Chapter 5 - The Ceremony
The trip to Lake Como is a bit longer than usual, at least according to Ander. Sa sobrang pagkainip niya ay nag-check siya sa stock market ng maaari niyang bilhin at pagaksayahan ng oras. He even bought a new airplane... While we're inside his private jet!
Talk about rich!
"Sobrang yaman mo talaga."
"What's mine is yours, Corelle... So technically, we're rich."
"So billionaire na rin ako?"
"Yeah,"
"Should I do some shopping pagdating natin doon? Or let's go on a tour!"
"I'd like that, but we're there for the ceremony.
Besides, we need to go home and make appearances in Manila. ""Pagtapos dito, we'll go home immediately?" I groaned. "Hindi ko man lang maeenjoy 'tong bakasyon na 'to?"
"Sorry, you married a busy man."
I pouted. "But at least let me go shopping?"
"Sa Manila na."
Napaisip ako. Magandang ideya rin na sa Manila nga. Mas maipagmamayabang ko pa sa mga tao roon. Mas maiinggit sila. Ipasara ko kaya ang buong mall habang nag s-shopping ako?
After all, I am Mrs. Corelle Tatiana Villafuerte-Caruso! The privileges are worth a Midas' touch!
I beamed at Ander. We've converted all my documents and all my cards to that name. The title I hold is so powerful that even just the mere mention of my name will send everyone goosebumps.
Ander pulled out his black card. May gold diamond na nakaguhit sa pinakababang bahagi ng card at naroon ang pangalan niya at sa likod ay ang kanyang pirma.
I clapped and thanked him.
"Get all the finest and most expensive things you like. My card doesn't have any limit... And you can hold unto it. I have four of those."
"Wow! Isa-isa para sa mga babae mo?"
Kumunot ang noo niya at tumikhim. "Mafias can't cheat on their wife."
"Oh, really? Kahit patago?"
"I don't want to fool myself, Corelle." Seryoso at tiim-bagang niyang saad.
Pinagmasdan ko ang gwapo niyang mukha. Hindi sapat lahat ng papuri ko sa kanya. It can't justify how good looking he is — especially at this light.
"I love being married to you talaga."
He smirked then turned to his laptop.
I guess I never have to worry about other girls, huh?
I waited for another hour before we landed on the La Russo Villa Mansion's finest helipad I've seen in my whole life. I giggled as we stepped out of his jet, escorted by the La Russo's men. Ander greeted them in Italian and I am in awe as I stared at the beautiful body of water in front of us.
In front of us is the separate island for the Villa Mansion's helipad. Sa katabi nito'y naroon mismo ang mansyon na nakalalula sa laki. Pakiramdam ko ay higante iyon at langgam lamang kami!
The Villa Mansion sits at the edge of a small cliff, with rock formations and limestone caves around it. There are a few islands spotted around us, each containing different mansions as well. I can also see an equestrian field, soccer field, and a whole island for a golf course! Grabe! Hindi ko kinakaya ang yaman ng mga La Russo! This is better than I expected!
"Sa kanila rin 'yon?"
"Yes," Ander nodded.
"Wow! If you're filthy rich, then Dallas must have owned the world, no?"
"You can say that... He owns different regions, quarters, and districts here in Italy."
"Na mapapasa iyo rin."
"Yes,"
"At magiging akin!"
"Yes, Corelle. All yours. As long as you're my doll."
I smirked and went with him as we greeted their servants and a few trusted men preparing for the ceremony. Lumipat kami sa kabilang isla at nakita ang malaking hardin ng mansyon kung saan nag-aayos ang lahat para sa turnover ceremony.
Sobrang daming upuan at malaki ang stage pero dahil tila palasyo ang buong lugar, hindi ito siksikan at pangit tignan.
Ander excused himself and introduced me to Corinne. Corinne is Ander's personal assistant and treasurer here in Italy.
"Mrs. Caruso, it's nice to finally meet you in person." she smiled.
Nakausap ko siya noong kasal namin ni Ander pero hindi ko pa siya nakikita ng personal. Ngayon lang.
She's sporting a short hair, a white polo shirt and tight mini skirt. May mga tattoo rin siya at hikaw sa iba't-ibang parte ng katawan. She looks hot, I'd give her that. But I can sense something else.
