Chapter 204

Ava knew that she had messed up again.

She let the razor drop onto the floor as the tears began rolling down her cheeks. She wasn't supposed to be like this, she was supposed to be stronger.

This was the coward’s way out and she knew it but she still couldn’t stop herself whenever the urge came until it was too late to do so.

But she knew that she had to be strong if not for Kim and her friends, for herself and the baby growing inside of her. She turned on the water on the sink, putting her wrists underneath as the water turned red going down the drain. She felt the panic building up inside her.

She was usually the first one awake most times. She always was, even when Sebastian had been sleeping next to her, she could never sleep for long.

Her blood was still racing from the nightmares she had and now she felt rather lethargic as she sluggishly moved her limbs out of the bathroom holding onto the doorpost for support.

Nobody was supposed to see me like this and that was why she had