CHAPTER 32: FAMILY PHOTO LILY'S POV:âJUST GET OUTTT!!!â, I yelled on top of my voice, throwing pillows at Nikolai.My hands were shaking, my heart was racing very fast, I was beyond scared.âNikolai tried to rape me!â, I had to say it to myself just to believe it.He staggered up, staring at me in disbelief, shaking him head and muttering something I couldn't hear and I didn't care to know what he was saying, I just need him to be far away from me as possible.He looked at me for the last time then left. I held the blanket close to my chest and cried a whole lot.âWhat would have happened if I didn't stop him on time? Would he have taken advantage of me? Would my first time turn to the worse memory of my life?â, I pondered as I cried my heart out.I cried for many minutes before sleep took over me.***I woke up and it was past 10am.âFuck!â, I held my head in pain, it hurts like I have a hangover.I immediately remembered what transpired last night, Nikolai coming into my room drun
CHAPTER 33: IRINA IS BACK LILY'S POV:I went back to my room and I refused coming outside through out that day.âWhat's even his problem?!â, I let out a groan in frustration, I don't know why this even bothers me.The more I think about his reaction about the photo, the more I am certain that he and his brother have estranged relationship.âBut what happened?â, I asked aloud.Anyways, I shouldn't be bothered by their family issue. I don't want to be too involved with Nikolai.I knocked at the door to my room.âLily?â, It was Nikolai, I gasped. What does he want? Why is he here?âCan we talk?â, He said.âGo awayâ, I responded. There was nothing left for us to talk about, I need to be far away from him because recently, he has been stirring something in my heart.There was silence at the other side of the door, he wasn't gone yet, he was just keeping mute. I tiptoed to the door and placed my ear on the door, I couldn't hear any movement, only his sigh.After a minute or two, I heard hi
CHAPTER 34: HAPPY BIRTHDAY LILYNIKOLAI'S POV:My eyes slowly opened and I looked around to see where I was. My head was banging, my throat was dry and my vision blur. I tried to stand up from where I was laying but I felt a stabbing pain on the side of my stomach.âFuck!â, I cussed and lay back down.I closed my eyes for a few more seconds then opened them again, there was an IV drip connected to my arm, I took the oxygen mask from my face same with the drip. I struggled to stand up and I looked around me, it wasn't a hospital but it has some medical equipments.âWhat happened to me?â, I tried processing the previous events that got me to this place, It was then the memories came crashing back.I went to Mexico to settle some business issues with a famous cartel, but we were ambushed, those mother fuckers betrayed us.It amounted to a shootout and fistfights, Lev and I tried what we could. I lost a total of 7 men out of the 20 I took with me, I was shot in the left side of my stomach
CHAPTER 35: THE STUDY ROOM SCENE LILY'S POV:It's my birthday today and I don't feel like going downstairs, I just want to remain in my room. I don't want to hear Irina's irritating voice and Nikolai wasn't even back.âBut seriously, where did he go to? Is he alright?â, I wondered. A maid came to my room to inform me that breakfast was ready. I reluctantly left my room to go have breakfast, if Irina was there alone I won't eat with her.My face brighten when I saw Nikolai there, eating his breakfast.âHe's back!â, I asked myself.âNikolai?!â, I called in surprise making him smile, something in me was very happy he is back. I sat on his left side and my eyes went to the cake on the dining table.âHappy 24th birthday Lily? Wait?! the cake is for me?!â, I read the writeup on the cake in my head, feeling giddy that he prepared something for me.I wouldn't have even guessed that he would remember it's my birthday today, so when he gave me a diamond necklace as a gift, I was skeptical in