"Thank you. It's nice to meet you too, Corinne."
"I'll show you your room."
"Ander, you're not coming?" Baling ko sa asawa.
Nilingon niya ako. May kausap siyang mga lalaki na mga naka suit at may mga baril. Tumingin din ang mga ito sa akin at magalang na yumuko.
"Per favore aspetta un momento," He flicked his pointing finger at the men. They all nodded and exited the hall.
Naglakad si Ander patungo sa amin at hinapit ang baywang ko.
"I'll come with you first."
Sa sobrang laki ng mansyon, halos ilang minuto ang ginawad namin para makapunta sa aming kwarto. The perfect array of Italianate features scream elegance and sophistication. I am in awe as I look at the museum-like halls and balconies. Mayroong malalaking chandelier — tila nasa palasyo talaga. Mayroon din kaming nadaanan naalaking ballroom hall at kwartong puno ng salamin. Mayroong mga estatwa at paintings sa paligid.
Nilahad kami ni Corinne
"Let me know if you need anything."
"Grazie, Corinne."
Tumango at ngumiti lang si Corinne saka kami iniwan sa napakalaking silid. Pakiramdam ko, kahit dito ay maliligaw ako!
My eyes watered as I saw the huge boudoir. There's also a separate massage roon and a sauna room! Ang balkonahe ay halos kasing laki ng kwarto ko sa Pilipinas!
Nakaramdam ako ng pagkahilo at pagkasamid kaya umatras ako mula sa balkonahe at hinanap ang malaking CR na kadugtong lang ng walk-in closet at salon.
"Are you okay?"
Ander came to my rescue.
"Yeah," Hinawi ko ang buhok. Nakatitig siya sa akin, tila maraming iniisip.
"Don't tell me you're pregnant? I thought you're taking your pills?"
I frowned. Ayaw na ayaw talaga ng anak? Ano? Baka isipin nito na ginogoyo ko siya. Mabilis tuloy nag-iinit ang dugo ko at naiirita ako sa kanya agad!
What! Does he think of me? Na pipikutin ko siya?! The least I need right now is a kid! Hello! I have so many revenge plans to do. A child will only get in the way.
"You can check and monitor my pills intake, Ander. Or better yet, I can get a depo-" malamig kong saad na pinutol agad niya.
"That's not what I meant." he sighed. "What I mean is..."
"Nevermind, I'm pretty sure I'm just nauseated..."
"You need more sleep then?"
I nodded.
Wala rin naman akong balak na makihalubilo sa mga tao ngayon. Hindi ko pa obligasyon 'yon. Mamaya siguro kapag nariyan na ang boss niyang si Dallas La Russo at ilang pang mga tao na pinakikisamahan ni Ander.
Iniwan ako ni Ander sa kwarto matapos hingin sa mga kasambahay lahat ng kailangan ko. Nakatulog din ako pagtapos kong magbabad sa bathtub.
Just to be sure, I took a pregnancy test as well — and it is negative. Buti na lang.
Wearing a sultry red mini dress, with a plunging neckline, a spaghetti strap, and a crystal details on the back, I clung to Ander's arm as we sashayed our way to the dining hall.
Everything looks so magical and classic. With all the ornaments around us, the chandeliers, and all the details ranging from white gold to silver centerpieces. It looks like a gala ball, rather than a turnover ceremony. Sa labas — sa hardin ay namataan ko ang napakaraming lalaki, nakasuot ng all black ensemble suit. May mga baril, tattoo at siyempre — hindi mawawala ang alak na hawak nila.
Sa dulong bahagi ay nakita agad namin ni Ander si Dalla La Russo at ang mga importanteng lalaki at tao na pinakikisamahan nila.
"Dallas," Tumango si Ander. I did the same thing and smiled.
"Dallas," Pakilala muli nito kahit na nagkakilala na kami noon.
"Nice to meet you again, Dallas."
"We didn't have much them back then to talk."
"Hopefully we can do that now."
Ander gently caressed my hand as I greeted the other men. Maya-maya lang ay inexcuse ni Dallas ang sarili kaya naiwan kami rito. Nag-usap naman si Ander at ang mga lalaki ay luminga ako sa paligid.
