck.Sana's POVWhen he uttered the word 'girlfriend' it felt like magic to me. I'm still afraid that it's my dream. I can't even measure my happiness. He finally got back to me, this time forever. I don't know what will happen in the future but I'll never let him leave me now. I fucking won't let him. He must know that he is only mine now and from onwards I will not tolerate any shit. The moment he said he is giving me a commitment, he is bound to me. He can't justify every shit he will do from now on. And I won't leave everything like before.He reaches down and extracts me as I moan aloud. I can't describe in words how much I missed this, how much I missed his touch on my body, how much I missed his lips strolling all over me. But I had my insecurities a
Sid's POVAfter a long time, I found my morning beautiful when I woke up and discovered myself on her ample breast. Though it was not the first time I woke up like this, today it feels amazing. I touch her face, thinking about last night. I know I did wrong. I shouldn't have done that when she was not in her senses. I won't resist if she gives me two hard slaps across both cheeks. But somewhere I know she must be feeling the same as I felt.I can never describe how amazing she felt to me last night. I wanted more and more of her. After a whole fucking month, I made love to her. It feels like years. It was my stupidity to ignore her when she was trying her best to keep me close to her. I never knew her actual worth. Besides, I didn't trust myself. I thought I would never love her the way she deserves to be loved. Nonetheless, now I know I can love her more than anything else. No one can love her more than me, no one can accept her flaws except me, and no o
Sid's POV"Let me go. I don't wanna stay here," she screams as I enter inside. She is throwing her hands and legs to get down of my arms but I don't give a fuck about her words. She always loses it when she is drunk.I put her down, locking the door of our room so that she can't go anywhere. I call Menon and tell him that Sana is with me. "You asshole!" she curses me, slapping my chest with both hands and I let her vent her anger. I wonder how many days she suppressed her pain and anger. I want her to show everything today. I keep looking at her when she slaps and punches my chest."You think you can do whatever you want and I'll tolerate everything? Why don't you let me go? Why do you wanna tie me to you?" she yells, grabbing my collar."You were the one to show up on my engagement," I smirk at her."Because I wanna see how happy you are after breaking my heart," she nudges me, losing the balance as I hold her again."
Sid's PovI didn't know why I continued overhearing them. However, the fact of my mom not being my mom had torn me terribly. I could barely stand there. My legs get numb. I couldn't take a step back. Thus I could hear the whole conversation."Shut up Matt," she shrugs. "Don't use that word again. What if someone hears us""Let them hear. I've tolerated your nonsense and greed only for the sake of my sons. I wanted to focus on my business. That's why I left my sons to you. But you cooked up a fake story before them. I considered you to be their mother. But then you started all the shit? You told them that they are stepbrothers?'' Dad screams.I had to survive with more truths, I guess. Alex is not my stepbrother."What was your motive behind that? You made them hate each other. You deliberately showed fake love towards Alex. You made Sid hate his own brother. You washed Alex's brain against Sid. And now you're asking for your fu
Sana's POVDad holds my shoulder when I am frozen, looking at the tv screen. My eyes burn, tears flow through my cheeks but I remain reactionless."Sana. Are you okay?" dad jerks me.I don't know how to react and what to say. My whole world shook within a few minutes when I saw the news of Bella and Sid's engagement today itself. Just a minute ago, I had started dreaming about my future with him again. And it crashed within a few minutes."Sana," dad jerks me again with his concerned filled voice. I immediately turn off the television and breathe heavily, placing my palm on my forehead. I close my eyes, taking deep breaths. I feel dad's hand on my back. He was rubbing my back to calm me down. I try hard to stop myself from panicking."I'm fine," I finally open my eyes and sigh, taking the spoon again."I don't think so," he shrugs. "When will you get over him, Sana? People come, people leave. In the end, only you're there for yo
Chapter 48Sid's POV"You're lying," I immediately respond."Huh!" she enlarges her eyes. "You think I'm lying? Why would I lie?""You better know that Sana," I shrug, smashing her against my torso. Though she isn't trying to free herself, I still tighten my grip."What do you think of yourself, Sid? If you could date another girl when I was already with you, why can't I date someone else when I'm not with you anymore?" she spits. I clutch her arms tightly and she hisses again."Stop saying the same shit, again and again, Sana," I shower fire through my eyes. "What do you mean by you're not with me? I told you several times that you're more than a fucking date for me. Why do you always stoop so low in my life? You always underestimate yourself and then you blame me?" I angrily spit my words on her face."I wanted to be the only one," she says in a low tone, dropping off her gaze."You never told me that," I
Chapter 47Sid's POVI can't believe my ears as Menon utters the word 'club'"What did you say?" I ask him again. "Don't try to fool me. Did you get it? She can never join the club again. Be honest and tell me where the fuck she is," I yell."I'm telling you the truth," he passes me a blank look. "She told me where she is going to work"Anger shivers down inside me, knowing the fact that Sana has joined that damn club again."And you let her go?" I exclaim."Does she listen to anyone?" Menon questions.Indeed, Sana never listens to anyone. She does whatever she likes. But I didn't know she would take this step without letting me know. I turn around to go."Sid, for God's sake, doesn't create any mess in her life now," Menon screams from behind. However, I was in no mood to listen to him. She created a mess on her own and now I'm going to fix it.I get inside my car and drive towards the cl
Sana's POV "So, what brings you here, Sana?" Felen asks me, gobbling a whole glass of vodka. He is sitting in front of me on a massive couch. "Didn't Micky inform you?" I mutter, showing the least interest. "He did. But I wanted to hear that from you," he grins. "I wanna join again," I say. Though I wanted to spit my words on his face, I didn't feel like jumping into a conflict when my state of mind was ruined very badly. "I see! Your fucking boyfriend dumped you?" he laughs out. I clench my fists to punch his face but somehow I controlled myself. "That's none of your business. You're not my boss. Behave yourself otherwise, it'll be forced to meet the owner," I shrug. "Relax! Don't be so hyper, girl," he pours another drink. "But it's our business. How can I forget the day when he created a scene here to take you away. You guys had ruined the whole party. Bloody fuckers! Now he