CHAPTER 36: FUCK YOU NIKOLAI!LILY'S POV:âWhy? Is it because of what Irina and I were doing in my study room?â, Nikolai asked and I gasped looking at him with eyes so wide, he had a satisfied smirk on his face.âYou are so brazenâ, I muttered under my breath but he heard me, Nikolai chuckled. I looked at him and I felt my heart racing, I can't stop imagining Nikolai doing to me what he did to Irina; hands on my buttocks, lips on my neck, breathing down on them, whispering lustful words to me and making my insides coil.âWhat are you thinking?â, Nikolai suddenly asked.âHuh?â, I responded absentmindedly. He left where he was and slowly approached me, my breath got caught in my throat, why was he coming to me?!He was finally just in front of me, he sighed and pinched the space between his brows.âChill Lily, I won't do anything you don't want me toâ, He softly said and I nodded.âGood... so I take you read the message attached with flower?â, He asked me, making my mood to take a 360 d
CHAPTER 37: THERE WAS BLOOD LILY'S POV:18+ ALERT AHEAD!!I spat on his face and his eyes closed in reflex. He paused and brought his hand to his face, he cleaned my saliva from his nose and in between his brows then he looked at me with a mischievous look on his face, I gasped in shock as he put my spit into his mouth, licking his fingers.âYo-you're a psychopathâ, I whispered in realization. Nikolai wasn't human, he was a bloody monster!He laughed freakishly at my expression and his eyes became hollow, before I could think about what just happened, Nikolai shifted from where he was sitting and grabbed my neck, slamming his lips to mine, kissing me like he was trying to punish me for something. I struggled in his grip but he didn't let go, he took off his seatbelt and mine, bringing me closer to him.He bit my lips causing a moan to escape from my stomach. It was as if my moan fueled his desire the more, his hand found its way under my polo shirt and to my left boob, he massage it
CHAPTER 38: âHELLO NIKOLAI...âNIKOLAI'S POV:Seeing the worry on Lily's face made me a little happy that that asshole shot me. I sound insane, I know, but if I had known Lily had this side to her, I would have be glad to come back home with an injury everyday.We got home and Lev was already on standby, he and Lily assisted me to my room and Nate came afterwards. Lily left as Nate helped stitch up my open wounds.âYou are so lucky man! Had it been you wasted more time, it would have been fatalâ, Nate said to me. I know he can't outrightly scold me, he won't dare, but he's only concerned for me.âHmm...â, I groaned. Nate stitched up the wound without giving me any anesthesia. I hurts like crazy but I was used to that kind of pain.âThere. All done...â, Nate said and stood up, he took off his gloves and went to the first aid box he brought with him.I tried sitting properly and wore the clean clothes Lev got me.âMake sure to change the gauze and clean up the wound. Don't get water on
CHAPTER 39: I DON'T HAVE A BIG MOUTH LILY'S POV:I woke up and it was 3:34 in the morning, I yawned and got up to use the toilet. I can't even remember how I got on the bed and I slept off so peacefully.I was done using the toilet and was back on the bed, then I remembered I was with Nikolai before I fell asleep.âShit...â, I muttered under my breath as I recalled what happened between us, how I sat on his laps and he hugged me till I fell asleep.âStupid! Stupid!â, I scolded, smacking myself on the forehead. He was so peaceful, watching him lay his head on my chest, listening to my heartbeat. I blushed at my own thoughts.I couldn't go back to sleep again and it was almost 4am, I stood up and quietly left the room, hoping that I might bump into Nikolai, I know he usually isn't asleep by this time, he always drink on smoke.âHe is hurting himselfâ, I shook my head and walked quietly through the hallway.Nikolai is fun of spacing out and staring into nothing, mostly at night and I wo