Doon ko namataan ang paglalakad muli ni Dallas pabalik sa amin. Sa gilid ay may katabi na siyang babae. She looks like an angel. A seductive one. Tipid itong tumango at ngumiti sa akin. I did the same thing, but I couldn't help but gush over her fashion style.
So chic and expensive.
"This is my wife, Solar." Dallas introduced her.
The woman held her hand out. "Nice to meet you,"
Mabilis kong tinanggap ang kamay niya.
"You look so beautiful, hi."
She smirked. "Thank you. I've been told."
"You weren't in our wedding last week."
"Oh, I thought I was pregnant eh." she chuckled. "But it's a false alarm."
"We were trying to get pregnant." si Dallas naman at hinapit ang baywang ng asawa.
Ngumiti kami sa isa't-isa ni Ander dahil tiyak na sa mga susunod na linggo ay tatanungin na kami ng ganyan ng mga tao sa paligid namin.
Buti na lang at napunta ang usapan tungkol sa La Stessa Cosa at sa mga novice na sasabak sa initiation rights mamaya. The women are forbidden to be inside the room so we just waited and enjoyed the party. Pagtapos ng initiation right ay saka nagsimula ang turnover ceremony.
And in a flash, Ander is La Stessa Caruso's boss. He is official a mafia boss. Not just an underboss, but boss.
I glared at the cake we're eating. Sa harapan namin ay naghaharutan si Dallas at Solar. Tipong maiinggit ka talaga. Parang bagong kasal pa rin sila kahit ang totoo ay halos mag a-anim na taon na sila.
I wonder, do we have that spark? Kami ni Ander? Wala naman. We're just here for the conveniences we'll receive.
"Ang sweet nila."
And yet, I can't help but say it out loud.
Nilagay ni Ander ang kamay niya sa ibabaw ng kamay ko. Napangiwi ako at napakunot ang noo nang makita ang ngisi niya.
"Is this sweet enough?"
I rolled my eyes at him. Binawi ko ang kamay ko at kinurot ang hita niya sa baba. He groaned, but he just smiled after a few seconds.
"Ang panget mo ka-bonding."
"What?" he chuckled. "Should I put some honey or chocolate for it to be sweeter?"
"Stop trying,"
"Turuan mo ako paano maging sweet."
His Italian accent is still very evident when he speaks Tagalog. I like it about him.
"And Ander..."
"Hmm?"
"hat should I call you ba talaga? Kapag nasa Pilipinas tayo? Hindi ba sila magtataka if I call you Ander?"
I don't want to be confused kasi. People know him as the billionaire Niccolò Derrano... If I call him Ander, this life... His dark life might be uncover?
Maybe, it is safer to call him Niccolò, right? Kung Ander naman, iisipin lang na iba na nickname ko 'yon sa kanya dahil mag-asawa kami.
I gushed at the thought.
Asawa.
Asawa ko na nga siya.
"Love will do."
Napanganga ako. I was about to ask if he prefers Niccolo or Ander. Now, he's actually suggesting that I should call him love!
"Okay..."
"Love," he teased. Drawing some circles all over the small of my back. "Can't wait to go home."
"Tss, stop it."
"Why? Does this make you hot?"
"Hmp, stop it. Ang landi mo."
He chuckled sexily on my ear. "Should we go home, hmm? Then we'll continue this."
"May boss bang nauunang umuwi?"
"Ako," aniya at kinuha na ang kamay ko.
We exited the party without anyone noticing. I think Solar caught us, but she didn't speak. She just smiled and let us be.
Sa hall pa lang, ang lala na ng halikan namin! Halos hindi na ako makahinga!
"Ander!"
Pulang-pula ang mga labi naming dalawa. Umiiwas lang sa isa't-isa para humingi at maghanap ng hangin.
"Damn it," he whispered as he loosen his tie.
He scooped my but swiftly and I entangled my legs around his hips. Nakasuporta agad ang kamay niya sa katawan ko at pinuno muli ako ng halik. Napasandal kami sa halik at naitaas na niya ang dress ko bago makaliko sa hallway ng aming kwarto.
