Chapter 147: Fear, confusion, and feelings

She looked away in confusion and fear, ignoring Christian's laughter.

' how do people have sex? Maybe because he's too big, why did he have to be that huge?' she said in her mind but shot him a glare when he wouldn't stop laughing.

Seeing her glare, he quickly composed and relaxed on his elbow while he lay on her, smiling. He could tell she was just too consumed by fear.

" Scared?", he asked teasingly.

Her eyes dropped to his chest, not knowing what to say. This wouldn't be her first, but her first was with force, and it hurt her so much.

'Will it hurt like that again?' she asked in her mind, swallowing hard.

When he saw her expression, he lay beside her and pulled her closer to his arms, stroking her hair slowly after pecking her forehead. She snuggled closer, feeling loved and cherished.

" Will it hurt? Will it hurt so much?" she asked, pulling up at him slowly.

'The first time hurts too much, and he's so big, it'll be painful, 'she said in her mind, her face dropping again.

" Don