CHAPTER 39: I DON'T HAVE A BIG MOUTH LILY'S POV:I woke up and it was 3:34 in the morning, I yawned and got up to use the toilet. I can't even remember how I got on the bed and I slept off so peacefully.I was done using the toilet and was back on the bed, then I remembered I was with Nikolai before I fell asleep.âShit...â, I muttered under my breath as I recalled what happened between us, how I sat on his laps and he hugged me till I fell asleep.âStupid! Stupid!â, I scolded, smacking myself on the forehead. He was so peaceful, watching him lay his head on my chest, listening to my heartbeat. I blushed at my own thoughts.I couldn't go back to sleep again and it was almost 4am, I stood up and quietly left the room, hoping that I might bump into Nikolai, I know he usually isn't asleep by this time, he always drink on smoke.âHe is hurting himselfâ, I shook my head and walked quietly through the hallway.Nikolai is fun of spacing out and staring into nothing, mostly at night and I wo
CHAPTER 38: âHELLO NIKOLAI...âNIKOLAI'S POV:Seeing the worry on Lily's face made me a little happy that that asshole shot me. I sound insane, I know, but if I had known Lily had this side to her, I would have be glad to come back home with an injury everyday.We got home and Lev was already on standby, he and Lily assisted me to my room and Nate came afterwards. Lily left as Nate helped stitch up my open wounds.âYou are so lucky man! Had it been you wasted more time, it would have been fatalâ, Nate said to me. I know he can't outrightly scold me, he won't dare, but he's only concerned for me.âHmm...â, I groaned. Nate stitched up the wound without giving me any anesthesia. I hurts like crazy but I was used to that kind of pain.âThere. All done...â, Nate said and stood up, he took off his gloves and went to the first aid box he brought with him.I tried sitting properly and wore the clean clothes Lev got me.âMake sure to change the gauze and clean up the wound. Don't get water on
CHAPTER 37: THERE WAS BLOOD LILY'S POV:18+ ALERT AHEAD!!I spat on his face and his eyes closed in reflex. He paused and brought his hand to his face, he cleaned my saliva from his nose and in between his brows then he looked at me with a mischievous look on his face, I gasped in shock as he put my spit into his mouth, licking his fingers.âYo-you're a psychopathâ, I whispered in realization. Nikolai wasn't human, he was a bloody monster!He laughed freakishly at my expression and his eyes became hollow, before I could think about what just happened, Nikolai shifted from where he was sitting and grabbed my neck, slamming his lips to mine, kissing me like he was trying to punish me for something. I struggled in his grip but he didn't let go, he took off his seatbelt and mine, bringing me closer to him.He bit my lips causing a moan to escape from my stomach. It was as if my moan fueled his desire the more, his hand found its way under my polo shirt and to my left boob, he massage it
CHAPTER 36: FUCK YOU NIKOLAI!LILY'S POV:âWhy? Is it because of what Irina and I were doing in my study room?â, Nikolai asked and I gasped looking at him with eyes so wide, he had a satisfied smirk on his face.âYou are so brazenâ, I muttered under my breath but he heard me, Nikolai chuckled. I looked at him and I felt my heart racing, I can't stop imagining Nikolai doing to me what he did to Irina; hands on my buttocks, lips on my neck, breathing down on them, whispering lustful words to me and making my insides coil.âWhat are you thinking?â, Nikolai suddenly asked.âHuh?â, I responded absentmindedly. He left where he was and slowly approached me, my breath got caught in my throat, why was he coming to me?!He was finally just in front of me, he sighed and pinched the space between his brows.âChill Lily, I won't do anything you don't want me toâ, He softly said and I nodded.âGood... so I take you read the message attached with flower?â, He asked me, making my mood to take a 360 d
CHAPTER 35: THE STUDY ROOM SCENE LILY'S POV:It's my birthday today and I don't feel like going downstairs, I just want to remain in my room. I don't want to hear Irina's irritating voice and Nikolai wasn't even back.âBut seriously, where did he go to? Is he alright?â, I wondered. A maid came to my room to inform me that breakfast was ready. I reluctantly left my room to go have breakfast, if Irina was there alone I won't eat with her.My face brighten when I saw Nikolai there, eating his breakfast.âHe's back!â, I asked myself.âNikolai?!â, I called in surprise making him smile, something in me was very happy he is back. I sat on his left side and my eyes went to the cake on the dining table.âHappy 24th birthday Lily? Wait?! the cake is for me?!â, I read the writeup on the cake in my head, feeling giddy that he prepared something for me.I wouldn't have even guessed that he would remember it's my birthday today, so when he gave me a diamond necklace as a gift, I was skeptical in