"We can't wait for our room, huh?" I asked, almost gasping.
"No, I want you now..." he whispered before he drowned me with lustful and powerful kisses.
Chapter 6 - Back Home"Corelle," Ander pulled me closer to him. It's already 8 am. We're set to have breakfast in the mansion then we'll immediately fly back to Manila.He did what he had to do here, and now — like he said, we need to keep making appearances as a couple and as an individuals seeking improvement in our worlds.I groaned and pushed him away, trying to see him.His hair is unkempt. His eyes — sleepy and tired, yet the way his eyelashes flutter on top of it made him look more angelic even though his every features scream roughness. His calloused palm tried to catch my wrist, and even though I tried to get away, he tightened his grip on my waist."I don't think we're supposed to be this close at mornings
Chapter 7 - Fueled by VengeanceSa sobrang saya ko, halos hindi ako nakatulog sa gabing 'yon. Kausap ko si Selena magdamag para sa pag-oorganisa ng lahat ng bagay na kailangan namin.Every step of the way, we have to plan our revenge. We need to make sure that everything will be followed."I also need to study the La Stessa Cosa's structure and operations." That's what I kept telling myself.If I wanted to get to the bottom of this and inflict pain to the three musketeers, I must in all ways should go inside and in depth of the group that they are working for and protecting.Excited ako. Iyon ang totoo. Ang tagal kong nagtiis sa isang toxic relationship kay Guzman dahil kay Daddy. Sobrang dami kong iningatan at tiniis dahil lang ayaw kong magalit at madisappoint ang ibang tao sa akin. Pero sila ba, ni minsa — inisip nila ako? Sinaalang-alang ba ako?"My mom's better off without my father. However, he is nothing without my mom." I
Chapter 8 - Training "What were you thinking?" Ander growled.Yumuko ako, hindi kayang tignan si Ander. He's just so mad — livid to an extent. He took off his coat and unbuttoned his dress shirt. I remained stiff. Tila ako maamong tupa ngayon eh! Natatakot na baka kapag nagsalita ako, mas magalit siya.Guzman used to be like this. Kaya hindi ko na sinusubukan na magsalita pa."You could have been hurt." I can sense that he's trying to calm his nerves. Hindi ko alam kung sino ang nagsumbong sa kanya. It's either Guzman and Kuya Stan or the Range Master.I understood why he's like this. I could have compromised his other men's safety. I could get hurt. I could...He towered over me while I sit on the edge of our king sized bed. I look like a child — being scolded for whatever reason, but according to his eyes and his anger, he just wouldn't let this thing go.Umigting ang panga niya habang pinagmamasda
Chapter 9 - Jealousy, Jealousy"We'll go ahead," Hinapit ni Ander ang baywang ko. Nakita ko ang panonood sa amin ni Guzman at Kuya Stan. Tipid akong tumango at ngumiti kina Guzman at saka iginaya na si Ander paalis kaya lang, pinigilan niya pa ako.His grip on my waist is gentle, yet he somehow used his force to stop me from completely turning my back against Guzman and Kuya.Then the words that cane out of his mouth shook me to the core."We should have dinner sometimes."I have never expected this. Alam ko naman na tauhan niya ang dalawa at maaaring madalas nga nila itong gawin kaya lang narito na ako ngayon. Hindi ko alam kung magandang ideya ba 'yon."Ander, I don't think it's a-""Sure," Guzman nodded. "But you're busy." Bumaling ako kay Ander. He shrugged and his resting hand on my waist went lower — almost touching my ass.I blushed profusely. Hindi ko alam kung bakit tila ako nilalagnat ngayon. Hindi ko rin nagugustuhan ang mga nararamdaman ko
Chapter 10 - In the Dungeon[Warning: SPG]Together we walked down to his basement. Noong unang linggo rito sa mansyon, at bilang mag-asawa — sinabi niya nga na mayroon siyang malawak na basement. Tila isang mall iyon sa laki.Pero hindi ko alam kung paano niya ako parurusahan. Ikukulong niya ako rito at hindi hahayaang makipag-usap kay Guzman at sa ibang tao? No. That's not it."Nervous?" he asked.Hawak-hawak niya ang baywang ko, ginagabayan ako at tila takot pa na baka tumakbo ako at kumawala."Why would I be?"Yung tapang ko, dahil lang sa kape. Pero ang totoo, iniisip ko pa lang ang mga gagawin niya — nanghihina na ako."Hmm, tryna be strong, huh? I can sense.""Nase-sense mo pala bakit nagtatanong ka pa?""Just wanted to play with you.""Well, I'm not playing.""Nah, you don't make the rules here." Hinawakan niya ang kamay ko at hinarap akong maigi sa kanya.