CHAPTER 34: HAPPY BIRTHDAY LILYNIKOLAI'S POV:My eyes slowly opened and I looked around to see where I was. My head was banging, my throat was dry and my vision blur. I tried to stand up from where I was laying but I felt a stabbing pain on the side of my stomach.âFuck!â, I cussed and lay back down.I closed my eyes for a few more seconds then opened them again, there was an IV drip connected to my arm, I took the oxygen mask from my face same with the drip. I struggled to stand up and I looked around me, it wasn't a hospital but it has some medical equipments.âWhat happened to me?â, I tried processing the previous events that got me to this place, It was then the memories came crashing back.I went to Mexico to settle some business issues with a famous cartel, but we were ambushed, those mother fuckers betrayed us.It amounted to a shootout and fistfights, Lev and I tried what we could. I lost a total of 7 men out of the 20 I took with me, I was shot in the left side of my stomach
CHAPTER 33: IRINA IS BACK LILY'S POV:I went back to my room and I refused coming outside through out that day.âWhat's even his problem?!â, I let out a groan in frustration, I don't know why this even bothers me.The more I think about his reaction about the photo, the more I am certain that he and his brother have estranged relationship.âBut what happened?â, I asked aloud.Anyways, I shouldn't be bothered by their family issue. I don't want to be too involved with Nikolai.I knocked at the door to my room.âLily?â, It was Nikolai, I gasped. What does he want? Why is he here?âCan we talk?â, He said.âGo awayâ, I responded. There was nothing left for us to talk about, I need to be far away from him because recently, he has been stirring something in my heart.There was silence at the other side of the door, he wasn't gone yet, he was just keeping mute. I tiptoed to the door and placed my ear on the door, I couldn't hear any movement, only his sigh.After a minute or two, I heard hi
CHAPTER 32: FAMILY PHOTO LILY'S POV:âJUST GET OUTTT!!!â, I yelled on top of my voice, throwing pillows at Nikolai.My hands were shaking, my heart was racing very fast, I was beyond scared.âNikolai tried to rape me!â, I had to say it to myself just to believe it.He staggered up, staring at me in disbelief, shaking him head and muttering something I couldn't hear and I didn't care to know what he was saying, I just need him to be far away from me as possible.He looked at me for the last time then left. I held the blanket close to my chest and cried a whole lot.âWhat would have happened if I didn't stop him on time? Would he have taken advantage of me? Would my first time turn to the worse memory of my life?â, I pondered as I cried my heart out.I cried for many minutes before sleep took over me.***I woke up and it was past 10am.âFuck!â, I held my head in pain, it hurts like I have a hangover.I immediately remembered what transpired last night, Nikolai coming into my room drun
CHAPTER 31: HER MOANSNIKOLAI'S POV:(đ CONTENT AHEAD!!!)âJust leave her be. She needs some time aloneâ. I said to my sister and I watched as Lily rushed upstairs.Seeing the tears in her eyes steered up something in my chest and I don't like that feeling, it was new.âDid something happen?â, Galina asked me and I shook my head, I went to my study room and Galina followed behind.âWhat did you do to her Nikolai?!â, Galina asked and I sighed, I didn't have time for her questions and tantrums.âWhen are you going back to Russia?â, I asked her, she pouted and looked away.âWell if you so badly want me to leave your house, I will be gone by tomorrow morning!â, She stomped her feet and left my study room.Galina was not a child, I won't run after her same with Lily. I will give Lily the space she needs.My mind wandered back to the intense kiss we shared back at the restroom, I touched my bottom lip and smirked.She tasted different, not like what I normally have. It was like trying on a