Chapter 11 - Dress"You can walk, right?"Sinamaan ko ng tingin si Ander. Inalalayan niya ako paalis sa mesa kanina at ngayo'y pinauupo sa kama. Nilagyan niya ng roba ang katawan ko at marahang inayos ang aking buhok.His fingers gently combed my hair. He parted it between my shoulders and slowly — he tucked my hair behind my ears.His eyes won't leave me. I can sense that there's a tinge of guilt in his eyes but I couldn't face it. I can't... Because while I was on that table... I felt something. I felt that I am completely surrendering myself to him. To trust him.At alam kong delikado 'yon. At delikado para sa akin, sa kalagayan ko, at sa lahat ng mga plano ko."Are you okay now?""Hmm," I grunted as I forced myself to sit on the edge of the bed.Sobrang lambot nito, ang sarap sa katawan. Naaalala ko ang pakiramdam habang naroon ako sa mesa kanina.Exciting naman... At inaamin kong ginanahan at
Chapter 12 - Unexpected VisitFirst thing in the morning, ang wardrobe ko nga ang pinagdiskitahan ni Ander. We are having breakfast by the balcony when a parade of cars and SUV parked in our garden. Hindi kami nagkikibuang dalawa. Not that I want to talk to him. He's also busy with his paper works as well, and I heard he's planning to have another visit in Naples, Palermo, and Rumini. Something about transfers of firearms and another gang wars. Pinagmasdan ko ang pagbaba ng mga tao mula sa sasakyan at hinawi ang buhok. I'm still dressed with my silver night gown, and a velvet white robe. I looked at Ander and saw him watching his people as well, like a god from Mount Olympus. Only that he's hotter, harsher, and more manipulative."They're here to fix your wardrobe."He glanced at me. Nang makitang matalim ang tingin ko sa kanya ay agad niya ring binawi ang tingin niya."You're really pushing this, huh?""Yeah... Your clothe
Chapter 13 - The Ex-Girlfriend"Mommy,"I am still shocked that my mother's here. Her unexpected visit added tension in my weary emotions. First, because of Ander and all my thoughts about him and this arrangement... My feelings. Then now, she's here.Why is she here?Bakit may nararamdaman akong iba? Don't get me wrong. I love seeing her. I always love being with her, but her visit is slightly off. Considering her state, her supposed vacation...the time.At nasaktuhan pa na nag-aaway kami ni Ander... at nakainom pa ako!Ander gently held my elbow, urging me to greet my mother. I sighed and went to her.Niyakap ko ang ina. Sa likuran niya ay napako ang mga tingin ko. Naroon ang kanyang mga bagahe. Ibig sabihin ba ay hindi siya tumuloy ng Paris?"What are you doing here, Mommy?""Did you drink?""We did, Tita." ani Ander.I glanced at him. Hindi ko kailangan na iligtas niya ako rito. Alam naman n
Chapter 36 - ChildishNow that the folder is missing, I can't get hold of my parents. Ayaw rin akong payagan ni Ander na pumunta sa kanila. Doon mas lalong umangat at tumaas ang suspisyon ko na alam niya ang tungkol sa folder.Na siya ang kumuha nito. Pero bakit niya kukunin? Because my mother is probably right. She's right about Serena and Ander. Tapos ngayon, pinagbibihis ako ni Ander dahil pupunta kami sa wedding anniversary ng parents niya!His parents who wants me dead!"You don't want me to see my parents, but you want me to attend your parents' wedding anniversary? That is plain bullshit, Ander.""You're mad..."Of course I am mad! I am livid to an extent!He sighed.Pero hindi ko siya binigyan ng pagkakataon na magsalita. Imbes ay mas lumapit ako sa kanya. Kahit na alam kong ako ang mas lamang ngayon — hindi ko maiwasang makaramdam ng kaba.After all, this is a very dangerous game. I a
Chapter 35 - MissingNakatulala ako sa kisame samantalang tulog pa rin si Ander. Hindi ko naman siya masisisi dahil galing pa siya sa biyahe tapos nag pagod pa kami kagabi. Gusto ko siyang lingunin. Gusto kong kausapin at pagmasdan siya habang natutulog siya.Pero hindi ko ginawa. Hindi ko siya nilingon. Nanatili ang mga mata ko sa kisame — pilit na inaaayos ang mga iniisip ko ngayon.It really sucks to be an overthinker.Minsan, ayaw mo naman talagang mag-isip nang mag-isip pero hindi talaga maiwasan."Hmm," Dinantay ni Ander ang kamay niya sa aking tiyan. Napasinghap ako at napakagat sa labi habang unti-unting naramdaman ang pagtaas ng balahibo at ang pagkalabog ng dibdib ko.If this is a normal day, I would push him. If I am still the same bratty and immature girl I was when I married him, I probably howl at him right now. But instead, I stared at his arm on my stomach. Willing it to remove itself, but it d
Chapter 34 - How Long[Warning: SPG]"Ander... hmmm..." I bit my lower lip.Kanina ko pa pinipigilan ang sarili. Ayaw kong mag-ingay. Ayaw kong ipahalata na sabik na sabik ako sa kanya. Ayaw kong ipakita na sa ilang linggo na wala siya rito ay nanabik ako at nangulila.Hindi.Pero heto ako ngayon, spread widely like a spider web. I know hindi magandang reference iyon pero wala na akong maisip na iba. He continued eating me.Tama.Kinakain niya ako ngayon...Pikit mata kong tinakpan ang bibig ko. Ilang sandali pa ay nararamdaman ko ang nalalapit na pagsabog. Kumapit ako sa buhok niya at bahagyang inangat ang katawan, mas lalong dinidiin ito sa kanya."Ander!" I called. Trying to hold the tiniest thread I'm weaving.Pero mukhang pabigay na ito.Nanghihina na ang bawat kalamnan ko. Wala akong nagawa kundi ang umungol at magpaubaya sa sarap.I can literally see star
Chapter 33 - ColdThe truth is, I am so scared to open the folder."Tignan mong maigi 'yan." ani Mommy.Paano kung ayaw ko?Gusto kong isatinig 'yon kaya lang tila nawalan na ako ng gana. Lugmok at bagsak ang balikat ko habang naglalakad palayo kay Mommy.Deep down, I know I am scared. I am sad and disappointed. A part of me learned to trust Ander... Kahit kaunti at kahit kakarampot — kahit pa sabihin ko sa sarili na hindi ko siya lubusang mapagkatiwalaan... ngayon, mas lumalaba ang totoo.That a part of me... has learned to trust him."Ma'am? Ipahahanda ko na po ba ang sasakyan?" tanong ng kasambahay nang matagpuan ako sa lanai.I told them that I will visit the ranch. Para na rin sana makapaglibang ako mamaya, at ngayon — tingin ko ay malabo na na makapag-enjoy pa ako dahil sa folder na hawak-hawak ko."Yes, please.""Sige po. May dadalhin po ba kayo gamit?"Umiling ako at
Chapter 32 - The SuspicionI am annoyed with my mother the whole day. Iniisip ko pa lang na magtatagal ako rito at hihintayin lang ang pagbabalik ni Ander, gusto ko na lang tumakbo palabas ng estates at kumawala.When you outgrow certain people in your life, you'll realize how much a part of you — hates them. Nakatitig ako sa mga magulang ko na umiinom ng kape. Parehas na tahimik at tila ba naninimbang sa tensyon na mayroon kami. Kanina ko pa sila pinagmamasdan. Ni isa sa kanila ay hindi man lang nag try na mag-initiate ng usapan. Ni hindi man lang nila ako matignan nang matagal.Have we really been so damaged and scarred?It went like that for days. Bagot na bagot ako. Halos malibot ko na ang buong estates. Madalas, naroon ako sa hardin — sa labas. Nag-aaral din akong magluto. Minsan naman ay bumababa ako sa dagat at naliligo roon. I mostly eat alone. Ayaw kong sabayan ang mga magulang. Ni hindi rin ako makahanap ng tamang tiyempo para
Chapter 31 - Talk"Are you gonna be alright here?"Inaantok kong sinulyapan si Ander. After a tiring session at the gym, and after discerning all our plans in the next few weeks, we went home... Ate dinner... At siyempre, may pa dessert pa kami sa kama.Tumikhim siya dahil natagalan ako sa pagsagot. Lumapat siya sa paanan ko at marahang hinaplos 'yon na tila ba maamong pusa na naghahangad at nanghihingi ng atensyon."Concern ka masyado, hubby..." I chuckled. I know too well that it will surprise him.Ngumuso siya at humalukipkip. Mas lalong nadepina ang muscles ng kanyang dibdib at ang ng nga braso. Topless siya ngayon, rason kung bakit kitang-kita ang ilang geometric at Roman Numeral tattoos niya. Bumagsak ang tingin niya sa katawan kong balot na balot ng kumot."Hubby..." he echoed. "Baduy.""Wow! Kumusta naman sa'yo na gusto love ang tawagan!""For publicity.""Famewhore," pang-aasar ko.
Chapter 30 - The Answer"What? Pakiulit nga."I blink abruptly. I took a step backward, trying to get enough space so I can think clearly. Somehow, when he's near... my mind's always clouded. Ni hindi ako makapag-isip nang maayos. Palagi siyang nariyan at nakakabit na ata sa utak ko.He wants me to get rid of my pills.With that, I am sure.Nagbibiro lang ba siya? Sinusubukan ako? Titignan kung kakagat ako? Is this one of his tactics?"I thought we don't like kids?" dagdag ko nang nanatili siyang tahimik.Parang tila gusto na rin niyang bawiim ang sinabi. Siguro, nalilito at naguguluhan na rin siya sa sarili niya. Ako, naloloka na ako sa kanya. Hindi ko alam kung biro nga lang ba talaga 'to! What if hindi? What if iyon na nga lang ang nakikita niyang tanging paraan?But then again, why would his parents hate me to the bones? Do they really loathe me that much to kill me?"Ander!"
Chapter 29 - PillsMaaga kaming nagising ni Ander kahit na medyo inumaga rin kami sa ginawa namin bilang mag-asawa sa papel.Maigi na 'yung malinaw.Inayos ko ang roba ko at tuluyang umupo sa upuan sa aming teresa. Si Ander ay medyo namumula-mula dahil sa iniy ng sikat ng araw. Inayos niya ang t-shirt niya at nilapag ang cellphone sa harapan ko. Napatikhim kami parehas."So, how's Serena?"He just got off the phone with Sage, and I am sure that it's not looking good.Nagtataka nga ako. If Serena is such a threat, and an enemy — why would Ander bother to save her?There is an answer at the back of my head. Bitterness crept like poison ivy — causing me to frown. I know this is not the right way to start my day. A bad mood would kill all the thunderstorms my way.I sighed as I look at our breakfast. Hindi ako naghanda niyan. Hindi rin si Ander. It is probably Lisa."She's fine.""Gising na?"
Chapter 28 - SlowI don't even know why I felt so odd, so stingy... So off when I heard Ander's voice. Etched with concern. With worries, with uncertainty... Doubt, frustrations...And it echoed to my own voice of reason — telling me to continue doubting him.And to tell myself the inexplicable truth."Serena got shot."It kept on playing in my head. How his voice has that sudden edge, bladed with confusion as if he's doubting his own... That he needed help somehow, because he didn't want to fuck it up. After all, this is Serena's life we're talking about."Corelle, let's just go." Kinuha ni Selena ang kamay ko pero umiling lang ako at binitawan ang radio.Everyone's sense of urgency did not even gave me the adrenaline. I just stood there, a bit frozen and my heart's frantic beats aren't for the commotion. It was for the cold hard truth.Napalunok ako at tinitigan ang Casino Real sa harapan. Naroon na ang ilan p